THE W A Y
Book 1
of
Fi re Prophets
Guy S. Stanton, III
Wo r d s o f A c t i o n
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T abl e of Contents
End of an Era
The Wi l l To Li ve
To War! ! !
Ancient Hatred
A Di vine Cal l ing
Whi spering Leaves
Male’s End
Dominion
On the Mountain
Winged Savagery
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Chapter One
End of an Era
“T el l m e Say u l do y ou t h in k y ou r son
wi l l rem em ber y ou ?”
Th e f lam es crack led wi t h in t en si t y as
t h e searin g h eat rose alon g wi t h t h e lu st
of t h e rapaciou s n eed of t h e f i re t o
con su m e m ore of t h e wood st ack ed
ag ain st t h e st ak e t h at Say u l was bou n d
t o. He n o lon g er twi st ed t o be f ree of h i s
bon ds, bu t wi t h a st on y ex pression h e
st ood st i l l as t h e f lam es rose h ig h er even
as t h e sk in of h i s leg s f el t t h e bu rn of t h e
ri sin g h eat .
Beg ru dg in g ly h e spok e, “I t m at t ers n ot
R y n t al . My son i s in Jeh ovah ’ s k eepin g . I
worry n ot f or h i s f u t u re, bu t y ou sh ou ld!
Wh at h as been f oret old wi l l com e t o be
ag ain ! ”
“Y ou speak of old f ables, f ool . Th e
t im e of t h e proph et s h as lon g sin ce com e
an d g on e. Y ou , a warrior of t h e Fi re
Spi ri t , sh ou ld k n ow t h i s an d y et h ere y ou
are af lam e! ” R y n t al t h rew back h i s h ead
an d lau g h ed as wi t h a com bu st in g woof
of in t en si t y f lam es soared in t o t h e n ig h t
sk y com plet ely en g u l f in g t h e st ak e t h at
Say u l was bou n d t o.
Say u l was n ot t h e on ly on e set ablaz e
in t h e n ig h t . Man y ot h er st ak es h ad lon g
sin ce been set ablaz e an d y et , h i s wou ld
n ot be t h e last as t h ere was n ot h in g t o
st op t h e ru le of t h e Dolerian Au ran t o
n ow t h at t h e last arm y of t h e resi st an ce
lay decim at ed u pon t h e f ield of a on ce
prosperou s st ret ch of f arm lan d, n ow
f orever st ain ed by t h e blood of m art y rs
u n i t ed ag ain st a col laborat ion of t y ran n y
t h at st ret ch ed t h e len g t h of al l t h e seven
lan ds of t h e world of W alen t h y an a.
Th e Roalain Plain s, on ce k n own as
t h e L an d of t h e L ig h t , h ad n ow becom e a
by word f or dark n ess as t h e last h opes of
a people h oldin g on t o t h e old way s
were ex t in g u i sh ed on e by on e l ik e
t orch es in t h e n ig h t . R y n t al look ed ou t
over a wast elan d of bu rn t crosses an d
f el t deep sat i sf act ion . No m ore wou ld
t h e Dolerian Hig h Cou n ci l h ave t h ei r
plan s h eld in ch eck becau se of t h e
m eddl in g of t h e warriors of Roalain as
even n ow, t h e last on e of an y
n ot ewort h y n ess was n ot h in g bu t a f iery
h alo in t h e g at h erin g dark n ess of n ig h t .
R y n t al t u rn ed abou t eu ph orical ly as
t h e em in en ce of t h e m om en t of su ccess
swept t h rou g h h im . A sen se of g iddin ess
at t h e reward prom i sed t o h im by t h e
m ast ers of h i s f at e swept t h rou g h h im so
st ron g ly t h at i t was wi t h di sm ay t h at h e
h eard t h e sh arply ex claim ed warn in g s
i ssu in g f ort h f rom t h e g at h ered t h ron g of
k i l lers t h at st ood abou t t h e g ri sly scen e
of a brave m an ’ s deat h .
Han d on h i s sword h e t u rn ed on ly t o
be k n ock ed over by a m ass of f lam e. Th e
f ig u re wreat h ed in f lam es spok e, wi t h a
wi l l t h at wou ld n ot die, sm ok e peeled
away at h i s words as a h an d bat h ed in
t h e pressed u pon f lam es of h i s en em ies
clu t ch ed R y n t al ’ s t h roat savag ely even as
t h e words of a f at h er ran g ou t in
f orek n owledg e bey on d t h e k n owin g of
t h e sorcerers of t h e Hig h Cou n ci l , “My
son h as a st ory ! Mark i t wel l an d t el l t h e
ot h ers! Y ou wi l l n ever see t h e last of ou r
k in d, son of h el l ! ”
W i t h a pain ed cry of f rig h t an d in t en se
ag on y R y n t al sh oved f orcef u l ly an d t h e
body of t h e last f i re warrior cat apu l t ed
away an d t h en sl ipped over t h e edg e t o
t u m ble down t h e slopes of t h e Gorg e of
Arat an a. I n an x iou sn ess of f ear R y n t al
crawled f orward t o peer over t h e edg e
an d wat ch ed as t h e m an af lam e t u m bled
down ward bou n cin g of f bou lder an d t ree
al ik e even as h i s passag e set t h e h i l l on
f i re.
As R y n t al wat ch ed a breez e cau g h t t h e
dry g rass of t h e slope f u l ly al ig h t an d
wi t h a ven g ef u l crack le i t roared
u pwards an d sh ot over t h e edg e of t h e
plat eau . Men an d t h ei r h al f h u m an
cou n t erpart s f el l back wi t h ex clam at ion s
of con cern even as R y n t al rol led abou t
on t h e g rou n d in an ef f ort t o pu t ou t h i s
clot h es t h at h ad cau g h t on f i re.
Cou g h in g on breat h ed in sm ok e h e
t ou ch ed at h i s f lam e scalded t h roat in
f earf u l di sm ay . Th e sk in of h i s n eck lay
m el t ed in t o t h e h an dprin t of h i s g reat est
n em esi s. A t ok en of h im t h at h e wou ld
alway s bear an d wi t h savag e an g u i sh
over h i s lost van i t y R y n t al cried ou t ,
“Help m e u p y ou cowards! ”
Mem bers of h i s com m an d ru sh ed
f orward an d on ce m ore on h i s f eet
R y n t al l im ped t o t h e edg e of t h e slope
t h at n ow lay ch arred black . No sig n of
Say u l rem ain ed, bu t n o m an cou ld
su rvive l i t on f i re as h e h ad been .
Th at said, warriors of t h e Fi re Spi ri t
were n ot l ik e ot h er m en an d f i re
proph et s were en t i rely worse y et . A m an
t h e cal iber of a proph et cou ld def eat an
arm y by h im sel f an d a g ood t h in g i t was
t h at n o su ch m an y et l ived wi t h in al l t h e
seven lan ds of W alen t h y an a.
Th at h ad alway s been t h e f ear f or t h e
Dolerian Hig h Cou n ci l , bu t n ow
con qu ered, t h ese people of t h e Roalain
Plain s wou ld n ever ag ain be m ot ivat ed
by a m an t h at bore t h e f i re of t h e old
God. I t h ad been a lon g t im e sin ce su ch a
m an h ad l ived an d n ow t h ere wou ld n ot
be an ot h er .
Soon every last vest ig e of t h i s lan d of
soarin g m eadows an d g reen g abled h i l l s
wou ld h ear t h e cries of alm sin g in g t o
t h e f al len Dog erian s, wh om every
Dolerian wi t ch an d warlock paid
h om ag e t o as i t was t h em t h at h ad f reed
t h em f rom t h e old way s an d open ed t o
t h em t h e f orbidden powers of Eloah , t h e
old God. Th e world of W alen t h y an a n o
lon g er bore t h e old God’ s t em ples an d
soon t h e bel ief in Him wou ld cease
al t og et h er .
T ru ly He was f or t h e m ost part
al ready f org ot t en t h rou g h ou t t h e f ive
k n own lan ds. Now t h at t h e six t h lan d h ad
f al len , al l t h at rem ain ed was t h e m ost
m y st eriou s of al l t h e lan ds com bin ed.
An g art a, a lan d of f orest s t h at breat h ed
an d spok e wi t h a m in d of i t s own . A lan d
sh rou ded in m i st an d t h e t error of
u n k n own powers n ot seen so prevalen t
an y wh ere el se in t h e world. I t was t h at
lan d t h at n ow st ret ch ed ou t bef ore h im
bey on d t h e base of t h e slopes of t h e
Gorg e of Arat an a. No dou bt som e of t h e
Rolain ian s h ad f led in t o i t , bu t t h ey
wou ld soon becom e lost an d t h ose wh o
l in g ered on wou ld n ever dare sh ow
t h em selves ag ain in an y of t h e six lan ds
bey on d t h e last lan d of An g art a.
R y n t al t u rn ed h i s g az e away f rom t h e
f orest of m y t h an d leg en d t o V orlock h i s
secon d-in -com m an d an d croak ed ou t ,
“Th e boy , do we h ave h im y et ?”
“No, bu t we h ave h i s m ot h er , m y
L ieg e.” V orlock added at t h e last wi t h
pleasu re.
R y n t al sm i led, bu t win ced as i t cau sed
h i s m el t ed sk in t o pu l l pain f u l ly ,
“Good! ” He said savag ely .
“I ’m g oin g t o k eep h er warm in
Say u l ’ s absen ce. Sh e’l l ex perien ce wh at
Dolerian m ig h t an d u n i t y i s al l abou t .
Com e m y brot h ers! I ’l l let y ou al l h ave a
t u rn wi t h h er af t er I ’m don e.”
I n g lee t h e m assed ran k s of h i s
of f icers cobbled t og et h er f rom al l t h e
lan ds of Dolerian u n i t y f ol lowed in h i s
wak e wi t h eag ern ess. Th e wol f m en of
Orz an z an h owled, even as t h e t rol l s of
T an erin beat at t h ei r ch est s. R y n t al ’ s
voice ru m bled deeply wi t h lau g h t er at
t h e cacoph on y of lu st f u l eag ern ess.
Th e pu ri f icat ion of t h e Rolain ian s
wou ld be com plet ed t h i s n ig h t as every
last wom an of t h ei r bi rt h l in e was
seeded wi t h t h e m ix ed creeds of m an ,
dem on , an d an im al al ik e. T ru ly t h e
of f sprin g resu l t in g f rom t h i s n ig h t ’ s
en cou n t er wou ld be qu i t e t h e son s of
Sart an , or as t h e Rolain ian s cal led t h em ,
t h e Son s of Dam n at ion .
Fi t t in g ju st ice wou ld be served t h i s
n ig h t an d an en d t o t h e t y ran n y of bel ief
in t h e Fi re Spi ri t wou ld be com plet ed.
T ru ly , i t was cau se f or celebrat ion as t h e
f i f t h ag e of W alen t h y an a h ad on ly ju st
beg u n .
I t wou ld be t h e last ag e, even as
t on ig h t was t h e last n ig h t f or an y h ope of
del iveran ce f or t h e people n ow scat t ered
t o t h e f ou r win ds an d devoid of t h e
st ren g t h t o reg rou p an d creat e wh at h ad
f al sely been proph esied t o occu r in t h e
lat t er day s. No, t h e Dolerian Au ran t o
con spi racy h ad con qu ered al l an d n ow
ru led t h e day in u n con t est ed u n i t y across
t h e breadt h of t h e six lan ds.
An g art a alon e rem ain ed, bu t i t was
in h abi t ed by n o m an an d f ew i f an y of
an y ot h er k in d. Y ou h ad t o be a beast of
savag ery t o su rvive t h ere an d su ch
beast s h ad a way of devou rin g t h e easy
prey t h at an escaped slave represen t ed
t o t h em . St i l l , l ik e al l t h e ot h er lan ds,
An g art a m u st f al l t oo an d t h ere were
plan s as t o h ow t h at wou ld be
accom pl i sh ed even n ow.
T on ig h t h owever , was t o be a n ig h t of
revel ry an d son g s su n g t o t h e m ig h t of
t h e f al len Dog erian s, even as t h e
sh adows dan ced f rom t h e bu rn in g
em bers of a t h ou san d st ak es n ow al l bu t
bu rn t t o t h e g rou n d as si len t wi t n esses t o
t h e pl ig h t of t h e su rvivors of t h e last
bat t le of t h e Rolain ian s. A bat t le t h at h ad
been h u n dreds of y ears in t h e m ak in g bu t
h ad cu lm in at ed t on ig h t in a def eat t h at
wou ld n ever be u n don e.
* * * * * * *
U m a twi st ed at h er ch ain in t h e f i re l i t
dark n ess as sh e breat h ed ou t pray er af t er
pray er t o Eloah . Fin al ly t h e wood t h at
sh e pried ag ain st brok e.
Th e ch ain f el l t o t h e g rou n d an d g ave
h er t h e leeway t h at sh e n eeded t o reach
t h e m et al piece of brok en Rolain ian
sword st eel t h at lay u pon t h e g rou n d in
si len t wi t n ess t o t h e last sh at t erin g of
Rolain ian pride t h at h ad occu rred t h i s
awf u l day . T wi st in g t h e sh ard of st eel
in t o t h e lock sh e f el t i t pop open even as
blood cou rsed f rom h er f in g ers t h at
g ripped t h e st i l l sh arp piece of a sword
f orever brok en .
Th e ch ain sl ipped t h rou g h t h e l in k
f ast en ed abou t h er wri st s an d in
ex clam at ion of t riu m ph t h e ch ain soon
sn ak ed t h rou g h t h e l in k s of al l t h e ot h ers.
U m a ben t down an d pick ed u p a bat t le
ax t h at lay u pon t h e bloodsoak ed g rou n d
of t h ei r on ce beau t i f u l lan d.
Rai sin g u p t o h er f u l l h eig h t sh e
g est u red t o t h e ot h er wom en wh o h ad
com e t o st an d bef ore h er equ al ly arm ed
wi t h t h e dropped rem n an t s of a war f rom
f oe an d relat ive al ik e. “Go t h ose of y ou
wh o are able! Go n ow in t o An g art a!
Sh am e be u pon y ou i f y ou ever f org et as
t o wh o y ou are! Th ose of y ou wh o, l ik e
m e, can n ot f ace an ot h er day in t h e wak e
of wh at h as occu rred t h i s n ig h t com e
wi t h m e! ”
U m a t u rn ed an d st rode f orward over
t h e f ield of lost cau ses t h at h ad on ce
h eralded a f arm er ’ s sim ple ex i st en ce
an d n ot h in g el se m ore spect acu lar , bu t
t h at n ow f eat u red t h e last act of def ian ce
by a people wh o sim ply ref u sed t o
ch an g e wi t h t h e t im es. Hat ed t h ey were
t h e world wide, bu t f reedom was a
con cept f ew g rasped, bu t t o t h em t h ey
h ad k n own i t al l t h ei r l ives.
Ch arg in g f orward n ow wi t h a savag e
cry U m a ju m ped u pward t o bu ry t h e ax
sh e wielded in t o t h e h ead of a t rol l t o
slow t o swin g h i s clu b. Black blood
spu rt in g U m a spu n away t o ch op in t o a
Herg al ian El f m an an d g rowled in t o h i s
f ace wi t h in t en si t y even as sh e h ersel f
was h eld t ran sf ix ed on h i s rapier st y led
sword blade t h at h ad passed com plet ely
on t h rou g h h er .
Th e el f m an ’ s ey es g laz ed over an d h e
f el l back ward t ak in g h i s rapier st y led
blade wi t h h im . U m a rem ain ed on h er
f eet t ot t erin g wi t h t h e weak n ess of h er
blood loss t h at on ly com pou n ded t h e
loss t h at sh e al ready f el t in h er h eart f or
al l t h at h ad on ce been , bu t wou ld n ever
be ag ain . W i t h h er last m an ag eable ef f ort
of wi l l sh e drew t h e ax e back an d let i t
f ly . Th e act ion drove h er t o h er k n ees
an d f al l in g f orward h er f oreh ead h i t t h e
g rou n d.
Each breat h com in g h ard t o h er sh e
bl in k ed as t h e sou n ds of war dim in i sh ed
al l arou n d h er . As i f seein g in t o an ot h er
place sh e breat h ed ou t , “Ru n in t o t h e
f orest m y son ! Ru n u n t i l y ou g row t i red
of i t . Th en ret u rn . Ret u rn an d aven g e
wh at h as bef al len u s t h i s day ! ”
U m a bl in k ed, as t ears f el l f rom h er
f ace t o k i ss t h e g rou n d, “No m y son !
Forg et wh at I say ! L ive apart f rom t h i s
m adn ess. Be h appy an d learn t h e way s
of t h e f orest s of An g art a, u n t i l i t t oo i s
t ak en away as a san ct u ary f or ou r
ch i ldren t o h ide in . Oh Eloah f org ive u s
ou r sin s an d spare ou r ch i ldren ! ” U m a
cried ou t em ot ion al ly in t o t h e du st of t h e
g rou n d.
“Mother?”
U m a’ s ey es open ed in alarm , on ly t o
relax as sh e sen sed t h e voice t h at sh e’d
h eard cam e f rom h er spi ri t an d n ot f rom
close by . Brok en ly sh e respon ded, “I
love y ou , T arik ! Ru n ! Never ret u rn h ere!
Y ou m u st do as I say ! ”
“Mother I need you! ! ! ” Bu t U m a h ad
al ready dri f t ed away in t o a realm past
t h e abi l i t y t o h ear let alon e f eel an y m ore
pain . Th e ch ief est of al l k n own pain s
t h ou g h h ad ju st m an i f est ed t o f u l l l i f e
wi t h in t h e h eart of a boy lost wi t h in t h e
f orest h e h ad alway s been f orbidden t o
en t er .
Th e loss of t h e con n ect ion in spi ri t
wi t h h i s m ot h er was t h e last st raw an d
di ssolvin g in t o t ears a son of a pridef u l
people dropped t o h i s k n ees an d bawled
ou t h i s g rief in wrack in g sobs t h at
cau sed t h e t rees of An g art a t o crack an d
g ru m ble wi t h di scom f ort .
He was alon e! T ru ly alon e.
A bran ch wiped across h i s f ace wi t h a
t ou ch as sof t as a passin g f eat h er an d in
st art lem ean t T arik drew back as g rief
was f org ot t en f or t h e m om en t . Th e
bran ch ret reat ed t o f orm a com eh i t h er
m ot ion even as a breez e t h at bore t h e
f rag ran ce of early su m m er ’ s f lowers
wh i spered, “Com e l i t t le warrior . Don ’t
f org et y ou r f at h er ’ s sword. Y ou wi l l
h ave n eed of i t I ’m af raid. Wh ere we’re
g oin g i s n ot so f rien dly at al l an y m ore
an d y et I st i l l rem em ber a t im e wh en i t
was, bu t t h at was a very very lon g t im e
ag o.”
T arik rose u p t o h i s f eet as wh at h e’d
t ak en t o be a sm al l f lowerin g t ree beg an
t o m ove away t h rou g h t h e f orest leavin g
a t rai l of spen t bloom s in i t s wak e t o
m ark i t s t rai l . Drag g in g t h e t ip of a
sword t al ler t h an h e was h im sel f T arik
m oved f orward an d f ol lowed t h e pat h of
pet al s t h at led deeper an d deeper in t o
t h e h eart of An g art a. A n ew era of h i s
l i f e h ad beg u n an d i t was t erri f y in g , bu t
at least h e was n ot as alon e as h e h ad
t h ou g h t h e was.
Chapter T wo
The Will T o Live
W i t h a sh ivery st art m y ey es spran g
open . My f at h er ’ s sword was bein g
t u g g ed u pon !
Scram bl in g back in t h e loose leaf
l i t t er I clu t ch ed t h e sword t ig h t er as I
beh eld a sm al l creat u re wi t h ex cessively
larg e claws rear u p t o i t s f u l l dim in u t ive
h eig h t an d h i ss at m e ag g ressively . My
h eart st opped as I wat ch ed i t s m ou t h
f i l led wi t h raz or-sh arp t eet h open as i t
prepared t o sprin g u pon m e.
I n t h e n ex t in st an t t h ou g h i t was g on e.
Fl in ch in g f rom t h e ex pect ed im pact of i t s
claws an d t eet h in t o m e I in st ead
wat ch ed as i t was t ossed t h rou g h t h e ai r
t o t h u d h eavi ly ag ain st a m ossy bou lder .
Com plet ely sh ak en I let m y ey es dri f t
u pward t o t h e sh ort f lowerin g t ree t h at I
h ad f ol lowed f or h ou rs an d h ou rs
y est erday bef ore i t h ad f in al ly st opped
an d root ed in t o t h e soi l n ear t h e sm al l
brook of wat er t h at ran close by . Th e
resem blan ce of a f ace m ade ou t of k n ot s
an d h ol lows of ag e worn wood win ced
down at m e f rom i t s lof t y h eig h t of abou t
20 f eet or so above m y h ead. Th en by
way of apolog y i t sh ru g g ed i t s bran ch es
as i f in repl icat ion of sh ou lders an d said,
“I ’m af raid, as of lat e, I sleep m ore
deeply t h ese day s. I am qu i t e old, bu t
t h at i s n o ex cu se. I do apolog iz e T arik
f or n ot wak in g u p soon er .”
“Y ou don ’t n eed t o apolog iz e.” I
m u m bled ou t .
“Wh at was t h at dear?” Th e old t ree
ask ed.
“Y ou don ’t owe m e an y t h in g .”
Sh e, f or i t seem ed som eh ow as t h at
sh e was f em ale, h u f f ed an d a clou d of
pet al s f el l t o lay down u pon t h e dewy
f orest f loor , “Oh l i t t le m an , i t i s t ru e. I
owe y ou n ot h in g , bu t k in dn ess.
Kin dn ess, f or al l t h ose wh o h ave lost
t h ei r paren t s an d are bu t ch i ldren , t ry in g
t o f in d t h ei r own way in a world m ost
u n f rien dly t o t h em . As m u ch as I am able
t o do i t i s m y respon sibi l i t y t o h elp y ou
an d al l ot h ers l ik e y ou , T arik . Please cal l
m e Asm an t h a.”
I n odded in g reet in g as I was bey on d
words t o ex press h ow I f el t . I n som e
way s I wan t ed t o st ay an d dwel l in
sorrow an d y et a f orest of m ore vivid
in t en si t y , su ch as I h ad n ever perceived
bef ore, was com in g al ive al l arou n d m e.
A f orest f u l l of dan g er an d I h ad bu t
on e t ree ou t of m an y t ak in g an y in t erest
in m e. I n deed i t seem ed l ik e t h e ot h er
t rees were opposed t o m y presen ce h ere
an d t h e f eel in g I f el t of t h ei r con sen su s
of t h ou g h t m ade m e f eel even m ore
desolat e t h an I al ready did in spi ri t .
I h ad n o on e an d n o h ope, bu t t h e
k in dn ess of on e t ree alon e, in a sea of
t rees t h at wou ld soon er see m e t u rn ed
in t o di rt t o be of som e u se f or t h ei r
root s. A t ear st reak ed down m y f ace an d
n ot bein g able t o st op I bu ried m y f ace
ag ain st m y drawn u p k n ees an d did m y
best t o sh u t ou t every t h in g , bu t i t did n o
g ood as wh en I closed m y ey es m y m in d
was f i l led wi t h t h e im ag ery of
every t h in g t h at h ad been lost .
“Oh dear! Wh at t o do?” Asm an t h a
said, as sh e st i f f ly lean ed a bran ch down
t o bru sh con sol in g ly u pon m y back .
Th e oddn ess of every t h in g an d t h e
ex t rem en ess of m y vu ln erabi l i t y in t h i s
place t h at didn ’t wan t m e on ly m ade
every t h in g worse.
“Korva i s t h ere an y t h in g y ou can do t o
h elp? Goodn ess k n ows y ou h ave m ore
ex perien ce wi t h t h i s sort of t h in g t h an I .”
“I t depen ds.” Cam e a h u sk y ru f f led
breat h in ess of words in reply t h at h ad
t h e sen se of m ag n i f icen ce in rest rain t .
Slowly m y h ead l i f t ed u p of f m y k n ees
an d m y ey es t raced t h rou g h t h e f lowery
u n derst ory of t h e an cien t f orest u n t i l t h ey
f el l u pon a m assive bou lder an d m ore
di rect ly t h e m assive f el in e recl in in g
u pon i t wh o n on ch alan t ly ey ed m e over
wi t h a cri t ical an d y et u n -cru el
dem ean or . I t was t h e larg est t ig er t h at I
h ad ever seen in m y l i f e, bu t m ore
im port an t t o t h e m om en t was h ad i t
act u al ly ju st spok en ?”
Con f u sed sou n din g Asm an t h a ask ed
t h e t ig er , “Depen ds on wh at Korva,
dear?”
“On h i s wi l l t o l ive, bu t of cou rse.”
“Oh wou ld y ou please t ak e over f or
m e Korva. I h ave n o rig h t t o ask i t of
y ou , bu t I am older t h an m ost an d wel l ,
I ’m sim ply t oo old t o adequ at ely care f or
h im as I sh ou ld.”
Th e m assive t ig ress t h at cou ld h ave
t ak en down t h e larg est of m arsh bu l l s
wi t h on e swipe of i t s paw brok e f rom i t s
reg ard of m e t o g lan ce u p at Asm an t h a.
Sh e bl in k ed an d t h en rose an d t h ere was
sim ply n o way of bein g prepared f or t h e
m ajest ic sig h t of h er com in g down f rom
of f h er perch as sh e cam e t oward m e.
Sh e st opped wi t h in a paw’ s st rik e of
m e an d h u f f ed ou t a breat h of in t en si t y
t h at wash ed over m e warm ly . Her h eavy
t oot h ed jaws open ed an d h er words
were di rect an d as piercin g as t h e claws
sh eat h ed wi t h in h er paws, “Mou rn t h e
dead n o m ore or el se y ou wi l l soon join
t h em . Now i f y ou wan t t o su rvive t h en
f ol low m e an d do ex act ly al l t h at I t el l
y ou or I m ig h t ju st f in i sh of f wh at was
st art ed last n ig h t .”
“Korva! ” Asm an t h a adm on i sh ed
reprovin g ly .
Korva f l ick ed h er t ai l an d m oved of f
t o t h e side as h er t ai l con t in u ed t o beat
back an d f ort h t h rou g h t h e ai r as sh e
am bled alon g on past m e. I n sh ock I
g az ed af t er t h e t ig er t h at was ret reat in g
away f rom m e. Wh at did I do?
I g lan ced u pward t o t h e on ly on e wh o
h ad sh owed m e k in dn ess an d Asm an t h a
said, “Go wi t h h er . Y ou wi l l be qu i t e
saf e wi t h h er .”
How was t h at possible, as t h e beast
h ad t h e look of on e t h at wou ld devou r
m e wi t h ou t a secon d t h ou g h t ?
“Sh e h as ju st recen t ly lost h er cu b.
Sh e i s y ou r best ch an ce at su rvival . I
su g g est y ou g o af t er h er n ow as sh e m ay
n ot wai t f or y ou .”
Born u pward t o m y f eet by on e of h er
root s I f aced h er n ot real ly k n owin g
wh at t o say or do so I bowed m y h ead t o
t h e t ree t h at spok e as a sen sible bein g
an d wh o h ad sh owed m e k in dn ess wh en
I n eeded i t m ost . I n ret u rn sh e l ik ewi se
in cl in ed t h e crown of h er bran ch es wi t h
a creak in g swi sh of h er leaves an d t h en I
was ru n n in g away .
I was ru n n in g af t er cert ain deat h t o be
su re as I k n ew t h at t ig ers k i l led people
an d even at e t h em ! Wh at wou ld k eep h er
f rom eat in g m e? For t h at m at t er wh ere
was sh e?
“Beh in d y ou , l i t t le f ool .”
Abru pt ly in m y h ast e t o t u rn arou n d I
t ripped an d slam m ed in t o a t ree t ru n k as
t h e h u sk y voice of t h e t ig ress h ad
seem in g ly com e ou t of n owh ere rig h t
n ex t t o m y ear so close t h at I h ad f el t t h e
h eat of h er breat h . Groan in g I pu l led
m y sel f u p of f t h e g rou n d.
My f ace f el t bru i sed f rom wh ere i t
h ad con n ect ed wi t h a t ree. Al l t h at was
f org ot t en t h ou g h as t h e real iz at ion
occu rred t o m e t h at I h ad lost h old of t h e
m ost t reasu red t h in g I h ad lef t in t h i s
world.
My ey es l i f t ed an d t h ere i t lay bef ore
t h e t ig ress t h at st ood f art h er of f t h e
g rou n d on f ou r leg s t h an I did on two.
Her paw was big g er t h an m y h ead an d in
m u t e t error I wat ch ed t h e powerf u l
t alon s of i t f lex as i f t h ey h ad a wi l l of
t h ei r own .
As scared as I was of h er , I didn ’t
care abou t even con t in u ed l i f e in t h i s
m om en t , as m u ch as I n eeded t o m ain t ain
som e con n ect ion wi t h m y past . Dodg in g
f orward I sn at ch ed u p t h e sword t h at h ad
been m y f at h er ’ s an d scu t t led back ward
wi t h i t h eld t ig h t ly t o m y ch est .
I n al l t h i s t h e t ig er m ade n o m ove t o
h in der m e an d in deed as I rose back u p
t o m y f eet I saw approval in h er g az e f or
m e f or t h e f i rst t im e, t h at i s m ay be,
an y way . W i t h t h i s t ig er I wasn ’t real ly
su re abou t an y t h in g .
Her t eet h sh owed an d h u sk y voiced
sh e said, “L esson two. Never ru n in t h e
f orest u n less y ou wi sh t o play t h e part of
bein g a m eal f or a st ron g er beast .”
I bl in k ed an d bl in k ed ag ain . Th at ’ s
sim ply didn ’t m ak e sen se.
“I sh ou ldn ’t ru n f rom dan g er?” I ask ed
h elplessly con f u sed.
“Do y ou wan t t o be eat en ?”
“No! ”
“Th en wh y wou ld y ou act l ik e
som et h in g t h at cou ld be eat en ?” Sh e
m oved on t h en an d com in g close sh e
h u f f ed ou t , “An d by t h e way I pref er m y
m eal s t o be clean an d n ot cak ed in di rt
ju st so y ou k n ow.”
A qu ivery sh iver cou rsed t h rou g h m e
as t h e m ean in g of st at em en t m ade f u l l
im pact . Th e su dden qu est ion on m y m in d
was wh at wou ld h appen i f I g ot wash ed
clean in a rain st orm or som et h in g . I
look ed u pward bu t t h e sk y was block ed
f rom view by t h e den se overh ead
can opy .
I f ol lowed af t er h er wari ly even as I
ack n owledg ed t h at sh e’d g iven m e m y
f i rst clu e as t o n ot bein g eat en . Don ’t
ru n . Sim ple, bu t h ard t o def in e t h e
cou rag e t o t h e at t ain m en t of .
My bel ly con st rict ed pain f u l ly an d
i ssu ed f ort h wi t h a g ru m ble t h at cau sed
Korva’ s ears t o twi t ch . Her t ai l swi sh ed
u pward an d sm ack ed in t o a low-ly in g
bran ch . Th e swin g in g bran ch cau g h t m y
at t en t ion alon g wi t h t h e f ive elon g at ed
red look in g ju icy f ru i t s t h at were
at t ach ed t o i t .
“L esson t h ree. Focu s on open in g y ou r
ey es t o seein g every t h in g , bu t f ocu s on ly
on wh at i s im port an t an d let t h e rest dri f t
by y ou .”
Sn at ch in g al l f ive of t h e ju icy look in g
f ru i t s as I walk ed past I h eld t h em f or a
m om en t bef ore ask in g t h e t ig er I t rai led
beh in d as i f I were h er cu b, “How do I
k n ow t h ere n ot poi son ou s?”
“Now t h at wou ld t ak e care of t h e
problem wou ldn ’t i t . By al l m ean s eat
al l of t h em so f ast y ou can ’t di scern t h e
di f f eren ce in som et h in g g ood f or y ou an d
som et h in g t h at wi l l k i l l y ou .”
Scowl in g at h er I reg arded h er
swi sh in g t ai l f or a m om en t bef ore
t en t at ively t ak in g a bi t e ou t of on e of t h e
f ru i t s. I t was del iciou s an d t h e ot h er f ou r
were g on e qu ick ly .
I f el t bet t er f or h avin g eat en t h e f ru i t ,
bu t cert ain ly n ot f u l l . I said n ot h in g
h owever an d bef ore t o lon g in ou r
jou rn ey t h rou g h t h e f orest Korva’ s t ai l
m oved in g est u re ag ain , bu t I ’d al ready
seen t h e du sk y pu rple colored berries on
a n earby bu sh .
Hesi t an t ly I st opped an d beg an
pick in g as m an y of t h em as I cou ld f or
f ear of Korva m ovin g on wi t h ou t m e. I t
was st ran g e. I was af raid of h er , bu t t h e
prospect of bein g in t h i s place wi t h ou t
h er was even worse y et t o com preh en d.
Th an k f u l ly sh e h ad pau sed lon g
en ou g h f or m e t o col lect m ost of t h e
berries t h at seem ed ripe en ou g h f or m e
t o eat . I bu si ly st u f f ed t h em in an d Korva
m oved on .
I reclaim ed m y g rip on m y f at h er ’ s
sword an d work ed on balan cin g i t over
m y on e sh ou lder in st ead of drag g in g i t . I t
was very h eavy , bu t I wou ld n ever be
wi t h ou t i t .
My g az e f el l u pon a ju icy look in g red
f ru i t bein g ex t en ded t oward t h e t rai l by
an overh ead vin e an d m y m in d was
al ready f ix at edly im ag in in g wh at t h e
ex ot ic t ast e of i t wou ld be l ik e. Su g ary
f or su re.
I st opped an d reach ed f or i t . On e t h in g
st opped m e. Korva h ad n ot di rect ed m e
as bef ore wi t h h er t ai l as t o t h i s bein g
som et h in g g ood t o eat .
St i l l i t was rig h t beside t h e t rai l
m ay be sh e’d ju st assu m ed t h at I ’d pick
u p on t h e f act of i t bein g som et h in g t o
eat . Som et h in g didn ’t set wel l wi t h t h at
last t h ou g h t wi t h in m e an d relu ct an t ly I
let m y h an d close in t o a f i st an d f al l
away f rom t h e f ru i t t h at even sm el led
g ood t o m y f am i sh ed sen ses.
I m ade t o walk on , bu t was
im m ediat ely sh ock ed ou t of m y sen ses
by t h e real iz at ion t h at Korva’ s f ace was
ey e level wi t h m e an d bu t a f oot away .
Breat h in g h eavy I st epped back qu ick ly
an d g u i l t i ly I won dered as t o wh at
wou ld h appen n ex t .
Korva’ s f ace of wh i sk ers an d m assive
st u dded can in es bore a specu lat ive look
of in t erest as sh e ex t en ded ou t a f orepaw
an d dex t erou sly u sed on e m assive raz or
t ipped t alon t o ever so del icat ely draw i t
down t h e side of t h e su ccu len t look in g
f ru i t , t h at I h ad alm ost eat en , as t o ju st
pierce t h e sk in of i t s ou t er lay er . Th e sl i t
in t h e f ru i t m ade sh e wi t h drew h er paw
an d a clear look in g f lu id seeped ou t
f rom t h e sl i t an d wel led u p f or a m om en t
bef ore i t f el l t o splat u pon t h e broadleaf
of an ot h er plan t below i t . I m m ediat ely
t h ere was a h i ss an d a l i t t le pu f f of st eam
an d in credu lou sly I wat ch ed as t h e drop
of t h e f ru i t ’ s n ect ar bu rn ed a h ole
t h rou g h t h e leaf an d t h en several m ore
leaves below t h at on e u n t i l i t h i ssed
lou dly in con t act wi t h t h e g rou n d bef ore
f in al ly f al l in g si len t .
Th e en orm i t y of wh at ju st on e drop
wou ld’ve don e t o m e h ad m e
swal lowin g an d f eel in g on t h e verg e of
t h rowin g u p. St i l l st arin g at t h e f ru i t of
deat h t h at sh e h ad pierced Korva sof t ly
h u f f ed ou t in a sof t er t on e t h an I ’d ever
h eard f rom h er y et , “Som et im es wh at
on e sees, t h ou g h beau t i f u l t o t h e ey es an d
t h e sen ses on t h e ou t side, h ides a h eart
of dark n ess. Mark t h i s f ru i t wel l f or i t i s
a g u ide in t o t h e h eart s of m an an d beast
al ik e. Appearan ces are ever deceivin g .
Y ou were wi se t o be wary of t h e
u n k n own . Perh aps y ou wi l l l ive an ot h er
day af t er al l . T el l m e wh at i s y ou r
n am e?” Sh e f in i sh ed at t h e last as sh e
brou g h t h er in t en se ey es t o g az e u pon m e
ever so di rect ly on ce m ore.
“T arik .” I m an ag ed t o m u m ble ou t , n ot
su re of wh at t h i s f el in e wou ld do n ex t .
Th e in t en sen ess of h er g az e g lowed
even m ore so an d t h en sh e g lan ced abou t
qu ick ly an d in alarm I g ripped m y sword
t ig h t er as I becam e aware of t h e su dden
cessat ion of n oi se in t h e f orest arou n d
u s. Now as I paid at t en t ion I n ot iced t h at
t h i s area of f orest t h at we h ad wan dered
in t o seem ed m u ch older t h an ot h er areas
t h at we h ad t raversed.
Wh at did t h e si len ce m ean ? I wat ch ed
as Korva’ s ears twi t ch ed back an d f ort h ,
bu t t h en becam e m ore relax ed as t h e
sou n ds of t h e f orest cam e back t o l i f e al l
arou n d u s.
Glan cin g m y way sh e said sof t ly ,
“From n ow on y ou r n am e i s T orl in .”
I m ade t o object , bu t wi t h a h u sk y h in t
of deep m en ace Korva g ri t t ed ou t , “Y ou
wi l l do as I say ! ”
Abru pt ly sh e m ade t o t u rn away an d
m ove on , bu t I h ad som et h in g t o say an d
very m u ch on edg e of wh at t h e
con sequ en ces m ig h t be I said, “I wi l l do
as y ou say , bu t n ot in t h i s m at t er . I am in
y ou r debt al ready Korva, bu t I can n ot
den y t h e n am e m y f at h er g ave m e! I
can n ot do i t an d i f t h at m ean s m y deat h
t h en so be i t .” I m u m bled ou t at t h e last
ex pressly h opin g t h at i t wou ldn ’t com e
t o t h at .
Korva g lan ced m y way wi t h sh arp
in t en si t y f or a m om en t bef ore sh e let i t
drop f rom h er f ace. Mu sin g ly sh e said,
“Y ou ’re g oin g t o be t h e deat h of m e boy .
Oh wel l , I ’d rat h er h ave a st ron g cu b
t h an a cu b n ot able t o speak h i s m in d.
V ery wel l , T arik , sh al l we m ove on
n ow?”
I n odded m y h ead in t en sely rel ieved
t h at sh e wasn ’t g oin g t o rid h ersel f of
m e. Sh e m oved f ast er t h an bef ore an d I
h ad t o ru n at t im es t o k eep u p.
Th e sou n d of m y breat h in g was lou d,
bu t t h e loss t o con cen t rat in g on m u ch of
an y t h in g ot h er t h an k eepin g in sig h t of
t h e st riped t ai l of m y prot ect or an d
g u ide, I did becom e aware of on e t h in g .
Th e f orest was wat ch in g m e in a way I
didn ’t t h in k t h at i t h ad been bef ore.
Wh at did i t al l m ean ? W as I craz y t o
bel ieve as I did t h at t h e f orest su dden ly
seem ed t o be f ocu sed in on m e?
Perh aps I was craz y , bu t t h e f eel in g
rem ain ed ju st t h e sam e, even as I f ou g h t
t o m ain t ain bel ief in m y san i t y . Th e
worst part of t h e f eel in g was t h at I
cou ldn ’t di scern wh at t h e in t en t of t h e
f orest ’ s in spect ion of m e was root ed in .
T im e wou ld n o dou bt t el l t h e t ale, bu t
wou ld i t be a st ory t h at I ’d wan t t o h ear?
An h ou r passed by an d I alm ost
crash ed in t o Korva’ s rear as sh e cam e t o
an abru pt st op. Breat h in g h eavy I
work ed on g et t in g in ai r an d swi t ch in g
wh ich sh ou lder m y f at h er ’ s sword rest ed
ag ain st .
Th e ch an g eover of t h e sword t o m y
ot h er sh ou lder m ade I look ed arou n d t o
t ak e in m y su rrou n din g s. Ey es widen in g I
beh eld t h at we were on t h e periph ery of
a g rasslan d t h at appeared t o be bou n ded
by t h e f orest f or as f ar as t h e ey e cou ld
see.
Th ere was a breez e an d I wat ch ed
wi t h appreciat ion as t h e g rass u n du lat ed
ben eat h t h e pressu re of i t . I t was as i f I
h ad com e u pon an in lan d sea m ade
en t i rely of g rass.
My at t en t ion cen t ered t h en on wh at
was in t h e g rass f u rt h er ou t f rom u s.
Mon st ers!
I f el t m y m ou t h f al l open at t h e sh eer
siz e of som e of t h e creat u res in t h e
di st an ce. Korva m oved an d m y at t en t ion
was im m ediat ely drawn back t o h er .
Sh e g est u red wi t h h er h ead t o a
n earby t ree of m assive proport ion s,
“Cl im b t h at t ree as h ig h as y ou can an d
t h en g o f u rt h er st i l l .” Th at said sh e
m oved away wi t h a swi sh of h er t ai l in t o
t h e t al l savan n a g rass.
“Are y ou com in g back ?” I ask ed ou t
lou d wi t h a voice t h at h ad an
u n m i st ak able qu iver t o i t t h at n orm al ly
wou ld’ve sh am ed m e, bu t rig h t n ow I
was t oo paraly z ed at t h e t h ou g h t of bein g
lef t alon e t o care abou t an y t h in g in
resem blan ce t o pride.
Korva g lan ced back , “I wi l l t ry , bu t
t h e h u n t i s ever u n cert ain as t o h ow i t
wi l l g o. L i f e an d deat h com e t o al l of u s
an d I m ak e n o prom i ses. W e each m u st
su rvive as best as we can .” Th at cry pt ic
st at em en t said sh e was su dden ly g on e
f rom view wi t h on e lon g bou n d in t o t h e
sea of g rass t h at m om en t s bef ore h ad
m esm eriz ed m e, bu t n ow l ik e t h e f orest
f i l led wi t h al l m an n er of oddi t ies beh in d
m e I f ou n d m y sel f t o t erri f ied t o m ove
f or f ear of wh at wou ld h appen n ex t .
As I st ood t h ere sh ak in g l ik e a leaf I
cam e t o t h e con clu sion t h at I g ave voice
t o in su dden det erm in at ion , “I can ’t g o
on l ivin g l ik e t h i s! ”
Givin g a caref u l g lan ce arou n d m e I
t h en k n el t down on t o t h e g rou n d of t h e
f orest an d did som et h in g t h at cam e very
h ard f or m e t o do becau se of al l t h at h ad
com e t o be in m y l i f e t o m ak e t h i s
m om en t of desolat ion wh at i t was. I
beg an t o pray as I addressed God by
n am e, “Eloah ……”
No m at t er h ow I t ried t o f orm words
t h at was al l I cou ld g et ou t . Min u t es
st ret ch ed by as I f u m bled f or wh at t o say .
My h om e was g on e. My m ot h er was
dead an d m ost l ik ely m y f at h er as wel l .
Al l m y f rien ds. Th ere sim ply was n o
pray er t h at cou ld u n do wh at h ad been
wreck ed an d t orn apart in m y l i f e.
Al l t h at rem ain ed of m y l i f e was t h e
h ere an d n ow. I h ad n o past t o g o back t o
an d n o f u t u re wi t h ou t h elp of som e k in d.
My m in d seiz ed on t h at t h em e an d
m u m bl in g I f in i sh ed m y pray er , “Eloah ,
please brin g Korva back an d please
don ’t let h er eat m e! I n t h e n am e of Y ou r
Son Y esh u a I ask an d pray t h i s.”
Hu rriedly wipin g at su dden t ears I g ot
u p as I in t en t ion al ly lef t so m an y t h in g s
u n said alon g wi t h t h e m an y qu est ion s
t h at I m ig h t n ever h ave an swers t o. I
approach ed t h e t ree Korva h ad in dicat ed
an d sl in g in g t h e st rap of m y f at h er ’ s
sword over m y sh ou lder I g rasped a
h old of a vin e an d beg an pu l l in g m y sel f
u p t h e t ree.
Cl im bin g t h e t ree was slow g oin g
wi t h t h e weig h t of t h e sword alon g wi t h
m y own u n reason in g f ear at every sou n d
t h at occu rred wh ich on ly served t o
divide st ren g t h away f rom m y ef f ort s t o
cl im b. I n m y lack of at t en t ion m y g rip on
a l im b sl ipped of f an d I f el l or I sh ou ld
h ave f al len an y way .
Han g in g in m idai r I g lan ced arou n d
an d t h en f in al ly u pward t o beh old t h at i t
was n ow t h e bran ch t h at h eld m e. Not
wan t in g t o, bu t u n able t o avoid i t I
t u rn ed m y h ead t h e ot h er way on ly t o
beh old a f ace wreat h ed in a sm i le u pon
t h e t ru n k of t h e old t ree t h at I h ad been
cl im bin g u p.
Boi st erou sly t h en t h e t ree spok e,
“Th om an al in ’ s t h e n am e! ”
Th e t ree ey ed m e u p an d qu i rk in g a
leaf y ey ebrow ask ed, “An d n ow wh o
m ig h t y ou be scam perin g abou t on m y
bran ch es an d cru n ch in g m e bark ?”
Paraly z ed t oo m u ch t o reason as t o
wh at t o accu rat ely say I wh i spered, “Sh e
t old m e t o cl im b! I….I….”
“Sh e did n ow? An d wh at rig h t does
t h e Mi ss Korva h ave g oin g abou t
orderin g a t reebeast su ch as m y sel f
abou t eh h ?”
I h ad n o an swer t o t h at an d I braced
m y sel f ag ain st wh at i t wou ld be l ik e t o
f in d m y sel f f reef al l in g t owards t h e
g rou n d. Had I real ly cl im bed so h ig h
al ready or was i t ju st an i l lu sion h ow f ar
down t h e g rou n d look ed ben eat h m e.
Th ere was sim ply n o way I wou ld
su rvive su ch a f al l .
Th e g rippin g bran ch f lex ed an d I
closed m y ey es on ly t o t h en open t h em as
I m ade g en t le con t act wi t h a broad l im b
h ig h er u p t h an I h ad been bef ore.
Sh ak in g I look ed abou t as t h e g rip of t h e
bran ch let g o of m e an d on ce m ore t h e
voice of t h e t reebeast spok e say in g ,
“Rest easy lad. I t twas wi se of y ou r
f rien d t o poin t s m e ou t t o y ou as I won ’t
be st an din g f or a g u est of m in e t o com e
t o h arm . Y es, sh e be a wi se sh ebeast , sh e
be. Here lad y ou m u st be h u n g ry af t er
su ch a cl im b.”
Bef ore I k n ew i t n u t s of several
di f f eren t variet ies st art ed bein g t ossed
on t o t h e broad bran ch t h at I clu n g t o.
Daz ed I look ed abou t t o see i f al l t h e
t rees were al ive as t h i s on e, on ly t o see
t h em m ot ion less as t h e ou t reach in g
bran ch es of t h e t reebeast pick ed n u t s by
t h e score f rom t h em on ly t o t oss t h em
on t o m y perch .
Sh ak i ly I sat u p an d wi t h a h eavy g ru n t
t h e t reebeast said, “Th at sh ou ld h old y u h
a bi t . Now n o sl icin g m e bark of f as y ou
be crack ’en t h em n u t s wi t h t h at g reat
weapon of y ou rs lad.”
Peerin g down f rom m y h ig h perch I
cau g h t a st ern g lan ce f rom t h e t reebeast ’ s
f ace below m e t h at ech oed t h e sen t im en t
of h i s words. Hu rriedly , I said, “Y es
Si r! ”
“Now, I ’l l n ot be h avin g t h i s Si r
bu sin ess laddie. My n am e’ s
Th om an al in .”
“Y es Si r .” I said, n ot even real iz in g
wh at I ’d ju st don e u n t i l i t was t oo lat e.
Th om an al in rol led h i s h u g e k n obby
ey es an d wi t h a sh ak e of t h e t opm ost
bran ch es of h i s t ree f orm body said, “Eat
y ou r din n er boy an d t h en be g et t in g som e
rest as wh o can t el l wh at ch an g es
t om orrow m ay brin g . A y e, wh o can say
wh at even t h e n ig h t wi l l f ost er . I t wi l l be
an adven t u re t o be su re. Eat u p boy . Th e
f u t u re i s u n su re at best , bu t I be t h in k in g
y ou ’l l be a part of i t som eh ow.” Th at
said Th om an al in ’ s ey es closed an d h i s
bran ch es becam e st i l l an d f ree of
g est u res.
W as h e asleep? Had I im ag in ed
every t h in g ?
Al l of a su dden on e k n obby ey e
open ed an d I ju m ped as t h e t reebeast
g ru f f ed ou t , “Eat u p lad an d g et y ou r rest
or did y ou n ot h ear?” He in qu i red
leadin g ly an d n ot able t o h elp m y sel f I
ask ed in ret u rn , “Hear wh at ?”
Bot h of Th om an al in ’ s ey es open ed
an d t h ere was n o dou bt in g t h e
seriou sn ess in t h e ot h erwi se af f able
seem in g t reebeast , “No on e wi sh in g t o
su rvive in t h e f orest sleeps at n ig h t .
Mark m y words wel l y ou n g lad. Nig h t in
t h e f orest i s a dark t im e. A y e, sleep n ow
an d t h en lat er on su rvive as best as
y ou ’re able t o boy . I ’l l wak e y ou wh en
i t ’ s t im e t o ru n .”
My voice qu averin g I ask ed, “Y ou
won ’t prot ect m e?”
“L ad y u h don ’t k n ow t h e h al f of i t .
A y e, y u h don ’t . I ’l l do wh at I can , bu t
word of y ou r n am e h as al ready spread. I
h eard i t f rom a h az eln u t an d h e f rom an
acorn an d by n ow t h e wh ole f orest i s
wak in g u p t o t h e f act t h at a n ew ag e i s
abou t t o beg in . Th e sk in walk ers,
m in ion s of dark n ess t h at t h ey be, wi l l be
h avin g a say abou t i t I reck on as t h ey
h ave ru led t h ese part s f or som e t im e
n ow. A y e t h ey ’l l be af t er y ou soon
en ou g h .” Th om an al in sh ook h i s g reat t op
bran ch es wi t h a m ou rn f u l m ove of
em ot ion bef ore addin g , “So m an y
ch i ldren t h ere be in t h e f orest an d f ew t o
sh eph erd t h em t o be su re.”
“Ch i ldren ?” I breat h ed ou t .
“A y e, y a didn ’t t h in k y a was t h e on ly
on e n ow t o escape did y a. En ou g h , I ’d
t el l y a m ore, bu t y a wou ldn ’t eat m u ch
less sleep i f I did so be t o i t y ou n g ’u n
an d we’l l g reet t om orrow’ s su n t og et h er
or apart as t h e case m ay be, bu t
pref erably f or y ou , al ive. A y e, t h at
wou ld be g ood.” Th om an al in f in i sh ed
wi t h as h i s f eat u res t h at ref lect ed t h e
warm t h of l i f e becam e wooden an d
ex pression less on ce ag ain an d I was lef t
on ce m ore bot h alon e an d f u l l of
qu est ion s.
Sk in walk ers? Ot h er ch i ldren ?
I look ed arou n d bu t h ere, h ig h u p in
t h e can opy of t h e f orest , t h e m om en t was
rat h er peacef u l an d devoid of t h e an g st
t o be f ou n d in t h e t reebeast ’ s doom an d
g loom ou t look of t h e f u t u re. Th at said I
k n ew so l i t t le of t h i s am az in g place t h at
t ru ly i t wou ld be f ool i sh of m e n ot t o be
prepared.
Brin g in g t h e h ard pom m el of t h e
sword f orward I l in ed u p a n u t an d
crack ed i t ag ain st t h e l im b I st raddled.
Th e sh el l crack ed open an d I f east ed on
i t s su ccu len t con t en t s.
Th e process was repeat ed over an d
over ag ain u n t i l en t i rely replet e I
st opped. T i redn ess overcam e m e t h en
an d caref u l ly I laid down on t h e l im b
m ak in g su re t h at m y sword was n ear an d
n ot in an y dan g er of f al l in g . Th e m om en t
m y ey es closed I f el t t h e wearin ess of
t h e day of f ast -paced t ravel occu r across
al l m y sen ses an d u n con sciou sn ess soon
t ook over .
Bran ch es descen ded prot ect ively
arou n d T arik u n t i l h e was en cased in
f ol iag e t h at bot h h id h im f rom view an d
en su red t h at h e wou ld n ot f al l f rom h i s
lof t y perch . Th om an al in bl in k ed an d t h en
cast a worried g lan ce of f over t h e
sh i f t in g sea of g rass.
Chapter Three
T o W ar! ! !
Slowly the hours of the af ternoon
dri f ted by unt i l at last Korva r eturned.
She paused at the base of the t r ee as i f
asking permi ssion and r esignedly
Thomanal in nodded. W i th ease and
wi th as l i t t le use of her powerful claws
as she could manage Korva, ascended
unt i l she was upon the stur dy branch
wher e the boy lay . She gazed at him for
a long moment befor e turning her gaze
to glance down to Thomanal in’ s
upl i f ted one.
“Do they know?” She huf fed out in
quest ion.
“A ye, Mi ss Korva they do.”
T i r edly Korva r ecl ined down upon
the branch and glanced at the sun that
was dipping down towar d the hori zon.
“I’l l do what I can Korva, but i t wi l l
be a nip and tuck thing at best .”
“I know .” Korva said not l i f t ing her
head f r om of f her paws.
“Y ou’r e a goodhearted shebeast you
ar e. Got a heart of gold ya do mi ssy .”
Korva gr owled sl ight ly and a branch
descended to swap her tai l in r esponse.
Her ears curled backwar d, but she
made no further move to pr otest such
t r eatment . She let hersel f go into a deep
sleep, but her senses r emained ful ly
alert to even the sl ightest of
interrupt ions in the dai ly ri tual s of the
surr ounding for est .
* * * * * * *
I cam e awak e wi t h a st art an d g ripped
t h e bran ch ben eat h m e ref lex ively . My
m om en t ary pan ic at m y su rrou n din g s
abat ed as I t ook in t h e sleepin g f orm of
Korva bat h ed in n ewly ri sen m oon l ig h t .
Sh e’d ret u rn ed af t er al l , bu t t h e
t em porary lu l l of k n owin g t h at I wasn ’t
al l alon e ex cept f or a t alk in g t ree
di sin t eg rat ed f ast in t h e l ig h t of t h e f act
t h at i t was qu i t e dark an d t h e f orest
arou n d m e was wreat h ed in a dreadf u l
si len ce as i f n ot h in g dared t o breat h e f or
f ear of g ivin g away posi t ion .
Th e f orest was so dark an d creepy
wi t h i t s h idden port en ds of dan g er an d
u n cert ain t y t h at m y ey es dri f t ed t o t h e
sh i f t in g g rass h eads of t h e savan n a ju st
bey on d t h e sh el t erin g bou g h s of t h e t rees
t h at g rew alon g i t . Abru pt ly t h e sea of
g rass h ad al l m y at t en t ion an d t h e f orest
beh in d m e was f org ot t en .
Th e g rass of t h i s in lan d savan n a
g lowed!
Even t h e m y riads of wi ldf lowers
cau g h t u p in t h e g rass h ere an d t h ere
g lowed in t h e h u e of t h ei r prin cipal
colors of decorat ion , bu t predom in an t ly
t h e g rass t in t ed a blu i sh l ig h t g reen
dom in at ed over every t h in g el se. I h ad
n ever seen so beau t i f u l a sig h t as t h i s
bef ore.
Th e win d swi rled st ron g er in a deep
down draf t f rom t h e h eaven s above an d
t h e g rass rippled f rom t h e act ion s of t h e
st ran g e down pressed breez e as i f
en t h u siast ic t o receive i t . I n awe I
wat ch ed as t h e breez e g rew st ron g er an d
t h en oddly I f el t a clam m y m oi st u re in
t h e ai r an d in bewi lderm en t I look ed u p
in t o t h e dark sk y on ly t o beh old a
f reef al l in g won der bey on d an y
im ag in at ion t o h ave ever t h ou g h t
possible.
An i ridescen t sh een of vibran t blu e
t ou ch ed of f by t h e si lvery g l in t s of a f u l l
m oon was f al l in g l ik e a cascadin g wave
down ou t of t h e sk y . Sh ock ed t o t h e core
of al l I k n ew or t h ou g h t I h ad k n own , I
beh eld an ocean ’ s wort h of wat er so
l ig h t as t o be ai r descen d u pon t h e seas
of g rass an d im m erse t h em in a
g l im m erin g barrag e of color an d
swi rl in g cu rren t .
Th e sh im m ery h az e of t h i s sea f al len
ou t of t h e sk y bat h ed u p ag ain st t h e
bran ch es of t h e su rrou n din g f orest as i f
in repl ica of waves u pon a beach . I f el t
t h e m i st spray wi t h each crash in g
g l im m er of m oon l ig h t .
T o m y su rpri se I breat h ed i t as i f i t
was ai r . Wh at m an n er of m i racle was
t h i s?
My g az e brok e f rom t h e sea of g rass
t o g lan ce at Korva. Her ey es were open
an d wi t h a brig h t look t o t h em sh e h u f f ed
ou t qu iet ly , “W at ch wh at com es n ex t .”
My g az e t u rn ed back an d I alm ost f el l
of f of m y seat on t h e bran ch at t h e sig h t
of f i sh an d larg er creat u res f loat in g
down ou t of t h e sk y as i f on a f ast m ovin g cu rren t on ly t o abru pt ly di sperse
am on g t h e f ron ds of g rass t h at n ow
f eat u red a pan oply of brig h t dot s ri sin g
u p an d ou t t owards t h e sk y . Th e brig h t
dot s of color seem ed t o be a f ood sou rce
an d abru pt ly sh oal s of t h e sk y f i sh
separat ed apart in h ot pu rsu i t af t er each
on e of t h em .
I t was al l t oo m u ch t o t ak e in , bu t I
t ried m y best . Bey on d t h e sou n ds of t h e
m i st y waves break in g ag ain st t h e f orest
bou n daries I cou ldn ’t h ear m u ch u n t i l
su dden ly I did.
Sh arp pert u rbed cl ick s so close
t og et h er t h at t h ey f orm ed a st accat o beat
sou n din g ou t an d t h en in di sbel ief I
wat ch ed a wh ale, lon g er an d m ore
m assive t h an t h e t ree I clu n g t o part
t h rou g h t h e u pswept m i st s com in g of f t h e
savan n a g rass. Hi s cl ick s an d wh i st les
sou n ded lou d as h e swept by t h e f orest
edg e rig h t in f ron t of m e.
Never h ad I h eard of su ch a t h in g as
t h i s! Th e very ai r I breat h ed h ad becom e
an ocean in t h e h eart of a f orest . I ju st
didn ’t u n derst an d h ow an y of t h i s was
possible!
I look ed t o Korva an d bl in k in g h er
ey es k n owin g ly sh e said, “Th ere i s m u ch
t h at m an does n ot k n ow of t h e lan d of
An g art a. Y ou are privi leg ed t o see t h e
m y st eries t h at t h e f orest y et h olds.”
Desperat ely I wh i spered, “I don ’t
u n derst an d an y of t h i s! ”
“Th ere are dim en sion s t o l i f e. Y ou ’ve
l ived in a f ix ed dim en sion al l y ou r l i f e,
u n t i l n ow. Now y ou see t h at m ovem en t
between dim en sion s i s possible even as
al l t h at was creat ed by Eloah , t o m y
k n owledg e, borrows f rom t h e sam e
m at t er of ex i st en ce. Even as t h e beau t y
y ou see i s sh arply so in ref eren ce t o i t s
Creat or , k n ow al so, t h at evi l ’ s
h an diwork i s at play con st an t ly in t h e
sou g h t f or corru pt ion of al l of i t .”
Ju st t h en a blarin g cry ren t t h rou g h t h e
n ig h t ai r an d a qu iver of awaren ess sh ot
t h rou g h m e. Korva abru pt ly g ot u p an d
look ed of f in t o t h e f orest even as pig l ik e squ eal s eru pt ed in g reat n u m ber t h at
com plet ely sh at t ered t h e peace of t h e
n ig h t wh ich h ad been brou g h t on by t h e
t ran qu i l i t y of t h e sk y ocean u pon t h e
savan n a.
Th e sou n d of t h e di st u rban ce in t h e
f orest sen t t h e sh oal s of f i sh in t h i s
in lan d sea of ai r f leein g an d wi t h
con cern I g lan ced in t o t h e dark
u n derst ory of t h e f orest f ar below u s as
t h e awaren ess of Korva’ s con cern drew
t h e t en sion I f el t in t h e m om en t t o a f ever
pi t ch . Th e squ eal s in t h e u n derg rowt h
h ad st opped an d n ow al l t h at rem ain ed
was a si len ce so pervasive t h at i t h ad a
reson an ce al l of i t s own .
My f ocu s on wh at cou ld be g oin g on
below was sh at t ered by Th om an al in ’ s
voice, “L ook t o t h e t rees, t h e t rai t orou s
swin e of m y own h eri t ag e! ”
I g az ed u p an d across an d I saw ey es.
U n h u m an ey es an d t h en apart f rom t h e
ey es of si len t ly wat ch in g m en acin g
f ig u res of sh adowy dark n ess t ree
bran ch es beg an reach in g ou t t owards
m e. Th ere was n owh ere t o draw back t o,
bu t t h ere was n o n eed t o.
Th e broad beam of t h e bran ch below
m e sh ook as Th om an al in ’ s own bran ch es
sn apped back an d f ort h m ig h t i ly as h e
f en ded of f t h e ou t reach in g arm s of al l t h e
su rrou n din g t rees, wh o as on e h ad t u rn ed
t rai t orou s ag ain st u s. Th om an al in ’ s deep
voice was on e resou n din g ech o of an g er
an d t u m u l t as h e rai led ag ain st t h ose of
h i s own t ree-l ik e k in d array ed al l abou t
h im , bu t lack in g of h i s f in er st at u re in
t h at t h ey h ad g iven in t o t h e wh im s of
dark n ess’ s dem an ds.
Th e ey es wat ch in g m e m oved an d
g lan cin g down I saw bu n ch es m ore of
t h e creat u res con g reg at in g at t h e base of
t h e t reebeast . Th ey were alm ost
h u m an l ik e, bu t on ly t o clearly weren ’t
u pon closer in spect ion . Th ey h ad t h e
f aces of l iz ards an d row af t er row of
g l im m erin g t eet h t o prove i t !
W i t h h orror I wat ch ed as wi t h
calcu lat ed ease t h ey m oved f or t h e t ru n k
of t h e t reebeast an d i t was t h en t h at I
real iz ed t h at t h e su rrou n din g t rees were
bu t a diversion t o t ie u p Th om an al in ’ s
con siderable capabi l i t ies of sel f def en se. My h orror ridden g az e rose t o
Korva as sh e spok e t en sely , “T arik ,
don ’t be af raid. Y ou h ave a f u t u re. Never
f org et t h at as I don ’t dou bt m y own
pu rpose f or bein g in t h i s m om en t . Now
h old on brave boy an d don ’t let g o! ”
Th en wi t h a roar of overwh elm in g
f eroci t y I wat ch ed h er t u rn an d lu n g e ou t
in t o space.
Down sh e f el l t h rou g h ai r on ly t o lan d
wi t h al l claws ch u rn in g u pon t h e h eads
of t h e g at h ered en em y below. A sl im
bran ch twi rled arou n d m y m iddle an d
brou g h t m e u p secu rely ag ain st a st ou t er
l im b an d in h orror I f el t t h e bran ch I
st ood u pon sh u dder an d h eave even as
t h e g rou n d below seet h ed as bou lders of
g reat siz e wen t f ly in g .
Deep pressed root s t h at h ad g rown f or
a m i l len n ia u n di st u rbed ripped
t h em selves u p an d ou t of t h e rich loam y
di rt of t h e f orest f loor an d in t h e rain of
debri s an d t h rown bou lders I beh eld t h e
spect acle of Korva lu n g in g lef t an d rig h t
abou t t h e base of Th om an al in ’ s t ru n k
at t ack in g t h e sh i f t in g m ass of pressed in
dem on ic en t i t ies t h at n ow st ru g g led f or
breat h an d t h e abi l i t y t o rem ain st an din g
as Th om an al in ’ s root s brok e f ree of t h e
g rou n d h e h ad occu pied f or as m an y
y ears as an y t ree abou t cou ld rem em ber .
Th om an al in ’ s roars of rag e h ad
becom e bel lows of a deep-seat ed wrat h ,
ag es in t h e m ak in g , as wi t h in t en si t y of
f ocu s h e f reed h im sel f f rom t h e g rou n d
al l t h e wh i le f en din g of f a doz en
at t ack in g t rees on ce f rien ds, bu t n ow
overru led by evi l ’ s desi res. V al ian t ly h e
f ou g h t t o be f ree an d wi t h t ears st reak in g
down m y f ace I beh eld h i s brok en of f
root en ds t oo wel l bu ried t o be f reed an d
so h e h ad twi st ed f ree of t h em as i f
severin g of f h i s own leg s.
Korva was lat ch ed in t o an d k n ock ed
down ag ain an d ag ain , bu t ag ain sh e rose
u p, t h e blood of h er en em ies drippin g
f rom f an g an d claw t o be m ix ed wi t h h er
own in a t errible on slau g h t of sh ared
viciou sn ess t h at I was on ly t oo wel l
aware of as I h ad seen bu t a day s’ t im e
bef ore, t h e deat h s of al l t h at I h ad ever
k n own play ed ou t in m u ch t h e sam e
f ash ion as t h e warriors of m y people h ad
f ou g h t ag ain st t h e overwh elm in g odds
presen t ed ag ain st t h em . Th ey t oo h ad
f ou g h t t o h old back evi l ’ s desi res, on ly
t h ey h ad f ai led as even n ow so did
Korva.
I saw h er g o down u n der a m ob of t h e
ch ort l in g l iz ards an d t h i s t im e sh e did
n ot ri se back u p. “Noooo! ” I wai led ou t ,
bu t i t did n o g ood.
Th e pack of slaverin g rept i les leaped
u pon t h e h u ddle in order t o g et a bi t e of
t h e st ren g t h t h at h ad h eld t h em at bay
f rom t h ei r desi red g oal an d som eh ow
in t rin sical ly I k n ew t h at t h ese creat u res
f ed of f t h e st ren g t h of ot h ers t h at were
m ore n oble t h an t h em selves, as i f som e
raven in g h orde t h at g ot h ig h of f of t h e
dest ru ct ion of t h e spi ri t as wel l . W i t h a
roar g reat er t h an al l ot h ers bef ore
Th om an al in ju m ped an d m y wh ole sen se
of l i f e ch an g ed t o slow m ot ion as t h e
t reebeast of im m en se g i rt h an d siz e
arced u pward an d t oward t h e h orde of
bloody f east in g creat u res as al l h i s
rem ain in g root s f lai led viciou sly .
I n h orri f ied won der I saw t h e blood
red ey es of m y sworn en em ies f rom t h i s
day f orward ri se u pward t o g az e in
f earf u l am az em en t in t h e i l lu m in at ed
dark n ess as Th om an al in beg an t o com e
down . Som e t ried t o ru n , bu t t h ose were
sn apped of f t h ei r f eet by wh ip l ik e
f ibrou s root s t h at reach ed ou t an d
crack ed wi t h t h e ech o of a bu l l wh ip.
Th om an al in lan ded an d i t was t o t h e
sou n d of cru n ch in g bon e an d f lesh as
Th om an al in ’ s g reat st at u red f ig u re
descen ded u pon t h e m ass of f eedin g h el l
spawn . I was jerk ed back an d f ort h
viciou sly as Th om an al in twi st ed wi t h
g rin din g in t en si t y every t h in g ben eat h h im
t o a bloody pu lp of sh eer g ore.
I h ad n o t im e t h en t o g at h er an y
t h ou g h t as abru pt ly Th om an al in let ou t a
bu l l i sh roar an d beg an t o ru n . T rees n ot
g iven over t o dark n ess’ s com m an d
bowed ou t of h i s way , bu t t h ose
obst in at e t o t h ei r n ew cou rse of f al len
accept an ce rem ain ed as a bar t o h i s
escape.
I t did n ot m at t er t h ou g h , becau se
Th om an al in dest roy ed t h em as h e f ou n d
t h em , al l t h e wh i le def lect in g every on e
of t h e ou t reach in g bran ch es t h at sh ot ou t
t ry in g t o reach at m e an d g rab m e away .
Th e dest ru ct ion on di splay al l arou n d m e
was t oo u n real t o even beg in t o def in e as
t h e n ig h t l i t u p wi t h h owl s an d t h e
sou n ds of sh at t erin g wood.
I t was on ly t oo apparen t t h at t h e f orest
abou t m e was on e of m ix ed loy al t ies as
on e by on e t rees m ade t h ei r st an ce
k n own wh et h er t h ey be f rien d or f oe.
Th ree st ron g oak s bri st led in
Th om an al in ’ s pat h of wi l l f u l dest ru ct ion
an d h e ch arg ed f orward wi t h a wi l l
t owards t h em cal l in g t h em al l sort s of
n am es even as t h e t h ree t rees in t erlaced
t h ei r bran ch es in order t o st op t h e
on ru sh in g t reebeast wh ose sn apped of f
root s twi st ed l ik e t h e m an y leg s of a
cen t ipede in com bin at ion t o carry t h e
g reat bu lk of h i s t ru n k across t h e f orest
f loor at h ig h speed.
Th e t h ree oak s were alm ost t h e sam e
siz e as Th om an al in an d I saw t h e en d of
ou r f l ig h t in t h e n ig h t f ast approach in g . I
g lan ced back alon g t h e way we h ad
com e t h rou g h t h e wak e of twi st ed of f
t rees on ly t o f eel t h e icy g rip of f ear
squ eez e abou t m y h eart at t h e sig h t of
even m ore of t h e rept i l ian bein g s ru n n in g
on al l f ou rs across t h e debri s of
t rai t orou s t rees an d u pt u rn ed bou lders in
t h ei r pu rsu i t t o g et m e.
Th ere seem ed t o be n o escape f rom
t h i s n ig h t of h el l i sh h orrors an d g rim ly I
accept ed i t . A bu g led roar t h at m at ch ed
t h e in t en si t y of several voices sh ou t ed
ou t wi t h h arm on ic in t en si t y com plet ely
st opped t h e beat in g of m y h eart .
My h ead wh ipped f orward on ce m ore
an d in awe I wat ch ed t h e k n obby l im bs
of t h ree g reat t reebeast s su ch as
Th om an al in each g rip arou n d a t ru n k of
on e of t h e t h ree oak s an d t h en pu l l wi t h a
twi st in g g rip t h at sh u ck ed of f t h e h eavy
arm ored bark of t h ei r vict im s wh o
react ed in com plet e su rpri se of h avin g
been at t ack ed f rom t h e rear . Th e t rees,
t h at h ad f orsook t h ei r h on or in f avor of
t h e prai ses of f ered t o t h em by f al len
wh i sperers of van i t ies, m ou rn ed n ow
au dibly as wi t h resou n din g crack s t h ey
were twi st ed f ree of t h ei r base t ru n k s
an d h u rled of f t o t h e side t o bleed ou t al l
of t h ei r l i f e-su st ain in g sap. Th ei r
m ou rn f u l wai l s were qu ick ly f org ot t en
even as t h ei r sap con t in u ed t o ru n f ree t o
st ain t h e g rou n d wi t h t h ei r im pu ri t y of
t ree st ock .
On Th om an al in ru sh ed an d l ik e
salu t in g sen t in el s of sh ared wrat h t h e
t h ree t reebeast s of Th om an al in ’ s k in d,
t h ou g h of di f f eren t t ree species, drew
back m ajest ical ly t o let u s pass by
com plet ely u n dim in i sh ed in speed. My
ey es t ook in t h e lon g f ace of on e of t h em
t h at h ad t h e appearan ce of an ash t ree.
He spok e wi t h a ru m bl in g ech o t h at
sou n ded l ik e a h ol low log bu m bl in g
over rock s, “Rem em ber u s boy ! ”
Th e ot h er two spok e alou d as t h ei r
prin cipal bran ch es reach ed down an d
twi st ed of f bran ch es f rom t h e f al len oak s
on ly t o f orm oak en clu bs of t h em , “A y e,
an d so let t h e W ar of Reclam at ion
beg in ! ”
“A y e! ” Th e f i rst on e bel lowed f ort h
wi t h as h e sh aped u p h i s own oak en clu b
f rom t h e oak t h at h e h ad di sm an t led
bef ore cry in g ou t , “T o war! ”
Al l t h ree bel lowed so lou dly t h at t h e
t reet ops of t h e f orest bef ore t h em waved
back an d even t h rou g h t h e ju m bl in g
passag e of Th om an al in ’ s g reat bu lk
across i t I f el t t h e f orest sh iver . Bran ch es
an d dark n ess h al f obscu red m y view, bu t
t h e sig h t of t h e t h ree t reebeast s wi t h t ree
arm s swin g in g away u pon t h e
coldh eart ed en em y at ou r back s was a
sig h t t h at brou g h t a com f ort al l of i t s
own .
I t u rn ed m y h ead f orward on ly t o see
t h at every t ree m ade way bef ore u s n ow
wi t h n ot a on e resi st in g u s. W e were
g oin g t o g et away !
A bou lder t h e siz e of a h ay cart cam e
h u rl in g in t o view an d t ry as h e m ig h t
Th om an al in was u n able t o avoid i t as i t
crash ed in t o h i s t ru n k n ear t h e base.
Th om an al in g ru n t ed alou d an d wi t h a
t ot t er f orward h e beg an t o f al l .
Th e bran ch abou t m y wai st seem ed
alm ost t o cu t m e in h al f as Th om an al in ’ s
g reat bu lk f el l t o lan d wi t h a crack of
bran ch es u pon t h e f orest f loor . Th e
bran ch abou t m y wai st released an d I
f el l a sh ort di st an ce t o t h e f orest f loor
alon g wi t h m y f at h er ’ s sword.
I wh eeled arou n d m y vi sion obscu red
on ce m ore by t ears. Th om an al in ’ s ey es
bl in k ed open an d I saw t h e f in al i t y of
wh at wou ld soon be h i s f at e wri t t en in
t h em .
Scream in g at t h e t op of m y lu n g s I
cried ou t , “Wh y ?”
Hi s ag e worn f eat u res twi st ed wi t h
con cern as h e h u f f ed ou t sou n din g bot h
ou t of breat h an d of a dim in i sh ed l i f e
f orce, “Wh y wh at , son ?”
“Wh y does every on e h ave t o die? My
paren t s! My f rien ds! My people! Korva!
Y ou ! ! ! ”
Th om an al in ’ s f ace twi st ed in t o a wry
sm i le, “Son , t h e an swer y ou seek i s
sim ple. Seek i t an d y ou wi l l f in d i t . I ’m
real ly n ot t h e rig h t on e t o an swer i t f or
y ou . Now ru n lad! Ru n an d don ’t look
back ! ”
Noddin g an d t u g g in g on m y f at h er ’ s
sword I did t h at wh ich t h e t reebeast ,
wh o h ad al l m y respect in t h e world,
com m an ded even t h ou g h I u n derst ood
n ot h in g of wh at was h appen in g or wh y
su ch loss of l i f e sh ou ld occu r al l on
accou n t of m e. I n t h e di st an ce I h eard t h e
dem en t ed roar of a g ian t bel low ou t
vict oriou sly even as I , al l t oo, wel l
rem em bered t h e roar of t h ei r war cries
as a con t in g en t of t h em h ad bat t ered
away at t h e doors of t h e Ci t adel of
V ort ray a, u n t i l t h ey h ad pu lveriz ed t h e
i ron rein f orced t im bers t o t oot h pick s an d
sm ash t h ei r way in t o t h e Ci t adel . Th ey
h ad g on e down u n der t h e piercin g
st ren g t h of wave af t er wave of dru g
t ipped arrows f i red at t h em , bu t wi t h t h e
Ci t adel g at e sm ash ed t h e f at e of t h e
Ci t adel h ad been sealed an d I h ad been
sen t down an escape t u n n el t oo sm al l f or
adu l t s even t o f ol low beh in d in .
Th e cries of t h e g ian t an d t h e f eel of
h i s h eavy f oot ed lan din g s u pon t h e f orest
f loor aided m e al l t h e m ore in m y f l ig h t
t h rou g h t h e f orest t o escape. Escape t o
wh at t h ou g h ?
* * * * * * *
The giant came to a stop beside the
fal len t r eebeast and Thomanal in gave
him a baleful upwar d cast glar e. The
giant grinned viciously and kicked out
savagely and the al r eady smashed
wood of Thomanal in’ s t runk spl inter ed
apart even further . Thomanal in’ s eyes
bl inked closed wi th pain.
Laughing the giant sni f fed the ai r
and lumber ed forwar d in pursui t of the
boy whose scar ed sent f r eshened the
night ai r wi th the pr omi se of how sweet
hi s f lesh would taste. A r oot whipped
about the giant ’ s ankle and wi th a
di spleased r oar the giant wheeled
ar ound to f ini sh of f the old t r eebeast ,
but in so doing he gave the momentum
needed to start the bole of
Thomanal in’ s t runk mass to start
r ol l ing down the sl ight grade.
Thomanal in’ s t runk bowled into the
giant ’ s shins and wi th an unsteady
wobble for stabi l i ty the giant fel l
forwar d wi th a loud crash upon the
boulder st r ewn for est f loor .
Si lence r eigned for only a moment
befor e being br oken by the giant ’ s
rageful curses. He had started to ri se
only to feel the enci r cl ing grip of
Thomanal in’ s r emaining r oot s fasten
about hi s legs even as Thomanal in’ s
r emaining branches gripped a hold
upon the giant wher ever they could f ind
pur chase as one stur dy branch wrapped
about the giant ’ s thr oat in a
const rict ing ring of squeezing intensi ty .
The giant ’ s r oar was gagged of f
abrupt ly and then he began to f ight in
earnest to be f r ee as al l hi s br eath
r emained choked f r om him, but
Thomanal in’ s grip about hi s thr oat
r emained even as the giant tor e
r est raining branch af ter branch f r ee of
Thomanal in’ s t runk. Steadi ly the giant ’ s
ef fort s gr ew dimini shed, unt i l they
became no mor e at al l .
W i th a weary sigh Thomanal in
r elaxed hi s grip upon the corrupted
f lesh of one of the fal len or ders and
hal f turned away to r ol l face upright so
that he could star e at the star laden
skies overhead. The surr ounding
branches of the t r ees about the scene of
bat t le that had obscur ed hi s view
wi thdr ew in or der for hi s gaze of the
sky to be f r ee of interrupt ion.
“A ye, thank you for that . Y ou’l l al l
make f ine t r ees someday . Just don’ t
for get . Don’ t ever for get that ya was
made and who i t was that made you.
That ’ s al l I ask. Be good and feed of f
the essence of what I gr ew to be in l i fe
and now wi l l ingly give back as once
mor e I r eturn to the di rt I l ived upon al l
these many years that I’ve been blessed
to see. Gr ow st r ong and never for get ! I
haven’ t . I r emember f r om whence I
came and so wi l l you.” Thomanal in’ s
wor ds fel l si lent , even as si lence
r eigned in the for est ar ound wher e he
lay . He lay as a mighty log upon the
gr ound and in si lent mourning of the
loss of one of the gr eatest of hi s kind,
every t r ee about the scene sealed
for ever the memory of hi s wor ds and
act ions wi thin thei r gr owth rings.
Chapter Four
Ancient Hatred
Dawn , wh en wou ld i t com e? Wh at did
i t m at t er?
How cou ld I ever h ope t o su rvive in
t h i s place as h u n t ed as I was by on e an d
al l? Even n ow I f el t t h e presen ce of a
h u n t er at m y back .
En ou g h was en ou g h !
I wasn ’t ru n n in g an y m ore. Every on e
was on ce m ore dead in m y wak e an d I
h ad n ot h in g t o g o on wi t h .
W i t h a sh ak in g g rip I pu l led t h e
scabbard f ree of m y f at h er ’ s sword an d
let i t f al l t o t h e g rou n d. Back in g u p away
f rom t h e sou n ds of pu rsu i t I h eaded f or
t h e l ig h t of t h e savan n a ocean t h at I was
on ce m ore n ear t o. I f ou n d t h e g low of
i t s vividn ess com f ort in g an d t h at alon e
was m y f ocu s of h eadin g f or i t rat h er
t h an f in din g m y deat h in t h e spot t h at I
st ood u pon or som e ot h er spot .
I back ed u p u n t i l I cou ld h ear t h e
splash of t h e ocean ’ s ai rwaves ag ain st
t h e f orest edg e. Wh en I st opped back in g
u p t h ey st epped in t o view. Five of a
h orde t h at h ad n u m bered in t h e h u n dreds
was al l t h at rem ain ed of t h ese creat u res
of dark m an ipu lat ion .
Ou t of breat h t h ey reg arded m e rapt ly
f rom t h ei r rept i l ian ey es t h at m ade t h em
rem in i scen t of sn ak es walk in g on leg s.
Slowly t h ey cam e closer an d as t h ey did
t h ei r im ag es g l im m ered ou t of f ocu s t o
be replaced wi t h t h e vi sag es of h u m an
bein g s.
I n sh ock I con t in u ed st eppin g
back ward h oldin g t h e sword as st i l l as I
cou ld wh ich wasn ’t very st i l l at al l . I t
was f ar t oo lon g an d h eavy f or m e t o
wield an d y et I prom i sed m y sel f t h at I
wou ld do ju st t h at .
I wi sh ed t o k i l l t h ese f ive ch an g el in g s.
Th ey k ept ch an g in g t h ei r appearan ce
f rom on e h u m an f orm t o t h e n ex t an d t h e
real i t y of h ow com prom i sed h u m an i t y
l ik ely was by t h ese creat u res cau sed
wrat h u n l ik e an y ot h er at t h e presen t
ci rcu m st an ces t o ari se in m e.
“St op i t ! ” I scream ed in an g er an d
t h ey did. On ce m ore root ed in t h ei r cold
rept i l ian f orm t h ey scen t ed t h e ai r wi t h
t h ei r sn ak el ik e t on g u es an d reg arded m e
cu riou sly wi t h a sen se of cold
calcu lat ion wi t h in t h ei r g az es.
I st opped back in g u p. I was don e
ru n n in g . I was don e bein g af raid, t oo!
Closin g m y ey es I wh i spered f iercely
wi t h al l m y h eart , “Please, h elp m e k i l l
t h em Eloah ! ”
Al l f ive of m y adversaries ch u ck led in
a di sg u st in g f ash ion an d I open ed m y
ey es set t o t h e accom pl i sh m en t of m y
t ask . I ch arg ed an d lack in g t h e st ren g t h t o
swin g t h e h eavy sword I in st ead in t h e
m om en t u m of ru n n in g f orward t u rn ed
arou n d an d t h en in t h e spi ral t o be on ce
m ore f orward f acin g ag ain I let t h e
m om en t u m of m y spi ral in g m ot ion l i f t
an d ex t en d t h e sword ou t f rom m e as al l
I f ocu sed on was con t in u ou sly t u rn in g ,
wh i le st ay in g on m y f eet an d h oldin g
on t o t h e sword.
I n m y swi rl in g vi sion of t h e world I
saw t h e h eat of f i re ex t en d down t h e
blade of t h e sword an d n ow in f ast paced m ot ion I saw t h e su rpri sed f aces
of m y en em ies as I twi rled past t h em
even as t h e blade of f i re passed t h rou g h
t h em alon g t h e way . Com plet ely over
spu n an d diz z y I f el l t o t h e g rou n d on ly
t o recover m y equ i l ibriu m an d scu t t le
back t h e way I h ad com e drag g in g m y
f at h er ’ s sword beh in d m e.
Get t in g u p I h eld t h e sword ou t as on e
by on e t h e f ive st i l l sh ock ed rept i l ian s
cru m bled t o t h e g rou n d as t h e l ig h t of
l i f e lef t each of t h ei r cold-blooded
bodies. I n sh ock I g az ed at t h em f al len
u pon t h e g rou n d.
Had I real ly ju st don e t h at ? I k n ew I
h ad, bu t h ow? My ey es ju st cou ldn ’t
bel ieve wh at t h ey saw.
“W el l , t h at was im pressive.”
I f I cou ld’ve ru n I wou ld h ave, bu t m y
back was t o t h e edg e of t h e savan n a
ocean , wh ose g low of let of f l ig h t
clearly ou t l in ed t h e im ag e of t h e bein g
t h at was m at erial iz in g ou t of t h in ai r ju st
ah ead of m e. Th e bein g h ad al l t h e
appearan ces of bein g a m an , bu t h e was
n o m an of t h at I f el t su re.
He didn ’t st rik e m e as bein g on e of
t h e sh ape sh i f t in g rept i les t h at h ad
h ou n ded m e t h i s n ig h t . No, h e st ru ck m e
as bein g f ar m ore evi l t h an an y t h in g I
h ad ever en cou n t ered bef ore an d t h e f ear
I f el t in bein g in h i s presen ce qu ivered
t h rou g h ou t m e u n t i l t h e sword I h eld
waved abou t errat ical ly .
Ch u ck l in g h e st epped closer an d wi t h
al l m y m ig h t I f ou g h t t o h old t h e sword
u prig h t as a sou rce of prot ect ion f rom
t h e dark f iery dept h s t h at I saw play in g
wi t h in t h i s creat u re’ s ey es. He st opped
an d t u rn in g h i s h ead t o t h e side h e
reg arded m e in dept h ly as h i s u n u su al ly
lon g alm ost f em in in e appearin g h ai r
dri f t ed t o t h e side, “Y ou k n ow, I real ly
see a lot of pot en t ial in y ou . I t h in k y ou
cou ld be som eon e of im port an ce on e
day . May be even a Dread Kn ig h t . How
does t h at sou n d?”
I t sou n ded h orrible, bu t som et h in g
f rom wi t h in m e said n ot t o con verse wi t h
t h i s bein g . Th e lap of ef f ervescen t
ai rwaves beh in d m e ech oin g t h rou g h t h e
t ru n k of a t ree cal led t o m e wi t h t h e
t ran qu i l peace of i t s resou n din g m elody
even as I vain ly sou g h t abou t wi t h qu ick
g lan ces f or an escape f rom t h e presen ce
of h im wh o st ood bef ore m e.
I edg ed closer t o t h e wat ery ai r an d I
saw con cern brief ly dart across t h e
bein g ’ s f eat u res bef ore bein g replaced
wi t h con f iden ce t h at seem ed alm ost t oo
sh ielded as t o be n at u ral . He spok e,
“Y ou k n ow, I cou ld let y ou ret u rn t o y ou r
lan ds. Al l y ou r people aren ’t dead y ou
k n ow, in clu din g y ou r m ot h er , by t h e way .
U m a m i sses y ou t erribly , T arik .”
Rag e swept t h rou g h m e an d st eppin g
closer I bran di sh ed t h e sword h ig h er ,
“L iar! My m ot h er i s dead! ”
“Oh , h ow do y ou k n ow?” He ask ed
in n ocen t ly .
“Becau se I f el t i t ! I f el t h er die! ” I
scream ed em ot ion al ly at h im .
Rem em bered pain cam e t o assau l t m e
an d m y ey es g rew obscu red by t ears as I
rem em bered t h e f eel in g of m y m ot h er ’ s
con n ect ion wi t h m e f ai l in g . Bl in k in g
m adly I ref ocu sed on t h e dark bein g
bef ore m e an d bel l ig eren t ly I ask ed,
“Wh at do y ou wan t ? Y ou ’ve t ak en
every t h in g ! Y ou ’ve dest roy ed every t h in g
g ood, y ou an d y ou r f i l t h y m in ion s! I h at e
y ou ! ”
“Oh , h at e i s su ch a powerf u l word,
l i t t le on e. I h at e t oo. For in st an ce I h at e
absolu t ely every t h in g t h ere i s abou t y ou ,
y ou see. I h at e y ou r h u m an i t y , t h e im ag e
t h at y ou were craf t ed in , even y ou r
et ern al dest in y i s loat h som e t o m e! Y es,
h at e, t h at ’ s wh at I f eel f or y ou on a level
f ar deeper t h an y ou can ever im ag in e.”
“Th en wh y don ’t y ou ju st k i l l m e an d
be don e wi t h i t ! ” I scream ed at h im .
My adversary ch u ck led an d said,
“Becau se I h at e y ou so m u ch t h at i t
del ig h t s m e t o see y ou su f f er as y ou are
an d as y ou h ave. See h ow m u ch I h at e
y ou l i t t le u pst art of a m i st ak en at t em pt at
creat ion . I h at e t h e very essen ce of wh at
g ave y ou breat h ! ” Th e bein g said as h e
lash ed ou t at m e verbal ly so dem en t edly
t h at t h e f i re of h i s ey es en g u l f ed h i s
wh ole f orm f or a m om en t .
St ran g ely t h ou g h I f el t det ach ed f rom
t h e scen e an d in t h e af t erm at h of h i s
ou t bu rst I calm ly said, “Wh at a wast e
y ou are! Y ou h at e m e an d y et al l y ou
h ave i s loss, becau se despi t e y ou r
passion y ou don ’t h ave power over m y
spi ri t an d so y ou ’l l alway s be at a loss
wh en i t com es t o m e an d ot h ers l ik e
m e.”
Th e f i re was back , “Ok ay k id, I ’ve
h ad en ou g h of a ch ase f or on e n ig h t .”
He reach ed ou t an d g rasped a h old of
m y f at h er ’ s sword blade. I did m y best
t o pu l l f ree of h i s g rasp on i t , bu t h e
g ripped down al l t h e h arder u pon t h e
sword an d as h e did h i s g rip u pon i t
t u rn ed m ol t en look in g . W i t h in t en si t y h e
said, “Despi t e wh at y ou r paren t s m ay
h ave led y ou t o bel ieve, t h e f act rem ain s
t h at I do h ave power an d y ou are en t i rely
wi t h in m y dom ain .”
Th e sword h an dle t h at I g ripped a
h old of becam e t oo h ot t o h an dle, bu t I
h eld on an y way even as I f el t t h e palm s
of m y h an ds st art t o bu rn . Abru pt ly t h e
sword was ripped f rom m y g rasp an d
wi t h a cry of an g u i sh I wat ch ed as t h e
bein g of dark n ess i t sel f f ocu sed t h e f i re
of h i s g az e u pon m y f at h er ’ s blade an d
wi t h in t en si t y previou sly u n m at ch ed I
wat ch ed m y f at h er ’ s sword m el t an d
drip apart as m ol t en blobs t o t h e f orest
f loor t o siz z le n oi si ly as i t am assed in
pu ddles.
Th e bein g look ed u p an d n ow on ce
m ore calm in appearan ce h e ask ed,
“Now, h ow’ s t h at ? L ik e t h e look ?”
I n a rag e past u n derst an din g I m ade t o
lau n ch m y sel f t o m y deat h t o h u rt h im
even as t h e di sappearan ce of t h e last
su rvivin g l in k t o m y past h ad pierced m e
t o t h e h eart wi t h sorrow. My f oot h ad
st art ed t o m ove f orward wh en su dden ly
a voice f rom wi t h in said, “No ch i l d .
Wr ath i s m i n e . Com e to m e .”
I n con st ern at ion I t u rn ed t o look at t h e
pressed ai rwaves of m i st at m y back
even as t h e com m an d t h at h ad rippled
t h rou g h ou t al l of m e lef t m e f orever
ch an g ed an d in in t en se n eed t o h ear
m ore.
“Com e !” W as repeat ed on ce m ore
an d wi t h ou t a secon d t h ou g h t I st epped
in t o t h e wat ery ai r of t h e ocean .
A g rip t h at f el t l ik e lead h eat ed in a
f u rn ace seven t im es h ot t er t h an en ou g h t o
m el t m e seiz ed a h old over t h e t op of m y
sh ou lder an d in st an t ly t h e h eat of i t
t h reat en ed t o bu rn a h ole rig h t t h rou g h
m e. I cried ou t in ag on y in t o t h e bu bbly
ai r even as i t f i l led m y lu n g s ch ok in g ly ,
“Eloah ! ”
Th e n eed t o escape t h e bu rn in g t ou ch
u pon m y sh ou lder was im m en se, bu t
t ru ly m ost of al l rig h t n ow I wan t ed t o be
apart f rom every t h in g t h at cau sed pain .
Sobbin g , I f el t despai r as I was drag g ed
back wards, bu t t h e wat er in f ron t of m e
su dden ly boi led wi t h m ot ion an d I was
sen t h ead over h eel s in t o t h e g lowin g
g rasses of t h e savan n a.
Dim ly I spu n ex pect in g t o see t h e
creat u re of t orm en t in carn at e f ol lowin g
close beh in d m e on ly t o be rewarded
wi t h t h e im ag ery of a wh ale h avin g
beach ed i t sel f u pon t h e sh ores of t h e
f orest wi t h su ch di st u rban ce t h at t rees
were f al l in g lef t an d rig h t . I didn ’t k n ow
wh at t o t h in k an d in deed i t was h ard t o
t h in k as I f el t m ort al ly wou n ded f rom t h e
t ou ch u pon m y sh ou lder .
I look ed t o m y sh ou lder in a daz e an d
beh eld t h e essen ce of blood dri f t in g in t o
t h e u pswept cu rren t s of t h i s ai ry ocean . I
was g oin g t o die.
At least i t was peacef u l h ere wi t h in
t h e g lowin g f ron ds of t h e savan n a’ s
g rass. I closed m y ey es, bu t open ed t h em
as t h e sh arp ech oes of t h e n oi ses of a
wh ale’ s son g m ade m e com e t o
awaren ess.
I scream ed as a h u g e m ou t h cam e
down over t op of m e an d con su m ed m e
wh ole. I t was h ard t o breat h e an d
con sciou sn ess f aded an d as i t did I h ad
t h e f eel in g of bein g t ran sport ed u pwards
at a h ig h rat e of speed.
* * * * * * *
The night that seemed l ike i t would
never end was f inal ly coming to an end
as dawn made i t s welcoming glow upon
the far hori zon. W i th that f i rst gl immer
of l ight the oceans of the savanna
r et r eated upwar d into the sky wi th al l
the cr eatur es that cal led them home
and once mor e the seas of grass pr esent
wi thin the for est of A ngarta became
open to the beast s of the f ield to once
mor e r oam upon and consume.
* * * * * * *
Th e f eel of wat er lappin g u p ag ain st
m y ch eek h ad m e l i f t in g m y h ead sl ig h t ly .
I bl in k ed m y ey es open an d bl in k ed
ag ain . Wh ere was I ?
I h eard t h e percu ssion g ru n t s an d
cl ick s of a wh ale. A wh ale!
I spu n in t h e wat er I was h al f lay in g in
an d in t h e g loom of t h i s place of
ot h erworldly st ran g en ess I saw t h e
wh ale t h at h ad swal lowed m e wh ole. I t
l i f t ed en ou g h ou t of t h e wat er t o st u dy
m e wi t h i t s g reat ey e bef ore sl idin g
f orward in t o t h e wat er an d let t in g i t s
sn ou t dip ben eat h t h e t ran qu i l waves of
t h i s place as i t di sappeared com plet ely
f rom view.
W i t h ou t a dou bt t h e wh ale h ad saved
m y l i f e. I t h ad rescu ed m e on ly t o brin g
m e h ere of al l places. Wh ere was h ere?
For t h e f i rst t im e t h e sou n d of t h u n der
ech oin g abou t t h e m i st y sem i dark n ess of
t h i s place reg i st ered t o m e. Th ere was
l ig h t , bu t i t was as i f al l of i t was ju st
f ain t ref lect ion s g leam in g of f of
som et h in g el se. Ref lect ion s of wh at ?
I look ed u p an d g asped even as I
in st in ct ively pressed down in t o t h e
g en t le lappin g wat er . Above m e as f ar as
t h e ey e cou ld see st ret ch ed a vast clou d
m ass of t h e m ost violen t ly powerf u l
st orm clou ds t h at I h ad ever seen . Th e
sig h t of t h ei r lat en t power brou g h t t error
t o m y h eart , bu t t h e beau t y of t h e
i ridescen t colors t h at sh ot t h rou g h
brief ly h ere an d t h ere t h rou g h t h e clou ds
h ad m y wh ole bein g f i l led wi t h awe.
I n t h e su prem e si len ce of t h i s place of
sol i t u de I lay st arin g at t h e clou ds
overh ead as t h ey con t in u al ly twi st ed an d
f orm ed prot ect ively arou n d som et h in g
u n seen an d y et brief ly h in t ed at by t h e
vibran t sh ot s of color t h at cou rsed
t h rou g h t in y break s in t h e clou d m ass t h at
g ave eviden ce of som et h in g
in describably beau t i f u l h idden bey on d
t h e separat in g clou d cover . L ig h t n in g
repeat edly sh i f t ed t h rou g h t h e m ael st rom
of clou ds, bu t st ran g ely I k n ew i t
wou ldn ’t rain . I n f act I dou bt ed t h at i t
ever rain ed in t h i s place.
I n si len t pon deren ce I let m y ey es dri f t
down f rom t h e f an t ast ical sig h t above t o
g az e u pon t h e plain of ex i st en ce t h at I
f ou n d m y sel f m i red in . Di rect ly bef ore
m e lay wat er . How f ar i t wen t I cou ld
n ot t el l on ly t h at i t seem ed t o h ave n o
en d.
Far ou t I saw a wh i t e cap f orm
m om en t s bef ore a wh ale crest ed t h e
su rf ace an d t h en sl id back down . Ex cept
f or t h at di st u rban ce n ot h in g el se seem ed
t o m ove or at presen t be di st in g u i sh able
in t h i s realm of in between n ess.
I g lan ced u p ag ain an d t h e u rg e t o lay
back in t h e wat er an d st are u p at t h e
clou ds in ex pect at ion of seein g wh at lay
bey on d was an overwh elm in g sen sat ion .
I st art ed t o do ju st t h at wh en a n oi se wi t h
a repeat in g pat t ern t o i t m ade im pact
wi t h m y sen ses as an y n oi se in t h i s
m ost ly si len t place wou ld h ave.
Th e sou n d was com in g f rom beh in d
m e an d I beg an t o twi st t o look , wh ich i s
wh en I f el t som et h in g t erribly wron g
wi t h m y sh ou lder . I g lan ced down
f earf u l ly t o beh old m y clot h es bu rn ed
away f rom of f m y sh ou lder an d t h e f lesh
of m y sh ou lder rawly bu rn ed an d
ex posed wi t h ou t a coverin g of sk in .
I pan ick ed a l i t t le at h ow bad i t
look ed an d t h en I pan ick ed ag ain as t h e
sou n ds I ’d h eard reg i st ered t o m e even
closer t h an bef ore. Despi t e t h e pain I
t u rn ed an d wobbly g ot u p t o m y f eet .
A m an was approach in g m e. He was
t al l an d I recog n iz ed t h e bu i ld of a
warrior even as h e was ou t f i t t ed as on e.
He wasn ’t ju st an y warrior t h ou g h .
I h ad n ever seen a warrior so
im pressively dressed as t h i s on e was let
alon e t h e con f iden ce t h at h e ex u ded in a
st at em en t of h i s abi l i t y t o l ive u p t o
every aspect of h i s dan g erou s look in g
appearan ce. He h ad t h e ai r abou t h im
t h at said h e h ad earn ed every aspect of
h i s reg al ia.
My m ou t h g rew dry as t h e bein g t h at
I ’d m i st ook f or a m an cam e closer an d
closer . Hi s ey es bu rn ed an d f or a
m om en t I f eared t h at I was f aced wi t h
m y t orm en t or f rom t h e f orest on ce ag ain .
Th en su ch a wave of peace bey on d
com preh en sion seem ed t o overwh elm
m e t h at bl in k in g I f ou g h t t o st ay on m y
f eet .
“T ar i k?”
I g lan ced t oward t h e approach in g
f ig u re, bu t I k n ew t h at t h e bein g h ad n ot
been t h e orig in of t h e voice t h at I h ad
h eard. I t was t h e sam e voice t h at I ’d
h eard wi t h in m y spi ri t al l m y l i f e sin ce
I ’d been a l i t t le boy barely able t o t alk .
“He m e an s you n o h ar m . He i s My
m e sse n ge r . He wi l l b r i n g you safe l y to
Me .”
I bl in k ed ag ain as t h e real i t y t h at I
was bein g approach ed by a m essen g er of
Eloah f u l ly reg i st ered. L ik e a n ig g l in g
worry t h en t h e sen sat ion of an in f eren ce
m ade i t s way in t o m y m in d. Saf e f rom
wh at ?
I g lan ced arou n d an d ju m ped in f rig h t
as I beh eld t h ree dark cast f ig u res
m ak in g f or m e f ast across t h e f lat plan e
of t h i s st ran g e place. Th e m ot ion t o t u rn
an d ru n h ad n o soon er occu rred t o m e as
t h e occu rren ce of a st ron g h an d set t l in g
over m y u n in ju red sh ou lder root in g m e
t o t h e spot in t h e secu ri t y of person su ch
as I h ad on ly ex perien ced in t h e arm s of
m y m ot h er an d f at h er .
My ey es closed as t h e f eel in g of bein g
saf e overwh elm ed m e wi t h i t s com f ort .
I t h ad been so lon g i t seem ed sin ce I h ad
f el t saf e.
My ey es open ed on ly t o t race down
t h e drawn saber of g olden perf ect ion so
f in e t h at i t im part ed i t s own g low t o t h e
scen e of edg ed in dark n ess al l abou t u s.
Sol idly I rest ed back ag ain st t h e arm or
clad f orm of a m essen g er of Eloah .
My g az e l i f t ed t o beh old t h at t h e t h ree
f ig u res cloak ed in a dark n ess f ar dark er
t h an t h e dim n ess of t h i s realm h ad
st opped. Th ey m ade n o m ove t o com e
f orward as i f t h ey sen sed even as I did
t h at even t h e t h ree of t h em were n o
m at ch f or t h e warrior at m y back .
I g lan ced t o t h e side an d t h en t o t h e
ot h er qu ick ly m y ey es widen in g
im m easu rably at t h e sig h t of m ore su ch
warriors as t h e on e wh o h eld m e t h at
h ad com e t o m y aid. Th ey st ood si len t ly
alon g t h e periph ery of m y vi sion an d
t h en t h ey beg an t o advan ce u pon t h e
t h ree cloak ed f ig u res ah ead of m e.
I n on e sm oot h m ove of f orm an d
u n m at ch ed perf ect ion of sy n ch ron ici t y
t h ei r blades as bri l l ian t as t h e on e
wielded by t h e m essen g er I st ood bef ore
were al l h eld at t h e ready . Sh ak en
bey on d m easu re I m oved wi l l in g ly as t h e
h an d u pon m y sh ou lder bade m e t o t u rn
even as t h e brig h t g l im m er of h i s sword
was g on e as i t was re-sh eat h ed.
Th e advan cin g l in e of warriors
st epped past u s wi t h an u n m at ch ed
resolve m ore so t h en an y arm y of m en
set t o do t h ei r t ask . Th e m ost su rpri sin g
t h in g of al l t h ou g h was h ow I cou ld
m at t er so m u ch as t o warran t al l of t h i s
occu rrin g .
Th ey were h ere t o prot ect m e an d
f eel in g overwh elm ed by t h e en orm i t y of
t h e love I f el t bein g pressed down u pon
m e an d n o dou bt f rom t h e wearin ess
cau sed by every t h in g el se t h at h ad
occu rred t h ese last two day s t h at h ad
drain ed m y sou l of h ope I beg an t o
t u m ble f orward on ly t o f in d m y sel f
cau g h t an d t h en cradled g en t ly in t h e
arm s of t h e m essen g er t h at h ad been sen t
t o col lect m e an d as i t were sn at ch ed m e
f rom t h e bowel s of dark n ess on ce m ore.
I dly , as h e walk ed, m y sen ses t ook in
t h e absen ce of t h e splash of wat er u pon
t h e boot ed st eps of t h e m essen g er wh o
carried m e. Now in i t s place t h ere was a
h ol low ech o of sou n d as each boot
h eeled im pression st epped f orward t o
lan d down sol idly .
My ey es open ed an d I g lan ced down
in ast on i sh m en t as I beh eld wh at i t was
t h at we were st an din g u pon . Glass!
W e were walk in g on g lass! I look ed
wi ldly abou t t h i s place of m y st ery f rom
t h e clou ds t h at prom i sed t h e st orm of al l
st orm s, on ly t o be sof t en ed by t h e
presen ce of st ream s of color so in t en se
as t o on ly occu r t o t h e viewer of bein g
t h e best of ch eerf u ln ess t o t h e dim f lat ly
ou t l in ed plain of t h i s place devoid of t h e
sh apes of t rees an d rock s an d t h en back
t o t h e sh im m erin g f loor t h at bespok e of
i t s own m y st eries.
“Wh ere am I ?” I wh i spered.
“Above t h e world, as y ou k n ow i t .”
Cam e t h e deeply reson an t reply f rom t h e
m essen g er wh o h eld m e as i f I was of
g reat wort h . I g lan ced at h i s f ace an d
bl in k ed as t h e clearn ess of t h e g oodn ess
of h i s bein g was alm ost pain f u l t o
en du re even t o look u pon , becau se I in
com pari son f el t so m u ch dark er .
Hi s g az e t ou ch ed wi t h f i re sh i f t ed t o
m e an d h e sm i led bef ore ask in g , “Are
y ou ready f or wh at i s t o com e n ex t ?”
“Wh at ?” I wh i spered in reply .
“Y ou ’ve been g ran t ed an au dien ce. An
au dien ce wi t h t h e Kin g . Y ou r Kin g .”
I swal lowed bef ore croak in g ou t ,
“No, h ow cou ld I be?”
“W el l said, y ou n g Si r . Even so, i t i s t o
be an d t h ose t h at are cal led by t h e Spi ri t
of t h e Most Hig h are wort h y in deed, so
do n ot f ear , T arik , f or y ou are g reat ly
loved an d ever in t h e t h ou g h t s of Him
wh o creat ed u s bot h . L et u s bot h be in
awe of t h e Creat or an d be m oved by
n ot h in g el se as by n ot h in g ot h er t h an
Eloah ’ s words h as al l been creat ed.
Ref lect ively speak in g I said, “Y ou ’re
very di f f eren t f rom h im .”
Som eh ow t h e m essen g er k n ew wh at I
m ean t an d I wat ch ed a h in t of rag e I
cou ld on ly def in e as rig h t eou sn ess f lam e
t o l i f e wi t h in h i s ey es, bu t al l h e said
was, “He was n ot alway s so an d y et on e
day t h e loss of pu rpose y ou saw sh al l
alway s be, even as t o al l t h e ju dg m en t of
t h e Most Hig h m u st com e.”
I did n ot ask an y m ore qu est ion s even
t h ou g h m y spi ri t f ai rly bu bbled al ive
wi t h t h em .
Al l of a su dden I f el t m u ch bet t er an d
as i f sen sin g i t t h e m essen g er set m e
down on t o m y f eet . I g lan ced at m y
ex posed sh ou lder , bu t was g reet ed on ly
by t h e sig h t of n ew sk in . Not even a scar
rem ain ed!
I g lan ced at m y com pan ion , wh o on ly
sm i led an d said, “Th ere i s h eal in g in t h e
presen ce of t h e Alm ig h t y . Th i s way t o
y ou r dest in y , T arik .”
He g est u red wi t h a h an d bef ore
h eadin g of f in t h at di rect ion h im sel f . I
g lan ced f rom h im t o m y sh ou lder an d
back .
Givin g a qu ick g lan ce at m y
su rrou n din g s I sn apped f ree of m y daz e
of won derm en t an d h u rried af t er t h e
m essen g er . Ref lex ively I l i f t ed m y h an d
an d f el t at m y f u l ly rest ored sh ou lder .
U n der m y breat h in com plet e awe of
wh at h ad been don e I wh i spered, “Th an k
y ou Eloah ! ”
“Y ou ar e wi th i n My m e r cy , son .”
T rem bl in g f rom t h e f eel in g evok ed
wi t h in m e at t h e words f rom wi t h in t h at
sou n ded lou der t h an ever bef ore I
st u m bled sl ig h t ly . I cau g h t m y sel f an d
wi t h a sh ak y breat h I t ook n ot ice of t h e
f act t h at t h e g lassy f loor of t h i s place
was ch an g in g .
I t was sh im m erin g t h rou g h a series of
colors an d t h e blu rry h in t of som et h in g
m ore was appearin g f rom t h e ot h er side
as i f t h e f loor was a pan e of g lass wi t h
oi l sm eared across i t . U t t erly f ascin at ed
I st ared down ward at t h e sh i f t in g
g l im m ers as I f ol lowed closely beh in d
t h e m essen g er .
Th e colors an d im ag ery were g et t in g
brig h t er . I beg an ask in g t h e qu est ion as I
l i f t ed m y h ead, “Wh at are t h e colors
abou t ? I t h in k I see…… see……” My
words died of f as m y g az e t ook in m y
ch an g ed su rrou n din g s.
I st i l l walk ed u pon t h e sam e desolat e
plain of dim ref ract ed l ig h t as bef ore
wi t h t h e sam e awe-in spi rin g clou d cover
of som et h in g bey on d g ran d poi sed
t an t al iz in g ly close overh ead. Wh at was
real ly di f f eren t , h owever , was t h e f act
t h at we were su dden ly very m u ch n ot
alon e as we h ad been bef ore.
Ran k u pon ran k , m essen g ers of Eloah ,
st ood in f u l l bat t le reg al ia an d
preparat ion f or war . I t was an arm y
seem in g ly wi t h ou t n u m ber an d y et I f el t
as i f on ly a f ew were n eeded t o con qu er
t h e wh ole of W alen t h y an a .
Speech less I st u m bled f orward af t er
t h e on e wh o h ad brou g h t m e h ere t o t h i s
en cam pm en t . Th i s en cam pm en t
perch ed…… wh ere ex act ly ?
I didn ’t k n ow. My g az e dri f t ed f rom
t h e pressed ran k s of an an g el ic h ost
wi t h ou t n u m ber t o wh ere a f ew, I t ook t o
be of even g reat er st at u re of ran k , st ood
g at h ered abou t in a ci rcu lar st an ce.
Non e of t h em were g az in g at each
ot h er , bu t in st ead al l of t h e capt ain s of
war g at h ered g az ed down u pon t h e
sh im m erin g f loor of t h i s place of
det ach ed f eel in g as i f i t was poi sed
between h eaven an d som et h in g el se. My
ey es f el l t o t h e f loor wh ere t h ey were
g az in g an d wi t h a g asp I st opped
walk in g .
Th e f loor ben eat h t h ei r boot ed reg al ia
of arm or was clear as cry st al an d n ot
cloak ed in a m i rag e of g l im m erin g
sm ok y qu art z as t h e f loor of t h i s place
was el sewh ere. I t was as i f t h ey st ared
down t h rou g h a win dow at som et h in g .
I wan t ed t o see, bu t t error at t h e
awesom e presen ce of t h ese m ig h t y of t h e
m ig h t iest h eld m e in place. I n pan ic I
look ed f or t h e on e wh o h ad brou g h t m e
h ere on ly t o see h im qu iet ly st an din g
n earby n ot look in g pert u rbed at al l f or
m y di st ract iblen ess.
I was abou t t o say som et h in g wh en a
voice spok e f rom t h e rin g of warriors by
t h e cry st al spot on t h e f loor , “W ou ld y ou
l ik e t o see, T arik ?”
I dropped l ik e a st on e t o t h e f loor as
t h e presen ce of Th e On e wh o’d h ad Hi s
back t o m e t u rn ed f u l ly abou t t o reg ard
m e. T rem bl in g I pressed m y f ace t o t h e
sh im m ery f loor as m y h eart beat a f lu t t er
of n on st op t u rm oi l of em ot ion at t h e
real i t y of wh ose presen ce I was in .
Th e f loor of g lass reverberat ed
ben eat h m y f ace wi t h t h e st eps of t h e
On e, wh ose Nam e h ad been set above
al l ot h er n am es by Eloah t h e Fat h er . Th e
abi l i t y t o breat h e ceased f rom m e.
A h an d as scarred as t h e leg en ds of
t h e Fi re Spi ri t Scrol l s h ad at t est ed t o
su dden ly bore m e u p t o m y f eet an d I
was f orced t o look in t o t h e f ace of Him ,
I h ad on ly ever h oped t o see at t h e
con clu sion of m y l i f e u pon t h e lan d of
m y bi rt h , bu t t h at I n ow st ood across
f rom st i l l cau g h t u p in t h e l i f e of m y
m ort al i t y . I n wardly qu ak in g I t ook in Hi s
words t o m e, wh ich h eld a weal t h of
warm t h an d t h e prom i se t h at I cou ld t ru st
every on e of t h em .
“Th ere i s n o n eed f or y ou t o f ear
y ou n g on e. Th e Fat h er brou g h t y ou h ere.
Y ou are an in vi t ed g u est an d n o en em y t o
an y on e am on g My h ost .”
I g lan ced abou t an d i t was t ru e as t h e
ey es of al l were seem in g ly di rect ed
u pon m e an d y et I f el t n o m al ice di rect ed
at al l t owards m e, a boy of a lower
order of f lesh t h en t h i s h ig h er plat eau of
real i t y . He h ad been a bein g of f lesh an d
blood su ch as I was, even so Th e On e
bef ore m e n ow h ad on ce al lowed
Him sel f t o be born in t o m y realm of
ex i st en ce as t h e Alm ig h t y ’ s Son of old
h ad al lowed Him sel f t o be u sed in
service t o Hi s Fat h er t o be born over
ag ain in t o t h e body of f lesh an d blood
su ch as I possessed.
He k n ew. I saw i t in h i s ey es an d I f el t
i t in t h e warm t h of h i s h an d u pon m y
sh ou lder , on ce bu rn ed by h el l , bu t n ow
rejoicin g in t h e balm of com plet e
h eal in g . I n an an x iou s an d y et
u n con t rol lable way I st epped f orward
in t o t h e wi l l in g com f ort I f el t in t h i s m an
wh o was l ik e m e an d y et g ran dly apart
f rom m e.
Th e On e, t h e Kin g , loved m e!
Som eh ow every t h in g f el t bet t er k n owin g
t h at . Th e words of t h e Fi re Spi ri t Scrol l s
were t ru e!
Every t h in g I h ad bel ieved as a boy ,
t au g h t t o m e by di l ig en t paren t s was t ru e.
Th ere was n o l ie in t h i s place, on ly
peace an d t h e st ren g t h of l im i t less
power , array ed in f avor of m y f u t u re, of
al l t h in g s.
I t was t oo m u ch t o t ak e in an d I
sobbed h eavi ly in t h e com plet ion of
spi ri t t h at I f el t in t h e presen ce of t h i s
Man , wh o was Eloah in t h e f lesh . He
h ad m ade a way f or m e t o avoid t h e h el l
t h at I h ad seen in t h e f al len an g el ’ s ey es
an d f el t in h i s h at ef u l t ou ch u pon m e an d
n ow as Hi s arm s h eld m e t o Him I f el t
t h e pu ri t y of love t h at h ad m ade i t al l
possible.
Al l of a su dden a h eavy rig h t eou s f ear
f i l led m y en t i re bein g as wi t h a crack of
t h u n der an d a role of power wi t h ou t en d
t h ere cam e t o be t h e presen ce of On e t h at
I dare n ot look u pon su dden ly residin g at
m y back . I wou ld’ve f al len ex cept f or
Th e On e wh o h eld m e, as i t was, al l t h e
an g el ic h ost bef ore m e was bowed down
u pon on e k n ee in respect f u l def eren ce t o
t h e Mast er of al l creat ion t h at was
m an i f est ed beh in d m e in an awesom e
g lory t oo brig h t an d m ag n i f icen t t o look
u pon .
Su rely , I of al l t h ose g at h ered h ere,
sh ou ld be on m y f ace t h e m ost bu t t h e
h an ds h oldin g m e u p rem ain ed secu rely
u pon m y person . Th en an au dible voice
bey on d t h e com preh en sion I ’d alway s
h ad as t h e si len t u rg in g s f rom wi t h in m y
spi ri t spok e wi t h an au t h ori t y as t h at of
an in t en se f i re t h at h ad redou bled over
seven t im es on ly t o g ive breat h an d say ,
“Sh ow h im m y Son . Sh ow h im th at I
se e e ve r yth i n g. Eve r yth i n g th at goe s
on i n th e wor l d of m e n .”
As i f in a daz e I st epped ou t beside
m y Savior t owards t h e cry st al l in e ci rcle
on t h e f loor . W i t h bat ed breat h I cam e t o
a st op in am az em en t as I beh eld
W alen t h y an a.
Th e im ag ery of t h e seven lan ds
z oom ed abou t an d f ocu sed in a diz z y in g
way as t o sh ow every t h in g of lan dm ass
an d at t h e sam e t im e be look in g in t o t h e
dai ly af f ai rs of every l ivin g in dividu al
u pon t h e f ace of t h e lan d in a m u l t i t iered scope of view t h at was
im possible t o ex plain ot h er t h an t h at I
was wi t n essin g i t in real -t im e bef ore m e.
L i t eral ly , I was st an din g above t h e
world I h ad been born t o an d in t h e l ig h t
of wh at su rely m u st n ow be h eaven t h at
ex i st ed above m e, wh at I saw below
seem ed t o m e as bein g a sm al l t h in g an d
in st an t ly m y m in d, as i f aided f rom
wi t h in , by t h e con cept t h at f or t h e
An cien t of Day s t h e lan d below t ru ly
was bu t a f oot st ool in com pari son t o t h e
g lory of wh at ex i st ed above i t . I n
qu ak in g f ear I f el t t h e Majest y of t h e
Creat or breat h in g ag ain st m y back in an
u n f at h om able way even as every last
part of m y spi ri t bask ed at bein g in t h e
presen ce of t h e sou rce of al l creat ion .
Cry in g , I st ood st i l l as on ce m ore t h e
t ru t h of al l I h ad been t au g h t as a boy an d
bel ieved in f ai t h as I h ad, was n ow
bein g m ade real t o m e in t h e f lesh in a
way t h at f orever was in scribin g i t sel f
u pon m y h eart . Flam es l ick ed abou t m e,
bu t I didn ’t bu rn .
Every t h in g abou t m e lay ex posed t o
t h e On e wh o h ad m ade m e. T ru ly i t
alway s h ad been so, bu t I h ad n ever
real iz ed ju st h ow on di splay t h e dai ly
act ion s of m y l i f e an d t h e t h ou g h t s of m y
m in d were on di splay f or n ot on ly m y
Creat or bu t al so t h e en t i ret y of Heaven ’ s
m ig h t y h ost . I t was h u m bl in g t o even
beg in t o com preh en d.
I didn ’t k n ow wh at t o say or even i f I
dare speak at al l . Wh at did on e say ?
I n n eed of h elp ag ain st t h e
awesom en ess of Divin e presen ce beh in d
m e t h at I cou ld n ever h ope t o please on
m y own , I g lan ced t o t h e Kin g of Glory ,
t h e radian t Son , beside m e wh o was t h e
equ al in spi ri t of al l t h at pu l sed wi t h f i re
beh in d m e an d y et was a m an af t er t h e
l ik en ess of m y creat ion an d t h at h ad on ce
been m ort al of body l ik e m e.
My cry f or h elp n ot t o be con su m ed by
t h e rig h t eou s f i re of t h e presen ce of t h e
Alm ig h t y was preem pt ed by t h e voice
t h at h ad spok en every t h in g in t o
ex i st en ce, “Now you se e you r se l f as I
se e you . Al l th ose wh o b e l i e ve i n m y
Son , I fi n d n o fau l t i n , e ve n as He b or e
th e si n s of al l . So n ow you kn ow i n
wh at h i gh r e gar d I vi e w you ch i l d . Y ou
ar e to Me as a son . Ne ve r for ge t th at
T ar i k. Do n ot ce ase fr om th e ways of
m y Son e xe m p l i fi e d to al l m an ki n d an d
te sti fi e d of b y th e p r op h e ts of ol d .”
I bowed m y h ead f orward in
ack n owledg m en t of al l t h at h ad been
said as words were bey on d m e an d t h en
su dden ly I was sin g in g an d wi t h ey es
closed I t u rn ed an d f el l down bef ore m y
Creat or sin g in g st i l l t h e son g t h at
bu bbled f ort h ou t of m y spi ri t in an
en dless worsh ip of prai se t o Him t o
wh om al l prai se belon g s. At f i rst m y
voice alon e ran g ou t an d t h en I f el t as i f
t h e presen ce of t h e ou t er reach es of
h eaven ju st above u s seem ed t o descen d
an d su dden ly m y voice was ju st on e of
m an y , as t h e an g el ic h ost paid h om ag e,
even as I did, t o Th e On e t h at was
bef ore al l ot h ers an d wh o h as n o en d.
Th ei r voices rose lou dly in a ch oru s
in describable even as i t repl icat ed
perf ect h arm on y bey on d t h e abi l i t ies of
m y own sin g in g , wh ich was u n iqu e t o
m e, bu t n o less t h e equ al in h eart f el t
prai se t o Th e On e wh o h ad m ade m e.
As I san g , al l of m y y ou n g walk in t h e
f ai t h t h at m y f at h er h ad wi t n essed t o m e
an d t h at m y m ot h er h ad du t i f u l ly t au g h t
m e was com plet ely real iz ed an d I cried
ou t wi t h bot h joy an d t h e n eed t o g ive
som et h in g of wort h an d t h en su dden ly al l
words of m y spi ri t were g on e an d
si len ce reig n ed abou t m e even as t h e
presen ce of t h e m ig h t y river of t h e Spi ri t
of Eloah seem ed t o f low t h rou g h every
last part of m e. Fearf u l ly I look ed u p as
t h e voice of m y Creat or com m an ded,
“Str e tch ou t you r h an d s you n g on e ,
b u t ol d sou l of h e ar t.”
Ex pect in g deat h f or m y t em eri t y t o
look I was in st ead reprieved by t h e
sig h t in g of t h at wh ich wou ld’ve led t o
m y deat h by t h e sig h t of a t h ick h eavy
clou d. A clou d t h at rest ed u pon a t h ron e,
even as st at ic ch arg es of l ig h t n in g
cou rsed t h rou g h ou t t h e clou d as i f i t was
a l ivin g vei l f or t h e epi t om e of g lory
bey on d viewable by t h e h u m an ey e.
Obedien t ly I pu t ou t m y sh ak in g h an ds
even as I rem ain ed on m y k n ees wi t h
ey es down cast .
“Wh e r e i s you r swor d you n g
war r i or ?”
Feel in g overcom e by rem em bered
em ot ion I bawled ou t , “He dest roy ed i t !
I lost i t ! ”
“No, you h e l d on to i t b r ave l y . Th e r e
i s a d i ffe r e n ce son . Y ou h ave th e h e ar t
of a war r i or an d ye t you h ave n o
swor d . T r u l y th e swor d s of m e n m e l t
wh e n face d wi th th e e xtr e m e s of h e at
b u t I h ave a gi ft for you .”
A h an d m at erial iz ed ou t of t h e den se
sm ok e an d in i t was clu t ch ed a scrol l .
“Do you kn ow wh at th i s scr ol l
con tai n s?”
On a h u n ch I wh i spered ou t , “Y ou r
W ords?”
Deep lau g h t er t h at warm ed every last
part of m e wi t h l i f e sou n ded ou t , “Wh y
ye s, you ar e cor r e ct. W e l l d on e son ,
you h ave r e m e m b e r e d My te ach i n gs,
e ve r m ay you r p ar e n ts b e b l e sse d for
th i s. Now , wh at ar e My wor d s you n g
on e ?”
I t h ou g h t ex t rem ely h ard abou t i t an d
al l I cou ld com e u p wi t h was su m m ed u p
in on e word, “L i f e?”
“Y e s, l i fe , son . Th e m an wh o l i ve s b y
My W or d s wr i tte n i n th e se scr ol l s
sh al l n e ve r p e r i sh , b u t h ave
e ve r l asti n g l i fe an d n ow l e t My W or d s
r e p l ace al l th at you h ave l ost.”
Th e h an d t h at g rasped a h old of t h e
scrol l let g o an d t h e scrol l swi rled
t h rou g h t h e ai r in a g olden wh i rl of l ig h t
t o al ig h t down u pon m y st i l l ou t st ret ch ed
h an ds. T ru ly m y h an ds bu rn ed as t h e
scrol l bef ore m y ey es t u rn ed in t o t h e
im ag ery of a f iery sword bey on d al l
bri l l ian ce of m an ly f abricat ion . As i f
deeply im prin t ed in t o m y very h eart m y
Creat or ’ s voice said, “Th i s swor d th at
I gi ve you to wi e l d wi l l n e ve r b e take n
away , for e ve n as My W or d s ar e
for e ve r , e ve n so sh al l al l p ass away
b e for e on e jot or ti ttl e th at I h ave
sp oke n sh ou l d b e l ost. Now r i se an d
ste p i n to My cal l i n g for you r l i fe !”
Ri sin g u p st i l l clu t ch in g t h e sword t h at
was m ore t h an a sword, bu t n ow f el t as
i f i t was wi t h in t h e very essen ce of wh o
I was, I st epped f orward an d f ou n d
m y sel f u pon t h e back of a f iery ch ariot .
Even as I h ad f el t bu t a m om en t bef ore I
n ow wat ch ed as t h e f iery sword in m y
h an ds becam e a l ivin g f lam e t h at
di spersed in t o t h e very h eart of m e an d I
g ripped a h old of t h e side rai l of t h e
ch ariot t h at was con st ru ct ed of f i re an d
as i f f rom a lon g way away I h eard t h e
Alm ig h t y say , “Re m e m b e r al l th at you
h ave se e n an d kn ow th at My e ye s ar e
always u p on th e ways of th e r i gh te ou s.
Y ou ar e a ch ose n ve sse l b y Me to d o
won d e r s so th at th i s ge n e r ati on i s n ot
l e ft wi th ou t a wi tn e ss. F i gh t for Me !
Le t n o oth e r cau se con su m e you as I
am fi r st i n al l th i n gs an d fr om Me
e ve r y good th i n g com e s, e ve n so ask
of Me an d I wi l l d e l i ve r you wh at you
ask e ve n as My W or d s ar e th e swor d
b y wh i ch you sh al l l i ve b y . Now , son ,
op e n you r e ye s.”
I open ed m y ey es an d on ce m ore I
st ood wi t h in t h e f orest t h at I h ad been
driven f rom . Dark n ess was g ivin g way
t o l ig h t as t h e su n rose over t h e h oriz on .
No sword rem ain ed in m y h an ds, bu t
f rom wi t h in I rem em bered every t h in g
an d f rom t h e f u l ln ess of m y spi ri t I beg an
t o sin g . My voice was bu t t h at of a boy ,
bu t I h ad been f orever ch an g ed an d even
as I k n ew t h at I f el t t h e f orest do t h e
sam e.
Dim en sion s of awaren ess previou sly
u n k n own t o m e open ed u p an d as I san g
of t h e g lory of m y Creat or an d t h e
sovereig n t y t h at He alon e possessed, al l
t h e voices of creat ion arou n d m e beg an
t o cry ou t wi t h joy , as t h e en sh rou din g
dark n ess t h at h ad rem ain ed bot h day an d
n ig h t wi t h in t h i s f orest of m y st ery was
beg in n in g t o be driven of f by t h e l ig h t of
t h e g lory of t h e revealm en t of t h e way s
an d com m an ds of Eloah , t h e Most Hig h .
Creat ion k n ew Hi s Nam e an d so I san g i t
over an d over an d t h e f orest as a wh ole
al l abou t m e rem em bered.
L ik e a sh ock wave t h e t ru t h of
awaren ess of by g on e eras rippled
t h rou g h t h e veg et at ion even as t h e very
ai r of t h e f orest ch an g ed as elect ric
sh ock s spark ed en t h u siast ical ly even as
f lowers beg an bloom ever m ore so
prof u sely . Ju st as su rely , every dark
creat u re t h at h ad sl ipped in t o t h i s f orest
an d pol lu t ed i t wi t h i t s presen ce n ow
scu rried away , as t h ey were al l
rem in ded of h ow t em porary t h ei r
ex i st en ce was.
My voice becam e ju st on e of m an y as
t rees breat h ed ou t an d t h e rock s ru m bled
an d t h e an im al s of t h e h ig h er orders
rejoiced wi t h roars an d bu g les of
t riu m ph as t h ey f el t order on ce m ore
beg in n in g t o be rest ored t o wh at i t h ad
on ce been l ik e bef ore i t h ad been brok en
so lon g ag o. I did n ot qu est ion m y role in
al l of t h i s or wh y Eloah wou ld ch oose
m e, of al l people, an d y et ju st as su rely
He was u sin g m e t o brin g f ort h t h i s
ch an g e an d i t was wi t h in m y h eart t o
please Him in al l t h at I did, so I san g al l
t h e h arder as t ru ly Hi s Spi ri t was doin g
al l t h e work .
I beg an t o walk st i l l sin g in g
com plet ely u n m in df u l of al l t h e dan g ers
t h at h ad f i l led m y y ou n g h eart wi t h f ear ,
m ere h ou rs bef ore. I n t h e l ig h t of wh at I
k n ew in t h i s m om en t , t h ere was n o room
f or f ear .
I n deed, t h ere was on ly room f or
sin g in g in adorat ion of al l t h at I h ad seen
of m y Mast er . A jag u ar of im m en se siz e
bowed down bef ore m e u pon t h e pat h
t h at I st rode an d I let of f sin g in g even as
t h e son g of ren ewal t h at I h ad f i rst g iven
sou n d t o resou n ded t h rou g h ou t t h e f orest
as i t con t in u ed t o work a ch an g e f or t h e
posi t ive. Th e jag u ar l i f t ed h i s m assive
h ead respect f u l ly an d in n o way did I
f ear h im as I wai t ed f or h i s words.
“Mast er , t h i s way . Y ou r k in d n eed
y ou , even as m y k in d on ce m ore
recog n iz e y ou r au t h ori t y over u s.” He
i ssu ed f ort h on a ru f f led h u f f of ai r t h at
wash ed over m e warm ly .
“L ead on Raf arg an .” I said, as h i s
n am e was su ppl ied t o m e f rom wi t h in
t h e spi ri t .
He in cl in ed h i s h ead an d t ook of f
t h rou g h t h e f orest at a lope an d I
f ol lowed alon g on ly t o real iz e t h at I was
n o lon g er a boy . I n som e ast on i sh m en t as
I ran I look ed down u pon m y h an ds an d
saw t h at t h ey were t h ose of a m an as
was t h e rest of m e. T ru ly I h ad been
ch an g ed an d wi t h a wi l l t o please m y
Creat or I ran al l t h e h arder an d rejoiced
in t h e f eel in g of bein g g rown u p bey on d
m y y ears.
Com in g t o a g len wi t h in t h e f orest I
st opped as t h e jag u ar sidled of f t o t h e
on e side even as h e ru m bled, “W e saved
al l t h at we cou ld.”
My g az e ran over t h e g at h ered
ch i ldren m an y of wh om I recog n iz ed t h at
ran g ed in ag e f rom barely walk in g t o
early t een ag e y ears t h at al l t og et h er
n u m bered abou t t h ree h u n dred. W i t h
em ot ion in m y voice t h at didn ’t sou n d at
al l l ik e I rem em bered i t f rom y est erday I
said, “Y ou h ave don e wel l , Raf arg an . I
t h an k y ou f or t h i s service t h at y ou an d
ot h er loy al beast s h ave pu t u pon
y ou rselves t o do, at g reat peri l t o
y ou rselves. May y ou al l be blessed by
t h e Most Hig h f or y ou r k in dn ess t o u s.”
“So i t sh al l b e .” Ech oed ou t t h e
f am i l iar voice of g lory i t sel f t h at I h ad
ju st h eard in a realm above t h i s realm of
dim en sion al ex i st en ce.
Th e g at h ered ch i ldren an d creat u res
al ik e f lat t en ed t o t h e g rou n d in t erri f ied
abey an ce at t h e sou n din g of t h e voice
above al l ot h ers, t h at n ow spok e wi t h an
au t h ori t y t h at n on e g at h ered wou ld ever
dare qu est ion , “I , d o n ot d o as oth e r s
d o or se e as oth e r s cl aim , as i t h as n ot
e n te r e d i n to th e h e ar ts of an y th ose
se cr e ts wh i ch I h ave r e se r ve d for
Myse l f, on l y to r e ve al th e m to wh om I
d e e m wor th y . Be h ol d , you ar e a
r e m n an t ye t wor th y to b e ar ar m s an d
te sti fy as to th e tr u th of you r F ath e r ’ s
ways b e for e th e wor l d an d n ow you
se e th at I h ave n ot for gotte n you . I
se e al l . I kn ow al l . I r e ve al al l an d b y
Me al l th i n gs th at h ave com e to b e
fi r st cam e i n to e xi ste n ce b y My W or d .
F e w i n th e e ye s of th e wor l d you m ay
b e , b u t I wi l l r ai se u p a r e m n an t i n
th e se l ast d ays th at wi l l te sti fy of Me
an d m an y oth e r s wh om I wi l l cal l wi l l
joi n you an d th e r e wi l l b e a wi tn e ss
agai n st th e d ar kn e ss of th i s age an d
you sh al l n ot fai l i n th i s q u e st, for i t i s
I th e Most Hi gh , th at goe s b e for e you !
I AM h as d e e m e d i t so an d n ow l e t th e
l ast d ays b e gi n ! F i gh t for Me , ch i l d r e n ,
e ve n as you r fath e r s an d you r m oth e r s
b e for e you d i d , so e ve n n ow i t fal l s to
you to d o r i gh te ou sl y an d i f you so d o
My wi l l th e n kn ow , th at I wi l l b e you r
fr i e n d , you r com for t, you r ove r com i n g
h e l p i n tim e of gr e at n e e d . I am
fai th fu l to al l th ose wh o p l ace th e i r
tr u st i n Me . Now l e t th e wor k th at I
h ave p u r p ose d b e gi n , an d l e t n on e of
you cal l you r se l ve s we ak for b e h ol d , I
h ave m ad e you m i gh ty!”
Every creat u re of t h e f orest bot h of
t ree an d of f lesh , roared in a salu t e t o t h e
voice f rom above even as t h e f orest on ce
m ore sh ook wi t h t h e presen ce of t h e
Alm ig h t y close by . My g az e dri f t ed
down f rom t h e sk y above t o t h e g at h ered
assem bly of y ou n g m en an d wom en wh o
rose f rom of f t h e g rou n d in ast on i sh m en t
t o f in d t h em selves n o lon g er ch i ldren .
Th ey g lan ced f rom on e t o t h e ot h er
an d t h en t h ei r ey es t u rn ed t o m e an d I f el t
t h e ri se wi t h in m e t o be a leader an d
wi t h a pray er wh i spered f or h elp I spok e
alou d, “Y es, y ou are n o lon g er ch i ldren ,
bu t t h e ch oice t o act l ik e a ch i ld rem ain s
wi t h in y ou . Y ou ’ve been cal led t o a l i f e
wi t h in t h e f orces of t h e Most Hig h in
order t o wi t n ess of t h e t ru t h f i rst
revealed t o u s t o wi t n ess of t h e scrol l s
au t h ored by t h e Fi re Spi ri t , t h e Spi ri t of
Eloah . Now i s t h e t im e f or y ou t o decide
wh et h er t o accept y ou ’re cal l in g an d
f ig h t f or t h e Most Hig h or t o rem ain h ere
wi t h ou t a cau se t o cal l y ou r own . I am
cal led t o f ig h t an d i f n eeds be die in
order t o f u l f i l l t h e Creat or ’ s W i l l f or m y
l i f e. I h ave seen on ly a l i t t le an d y et I t el l
y ou t h e prom i se f or t h ose wh o bel ieve in
t h e way s of ou r f ai t h in Eloah above an d
Hi s Son wh o cam e t o u s in t h e f lesh are
t ru ly g reat ! I wi l l n ot rest al l t h e day s of
m y l i f e u n t i l I see evi l van qu i sh ed an d
wick edn ess cast f rom t h e h eart s of m en !
Wh o i s wi t h m e?”
Th ose g at h ered in t h e clearin g g ave
ou t a g reat sh ou t an d Raf arg an si t t in g
n earby g ave ou t a deep ch u ck le of
appreciat ion . I g lan ced h i s way an d
respect f u l ly h e rose u p an d ask ed, “Wh at
are y ou r orders Si r?”
“Fi rst we t ak e back t h e f orest . Th en
wh erever el se t h e Spi ri t of Th e Most
Hig h leads u s.”
I f ever a cat ’ s f ace t u rn ed wol f i sh
Raf arg an ’ s did t h at n ow as h e l ick ed h i s
l ips an d said wi t h a g est u re of on e paw
of f t o t h e side, “I k n ow wh ere a den of
in iqu i t y l ies n earby . Sh al l we pay t h em a
vi si t ?”
I ch u ck led deeply in st an t ly t ak in g t o
t h i s jag u ar ’ s dem ean or of con f iden ce,
“L ead on .”
W i t h a g reat bou n d f orward of
bu n ch ed u p m u scle sprin g in g f ree,
Raf arg an set of f t h rou g h t h e f orest ag ain .
I spran g af t er h im seem in g ly u n arm ed t o
t h e t ask an d y et com plet ely u n m in df u l of
i t at t h e sam e t im e, alon g wi t h t h e f act of
wh et h er or n ot an y on e f rom t h e clearin g
was f ol lowin g m e or n ot .
Chapter Fi v e
A Divine Calling
Th e f orest arou n d m e becam e a blu r
as I ran at g reat speed in pu rsu i t of t h e
Jag u ar , as I wou ld n ever h ave been able
t o do as t h e boy t h at I h ad st art ed t h i s
day ou t as. Every t h in g h ad ch an g ed an d
wi t h open ed ey es I saw m ore of m y
su rrou n din g s t h an I ever h ad bef ore.
Th e t reebeast s m ix ed am on g t h e ot h er
t ree k in ds were an open book t o m e n ow,
bot h t h ose wh o ash am edly rem ain ed
si len t an d t h ose wh o were ch eerin g . Th at
said, n on e of t h em sou g h t t o twi st f ree of
t h ei r root s as Th om an al in h ad don e or
seem ed able t o m ove f reely abou t as
Asm an t h a h ad.
Even in t h ese cu riou s en t i t ies of t h e
f orest t h ere were t h ose wh o ex cel led
above t h e apt i t u des of t h ei r own k in d
an d n ow look in g back I beh eld t h at on ly
seven of al l t h ose g at h ered in t h e
clearin g were in h ot pu rsu i t of t h e f u t u re
as I was set n ow u pon doin g . So be i t
t h en .
Wh o said arm ies h ad t o be larg e in
order t o accom pl i sh som et h in g of g reat
sig n i f ican ce. I wou ld rat h er h ave a
h an df u l of rig h t eou s warriors wi l l in g t o
g o ag ain st al l odds t h en a leg ion of
warriors wi t h a preset break in g poin t
t h at t h ey weren ’t wi l l in g t o g o past let
alon e be ch al len g ed by .
Cal l in g ou t in t h e ru n t h rou g h wh at f el t
l ik e lay ers of t h e f orest rat h er t h an a
span of di st an ce t raveled, I ask ed f or
wh at I f el t was t h e im m ediat e n eed an d
t h at was som et h in g t o f ig h t wi t h .
“Ju m p !” Com m an ded t h e voice of m y
Creat or f rom wi t h in an d I did.
Th e blu r of t h e f orest abru pt ly
dim in i sh ed t o a slow sl ide of real iz at ion
as t h ere su dden ly appeared h eaven ly
k n ig h t s of l ig h t as I h ad seen above
wi t h in t h e in t erm ediary realm above t h i s
plain of ex i st en ce. Th ey pressed in f rom
al l sides as i f a part of t h i s real i t y an d
y et m ain t ain in g di st an ce f rom act ively
bein g a part of al l of i t s ph y sical
l im i t at ion s.
Th ei r ou t st ret ch ed h an ds f el l u pon m e
an d bore t h e im m ediat e resu l t s of f eel in g
m y sel f ou t f i t t ed in a way t h at f el t oh so
rig h t . I lan ded an d as I did I spu n arou n d
t o g az e at t h e ou t f i t t ers of h eaven ly
orig in on ly t o see on e t oss som et h in g
brig h t an d sh in y at m e.
My h an d react ed an d wi t h an ag i l i t y of
sk i l l spok en in t o m e I seiz ed ah old of t h e
g rip of a sword g ran der in appearan ce
t h an even m y f at h ers h ad been . For al l i t s
beau t y t h ou g h , I k n ew i t was bu t a t ool in
t h e h ere an d n ow an d n ot m y an swer t o
an y bat t le of t h e spi ri t , bu t t h at said i t
was st i l l beau t i f u l t o beh old an d I
wh i spered m y in t en se g rat i t u de t o m y
Heaven ly Fat h er above at receivin g su ch
a g i f t as t h i s.
Sen sin g som e lat en t propert y of t h e
sword I g ripped i t wi t h bot h h an ds as I
spu n arou n d f orward on ce m ore an d
pu l led opposin g ly wi t h bot h h an ds. Th e
blade I g ripped m orph ed apart u n t i l two
repl icas of t h e orig in al were n ow
g ripped in ei t h er of m y h an ds.
W i t h a sh ou t t h at f el t l ik e t h u n der t o
m y own y ears I st reak ed f orward af t er
Raf arg an an d several ot h ers of h i s k in d
as t h ey wi t h a f eroci t y equ al t o m y own
roared an d ju m ped over a rock y ledg e t o
di sappear f rom view. I raced ou t u pon
t h e rock s an d l ik ewi se ju m ped wi t h y et
an ot h er cry of war ech oin g f rom m y l ips
an d t rai l in g ou t beh in d m e as I f el l down
t h rou g h space con f iden t in t h e f u t u re of
con qu est t h at lay bef ore m e in a way t h at
I cou ld n ever ex plain ot h er t h an t o say
t h at i t was of Eloah .
My boot ed f eet sl ipped down t h rou g h
t h e dan k m i st y ai r of a pi t in t h e f orest
t h at n ever wou ld I h ave dared t o en t er
bef ore let alon e t respass in t h e vicin i t y
of . Evi l was st eeped in t o t h e very rock s
of t h i s place t h at h ad seen m u ch of
u n speak able at roci t y , bu t n ow bore
wi t n ess of a ch an g e orch est rat ed by t h e
ou t pou rin g of Eloah ’ s Fi re Spi ri t t h at
h ad been g iven t o t h ose wi l l in g t o wield
i t or sh ou ld I say t h ose wi l l in g t o be
wielded as a weapon by t h e Most Hig h .
T ru ly , I f el t apart f rom m y sel f an d al l I
h ad ever been bef ore as I f el l down
con f iden t ly in t o a pi t t h at h eld m an y
h orrors of wh ich I on ly saw as u n n at u ral
t h in g s overlon g m ean t f or dest ru ct ion .
Th e ey es of al l t h e creat u res g at h ered
below g az ed u p in open sig h t ed look s of
h orror even as t h ey ou t n u m bered u s by
10 t o 1.
Th e descript ion s of t h em were t oo
n u m erou s t o m en t ion . Men wi t h t h e
h eads of ram s alon g wi t h t h ei r f em ale
cou n t erpart s, sin g le ey ed m on st ers of
g reat h eig h t wieldin g st on e h am m ers an d
t h e sl i t h erin g f orm of m assive sn ak es
wi t h t h e f aces of m en an d wom en t h at
were k ept poi sed above t h e g rou n d as in
place of leg s t h ei r g ian t coi l s of
sn ak esk in did t h e work of propel l in g
t h em f orward.
Th ere were m ore at roci t ies t h an t h ese,
bu t t ru ly I cou ld care less as t o t h e
h orroci t y of t h ei r f orm an d t h e sh apes of
di sm ay in g u n n at u raln ess. Th ey al l m u st
die!
Th at k n owledg e was every t h in g in t h i s
m om en t an d al l I in t en ded t o apply
m y sel f t owards. Raf arg an san k h i s t eet h
in t o on e of t h e coi l s of t h e sn ak e people
even as h i s g reat t alon s lat ch ed on an d
t h e two wen t t u m bl in g as wi t h a h i ss t h e
sn ak e wom an sou g h t t o bi t e Raf arg an
wi t h a set of ex ag g erat ed can in es t h at I
t ook t o be as poi son ou s as t h e n at u ral
world’ s t ru e k in d cou n t erpart .
Raf arg an t u m bled f ree of t h e twi st in g
coi l s an d t h e sn ak e wom an reared
f orward t o st rik e. T wi st in g in ai r I sl iced
t h rou g h t h e back of h er u n n at u ral ly
scaled n eck . Th e blade in m y h an d
swu n g t ru e an d wi t h a cu t of f h i ss h er
h ead wen t t oppl in g even as t h e body of
h er coi l s wen t wri t h in g in t h e deat h
spasm s of i t s f orm er k in d.
Blood sh owered abou t f reely an d wi t h
a resou n din g cru n ch of st on e pu lveriz in g
ben eat h m e I lan ded wi t h an ag i l i t y of
f orce u pon t h e f loor of t h i s pi t bey on d
an y n orm al en du ran ce of a m an t o
wi t h st an d on h i s own an d apart f rom t h e
em powerm en t of h i s Creat or t o do
m arvelou sly . W i t h a cry of t riu m ph I
f lex ed u pward f rom m y lan din g squ at
even as t h e g rou n d reverberat ed ben eat h
m y boot s as t h ose wh o dared t o
ex perien ce t h e l i f e of a rig h t eou s cal l in g
m ade im pact wi t h t h e g rou n d of t h i s
cu rsed h ole in t h e m idst of a f orm er
paradi se of old.
L i f t in g bot h swords ou t t o m y sides I
beh eld t h e l ick in g f lam es of h eat t h at
cou rsed down t h em , wh ich seem ed bu t
t h e ou t pou rin g s of t h e et ern al spi ri t of
m y Creat or wi t h in m e an d I k n ew joy .
My God was wi t h m e an d every bat t le
f rom t h i s day f orward, n o m at t er i f i t
was t o m y deat h , wou ld be t o t h e g lory
of m y Eloh im an d wi t h t h e sam e passion
t h at I h ad wi t n essed of t h ose wh o h ad
in t erceded t o spare m y l i f e t h e day
bef ore I cried ou t , “T o war! ! ! ”
I spran g f orward t owards t h e h orde of
su rpri sed m in ion s of dark n ess’ s
alch em y . Th i s pi t t h at h ad served as t h ei r
h om e n ow bore t h em n o escape f rom t h e
warriors of l i t u pon f lam e t h at carved
in t o t h em wi t h a f eroci t y of wi l l bey on d
an y t h ey h ad ever wi t n essed bef ore in
t h e h eart s of m an k in d.
Con st ern at ion ran g ou t an d t h ei r
og eri sh g ru n t s t o bleat in g voices
pu n ct u at ed by ag on iz ed h i sses sou n ded
lou d as t h e m u l t i t u de g at h ered was
bu rn ed by Heaven sen t f u ry . Th e t im e of
m an was su pposed t o be al l bu t over! I n
t h ei r wick ed con sciou sn ess’ s t h ey cou ld
n ot bel ieve wh at t h ei r ey es or sen ses
were t el l in g t h em t o t h e con t rary .
Wh ere h ad t h i s rem n an t of t h e old
Creat or seek ers com e f rom ? Th ei r
an swers rem ain ed h idden t o t h em as t h ey
f el l ben eat h carvin g blades of f lam e t h at
swu n g wi t h sk i l l f u l aban don t h at was
u n m at ch ed in sk i l l or passion by an y of
t h e creat u res pressed back ag ain st t h e
wal l s of wh at was t o becom e t h ei r own
cem et ery .
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Sweat dribbled down m y ch eek s an d
squ in t in g I peered abou t t h e g ory carn ag e
of t h i s place t h at n o lon g er bore t h e
presen ce of t h e twi st ed l i f ef orm s
corru pt ed apart f rom t h e h ig h er orders of
creat ion . T u rn in g abou t I beh eld
Raf arg an st an din g n earby .
He st ood on t h ree paws as blood ran
f reely f rom t h e f ou rt h . Th at said t h e f i re
of h i s ey es was t h at of a warrior , sat ed
in t h e k n owledg e t h at a g reat vict ory h ad
been ach ieved.
I sh ared wi t h h im in t h e m om en t , bu t
on ly f or a secon d as su dden ly t h e wal l s
of t h e st on y pi t beg an t o sh ak e violen t ly
an d debri s beg an t o rain down u pon t h e
twi st ed bodies of t h e f al len . My ey es
t ook in t h e st on e st ai rs t o t h e f ar side of
t h e pi t an d poin t in g wi t h a sword I cried
ou t h oarsely , “Th i s way ! ”
Th e ot h ers of t h ose wh o h ad dared al l
t o f ol low m e t o t h i s pi t h eaded f ast f or
t h e st ai rs. Bot h worn of body an d spi ri t I
f ol lowed alon g beh in d t h em .
Great bou lders beg an crash in g down
an d t h e st ai rs t h em selves beg an crack in g
u p. Th in g s didn ’t look g ood an d I was on
t h e verg e of despai rin g wh en su dden ly
t h e st ai rs st i l led in t h ei r t rem bl in g t o a
sig n i f ican t deg ree.
My ey es t ook in t h e sig h t of t h e cau se
f or t h at as I beh eld t h e root s of t rees al l
alon g t h e rim m ak in g a con cert ed ef f ort
t o h old t h e st on es t og et h er n ear t h e
st ai rway even as t h e rest of t h e pi t was
becom in g qu ick ly u n recog n iz able as t h e
f orest above caved in t o i t .
“U p t h em ! ” I cried in a reju ven at ed
spi ri t as I saw t h e st rain t h e t rees were
pu t t in g t h em selves u n der t o h old t h e
st ai rs t og et h er f or u s.
I was t h e last on e t o t h e st ai rs ex cept
f or Raf arg an wh o t rai led beh in d m e an d
wi t h a wi l l I su rg ed u p t h em as t h e
g ru m ble of st on e an d t h e creak of t ree
root s u n der pressu re ran g lou d in m y
ears. I reach ed a lan din g in t h e st ai rway
an d st oppin g f or a m om en t I look ed
back . Raf arg an h ad on ly m ade i t h al f as
f ar as I h ad an d n ot icin g t h at I h ad
st opped h e roared, “Go! ”
Th at ’ s sim ply was n ot t h e way of i t . I
sh eat h ed bot h m y swords in t o scabbards
t h at I h adn ’t n ot iced u n t i l n ow an d t h en I
ran back down t h e st ai rs t h at were
beg in n in g t o h eave u p an d down ag ain as
t h e t ree root s lost t h ei r bat t le in h oldin g
t h em st eady .
Raf arg an , look in g drain ed of l i f e,
m u st ered u p a g rowl at m y appearan ce
by h i s side t h at was h al f h eart ed at best .
He was a big beast . Fu l ly m y siz e an d a
f u l l h al f m ore an d y et I didn ’t care as I
seiz ed ah old of clu m ps of h i s black f u r
an d l i f t ed wi t h t h e st ren g t h of a m an y et
u n t est ed t o t h e ex t rem e l im i t s of h i s
en du ran ce.
“No m ast er! ” He g ru m bled worriedly
as I l i f t ed wi t h a h eart t o do t h e
im possible. As h i s m assive bel ly
cleared over m y h elm et ed h ead an d h e
set t led h eavi ly u pon m y sh ou lders I
st art ed u p t h e st ai rs wi t h a h eart t h at f el t
on t h e verg e of bu rst in g becau se of t h e
ex ert ion dem an ded of i t .
My lu n g s h ad n o ai r an d h e was f ar
t oo h eavy t o reason ably carry u p su ch a
st eep st ai rcase, bu t I didn ’t care. As lon g
as i t was in m y power t o do som et h in g
abou t i t n o on e was ever g oin g t o be lef t
beh in d ag ain . Th at said I k n ew i t wasn ’t
l ik ely t h at m y dedicat ion t o su ch a n oble
ideal wou ld be t h at lon g in t h e g ran d
sch em e of t h in g s as we sim ply weren ’t
g oin g t o g et u p t h ese cru m bl in g st ai rs in
t im e.
Han ds seiz ed a h old of bot h m e an d
Raf arg an an d in di sm ay I real iz ed h ow
close we su dden ly were t o t h e t op of t h e
st ai rway . Wh ere t h e t im e h ad g on e I
didn ’t k n ow as i t f el t l ik e I h ad been in
t h e ef f ort t o cl im b bu t a f ew st eps f or
over an h ou r .
I n a daz e I st u m bled alon g wi t h t h e
f orcef u l t u g s of t h e ot h ers u pon m e an d
wi t h a g ru m bl in g ru m ble I h eard t h e
st on es of t h e st ai rway f al l of f in t o t h e
aby ss beh in d m e as I an d t h ose wi t h m e
t u m bled f orward in t o t h e f orest
u n derst ory . Th e dest ru ct ion of t h e pi t
con t in u ed, bu t I was lost t o i t as I f el l t o
t h e f orest f loor spi l l in g Raf arg an f rom
of f m y sh ou lders in t h e process.
* * * * * * *
My h eart h u rt . Every t h in g h u rt !
Han ds pu l led at m e an d I was f l ipped
over on t o m y back . Bl in k in g I open ed m y
ey es as I f el t m y h ead com e t o rest on
som et h in g sof t er t h an t h e rig idn ess of t h e
f orest f loor .
I st ared u pward in t o t h e g reen ey es of
on e of t h ose f ew wh o h ad ch osen t o
com e wi t h m e. Her h elm et ed vi sor
obscu red m u ch of h er f ace f rom m e, bu t
I ’d al ready seen en ou g h .
Sh e was beau t i f u l an d som et h in g
abou t h er cal led t o m e wi t h a f in al i t y
bey on d sim ple at t ract ion an d y et m y
h eaven ly pu rposed t ask in l i f e was su ch
as t o n ot al low m e t h e desi res of a m an
in an y n orm al span of an era. I h ad a
prescribed jou rn ey of con f l ict ah ead of
m e an d t h e look of carin g sof t n ess
ref lect ed in t h ose ey es down u pon m e
was very h ard t o f ig h t ag ain st .
Mu m bl in g as I pan t ed f or breat h I
wh i spered ou t n ot real ly m ak in g an y
sen se, “I h ave t o f ig h t . Not h in g el se
m at t ers rig h t n ow.”
Her vi sored h ead n odded an d in a
h u sk y sou n din g voice I in st an t ly f el t
st i rred by sh e wh i spered, “I k n ow. I can
wai t .”
I bl in k ed. W ai t ? How lon g wou ld t h at
be?
I didn ’t k n ow. Al l I k n ew in t h i s
m om en t was h ow m u ch I n eeded rest an d
t h e cu sh ion of h er lap ben eat h m y h ead
h ad a com f ort t o i t bey on d m y abi l i t y t o
f ig h t an d I closed m y ey es g ivin g u p t h e
abi l i t y t o rem ain object ive. Ey es closed
wi t h u n con sciou sn ess closin g in I ask ed,
“Wh at ’ s y ou r n am e?”
“Jaf in a, m y L ieg e.”
Sh ak in g m y h ead I m u t t ered, “I ’m n o
lord.”
I didn ’t see h er sh ak e h er h ead n o t o
m y st at em en t or h ear h er say , “I n t h e en d
ou r people h ave t h e leader we alway s
n eeded. Wh y i s i t t h at y ou h ave com e so
lat e t o u s, wh en we are n o m ore a
n at ion ?”
Raf arg an lay in g n ot t oo f ar away lef t
of f l ick in g at h i s in ju red paw an d said,
“He i s wh o h e i s an d h e i s becau se h e
i s.”
Jaf in a look ed u p in t h e spi ri t of
con st ern at ion at t h e larg e cat ’ s words.
Raf arg an sm i led an d said, “I n t h e f orest
we h ave a say in g . I t g oes l ik e t h i s,
‘Every n u t com es f rom a t ree, bu t wh ere
did t h e acorn f i rst g row, i f n ot appoin t ed
by t h e Mast er of T im e t o do so.”
Jaf in a wh i spered t h rou g h t h e g aps in
h er h elm , “I don ’t u n derst an d wh at y ou
m ean by t h at .”
Raf arg an ru ef u l ly said by way of
f u rt h er ex plan at ion , “Every f orest st art s
ou t sm al l so wh y worry abou t h ow f ew
of y ou rem ain ? I f i t i s m ean t f or y ou r
people t o l ive t h en t h ey wi l l m u ch t h e
sam e as a f orest sprin g in g f ort h f rom a
f ew ran dom ly placed n u t s t h at su rvived
t h rou g h ch an ce an d ci rcu m st an ce t o
becom e a f orest su ch as y ou see arou n d
y ou . Th ere i s n o poin t in worry in g abou t
n u m bers as an y g reat en deavor f i rst
beg in s wi t h bu t a f ew.”
Jaf in a look ed away an d rem ain ed
si len t as sh e g az ed back down at t h e
warrior wh ose h ead lay rest in g h eavi ly
on h er lap. Raf arg an observin g t h e two
k ept si len t u pon i ssu in g f ort h an y f u rt h er
rem ark s bu t t h at said h e cou ldn ’t h elp
bu t let a ru f f led sm i le pert u rb across h i s
l ips as h e con t em plat ed on t h e real i t y
t h at i t t ook two t rees t o m ak e a n u t .
Raf arg an look ed away an d wi t h
in t erest t ook in t h e sig h t of t h e debri s
st rewn pi t slowly f i l l in g u p wi t h wat er
f rom a st ream on ce rerou t ed by an og re.
Th e ch an g es wreck ed u pon t h e f orest
were beg in n in g t o be wiped away on e
by on e.
I t was a g ood t im e t o be al ive. A
dan g erou s t im e, bu t a g ood t im e f or
t h ose wh o rem em bered t h e old way s.
Th e f i rst way s.
Raf arg an look ed abou t t h e clearin g
f orm ed ben eat h a m assive ash t ree. Al l
m em bers of t h e ban d of eig h t ot h er t h an
Jaf in a were bat t l in g t o st ay awak e an d
ru m bl in g ou t sof t ly Raf arg an said,
“Sleep wel l y ou n g warriors, as f or on ce
t h ere i s l i t t le t o f ear in t h i s part of t h e
f orest as n ig h t f al l s u pon t h e lan d.”
Th e ash t ree, revealed i t sel f as a
t reebeast , wh om Raf arg an k n ew by t h e
n am e of Sost in a, breat h ed ou t a rel ieved
sig h in ech o t o h i s st at em en t , “T i s so. T i s
so. Bu t i f t h ere be an y dan g er I ’l l be a
deal in g wi t h i t ! Sleep n ow an d I ’l l k eep
t h e wat ch even as by t h e g race of t h e
Alm ig h t y above I n o lon g er h ave t o see
t h e evi l of t h at pi t persi st on e day lon g er
t h an I al ready h ave t h ese m an y lon g
y ears.”
Raf arg an let h i s h ead rest down u pon
h i s u n in ju red paw an d h i s sides breat h ed
ou t even ly in a peacef u l m u ch -n eeded
slu m ber as h e t ook t h e t reebeast ’ s word
wi t h con f iden ce t h at sh e wou ld do wh at
sh e h ad said.
Sost in a’ s g racef u l ly sm oot h bark ed
f eat u res locat ed h ig h er u p t h e len g t h of
t h e t ree creased in t o a bi t t er sweet sm i le
as sh e g az ed down u pon t h e warrior t h at
h ad beg u n t o g alvan iz e a f orest lon g
asleep on ce m ore in t o act ion . Sof t ly sh e
said t ak in g care t h at h er words were n ot
lou d en ou g h t o rou se t h e sleepin g jag u ar ,
“Y ou did wel l Th om an al in . A y e, y a did.”
Sh e t u rn ed h er ey es t o look abou t as
n ig h t f el l u pon t h e f orest .
I n t h e di st an ce t h e sk y ocean ’ s f el l an d
y et t h e si len ce of t h e f orest was n o m ore
as creat u res lon g t rain ed t o be si len t
n ow t im idly spok e ou t t h ei r son g s as
t h ey on ce h ad lon g ag o bef ore t h e
twi st in g of al l t h at was g ood h ad
occu rred. Em ot ion al ly Sost in a soak ed in
t h e sou n ds of wh at t ru ly was f reedom on
t h e ri se.
Freedom cam e at a cost t h ou g h an d f or
t h i s on e n ig h t Sost in a was g rat ef u l t o
st an d g u ard over t h e l ives cal led t o a
h ig h er pu rpose t h at slu m bered ben eat h
h er t ru st in g ly . T on ig h t t h ey wou ld be
saf e, bu t wh at abou t t h e ot h er n ig h t s?
How cou ld so f ew overt u rn t h e
leg ion s of dark n ess t h at ex i st ed
ex pan sively across t h i s f orest let alon e
t h e lan ds bey on d i t ? I t was a t al l order t o
be su re, bu t g lan cin g at t h e n ewly f orm ed
lak e n earby sh e ack n owledg ed on ly t oo
clearly t h at t h e im possible h ad al ready
been ach ieved on ce t oday . Perh aps i t
cou ld be ach ieved ag ain .
A y e, sh e h oped so. I t was g ood t o
dream ag ain .
Chapter Si x
Whispering Leaves
Th r e e Mon th s Late r
Th e g rou n d of t h i s m arsh y wet lan d
depressed ben eat h every f oot f al l I m ade
u pon i t . Th ere were bu t a f ew t rees h ere
an d t h ere t h at h ad m an ag ed t o su rvive
wi t h in t h e bog as every t h in g el se was
ch ok ed ou t by t h e m assive g rasses t h at
g rew u p over m y h ead by t h e span of
an ot h er m an ’ s h eig h t st i l l .
I t was dark , bu t even as n o sk y ocean
f el l u pon t h i s di st an t corn er of t h e
savan n a t h e g rasses st i l l g lowed dim ly
en ou g h by wh ich t o see by . Mi st s rose
h eavi ly al l abou t m e an d I f ou n d m y sel f
despai rin g of t h e pu rpose t h at h ad driven
m e t o com e t o t h i s f orebodin g h au n t t h at
n ot even t h e dark on es cared t o l in g er in ,
as i t was sim ply ju st t oo u n predict able.
Th ese m arsh lan ds lay in g of f t o t h e on e
side of t h e in lan d savan n a were a n o
m an ’ s lan d between t h e f orest an d t h e
g rass wh ere on ly t h e bravest of creat u res
dared t o roam . Th e m arsh es cou ld open
u p an d swal low on e wh ole in t h e bl in k
of an ey e or worse y et , cat ch ex plosively
on t o f i re as g asses, f orm ed f rom rot t in g
veg et at ion , eru pt ed.
Th e swam plan ds cou ld bu rn down in
a day an d y et , wi t h t h e passag e of a f ew
day s t h e n ew g rass wou ld al ready h ave
ri sen several f eet in t o t h e ai r on ce m ore
obscu rin g wh at lay wi t h in i t s dam p
en closu re. Ru m or h ad i t t h at wh at lay
reclu sed wi t h in t h ese m arsh es was
wort h t h e ri sk I t ook t o com e h ere.
Th at said m y h ope was dim m in g even
as I con t em plat ed on t h e u n l ik ely real i t y
of bein g able t o f in d m y way ou t of h ere.
My h an d reach ed ou t an d I f el t at a
brok en read of g rass. I t was a f resh
break .
I n t h e dim l ig h t I look ed down an d t h e
sog g y g rou n d g ave eviden ce t o t h e f act
t h at som et h in g larg e an d h eavy h ad com e
t h i s way . I k n el t down an d f el t t h e
g rou n d. W i t h eag ern ess m y f in g ers
t raced t h e ou t l in e wi t h in t h e st ick y m u d
t h at t h e creat u re’ s h oof h ad m ade.
Ri sin g I h eaded t o t h e rig h t as t h i s
was t h e way t h e t rack s led. I m oved as
swi f t ly as I cou ld as I h ad n o wi sh t o be
f ou n d in t h i s m arsh by day s f i rst l ig h t .
Th e in sect s were t ru ly a f orce t o be deal t
wi t h let alon e h ow u n bearable t h e h eat
of day wou ld m ak e t h e sm el l brou g h t on
by t h e decay of every t h in g on ce l ivin g
n ow lef t t o rot wi t h in t h e st ag n an t pon ds
of wat er si t u at ed al l abou t .
Th e m u ddy t rack I f ol lowed su dden ly
rose u n ex pect edly t o h ig h er g rou n d.
Bef ore lon g I was on a pat h . No on e,
in clu din g t h e oldest of t h e t reebeast s,
h ad m en t ion ed an y t h in g abou t t h ere
bein g pat h s wi t h in t h i s place of pressed
on despon den cy .
I m ade m u ch f ast er t im e as I ran alon g
t h e pat h t h at n ow bore t h e t rack s of
several beast s an d n ot ju st t h e on e t h at I
h ad f ol lowed t o t h i s h idden corridor
t h rou g h t h e g rasses. I n wardly I rejoiced
as t h e eviden ce of m ore an d m ore t raf f ic
wi t h in t h i s realm of t al l reeds an d
st an din g wat er becam e eviden ced.
Su dden ly , m y jou rn ey h ere was a
su ccess, even i f I cam e away em pt y
h an ded. Th e leg en dary Horses of
Z avorra h ad m an ag ed t o f in d a way t o
su rvive.
Th ey were n o ordin ary h orses. I n deed
t h ey were t h e f i rst h orses f rom wh ich al l
ot h er h orses h ad been si red t h at
popu lat ed t h e len g t h an d breadt h of t h e
seven lan ds. U n l ik e t h ei r of f sprin g
t h ou g h , t h ey h ad n ot lost t h ei r abi l i t y t o
speak in an u n derst an dable t on g u e, at
least t h at was t h e ru m or . T im e wou ld t el l
h opef u l ly soon en ou g h wh et h er t h at st i l l
was t h e case.
Perh aps of al l t h e obst acles presen t ed
in t h e t ak in g back of t h e f orest t h e m ost
f orm idable on e rem ain ed f i rm ly
st at ion ed wi t h in savan n as of t h i s en d of
t h e f orest wh ere t h e sk y ocean s did n ot
f al l u pon . On ce t h ey h ad, bu t t h rou g h
sorcery an d a twi st in g of t h e ai r t h e
ocean s of t h e sk y , n o lon g er cam e t h i s f ar
ou t in t o t h e g rasslan ds.
Few creat u res dared t o com e ou t in t o
t h e h eart of t h e savan n a, as ou t h ere t h ere
was n o cover f rom t h e f oe wh o h ad
m ade i t t h ei r h om e t o t h e ex clu sivi t y of
al l ot h ers. A f oe t h at ran as f ast as t h e
f leet est of m y f at h er ’ s h orses an d y et
possessed al l t h e cu n n in g of a m an .
T ru ly , two h ad becom e m elded in t o
on e in an act of sh eer depravi t y bey on d
t h e m oral s of al l t h at sh ou ld ever be. Th e
Cen t au rs of Arg an t h eu m , h y brid
con st ru ct s of bot h h orse an d m an , wh ere
t h e m ost f orm idable f oe t h at rem ain ed
wi t h in t h e f orest t h at wi t h an awak en in g
z eal was cast in g of f t h e vest ig es of t im e
an d claim in g back al l t h e g oodn ess of
t h e way s t h at h ad on ce been .
Fal len m en an d t h e twi st ed creat ion s
of t h e f al len an g el s al ik e were f leein g
t h e f orest lef t an d rig h t , as su dden ly t h e
f orest was becom in g a m ore u n su re
real i t y f or t h em t h an t h ey h ad m ade i t f or
al l h ig h order peaceable dwel l in g
an im al s. Th e ren ewal of t h i s seven t h
lan d, g reat er in h on or I n ow f el t t h an al l
t h e ot h ers, was h eld in ch eck by t h i s on e
f in al h oldou t of evi l t h at ex i st ed wi t h in
t h e very h eart of t h e f orest .
I wou ld n ot rest u n t i l i t t oo was
st am ped ou t . Th at was wh y I was h ere.
I slowed m y pace as I f el t t h e
presen ce of som et h in g ot h er t h an m y sel f
wi t h in t h e cloi st ered vest ig es of t h i s
g rassed over ju n g le of reads an d rot t in g
veg et at ion . I h ad brou g h t n o weapon
wi t h m e f or i f t h e ru m ors were t ru e i t
wou ld h ave served m e n o g ood an d
above al l I did n ot wi sh t o of f en d t h e
m ag n i f icen t creat u res t h at l in g ered on
h ere in t h i s m arsh y place of lost dream s.
Th e cen t au rs, i t was ru m ored, f eared
t h e cru sh in g h ooves of t h e Z avorran s
m ore t h an an y t h in g el se, as t h e cen t au rs
in t h e ey es of t h e f i rst h orses were t h e
worst of al l possible abom in at ion s. I t
h ad been f rom t h ei r own st ock t h at t h e
cen t au rs h ad f i rst been creat ed f rom .
I n t h e desi re t o cru sh al l of t h e pu ri t y
of t h e orig in al orders a lon g t im e ag o t h e
Horses of Z avorra were deceived by
several of t h e f al len an g el ic h ost .
I m pri son ed, ag ain st t h ei r wi l l , t h e m ares
h ad been bred wi t h t h e seed of m an an d
t h rou g h g reat sorcery t h e seed h ad t ak en
h old an d i t s of f sprin g h ad been t h e
cen t au rs.
W orst of al l , t h ose sam e m ares h ad
been cajoled by t h ei r n ew m ast ers t o
con t in u e in service t o t h em an d i t was in
t h ose day s t h at al l t h e capt u red h erds of
t h e Horses of Z avorra h ad lost t h ei r
voices an d becom e as seem in g ly
u n m in df u l of com preh en sion as m an y of
t h e dom est icat ed an im al s of t h e seven
lan ds were t oday .
U pon h avin g a g reat deg ree of t h ei r
specialn ess en dowed u pon t h em by t h ei r
Creat or st olen f rom t h em , t h ey h ad been
h erded f rom t h ei r in n er f orest paradi se
t o serve t h e n eeds of m en t h e world
wide in bot h in du st ry an d war . Th e
cen t au rs h owever h ad rem ain ed.
Th ey were an el i t e f orce wi t h in t h e
arm ies of dark n ess as t h ey h ad spru n g
f ort h f rom on e of t h e h ig h est h on ored
creat ion s of al l an d m an k in d i t sel f . I t
was h eavi ly ru m ored t h at t h ose Horses
of Z avorra t h at rem ain ed h at ed t h e
cen t au rs wi t h a con su m in g ven g ean ce
t h at drove t h em m ad wi t h t h e lu st t o k i l l
t h em .
I t was f or t h i s reason t h at t h e cen t au rs
h u n t ed t h e h orses f rom wh ich t h ei r own
orig in h ad com e f rom down t h rou g h t h e
m an y y ears u n t i l t h e poin t of ex t in ct ion
h ad been reach ed m an y y ears ag o. No
h orse of t h e f i rst -order of h orses t h at h ad
n ot al lowed t h em selves t o be pol lu t ed
by t h e act ion s of f al len m en or t h e
cajol in g prom i ses of devi l s in di sg u i se
was saf e u pon t h e savan n a.
Th e cen t au rs set t raps f or t h em an d as
t h e cen t au rs were t ru ly cu n n in g
oppon en t s, m an y of t h e su rvivin g h erds
h ad van i sh ed over t h e y ears u n t i l i t was
ru m ored t h at on ly on e bu n ch rem ain ed.
Th i s in t erm ediary lan d of m arsh an d bog
was t h e last h oldou t of t h e Horses of
Z avorra an d wi t h a si len t h u sh t o t h e
n ig h t I st epped ou t in t o a st am ped down
spot t h at was qu i t e st u rdy an d n ot m arsh y
at al l .
Al l arou n d m e t h e t al l g rasses of t h e
m arsh rose u p sh arply t o between 10 an d
14 f eet h ig h . Th ei r cast -of f g low on ly
i l lu m in at ed t h e scen e dim ly , wh i le h eavy
m i st s en sh rou ded every t h in g el se.
I walk ed st eadi ly f orward in t o t h e
space u n t i l a voice di rect ly f rom beh in d
m e ru m bled ou t deeply , “T el l m e, m an ,
wh y h ave y ou com e h ere, t o m y
dom ain ?”
Gripped t en sely by t h e st ress of bein g
bot h su rpri sed an d t h e sel f ack n owledg m en t of t h e deep peri l t h at I
was in , I t u rn ed slowly arou n d an d let
m y ey es t ak e in t h e m ost resplen den t ly
proport ion ed st al l ion t h at I h ad ever laid
ey es on . He reg arded m e f rom a di st an ce
of n ot twen t y f ive f eet away across t h e
clearin g wi t h a t ossed m an e of ven g ef u l
creden ce t h at said m y t im e was sh ort .
Spreadin g m y h an ds ou t f rom m y
u n arm ored sides I said as I k ept m y h ead
lowered def eren t ial ly in respect t o t h i s
leg en d of a creat u re, “I am u n arm ed. I
m ean y ou n o h arm .”
Th e st al l ion rag ed ou t savag ely , “Man
n eeds n o weapon s, save words alon e! ”
W i t h on e awf u l bou n d f orward h e
su rg ed di rect ly t oward m e an d I closed
m y ey es. Th ere was n owh ere t o ru n t o or
an y way possible of def en din g m y sel f
f rom t h i s creat u re, even i f I ’d h ad a
sword f or t ru ly t h e passion of t h i s
st al l ion was su ch t h at h e wou ld h ave
im paled h im sel f u pon m y blade in order
t o sim ply cru sh t h e l i f e ou t of m e.
Th e cru sh in g im pact of t h e st al l ion
in t o m e n ever h appen ed as wi t h a dan ce
of cat l ik e g race h e spu n away f rom m e
leavin g on ly t h e im pact of ch u rn ed u p
sod clu m ps t o pin g of f of m e. Slowly I
open ed m y ey es t o beh old t h e m assive
st al l ion pacin g in a ci rcle arou n d m e.
He spok e, “So, a m an wi t h cou rag e or
perh aps at least on e wi t h a h ig h er ideal
t h an sim ply f eedin g h im sel f an d
breedin g . A rari t y t h ese day s t o be su re.
I ’l l h u m or y ou a l i t t le wh i le lon g er . Wh y
are y ou h ere?”
He st opped t o reg ard m e solem n ly
wi t h a look of wi sdom g oin g f ort h f rom
h i s ey es t h at bespok e m ore in volu m e
t h an I h ad seen in t h e ey es of m ost m en
an d I said, “Y ou k n ow wh y .”
He t ossed h i s h ead im pat ien t ly an d I
con t in u ed wi t h , “Wh at m an in h i s rig h t
m in d wou ld ven t u re in t o a place l ik e t h i s
in t h e dark of t h e n ig h t i f I was n ot in
desperat e n eed of som et h in g . Y ou h ave
ears an d I k n ow t h at y ou m u st h ave
n ot iced t h e ch an g es t ak in g place in t h e
f orest as of lat e.”
He look ed away an d said, “T ru ly t h e
leaves h ave ears an d a wi l l in g n ess t o
g ossip, T arik . Wh at y ou do i s n oble, bu t
y ou h ave n ot h in g y ou can of f er m e. St i l l
i t h as been en cou rag in g t o see t h at
cou rag e an d t ru t h f u ln ess of ch aract er are
y et t o be f ou n d in t h e h eart s of m an ,
t h ou g h y ou be f ewer in n u m ber t h an m y
own k in d. Go n ow, as i t i s as I f eared
t h at y ou h ave com e h ere wi t h n ot h in g t o
of f er ot h er t h an t h e prom i se of a
cen t au r ’ s spear t h rou g h t h e f lan k . I am
n ot ready y et t o be so f ool i sh as t o h ope
t h at t h ere i s an y f u t u re in h avin g h ope
t h at t h in g s wi l l ever g et bet t er .”
W i t h a bou n din g leap h e was g on e an d
f or several solem n m om en t s t h at
st ret ch ed on in t o m in u t es seem in g ly
wi t h ou t en d I st ood t h ere as t h e sou n ds
of t h e st al l ion ’ s passag e t h rou g h t h e
m arsh g rew dim m er an d dim m er t o t h e
ear . I h ad n ot ex pect ed t h i s.
Som eh ow I h ad ex pect ed t o com e
away wi t h m ore. W e h ad l i t t le en ou g h
ch an ce as i t was ag ain st t h e cen t au rs in
t h ei r g rasslan d h abi t at an d n ow wi t h ou t
t h e opt ion of f ieldin g ou r own caval ry
we h ad n o h ope at al l !
I look ed h eaven ward as m y despai r in
t h e m om en t t ook f u l l h old of m e an d
seem ed t o bl in d m e t o t h e real i t y of h ow
m u ch of t h e seem in g ly im possible t h at
h ad al ready occu rred. Bl in k in g I clu n g t o
t h e scat t ered t est am en t s of f ai t h h ard
won over t h e past t h ree m on t h s an d
reaf f i rm ed t h em wi t h in m y sou l as a
sou rce of st ren g t h t o g o on in bel ief wi t h .
“Not by m ig h t , bu t by t h e Spi ri t of
Eloah wi l l t h e f ig h t be won .” I n odded in
af f i rm at ion of t h at st at ed t ru t h an d
pressed f orward in t h e di rect ion t h at I
h oped wou ld t ak e m e clear of t h e
m arsh es.
W e wou ld ju st h ave t o do wi t h ou t t h e
h orses as h ard as t h at was t o
con t em plat e doin g . I f i t was Eloah ’ s wi l l
f or u s t o su cceed we wou ld an d i f n ot
t h en we wou ld m ak e a t ast y st ew f or
day s t o com e in t h e cook pot s of ou r
en em ies.
* * * * * * *
I t was m idday by t h e t im e I m an ag ed
t o weari ly pu l l f ree of t h e m arsh es an d
g ain t h e f i rm er g rou n d of t h e savan n a. I
wou ld h ave t o m ove st eal t h i ly f rom h ere
on as t h e cen t au rs k ept a st eady pat rol of
t h i s qu adran t of t h e savan n a an d u n arm ed
as I was I wou ld be a m eal f or t h em
bef ore I k n ew i t .
Al l t h at in m in d, I ju m ped com plet ely
st art led, as I rou n ded an ou t f lu n g clu m p
of t al l m arsh g rass in vadin g in t o t h e
savan n a t o beh old t h e black beast of m y
lat e-n ig h t en cou n t er of t h e n ig h t bef ore.
He st ood g az in g ou t at t h e dry open
g rasslan ds bef ore u s wi t h a wi st f u ln ess
t h at was t ru ly h eart ren din g t o beh old.
I t u rn ed m y g az e f rom h im t o look at
t h e g rass st ret ch in g ou t bef ore u s an d
t ried t o im ag in e h ow awf u l i t m u st be t o
be a h orse dest in ed t o ru le su ch a plain
of g rass an d y et be perm an en t ly cooped
u p wi t h in a st in k in g m u sh pi t of
in sect icidal h orror as wh at lay beh in d
u s. I sh ook m y h ead at t h e im ag ery of
wh at t ort u re t h at m u st be, especial ly f or
t h e Horses of Z avorra as i t was ru m ored
t h at t h ey were ex t rem ely lon g -l ived.
“Y ou do wel l t o em pat h iz e wi t h m y
si t u at ion . Em pat h y i s an of t en
overlook ed qu al i t y in a leader . I t g et s
t h rown ou t t oo m u ch as seem in g ly a t h in g
of weak n ess, bu t in real i t y al l t h e best
g en eral s h ave alway s h ad i t , as h ow el se
do y ou g et in t o t h e m in d of y ou r
oppon en t , bu t by im ag in in g ex act ly h ow
h e i s viewin g t h e si t u at ion .”
Th e way h e spok e in t erm s of
ref lect ive qu al i t y bespok e of ex perien ce
in t h e m at t er . Ju st h ow old was h e?
He look ed m e di rect ly in t h e ey e an d
said, “My ag e m at t ers n ot , al l t h at
m at t ers i s t h at t h e rag e of in ju st icen ess
st i l l l ies l ik e f i re in m y h eart as f rom t h e
t im e of bein g a y ou n g col t I wi t n essed
m y m ot h er ru n t h rou g h by a cen t au r ’ s
lan ce, on ly t o add t o t h at al l t h at I h ave
seen sin ce t h en . My words of last n ig h t
were f or t h e leaves of t h e swam p t rees
t o h ear as n o dou bt t h ey h ave t old t h ere
st ory t o ot h ers sin ce t h en , bu t t h ere are
n o leaves t o l i st en h ere T arik so n ow y ou
see t h e valu e of play in g t h e m in d of y ou r
oppon en t , correct ?”
Speak in g sof t ly I said, “I see t h e
wi sdom t h at h as preserved t h e m em bers
of y ou r k in d u p t i l l n ow an d I am
h u m bled becau se I h ave m u ch t o learn .”
“Ah h , bu t at least y ou ’re wi l l in g t o
learn . Th at T arik , i s h al f t h e bat t le in an d
of i t sel f . Now m ark m y words y ou n g
warrior of t h e Most Hig h , t h at i f t h ere i s
t o be a bat t le u pon t h ese plain s t h en
su rely we wi l l t ak e part in i t , as y et f i re
rem ain s wi t h in u s t o st rive ag ain st al l
t h at h as corru pt ed wh at on ce was ou r
dom ain t h at we ru led over wi t h m ajest y
g i f t ed t o u s f rom on h ig h . As t o an y m ore
det ai l I wi l l n ot say as i t i s best f or t h e
plan s of an y bat t le t o be f ew an d sim ple
an d above al l t alk ed abou t as l i t t le as
possible, bu t k n ow t h at we wi l l be t h ere
t o t ak e part in i t .”
I st ared in t o t h e st al l ion ’ s ey es an d f or
a m om en t t h ere was st i l ln ess an d t h en h e
sh i f t ed away t o h ead on ce m ore f or t h e
m arsh es t h at af f orded t h em cover f rom
t h ei r n em esi s of t h e day . I did n ot l ik e
t h e in depen den ce t h e st al l ion in si st ed on
h avin g , bu t i t was bey on d m y power t o
m ak e h im do an y t h in g so I st ay ed si len t
an d lef t al l m y qu est ion s u n ask ed as I
t ook com f ort in t h e f act t h at t h e odds
were n ow a lot m ore in ou r f avor , bu t
t h en wh o was t ak in g odds t o beg in wi t h .
I n t h e g ran d sch em e of t h in g s I k n ew t h at
lu ck h ad n ot h in g t o do wi t h ou r
su ccesses wi t h in t h e f orest t h ese past
f ew m on t h s.
Th e ot h er ch i ldren wh o h ad been
ch an g ed in t o y ou n g adu l t s h ad com e
arou n d an d h ad f ou n d som e cou rag e t o
t ak e part in t h e en deavor m y orig in al
g rou p of seven h ad st art ed, bu t t h ey h ad
less m eri t t h an t h e seven wh o h ad leaped
in t o t h e f lam es of dest in y as i t were rig h t
alon g side of m e at t h e f i rst bat t le an d
t h u s I h ad posi t ion ed each of t h e seven
as van g u ards over t h e g rou p of t h e lat e
bloom ers u n t i l each g overn ed over
approx im at ely 50 f ig h t ers each . I t was a
sm al l arm y in deed, bu t we were win n in g
wi t h t h e h elp of ou r f orest al l ies an d t h e
g race of Eloah .
I n deed, Eloah wen t bef ore u s in
opposi t ion t o al l t h ose wh o were n ot of
Hi s creat ion an d t h ose g iven over t o t h e
way s of dark n ess. St eadi ly I was
learn in g t h at n u m bers didn ’t win t h e day ,
bu t rat h er a com bin at ion of rig h t n ess of
pu rpose an d t h e st ren g t h of t h e Spi ri t of
t h e Most Hig h .
Al l t h at said, g rave dou bt s arose
wi t h in m e wh en i t cam e t o t h e cen t au rs
an d I h at ed m y sel f f or t h e lack of f ai t h
t h at eviden ced wi t h in m e wh ere t h ey
were con cern ed. I h ad seen t h ei r
m an eu vers as t h ey wh eeled arou n d in
perf ect f orm at ion ou t u pon t h e g rass as
t h ey t em pt ed u s t o leave t h e sh el t er of
t h e f orest an d com e ou t an d f ace t h em .
Th ei r prowess wi t h weapon ry was
im m en se as were t h ei r beast ly abi l i t ies
of speed an d siz e. Th ey were sm al ler
t h an t h e Horses of Z avorra, bu t in
n u m ber t h ey added u p in t o t h e t h ou san ds.
Th e com in g bat t le wi t h t h em n eeded t o
be f ou g h t in t h e m in d su rely bef ore an y
en g ag em en t of lan d an d st eel was beg u n .
I f I were a cen t au r an d k n ew m y
n u m bers were f ar g reat er t h an m y
oppon en t h ow t h en wou ld I act on t h e
f ield of bat t le?
As I walk ed m y m in d f ou g h t over al l
t h e possibi l i t ies an d wi t h a wh i spered
pray er f or g u idan ce I beg an t o do wh at
t h e cen t au rs h ad don e t o t h e h orses f or
y ears on en d, in sh ort I beg an t o f orm t h e
basi s f or a plan t o t rap t h e cen t au rs, bu t
su rely t h ey wou ld n ot f al l f or i t an d y et
arrog an ce h as a m in d of i t s own . Al l t h at
rem ain ed was h ow on e m ig h t m assag e
t h e aspect of t h ei r arrog an ce t o be t h e
on ly t h in g t h e cen t au rs act ed ou t of in
ret al iat ion wi t h .
I n deed t h e on ly weak n ess m y en em ies
of t h e m om en t possessed t h at I cou ld lay
f i rm claim t o was arrog an ce. Arrog an ce
wi t h in t h ei r su perior n u m bers an d
t rain ed prowess in bat t le. Su rely , i f t h ere
was an y u n doin g of t h ei r st ran g leh old
u pon t h e savan n a i t m u st l ie t h ere an d t o
t h at en d I plan n ed accordin g ly , bu t m an y
qu est ion s rem ain ed.
I t was g et t in g on t oward dark bef ore I
reach ed t h e border of t h e f orest wh ere
ou r f orces lay en cam ped. Th e t reebeast s
loy al t o u s were h ere in t h i s spot in
g reat er n u m ber t h an in ot h er areas of t h e
f orest an d so t h e dark of n ig h t posed less
of a t h reat t o u s.
Th at aside we h ad plen t y of sen t ries.
I dly I let m y g az e dri f t u pward t o a lof t y
bran ch wh ere Raf arg an lou n g ed
in du lg en t ly u pon . Hi s big y el low ey es
g lowed down at m e an d h i s ears perk ed
u p as h e ru m bled ou t sof t ly , “I t ru st t h at
y ou m et wi t h su ccess?”
Sch ool in g m y voice as t o n ot reveal
t oo m u ch I said, “W el l , I f ou n d t h em , i f
t h at ’ s wh at y ou m ean . Get t in g t h em t o do
an y t h in g t h ou g h wou ld be m ore ak in t o
at t em pt in g t o k eep t h e leaves f rom
wh i sperin g .”
Raf arg an ch u ck led, h e said n ot h in g
el se an d in a way I k n ew t h at h e h ad
seen t h rou g h m y pu rposed cry pt icn ess.
L ook in g arou n d at t h e leaves of
su pposed f rien dly t rees g at h ered al l
arou n d I won dered as t o h ow m an y of
ou r privat e con versat ion s were bein g
broadcast abou t wh et h er t h rou g h
m al iciou sn ess or ju st plain g ossip. I t
was a soberin g t h ou g h t t o con sider t o be
su re.
Hon ley su dden ly appeared f rom
beside a larg e oak t ru n k . He was on e of
m y g rou p of seven an d of t h em al l h e
was t h e st ron g est save f or m e. Most
im port an t ly t h ou g h h e was ever rel iable
an d h ad been of g reat h elp t o m e in
seein g t o t h e st ru ct u rin g of t h e arm y t h at
we were am assin g .
“How g oes t h e war?” I said, k n owin g
al ready t h at t h ere h ad been n o
sk i rm i sh es t oday .
“Th e sam e.” He com m en t ed. I pat t ed
h im on t h e back an d wen t t o m ove on ,
bu t pau sed as h e ask ed, “W i l l t h ey
h elp?”
Glan cin g t o h im I g ave h im a di rect
look t h at said ot h erwi se f rom m y
com m en t of , “Hard t o say y et .”
He n odded percept ively an d g lan ced
at t h e t rees su rrou n din g u s. He
apparen t ly h ad been won derin g t h e sam e
abou t t h ei r t ru stwort h in ess.
“T el l m e, Hon ley , wh en y ou were a
boy did y ou ever h elp y ou r m ot h er
weave t h e dry g rass m at s f or t h e f loor
coverin g s?”
“Al l t h e t im e. So h ave m ost of t h e
ot h ers, wh y ?”
“W el l , I wan t y ou an d al l t h e ot h ers t o
st art weavin g on es ju st l ik e t h em ex cept
f or on e t h in g . I dly I pu l led m y on e sword
f rom i t s scabbard an d sl iced of f t h e st em
of a dead twig .
L ean in g down I pick ed u p t h e twig
t h at was t h e t h ick n ess of m y t h u m b an d
t h en som e an d beg an f ast en in g a sh arp
poin t t o t h e on e en d of i t . Sh arp poin t
com plet ed I n ow h ad a st ick of abou t 10
in ch es in len g t h . Holdin g i t ou t t o Hon ley
I said, “Harden i t in t h e f i re an d t h en
in clu de i t in t h e m at l ik e so.” I said as I
posi t ion ed t h e st ick wi t h t h e poin t ed en d
f acin g u pward t o t h e sk y .
Hon ley bl in k ed an d t h en said t o m y
con t in u in g ch ag rin , “Y es, m y L ord. W e’l l
al l g et bu sy rig h t away m ak in g t h em .
Wh ere did y ou ever com e u p wi t h su ch
an idea?”
“Som et h in g m y f at h er on ce m ade
m en t ion of . Hon ley y ou seriou sly n eed t o
st op ref errin g t o m e as a lord. I cam e
f rom t h e sam e vi l lag e t h at y ou did an d I
m ak e n o claim t o roy al t y .”
Hon ley ’ s brow sm oot h ed ou t as h e
sm i led an d said, “An d wh at el se wou ld
be bef i t t in g of ou r leader . T ru ly y ou are
a lord am on g m en . Wh i le n on e of u s h as
an y claim t o bein g of roy al blood, y ou of
al l of u s h ave been appoin t ed t o t h e
posi t ion of leader by t h e Most Hig h , n o
less, an d so i t seem s t o m e t h at respect
deem s m e in t u rn t o be respect f u l of y ou
f or t h e sig n i f ican ce t h at t h e Most Hig h
h as placed in y ou an d so I wi l l con t in u e
t o do so respect f u l ly , Si r .”
I sig h ed an d beg an t o m ove on .
Su dden h u n g er assau l t ed m e an d I st art ed
t o m ak e m en t ion of ask in g i f an y din n er
rem ain ed wh en Hon ley preem pt ed m e by
say in g , “Sh e h as i t ready f or y ou . Ju st
over t h at way .”
Not m eet in g h i s g az e I n odded an d
con t in u ed on in t h e di rect ion t h at h e h ad
poin t ed. No ex plan at ion was n eeded as
t o wh o t h e, sh e, in qu est ion was. On ly
Jaf in a t ook i t u pon h ersel f t o do t h e ex t ra
work of n ot on ly seein g t o h er own
n eeds, bu t of t en t o m y own as wel l . I
appreciat ed h er g reat ly f or i t as I h ad t h e
t en den cy t o f org et wh at I n eeded in f avor
of accom pl i sh in g m ore in t h e larg er
pict u re of t h in g s an d y et I f el t g u i l t y of
t h e ex t ra ef f ort sh e pu t ou t on beh al f of
m e.
I st epped in t o t h e welcom in g blaz e of
t h e sm al l f i re an d set down beside i t . I
reach ed ou t an d pick ed u p t h e
t h ou g h t f u l ly prepared m eal set n ear
en ou g h t o t h e f i re as t o st ay warm , bu t
n ot g et t oo h ot as t o bu rn .
I t ook a bi t e of t h e f ood an d wi t h
appreciat ion g lan ced over t o wh ere
Jaf in a lay back ag ain st a t ree t ru n k
asleep. As i f on cu e h er g reen h u ed ey es
open ed t o st are at m e en ig m at ical ly .
Of al l m y f el low warriors sh e was t h e
m ost let h al . I n a way I dou bt ed i f sh e h ad
ever even been asleep. Sh e was alway s
seem in g ly ready an d as f or an al ly an d
con f idan t I cou ld ask f or n o bet t er .
More t h an t h at , I cou ld n ot wi sh f or
an y deeper relat ion sh ip wi t h h er in t h e
h ere an d n ow an d t h an k f u l ly sh e did n ot
requ i re i t of m e, bu t in st ead sh e
rem ain ed open an d ever h elpf u l as i f sh e
l ived t o be of service t o m e. Sh e ask ed
n o qu est ion s as t o h ow t h e m eet in g wi t h
t h e h orses h ad g on e, in st ead sh e let m e
eat an d I f el t m y sel f relax in g m ore an d
m ore by t h e m om en t .
Th e prepared bed of blan k et s
su dden ly look ed very g ood, bu t I f orced
m y sel f t o f in i sh t h e f ood, wh ich real ly
wasn ’t al l t h at h ard t o do. Jaf in a spok e,
“Wh en do we f ig h t t h e h orse devi l s?”
Horse devi l s was t h e com m on n am e
f or cen t au rs, especial ly by wom en as t h e
lu st s of t h e cen t au rs were wel l k n own
f rom t h e f ables t h at we h ad al l been
t au g h t of as ch i ldren . Cen t au rs sou g h t t o
copu lat e wi t h an y t h in g t h ey cou ld g et
t h ei r h an ds on , bu t h u m an wom en
especial ly .
Su ch an act of best ial i t y of t en resu l t ed
in t h e deat h of t h e wom an in t h e worst
way possible. L on g h ad t h e leg en ds been
t old of t h e f abled h orsem en as m y t h ical
bog ey m an t h at carried away g i rl s t h at
didn ’t beh ave. Non e of t h ose st ories h ad
ever been real ly al l t h at seriou sly t ak en ,
u n t i l we h ad com e h ere t o t h i s f orest
on ly t o learn t h at su ch creat u res st i l l
ex i st ed.
I g lan ced h er way an d said, “Th ey
h ave repu t edly over 5000 of t h ei r k in d
f i t f or bat t le an d we h ave bu t a m ix ed
f orce of m an an d beast n u m berin g
som et h in g sh ort of 500.”
Her ey ebrow rose, “Sin ce wh en h ave
n u m bers m at t ered, m y L ord?”
Th ere was t h at t i t le ag ain . T o an swer
h er qu est ion t h ou g h i t h adn ’t been a t h in g
of con cern u p t i l l n ow. From a real i st ic
view t h e di spari t y in n u m bers sh ou ld
m at t er , bu t act s of f ai t h were ever , i f
rarely , won by g reat er n u m bers.
Case in poin t I cert ain ly h adn ’t h ad
n u m bers in m y f avor t h e day t h at I h ad
ju m ped in t o t h e pi t wi t h bu t seven ot h ers
an d som e larg e cat s t o h elp m e in a
bat t le t h at an y wou ld h ave deem ed
im possible t o st ep away vict oriou s f rom .
W alk in g on t h at sam e f ai t h I n odded an d
g lan ced over at Jaf in a an d ask ed, “How
abou t we t ak e t h em on t om orrow.”
Sm i l in g sh e n odded an d said, “Th e
soon er t h ei r dest ru ct ion com es t h e bet t er ,
I ’m t h in k in g .”
“Y ou r f ai t h t ru ly ou t sh in es m y own
Jaf in a.”
Sh e sh ook h er h ead n o an d abru pt ly
rose u p f rom t h e f i re. Not bein g able t o
avoid i t , m y g az e as i f drawn f rom a
prim al u rg e f rom wi t h in , t ook in h ow
beau t i f u l ly f i l led ou t sh e was in al l t h e
way s t h at wou ld drive a m an t o desi re
h er as h i s bride.
I t was n ot on ly h er g reat beau t y t h at
bore at t ract iven ess, bu t i t was al so t h e
con f iden t way t h at sh e h ad abou t h er t h at
m ade every t h in g sh e possessed
ph y sical ly on ly seem m ore am pl i f ied. As
beau t i f u l ly f em in in e as sh e was sh e
lack ed n ot h in g in ag i l i t y or st am in a.
I was h er leader an d h er at t en t ion t o
m e as su ch was h u m bl in g bu t even m ore
so, t h e f act t h at sh e wan t ed m e as
som et h in g m ore t h an sim ply t h at an d i t
was bot h a dai ly su rpri se t o m e even as
i t was a t orm en t an d wi l l in g m y sel f n ot
t o g ive in t o t h e desi re t o dream abou t
al l t h at t h ere cou ld be wi t h h er I g lan ced
away f rom h er an d said, “Th ey h ave bu t
on e weak n ess an d i t i s t h i s t h at I wi sh t o
ex ploi t above al l ot h ers.”
“I h ave h eard of t h ei r arrog an ce even
as I h ave wi t n essed i t wi t h m y ey es.”
Jaf in a said sof t ly an d I n odded in
con cu rren ce bef ore say in g , “I n order f or
u s t o be su ccessf u l we n eed t h em t o over
com m i t t h em selves an d do som et h in g
rash .”
“I do bel ieve y ou h ave lef t ou t on e
ot h er weak n ess t h at t h ey possess T arik
t h at m ay wel l lead in t o t ak in g advan t ag e
of t h ei r prim ary weak n ess.”
Feel in g drawn in by h er I t u rn ed m y
g az e away f rom t h e f i re an d back t o h er
on ly t o wi t n ess t h at t h e sig h t of h er was
t h e g reat er of t h e two blaz es wi t h in m y
vi sion . Sof t ly I ask ed, “Wh ich i s wh at ?”
“Th ei r lu st , especial ly f or a wom an
su ch as I . Y ou n eed t h em an g ry in order
f or t h em t o act im pu l sively u pon t h e
f ield of bat t le, y es?”
Speak in g slowly I said, “Y es, t h at
wou ld be very h elpf u l .”
Sh e n odded an d t h en said, “L eave i t t o
m e m y L ord, an d Eloah wi l l in g , I sh al l
g et y ou y ou r war of t om orrow.”
St arin g wi t h t h e in t en sen ess t h at I f el t
ri sen t o a f ever pi t ch wi t h in m e I ask ed,
“Wh at are y ou plan n in g ?”
As sh e back ed away f rom t h e f i re
g racef u l ly sh e sh ru g g ed an d said, “Oh
som et h in g , n o dou bt on t h e f ool i sh side
of wh at wou ld be com m on ly don e, t o be
su re.”
“Jaf in a ……” I cal led ou t warn in g ly ,
as i f I h ad ex ch an g ed roles wi t h h er lat e
f at h er , t o wh ich sh e on ly ch u ck led an d
said in respon se t o m y cen sorin g t on e, “I
learn ed f rom t h e best .”
Th at said sh e was g on e f rom t h e f i re’ s
l ig h t , every in st in ct ive u rg e wi t h in m e
bade m e t o g o af t er h er an d pu t a st op t o
wh at ever sh e h ad in m in d, bu t I
rem ain ed wh ere I was by f orce of wi l l
alon e. As a leader I h ad learn ed t h at t o
let ot h ers ex cel an d t h u s g ain t h ei r own
g lory an d recog n i t ion bef ore Eloah on e
h ad t o g ive t h em f ree reig n t o ri se an d
f al l on t h ei r own t erm s.
T o st op Jaf in a was t o l im i t t h e
g reat n ess of h er pot en t ial an d t ru ly
wou ld m y desi re t o pu l l h er back f rom
h er reck less cou rse be t h e sam e i f sh e
was som e ot h er wom an t h at I h ad n o
in t erest in as a m at e? Probably n ot an d
t h ou g h rem ain in g by t h e f i re was t h e
rig h t t h in g t o do an y ch an ce t h at I ’d h ad
of g et t in g rest f u l sleep h ad van i sh ed f ar
f rom m e.
Closin g m y ey es I f olded m y h an ds
an d com m en ced t o pray . Pray er was al l I
h ad n ow t o af f ect t h e posi t ive f u t u re of
t h e wom an t h at I wi sh ed t o be m in e
above al l ot h ers.
T i redly I m ade m y pleas k n own u n t i l
in f at ig u e I col lapsed t o m y side n ex t t o
t h e f i re f orsak in g t h e blan k et s al t og et h er .
I closed m y ey es an d did m y best t o let
g o of Jaf in a t o wh at ever f at e Eloah h ad
reserved f or h er , bu t i t was h ard an d y et
I h ad n ot h in g t o su cceed in i f I didn ’t
t ru st m y Eloh im wi t h wh at I wan t ed
m ost .
Chapter Sev en
Male’ s End
Jaf in a st ole t h rou g h t h e dark n ess of
t h e f orest as i f sh e was a t ig ress on t h e
prowl . Con f iden t ly sh e m ade h er way
t h rou g h t h e dark as i f sh e cou ld see as
wel l as a t ig ress an d t ru ly sh e did
possess a bet t er set of ey es t h an m an y .
St i l l sh e rel ied on an u n can n y sen se of
di rect ion an d ot h er in t an g ibles t o g u ide
h er t h rou g h t h e dark an d n ot ju st
ey esig h t . Fin al ly sh e st opped in a
m oon l i t pat ch of t h e f orest .
Th e f orest was si len t arou n d h er ,
devoid of t h e resu rg en t n ig h t sou n ds of
lat e. Sen sin g t h e m ajest y of t h e beast t h at
sh e h ad pu rposely com e t h rou g h t h i s
sect ion of t h e f orest t o f in d, sh e in cl in ed
h er h ead f orward respect f u l ly an d
wai t ed si len t ly n ot say in g a word.
A lon g m om en t passed an d t h en a
sh adow f el l across h er as som et h in g
t ru ly of a m assive siz e st epped wi t h in
t h e g low of t h e m oon . No words were
said as Jaf in a g lan ced u p t o t ak e in t h e
m assive beast bef ore h er wh ose an t lers
st ret ch ed ou t t o t h e side of h i s h ead as
wide as sh e was t al l an d t h en som e on
each side.
On e g reat h oof l i f t ed an d t apped down
on a rock an d sh e t ook t h at as h er lead t o
speak an d sof t ly sh e did so, “I t i s said
t h at y ou are am on g t h e last of y ou r k in d
lef t al ive. Y ou l ive h ere wi t h in t h e f orest
an d ven t u re n o m ore ou t on t o t h e g rasses
of y ou r f orm er realm . Y ou r m at es h ave
al l lon g sin ce been slain an d t h ei r y ou n g
on es peri sh ed wi t h t h em . T ru ly , y ou are
alon e or so i t wou ld seem . I am n ot t h e
last of m y k in d, bu t t ru ly m y people are
f ew an d I k n ow t o som e deg ree t h e loss
t h at y ou m u st l ive wi t h dai ly . Y ou are n ot
alon e in y ou r su f f erin g . Even as y ou are
n ot alon e I won der i f I cou ld ask of y ou
assi st an ce in t h e st ru g g le we h ave
ag ain st a com m on f oe?”
L ik e wat er ru m bl in g f rom an
u n derg rou n d brook t h e g reat deer spok e,
“Y ou wi sh t o ride m e in place of t h e
h orse t h at did n ot com e t o aid y ou in
y ou r qu est t o win back t h e f orest lan ds.”
“No.” Jaf in a said sh ak in g h er h ead
slowly bef ore t h en say in g , “I n eed y ou
becau se of y ou . Y ou in n o way are a
replacem en t , bu t rat h er y ou are a rari t y
t h at I g reat ly respect an d h u m bly ask
assi st an ce of .”
Th e deer swu n g h i s m assive h ead
away , bu t con t in u ed t o t ower over h er as
sh e st ood bef ore h im . “Y ou r words are
f lat t erin g y ou n g on e, bu t m y day s are
lon g an d t h ou g h ven g ean ce i s desi rable I
k n ow t h at i t i s a f leet in g em ot ion t h at
serves n o g ood in t h e en d.”
“Does dy in g in t h i s f orest apart f rom
y ou r h om e of old serve an y g ood
pu rpose, n oble on e?”
Th e m assive h ead swu n g back t o h er
abru pt ly an d bravely Jaf in a said in
con t in u at ion , “I speak f or m y sel f wh en I
say t h at I wou ld soon er die wi t h a sword
in m y h an d wi t h m y en em ies bef ore m e
t h en die in t h e i solat ion of a place t h at i s
n ot m y h om e! ”
“Y ou t h speak s rash ly . I t i s ever t h e
way of t h e y ou n g t o in si st on act ion in
place of reserve. Th ere i s a t im e f or
every t h in g y ou n g on e.”
Jaf in a n odded respect f u l ly in
def eren ce on ce m ore t o t h e g reat beast
wh o was t h e last of h i s k in d an d t u rn ed
t o g o.
He spok e, “A t im e t o l ive an d a t im e
t o die. A t im e t o m ou rn an d a t im e t o
f ig h t .”
Jaf in a t u rn ed back won derin g ly an d
t h e g reat deer st epped f orward in t o t h e
l ig h t m ore f u l ly , “Ru n an d f et ch a secon d
sword y ou n g on e. Th e qu ery y ou seek
pat rol s t h e f orest edg e bey on d m e bef ore
dawn ’ s f i rst h ou r . I t wou ld be wel l t o be
ready t o g reet t h em wou ld i t n ot ?”
I n rel ief Jaf in a bu bbled ou t , “Y es Si r!
Th an k y ou ! ”
“Wh y do y ou t h an k m e? As I see i t I
h ave bu t al lowed y ou t o h ast en m y en d
as i t were.”
Jaf in a st epped f orward an d reach in g
h er h an d ou t sh e let i t sof t ly sl ide alon g
t h e m u z z le of t h e g reat deer , “On e of
y ou r g reat ag e h as seen m u ch I k n ow, bu t
t h ese t im es t h at h ave com e u pon u s are
l ik e n on e bef ore. I serve u n der t h e
leadersh ip of t h e m an in wh om t h e Spi ri t
of t h e Creat or bu rn s as brig h t ly as a
f orest set ablaz e. Y ou , i f y ou are t o f ace
t h e en em y wi t h m e t om orrow, m u st h ave
a ch an g e in h eart t o bel ieve t h at wi t h
Eloah g u idin g u s an d Hi s Son aidin g u s
even as t h e Most Hig h ’ s Spi ri t g oes ou t
bef ore u s t h at t ru ly we can accom pl i sh
an y t h in g . I h ave seen i t don e an d I h ave
f ai t h t o see i t occu r ag ain an d m y g reat
wi sh in t h i s m om en t i s f or y ou t o see i t
t oo.”
Th e m assive h ead n odded an d Jaf in a
lef t t h e m oon l i t g len qu ick ly . Th e g reat
deer st ared af t er h er f or a m om en t an d
t h en com m en t ed dry ly in t o t h e dark
st i l ln ess, “An d su dden ly t h e y ou n g are
wi ser t h an t h e old. I t m u st t ru ly be t h e
en d f or wh at sou n d reason in g i s t o be
f ou n d in doin g as I h ave wh en wi t h
bel ief t h e im possible i s rig h t ly doable?
For su ch a day as t h i s I su ppose. Even so
let i t be! ” W i t h a resou n din g st am p of h i s
f ron t h ooves t h e g reat deer t h rew back
h i s an t lered rack of g reat er pride t h an
an y ot h er beast in t h e f orest an d i ssu ed
f ort h a bel lowed ou t cry of war an d
rag ef u l pride t h at coalesced t og et h er as a
st at em en t of a beast ready t o f ig h t an d n o
lon g er con t en t t o dwel l wi t h in t h e
sh adows an d wat ch t h e y ears dri f t by .
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Th e cen t au rs g al loped h ard alon g t h e
f orest periph ery . Th ey passed by t h i s
way m ost m orn in g s in search of prey or
an y in cu rsion in t o t h ei r t erri t ory .
Rou n din g a ben d in t h e f orest t h ey
drew t o an abru pt h al t as t h ey
col lect ively t h rou g h u p ch u n k s of sod
wi t h t h ei r h ooves as t h ey cau g h t sig h t of
t h e g reat an t lered beast approach in g
t h em sol idly t h rou g h t h e t al l g rass.
Perh aps m ost u n ex pect ed of al l was t h e
im ag ery of t h e wom an wh o sat ast ride
t h e m assive deer ’ s g reat bu lk t h at on ly
t en ded t o m ak e h er look sm al ler t h an sh e
act u al ly was.
Th e l ig h t of t h e ri sin g su n g l i st en ed of f
t h e blades of two drawn swords wh ich
sh e wielded in ei t h er h an d wi t h an i re
t h at said sh e k n ew h ow t o u se t h em . Th e
cen t au rs sh ared a g lan ce an d t h en as on e
t u rn ed t o g az e on ce m ore wi t h
lasciviou sn ess u pon t h e wom an si t t in g
ast ride of t h e g reat deer .
Th e leader over t h e ot h er f ive in t h e
g rou p spok e, “Th e m orn in g h olds bot h a
f east an d a bou t of en t ert ain m en t f or u s i t
appears lads.”
Th e ot h ers g ru n t ed in ascen t as t h ei r
beast l ik e m ale appen dag es h al f
di st en ded in an t icipat ion . For al l of t h em
t h e prospect of a wom an su ch as t h i s
was a rari t y n ot of t en af f orded t o t h em
an d so i t wou ld be an en cou n t er t o
ch eri sh . Th ey wou ld f east u pon h er
alon g wi t h t h e deer wh en t h ey were don e
wi t h t h em bot h an d t h at on ly ex ci t ed
t h em m ore as t h e m eat of bot h was rare
t o f in d t h ese day s.
As on e t h e six cen t au rs reach ed back
wi t h t h ei r m an l ik e arm s an d drew f ort h
t h ei r broad swords f rom t h e scabbards
af f ix ed t o t h ei r h orse l ik e f lan k s. Th ey
h ad n o wi sh t o cu t t h e wom an u p u n t i l
t h ey ’d m ade sport of h er , bu t t h e g reat
deer h ad t o be deal t wi t h swi f t ly as t h ey
al l h ad a h eal t h y appreciat ion f or i t s
powerf u l an t lers. An t lers t h at wou ld
soon decorat e t h e lof t of on e of t h ei r
savan n a st ables.
Th e desi re t o be at t h e wom an drove
t h em f orward in an u n org an iz ed
st am pede even as t h e m ajest ic siz ed deer
pick ed u p i t s own speed. Th e cen t au rs
k n ew t h e dri l l . Ch arg e t h e deer h ead on
an d t h en at t h e last m om en t sh ear of f t o
bot h sides of i t an d sl ice i t s leg s as i t
ch arg ed past bein g t oo pon derou sly h u g e
t o n im bly dodg e af t er t h em .
W i t h i t s leg t en don s severed i t wou ld
col lapse t o t h e g rou n d h elpless t o avoid
t h ei r n ex t m ove. Th ere was n o beast of
t h e savan n a able t o ou twi t or m an eu ver
t h em save f or on e com bin at ion . Man
m ou n t ed on h orseback . I t was every
cen t au r ’ s worst n ig h tm are as two wh ere
bet t er t h an on e an d reg u lar h orses h ad
bet t er st am in a t h an t h ey h ad f or lon g di st an ce t ravel .
Th e f ron t two cen t au rs raced side-by side wi t h swords l i f t ed h ig h . Th e
di st an ce was closin g rapidly an d in
an t icipat ion t h ey g ripped t h e swords
t h ey h eld alof t t ig h t ly . Th ey al l bl in k ed
in t an dem t h ou g h as t h e wom an dressed
as a warrior su dden ly arose even as t h e
deer ’ s g reat rack of an t lers lowered t o
sk i f f ju st above t h e g rou n d.
U n bel ievably t h en t h e wom an ju m ped
f orward t o lan d u pon t h e h ead of t h e
deer . Her sen se of balan ce was perf ect
an d bot h lead cen t au rs g asped as t h e
deer ’ s h ead su dden ly cat apu l t ed u pward
wi t h al l t h e m om en t u m t h e m assive
weig h t of bon ed an t lered m ass cou ld
af f ord.
Th e wom an was cat apu l t ed u pward
an d t h rou g h t h e ai r di rect ly at t h em . Sh e
spu n f orward in a som ersau l t as su n l ig h t
g leam ed of f bot h swords h eld ou tward
in a series of m ad f lash es t h at m ade i t
appear as i f t h e swords were al ive.
V ain ly bot h lead cen t au rs t ried t o
recover f rom t h ei r su rpri se an d brin g
t h ei r swords t o def lect t h e twin blades
of t h ei r f oe, bu t i t was t oo lat e. Th e
blades arch ed in ward an d t h en bot h
f lash ed ou tward an d f orward in two
h arm on iou s swin g s of su n k i ssed st eel .
Th e cen t au r ’ s h eads bot h wen t rol l in g
as t h ei r l i f eless abom in at e appari t ion s of
h orse f orm wi t h t h at of m an cru m bled
f orward on t o t h e savan n a f loor even as
t h ere pol lu t ed blood spray ed across t h e
g rou n d. Th e n ex t two cen t au rs swu n g
t h ei r blades, bu t m et on ly t h e resi st an ce
of ai r as Jaf in a sl ipped past t h em an d
cam e ou t of h er som ersau l t f reef al l t o
lan d u pon t h em .
Her boot ed h eel s slam m ed down h ard
on t o t h e back s of t h e two close ridin g
cen t au rs an d wi t h a deci sive back ward
st ab sh e sen t bot h blades g orin g clean
t h rou g h each on e of t h e two cen t au rs t h at
sh e was posi t ion ed in a st raddle pose
between . W i t h a jerk h er blades cam e
f ree an d sh e ju m ped of f t o t h e on e side
as wi t h blood f rot h in g at t h ei r l ips t h e
two cen t au rs join ed t h ei r cou n t erpart s
in t o t u m bl in g l i f eless t o t h e savan n a
f loor .
Th e g reat deer st reak ed past at g reat
speed as i t cu t of f t o t h e on e side
su dden ly . W i t h a dex t eri t y of seem in g ly
g reat ease bot h swords were h ol st ered
an d in t h e n ex t m om en t Jaf in a’ s h an ds
g ripped a h old of an an t ler .
Th e deer peeled away t o t h e lef t
sh arply wi t h Jaf in a h an g in g on as t h e last
two cen t au rs drew u p in a sh ower of
du st an d t orn u p pieces of g rass. Th ey
st ared du m bf ou n ded at wh at h ad ju st
occu rred bef ore t h em , bu t t h ey were
season ed warriors an d wi t h swords
l i f t ed h ig h t h ey beg an t o g ive ch ase, bu t
t h ey n eedn ’t h ave bot h ered.
Th e g reat deer was swin g in g back
arou n d in as t ig h t of an arc as i t cou ld
an d bot h cen t au rs pu l led u p u n su re on ly
t o t h en g az e in st u pef act ion as Jaf in a let
g o of t h e an t lers an d swu n g ou t away
f rom t h e deer as sh e f lew ou t in t o m idai r
in a m ovem en t t h at seem ed sh eer
su icide. Sh e f lew ou t h oriz on t al ly on ly
t o com e u p sh ort wi t h a jerk as a len g t h
of rope f ast en ed abou t h er wai st an d a
piece of an t ler on t h e ot h er en d becam e
t au n t .
Th e swin g in g arc of t h e deer ’ s su dden
sh arp t u rn sen t Jaf in a swin g in g t h rou g h
t h e ai r at t h e cen t au rs wh ere t h ey were
drawn u p in in deci sion . Th e m idsect ion
of t h e rope t h at Jaf in a was af f ix ed t o
cau g h t t h em bot h abou t t h e t orso an d
f ai rly y an k ed t h em of f t h ei r h ooved f eet
as t h e rope m ade a ci rcl in g rest rain t
abou t t h ei r wai st s. Jaf in a spi raled
arou n d t h e pai r of cen t au rs a secon d t im e
an d wi t h ou t ado sh e cu t h ersel f f ree an d
lan ded as g racef u l ly as a cat u pon t h e
savan n a.
Bot h cen t au rs f el l down t o t h e t u n e of
bel lowed pain an d ou t rag e at wh at h ad
ju st t ak en place. Jaf in a calm ly
approach ed t h e pai r of t asseled u p
cen t au rs u n su re of t h ei r su rrou n ds as
t h ey f ou n d t h em selves bou n d u p wi t h in
t h e rest rain in g coi l s of rope clasped
t ig h t ly abou t t h ei r m an l ik e n eck s an d
t orsos.
L i f t in g h er swords by t h e blade en ds
Jaf in a savag ely clu bbed bot h cen t au rs
u n con sciou s wi t h t h e pom m el en ds of
bot h swords. Th en ju st as equ al ly savag e
sh e sl iced of f wh at m ade t h em bot h
m ale. Th e two u n con sciou s cen t au rs lay
twi t ch in g u pon t h e g rou n d u n m in df u l of
wh at h ad ju st been i rrevocably don e t o
t h em .
Th e g reat deer walk ed f orward an d
g az ed down at t h e pai r . Jaf in a st i l l st ood
wi t h swords drawn breat h in g h eavy .
Sh e g lan ced t o t h e deer , bu t h e said
n ot h in g . Jaf in a st u ck h er swords f ast in t o
t h e g rou n d an d wiped t h e sweat on h er
brow away wi t h a f orearm . Groan in g
wi t h an x iet y sh e said, “I sh ou ldn ’t h ave
don e t h at .”
Sh e g az ed on ce m ore u pon t h e
severed g en i t al ia t h at lay u pon t h e
bloody g rass even as t h e wou n ds sh e’d
cau sed con t in u ed t o bleed f reely . I t was
dou bt f u l t h at ei t h er wou ld su rvive su ch
an in ju ry .
Slowly t h e deer sh ook h i s h ead n o an d
g lan cin g t o h im Jaf in a said as i f t o
con t radict h i s si len t st at em en t , “Bu t wh at
i f t h ey bleed ou t ? Wh o wi l l carry t h e
m essag e t h at we n eed sen t ?”
V oice ru m bl in g ru st i l ly f rom u n u se t h e
deer spok e, “Wh et h er t h ey bleed ou t or
n ot a m essag e h as been clearly sen t m y
dear . Th ey cert ain ly deserved worse
t h an y ou ’ve don e an d wh et h er t h ey l ive
t o h obble of f or m ore of t h ei r k in d com e
t o f in d wh at h appen ed t o t h em t h e en d
resu l t wi l l be t h e sam e. W ar .”
Pau sin g a m om en t h e seem ed t o
ref lect bef ore say in g , “I do h ope y ou ’re
ready f or i t .”
Jaf in a sh ru g g ed h er sh ou lders an d
said, “Wh en h ave we ever been ? I am
bu t a ch i ld som eh ow ag ed an d advan ced
in t alen t t o wh at y ou see n ow. I k n ow n ot
h ow i t i s t h at i t cam e t o be, bu t I do
k n ow t h at m y Creat or can do an y t h in g ,
wh ich in clu des f ig h t in g t h i s war f or u s.”
Th e an t lers sh ook af f i rm at ively , “W el l
said.” He ru m bled ou t wi t h bef ore
beg in n in g t o t u rn away . Cal l in g ou t h e
said, “Com e. I wi l l escort y ou back t o
y ou r cam p.”
Jaf in a qu i rk ed an ey ebrow at t h e
m assive beast seem in g t o t h in k sh e h ad
n eed of an escort , bu t wi t h ou t a word
spok en sh e reclaim ed h er swords an d
h eaded ou t on f oot alon g side of t h e
beast .
“Do y ou h ave a n am e?” Jaf in a ask ed
af t er several lon g m om en t s of am icable
si len ce.
“I ’ve h ad a f ew, bu t I ’m n ot su re h ow
t o in t erpret t h em f or y ou properly . Cal l
m e Brown .”
“Brown ! ” Sh e lau g h ed ou t lou d as sh e
look ed at h im ask an ce.
“I t pret t y m u ch describes m e does i t
n ot ?” He ru m bled ou t wi t h .
“On ly on t h e ou t side, bu t Brown i t i s
m y f rien d.”
“Good an d I sh al l cal l y ou Male’ s
En d.”
Jaf in a bl in k ed an d t h en as f u l l
real iz at ion h i t h er sh e blu sh ed beat red
wi t h em barrassm en t . A ru m bl in g l ik e
low t h u n der sh ook t h rou g h h er beast ly
com pan ion an d wi t h ch ag rin Jaf in a
g rou sed, “Som e f rien d y ou are.” As sh e
t ook in t h e very real f act t h at t h e an im al
was lau g h in g at h er .
Brown con t in u ed ru m bl in g wi t h
in ward pleasu re u n t i l wi t h a h eavy sig h
h e m u t t ered, “I h aven ’t lau g h ed l ik e t h i s
in y ears. I f eel y ou n g er .”
Jaf in a sm i led an d g ood-n at u redly laid
a h an d t o h i s h ig h sh ou lder as t h ey
walk ed alon g , “Wh o k n ows m ay be
t h ere’ s a f lock of does ou t t h ere h eld u p
in a corn er of t h e f orest ju st wai t in g f or a
big st u d l ik e y ou t o com e alon g .”
“Dou bt f u l m y dear , bu t a pleasan t
t h ou g h t n on et h eless. I ’m ready t o g o on
an d so i f I die in t h i s bat t le t o com e i t
m ak es n o di f f eren ce. I t ’ s ju st t h at I h at e
t o be t h e last on e of m y k in d. I k n ow i t
m ay n ot seem rig h t , bu t I ’d rat h er die
t om orrow t h an l ive an ot h er y ear by
m y sel f .”
Jaf in a said n ot h in g f or a m om en t an d
t h en con t em plat ively sh e said, “I bet
sh e’l l be l ig h t er in color . More of a
san dy brown , wi t h t h e m ost beau t i f u l big
brown ey es y ou ever saw. Y ep, I ’m su re
of i t .”
Brown g lan ced t o h er an d sh e n odded
big wi t h em ph asi s an d h e look ed
f orward ag ain . I n t h e early m orn in g l ig h t
t h e cam p alon g t h e f orest edg e becam e
vi sible an d Brown st opped, “I t h in k I
sh al l en joy spen din g t h e rest of t h e day
ou t on t h e savan n a f or on ce an d dream of
a pai r of big brown ey es.”
L au g h in g sof t ly Jaf in a st art ed f orward
t h rou g h t h e g rass t oward t h e
en cam pm en t .
“An d wh at of y ou y ou n g on e? Wh en
do y ou con t en t y ou rsel f t o h ave a m at e?”
Jaf in a g lan ced wi st f u l ly ah ead t oward
t h e cam psi t e am on g t h e t rees. Th e t ip of
an an t ler bru sh ed ever so sl ig h t ly ag ain st
h er h ai r an d wipin g at t h e si len t t ears
u pon h er ch eek s Jaf in a g lan ced t o h er
com pan ion .
I n a ru m bl in g voice t h at h ad a very
deep level of carin g t o i t u n com m on t o
be f ou n d in wh at som e wou ld ju st
reg u lat e t o t h at as of a du m b beast ,
Brown said, “I t wi l l com e t o be even as
y ou desi re y ou n g on e.”
“Oh an d h ow do y ou k n ow?” Sh e
ask ed du ck in g h er h ead away
em barrassed by h er t ears.
“Oh , I ju st do. Y ou cou ld say I ’ve
com e t o be at t en t ive t o t h e sm al l t h in g s
an d I…… I ju st k n ow.”
Jaf in a n odded h er h ead, “W el l , t h at ’ s
g ood t o k n ow. Pleasan t day t o y ou
Brown . Sweet dream s of brown ey ed
beau t ies.”
Jaf in a h ad st art ed f orward wh en h i s
reply reach ed h er , “An d wh at color of
ey e wi l l y ou be dream in g of I won der?”
Hal f t u rn in g back Jaf in a said wi t h a
sad lau g h , “Th ere brown t oo.” Sh e
h eaded on an d was ou t of h earin g ran g e
of t h e g reat deer as h e an n ou n ced t o t h e
early l ig h t of dawn , “Th e f u t u re wi l l be
h ere bef ore y ou k n ow i t y ou n g on e. I
h ave n ot wai t ed f or so lon g t o see
ch an g e occu r on ly t o see m ore of t h e
h eart break s of t h e past occu r wi t h i t .”
Glan cin g ou t in t o t h e savan n a t o
wh ere t h e h orse devi l s wou ld com e f rom
h e said au t h ori t at ively , “No! L et t h ere be
war an d wi t h i t ch an g e! ”
He g lared m en acin g ou t at t h e savan n a
an d wai t ed si len t ly f or t h e t ide of war
t h at wou ld su rely com e wi t h swi f t
violen ce u pon t h ose en cam ped in t h e
t rees. Ju st bein g in t h e savan n a f or a f ew
h ou rs of u n in t erru pt ed del ig h t h ad
brou g h t h om e t o h im al l t h at h e’d been
m i ssin g of h i s old h om e f or so m an y
y ears n ow.
L et t h e bat t le com e h e was ready f or
i t . Th rowin g back h i s h ead h e cried ou t
wi t h an ear ren din g bu g le of ch al len g e
pack ed f u l l of al l t h e ag g ression cau sed
by t h e rem em bran ce of t rag edies of
by g on e day s. Th e bu g led cry rippled ou t
over t h e g rasslan d di sru pt in g t h e g ood
m orn in g ch i rp of bi rds an d in sect s.
I n a f ar-of f corn er of t h e f orest
borderin g t h e savan n a a h erd of seven
beast s l i f t ed t h ei r h eads an d perk ed t h ei r
y ears u pward at t en t ively . Th ey l i st en ed
in t en sely in t h e st i l ln ess t h at f ol lowed
an d t h en t h ere ag ain cam e t h e resou n din g
ech o of a bu g l in g cal l . Of on e vol i t ion
t h e sm al l h erd walk ed f orward t h rou g h
t h e g loom of t h e f orest an d ou t in t o t h e
savan n a t h ey h ad been f orced t o avoid
f or y ears.
U n errin g ly t h ey h eaded across t h e
savan n a t owards t h e sou rce of t h e sou n d
t h e su ch t h at t h ey h ad n ot h eard in a very
lon g t im e. Th ey t oo were at an en d of
carin g f or t h e su rvival of on e m ore day
as opposed t o deat h t om orrow i f on ly i t
m ean t t o be wi t h som e of t h ei r own k in d
on ce m ore.
Th e t rees h ad been wh i sperin g a lot of
lat e. Wh at i t al l m ean t t h ey did n ot k n ow.
Al l t h ey did k n ow t h ou g h was t h at t h e
st ren g t h of t h e bu g l in g cry in t h e early
m orn in g l ig h t was a su m m on in g t o act ion
an d so t h ey walk ed on t h rou g h t h e day in
a st eadf ast di st an ce eat in g t rot as t h ey
em braced wh at ever t h e f u t u re of
t om orrow m ig h t brin g .
El sewh ere in t h e m orn in g u n f oldin g
u pon t h e lan d t h e bu g led cry rou sed t h e
t ru ssed u p pai r of cen t au rs. I n h orri f ied
st u pef act ion t h e pai r st u m bled pain f u l ly
u p on t o al l f ou r h ooves as t h ey cried ou t
pi t i f u l ly at t h e sel f -awaren ess of wh at
h ad been don e t o t h em .
Th ei r wh ole world of pu rpose an d
bein g was su dden ly at an en d an d wi t h
dread t h ey real iz ed t h at t h ey wou ld be
t h e lau g h in g st ock of al l t h ei r bret h ren .
Qu ick ly t h en t h ei r m in ds t u rn ed t o h at e.
Hat e di rect ed at t h e cau se of t h ei r sh am e
t h at h ad com e t o t h em in t h e f orm of a
h u m an wom an .
Hat e above al l el se drove t h em t o
pain f u l ly st u m ble across t h e su n l i t
savan n a f or t h e st ables of t h ei r k in d
locat ed in t h e h eart of t h i s f ar-f lu n g
sect ion of t h e savan n a. Th ey wou ld see
t h at wom an die t h e m ost ex cru ciat in g of
deat h s. Th ey su rely wou ld an d wi t h t h at
h at e driven pu rpose bu rn in g brig h t t h ey
f orced t h em selves in t o a g al lop so t h at
ven g ean ce wou ld be al l t h e soon er in t h e
m ak in g .
* * * * * * *
Jaf ina made her way past the
sent ries and quiet campf i r es they had
al l but gone out . Her human br ethr en
and beast ly al l ies al ike st i l l lay most ly
asleep as i f sensing the need to acqui r e
ext ra r est for the f ight to come.
Her feet took her to the lone f i r e in
the t r ees. He of ten r ose early in the
morning to pray , but as she r eached the
f i r e she saw that thi s was not the case
today .
He, l ike everyone el se except for
those on sent ry duty , was fast asleep. It
was st i l l cold her e in the t r ees as the
l ight of the sun had not warmed the ai r
yet and hugging her arms about hersel f
she star ed down at the man who was
her leader by day and who capt ivated
al l her dr eams of the futur e by night .
Mor e than anything in the world she
wanted nothing mor e than to lay down
beside him and feel hi s big sol id
pr esence of warmthness of body and
spi ri t against her , but i t wasn’ t to be for
right now . T omorr ow ther e would be a
bat t le that would ef fect a change in
everything. If they won they would st i l l
be mor e bat t les and unt i l those bat t les
wer e won thi s man’ s focus had to be
el sewher e and wi th that knowledge
pr essed f i rmly to heart she lay down
coldly , alone upon the gr ound just
beyond hi s st i l l booted feet .
Not able to help hersel f she r eached
a hand out and ever so l ight ly laid i t on
the heel of hi s boot . A ny touch even thi s
impersonal of a one was a r el ief to her
and t i r edly she closed her eyes.
In start lemeant though she opened
them as a warm hand closed about her
wri st . Befor e she could ri se she was
pul led along the gr ound and wi th a
pent -up br eath found hersel f in the next
moment exact ly wher e she had wanted
to be a few moment s befor e. In hi s
arms.
Not daring a br eath she said nothing
as he si tuated her on her side wi th her
back pr essed up against him. A i r
seeped in past her l ips and a few
unsteady br eaths later as the warmth
and touch of him against her f looded
her wi th heat she whi sper ed, “W e
shouldn’ t . W e……”
“Shut up.” He said sof t ly against her
hai r , even as he f l ipped hi s blanket over
the two of them.
Laying st i l l staring wide-eyed into
the f i r e as her cheek r ested comfortably
on the arm of the man she loved mor e
than l i fe i t sel f , she debated about what
to do. Hi s wor ds against her hai r gave
her the excuse she needed then to stay
exact ly as she was, “What kind of a
leader would I be i f I let my best
warrior catch sick f r om being too
cold.”
It was a lame excuse and they both
knew i t , but they r emained as they wer e.
Mor e comfort than she’d ever known
befor e radiated thr oughout Jaf ina and
in a form of paradi se bor dering on
subl ime her eyes dri f ted closed.
“Have you given me a war?” Came
the sof t query f r om behind her .
Smi l ing sleepi ly Jaf ina said, “Y es,
my Lor d.”
“Stop cal l ing me that .” He gr oused
out , but Jaf ina was al r eady lost to
dr eams and fantasies of al l l i fe could
be l ike i f they only won the abi l i ty to
l ive to see the futur e.
* * * * * * *
I st ared at t h e f lam es of t h e dy in g f i re
bey on d Jaf in a’ s h ead. I was a f ool
perh aps, bu t a con t en t ed on e.
Th ere was sim ply n o way n ot t o sh ow
t h at I cared an d t h at I wasn ’t m ade ou t of
lead. I was h u m an an d I was derivin g as
m u ch com f ort f rom h avin g h er n ear as
sh e was f rom m e.
I was al so drivin g m y sel f n u t s, bu t in
t h i s m om en t I was con t en t t o be driven
craz y . On e or bot h of u s m ig h t die
t om orrow an d I didn ’t wan t t o be alon e
an y m ore t h an sh e did in t h e f ace of t h e
st ru g g le t o com e an d al l t h at i t cou ld
m ean .
“Eloah f org ive u s i f ou r weak n ess f or
each ot h er i s a f law in ou r abi l i t y t o lead
an arm y t o vict ory .” I wh i spered sof t ly .
I closed m y ey es as on ly t h e peace I
derived f rom t h e sou n d of h er breat h f or
ai r was m y an swer in t h e early m orn in g
dew t h at lay u pon t h e f orest . Th e desi re
t o win t h e war we f aced f or su rvival
on ly becam e t h at m u ch m ore real t o m e
as t h e presen ce of t h e wom an I adored
pressed in sn u g ly ag ain st m e.
As I rel i sh ed t h e f eel of h er t h e real i t y
of y et som et h in g el se wort h f ig h t in g f or
cam e al l t oo real t o m e. Sh e was
som et h in g t h at I h oped m ore t h an
an y t h in g h ad been creat ed ju st f or m e.
T im e wou ld t el l , bu t u n t i l t h en t h ere
was t h e h ere an d n ow, an d n ow wou ld
h ave t o be en ou g h , as t om orrow wasn ’t
prom i sed t o an y of u s. L ean in g f orward I
l ig h t ly k i ssed h er h ai r bef ore
wh i sperin g , “Sweet dream s m y love.”
Her h ai r sm el led l ik e spices h ad been
si f t ed in t o i t an d I f ou n d deep
con t en tm en t in t h e f ew m om en t s t h at we
h ad m an ag ed t o sh are t og et h er k n owin g
t h at bef ore lon g t h e af f ai rs of t h e day
wou ld on ce m ore draw u s apart .
Chapter Ei g ht
Dominion
Th e bat t le l in es were drawn wi t h
m ore an d m ore cen t au rs g at h erin g by t h e
m om en t . Th at was g ood. Th ere wou ld be
less of t h em t o ch ase down t h i s way .
I said as m u ch t o Hon ley an d h e rol led
h i s ey es. Sm i l in g g rim ly I t u rn ed t o
su rvey ou r bat t le l in e.
A l in e of sh arpen ed st aves ran in a
sol id l in e on a project ed an g le ju st rig h t
t o g et a cen t au r in t h e ch est . W e h ad
advan ced in t o t h e savan n a several
h u n dred y ards an d i f ever t h ere was a
poor ch oice of def en ses t h i s was i t .
Al l m y def en ses ag ain st t h e h y brid
caval ry bef ore m e were f orward f acin g .
I h ad n o rear def en se in place an d i t was
on ly t oo apparen t t h at I h ad u n wi sely lef t
t h e saf et y of t h e t rees, wh ich wou ld h ave
im peded t h e cen t au rs g reat ly f rom bein g
able t o ci rcle in an d arou n d m e.
T o al l t h e world I appeared t h e f ool .
Even n ow I cou ld h ear t h e rau cou s
voices of t h e cen t au r h ig h com m an d ju st
f orward of m y posi t ion across t h e g rass
n ot 200 y ards away .
Su dden ly h arsh com m an ds were
cal led ou t an d I f el t t h e sh i f t in g of t h e
im pact of m an y h ooves u pon t h e g rou n d.
Th at said I pu t t h e en em y cou n t at ju st
over 3000, wh ich lef t som et h in g close t o
2000 of t h em u n accou n t ed f or .
I l i st en ed t o t h e swi sh in g g al lop of t h e
h y brid h orsem en as t h ey did wh at I h ad
ex pect ed of t h em . Th ey t h ou g h t m e
st u pid as an y t h in g ot h er t h an t h ei r own
reason in g opin ion was of n o h ig h reg ard.
Som et im es m i sju dg in g on e work ed t o t h e
advan t ag e. Th at said t h i s wou ld l ik ely
be t h e last t im e su ch a ploy wou ld work ,
becau se i f i t did t h ere wou ld be m an y a
cen t au r dead t h i s day .
My back t o t h e h ig h com m an d of t h e
cen t au r el i t e t h at rem ain ed wh ere t h ey
were m ak in g n o m ove t o con f ron t ou r
wal l of spears as t h ey di spat ch ed two
side win g part ies t h at even n ow f i l t ered
in t o t h e periph eries of m y vi sion as t h ey
swept wide of ou r wal l of spears in t h ei r
ef f ort t o cu t in beh in d u s an d ch arg e ou r
colu m n f rom t h e rear . Th e m om en t of
con f ron t at ion wou ld soon be u pon u s.
An en erg y h ard t o describe swept
t h rou g h m e an d wi t h a pu l se of t h e t h ri l l
f or war t h at seem ed in g rain ed in m e
som eh ow I drew bot h m y swords an d cu t
t h em t h rou g h t h e ai r in a st ret ch of m y
arm m u scles t h at ru sh ed wi t h t h e blood
of an t icipat ion f or t h e m om en t s t o com e.
A wi ldn ess t o k i l l t h ose wh o opposed u s
swept over m e an d I m ade ey e con t act
wi t h Raf arg an , wh ose g az e was a m at ch
f or m y own .
I n t h e back g rou n d as t h e twin colu m n s
of ou t f lan k in g cen t au rs an g led t o ch arg e
u s f rom t h e rear I h eard t h e f lu rry of
su dden t u m u l t as t h ey m et wi t h an u n seen
resi st an ce. My in t en si t y u pon Raf arg an
brig h t en ed as t h e wai l s of h orsem en
g oin g down spl i t t h rou g h t h e ai r .
I bl in k ed au t h ori t at ively an d Raf arg an
wi t h a roar t h at percu ssion ed t h rou g h t h e
ai r abou t m e leaped f orward an d wi t h
on e g reat bou n d t h i rt y ot h er big cat s of
assort ed siz e an d absolu t e loy al t y did
t h e sam e. I brou g h t m y ou t st ret ch ed
blades in close as t h e big cat s breez ed
by m e in rou t e st raig h t f or t h e in dolen t
cen t au r h ig h com m an d st an din g at ease
in t h e g rass beh in d m e bey on d t h e spear
wal l . I n t u rn t h e h ig h com m an d was
com plet ely obsessed on wh at was
h appen in g t o t h ei r caval ry on t h ei r f lan k s
wi t h n o ex pect at ion of an at t ack bein g
f orced u pon t h em . Th at was t h ei r secon d
m i st ak e t oday t o t h in k u s in capable of
an y of f en sive abi l i t y .
Th e big cat s su rg ed wi t h f u ry across
t h e g rou n d f ar f ast er t h an an y h u m an
cou ld h ave di st an ced an d wi t h wideey ed alarm t h e cen t au r leadersh ip
reach ed, f or st i l l sh eat h ed swords, as al l
t h ei r f ocu s was pu l led away f rom t h e
st ru g g l in g at t ack on t h e f lan k s t h at h ad
m et wi t h m ore resi st an ce t h an ex pect ed.
An y bu g le cry f or ret reat wen t
u n h eralded as al l f ocu s leapt t o t h e big
cat s an d al l t h e f eroci t y t h at t h ey h ad t o
t h ei r n am e as k in g s of t h e f orest .
W i t h n o cry sou n din g ou t f or ret reat
t h e wel l -di scipl in ed cen t au r caval ry
brig ades sen t t o ou t f lan k m y posi t ion ,
pressed on t h rou g h t h e let h al carpet in g
of m at s h idden in t h e g rass st u dded wi t h
sh arpen ed st aves. Cen t au r af t er cen t au r
wen t down pierced t h rou g h t h e h oof or
t h rou g h t rippin g over t h ose f al len on ly t o
f al l an d be g ored t h em selves on t h e
u pt h ru st poin t s riddled t h rou g h t h e g rass.
W i t h t h e m orale of ou r en em y sh ak en ,
I wat ch ed as t h ey cleared t h e m at s,
leavin g alm ost a t h i rd of t h ei r n u m ber
im paled an d cry in g ou t t o t h em . Th e
cen t au rs, n ow f u l ly t o ou r rear ,
reg rou ped an d drown in g ou t t h e cries of
t h ei r im paled com rades t h rash in g u pon
t h e g rou n d t h ey ch arg ed u s wi t h a
ven g ean ce.
I wai t ed t en sely as t h e ch arg in g l in e of
t rain ed cen t au r warriors drew closer .
200 f eet……… 100 f eet…….50 f eet . I
l i f t ed m y swords.
My h u m an com pan ion s, in t h i s war f or
con t in u ed h u m an i t y an d t h e rig h t t o
worsh ip ou r Eloh im as we saw f i t ,
qu ick ly advan ced t oward m e an d
ben din g down t h ey pu l led u p y et m ore
sh arpen ed st ak es as t h e on es t h at were
f ix ed ou tward in t o t h e savan n a rem ain ed
in place.
Th e sh arpen ed pol l s l i f t ed an d were
braced in t o place f or t h e im pact of t h e
st u n n ed cen t au rs cau g h t in f u l l g al lop
m ovin g t oo qu ick ly in order t o af f ect a
st op f rom t h ei r h ast y ch arg e. V ain ly t h e
f orward m em bers of t h e l in e t ried t o
h ack of f t h e poin t ed en ds of t h e poles,
bu t driven on f rom beh in d t h ey were
im paled on t h e lowered st ak es ju st t h e
sam e an d wen t down by t h e scores as
ot h er cen t au rs bu ck ju m ped over t h ei r
bodies on ly t o be m et wi t h t h e sam e
resi st an ce.
Th e crash in g ch arg e of t h e cen t au r
f orce h ad com e t o a f u l l h al t an d wi t h a
roar I ch arg ed t h rou g h t h e st ak es on m y
side of t h e l in e st i l l f acin g t h e cen t au r
h ig h com m an d an d wi t h an an swerin g
cry al l m y com pan ion s did t h e sam e.
W i t h weapon s h eld h ig h we ch opped ou r
way in t o t h e h eavy pressed cen t au r l in e.
I n su ch close qu art ers t h ey h ad
di f f icu l t y in brin g in g t h ei r h u g e swords
t o bear wi t h ou t dam ag in g t h ei r own
com pan ion s an d we t ook f u l l advan t ag e
of t h at wi t h ou r sh ort er weapon
m ovem en t s. I swi sh ed lef t an d rig h t at
m i l l in g cen t au r leg s even as I dodg ed
t h ei r jerk y swin g s at m y h ead.
Th e g rou n d ru m bled beh in d m e as
cen t au rs wi t h leg s crippled f el l t o t h e
g rou n d on ly t o be h ack ed in t o by t h ose
wh o were f ol lowin g beh in d m e. I t was a
f u l l on pressed slau g h t er as t h ere was
l i t t le t h e cen t au rs cou ld do ot h er t h an t ry
t o st am p on u s wi t h t h ei r h ooves as we
t ook t h e leg s ou t f rom u n dern eat h t h em .
On e did m an ag e t o st am p on m y f oot
an d wi t h a crin g e of pain I m oved m y
f oot away an d savag ely h ack ed in t o t h e
cen t au r respon sible. He f el l an d I t h ru st
m y way f orward on ce m ore t h rou g h t h e
g ory scen e.
Su dden ly t h e f lai l in g of h ooves an d
h orse l ik e scream s of t error were g on e
an d t h ere was ai rspace arou n d m e.
Bl in k in g away t h e f og of war I
wi t n essed t h e f act t h at t h e rem ain in g
cen t au rs were f leein g . Th ey g al loped on
f u l l past t h ere st i l l im paled bret h ren t h at
lay cal l in g ou t t o t h em f or assi st an ce
f rom t h e f lan k s an d h eaded st raig h t f or
t h e t rees in a g rou p of abou t 200 st ron g
t h at h ad lost al l t ast e f or t h e f ig h t
com m en cin g t h i s day .
Th ey di sappeared in t o t h e f orest an d
m om en t s lat er I h eard scream s of t error
an d g en eral m ay h em as t h e t reet ops
sh ook violen t ly . Th e t reebeast s h ad n o
love f or cen t au rs ei t h er an d I dou bt ed
t h at a cen t au r of t h e g rou p m ade i t ou t
al ive f rom t h e f orest .
Brin g in g f ocu s t o bear , I respon ded t o
t h e clasp of Jaf in a’ s g loved h an d on m y
arm . I n wardly I rejoiced t h at sh e was
al ive an d wel l , bu t f orcin g m y sel f t o be
object ive I t u rn ed in t h e di rect ion t h at
sh e in dicat ed an d saw y et m ore
con f ron t at ion in t h e m ak in g .
Hoarse voiced, I g est u red m y
com pan ion s back t o t h e wal l of spears
t h at lay f acin g t h e savan n a t h at we h ad
vacat ed in ou r m ad dash in t o t h e ran k s of
t h e capt u red cen t au rs. Th e cen t au rs f rom
t h e savan n a side were in a f u l l on ch arg e
st raig h t f or ou r spear wal l .
Raf arg an an d h i s com pan ion s a f ew
less in n u m ber raced across t h e g rou n d
ju st ah ead of t h em . Th ey h ad a weary
look t o t h em t h at I t oo f el t f or m y sel f , bu t
i t cou ldn ’t be h elped. I t was f ig h t or die
rig h t n ow.
Th e big cat s loped def t ly t h rou g h t h e
spear poin t s f ix ed f acin g t h e open
prai rie an d m om en t s lat er t h e m adden ed
cen t au rs h i t t h e l in e of st aves. I t was a
st u pid ch arg e. On e t h at lack ed an y
com m on sen se an d t h at was f or g ood
reason as al l t h e m ore reason able m in ds
of com m an d lay slash ed t o pieces by
Raf arg an ’ s crew som ewh ere ou t t h ere in
t h e g rass. Now t h e arm y we f aced was
on e ru led by h ot h eaded warriors wh o
t h ou g h t t h ey cou ld plow t h rou g h spears
an d k eep on g oin g .
Th e f ron t l in es of t h em pi led in t o t h e
st ave poin t s as ex pect ed, bu t t h en t h ose
wh o cam e f orward af t er t h ose in f ron t
f el l t ore at t h e rem ain in g st ak es even as
we ru sh ed f orward wi t h repu rposed
st ak es f rom t h e rear of t h e l in e an d
jabbed at t h em as t h ey m u scled t h ei r way
t h rou g h t h e spears leavin g m an y of t h ei r
com pan ion s st u ck f ast in t h ei r lu st t o k i l l
u s f or t h e ou t rag e of m ast erm in din g a
su ccessf u l def en se ag ain st t h em wh en in
t h ei r m in ds su ch a t h in g h ad been a t h in g
of im possibi l i t y .
Th ey were det erm in ed bey on d al l
reason t o k i l l u s an d as i t ju st so
h appen ed t o be, so was I , in l ik ewi se
f ash ion in reg ards t o t h em . W e pressed
back ag ain st t h ei r on slau g h t h ack in g at
t h em savag ely as we m et t og et h er in
close qu art ers ju st as we h ad don e
bef ore, on ly t h i s t im e t h ey k ept
advan cin g . Th ey were in a f in e bloodlu st
of ret ribu t ion , t h ey were, on ly t h ey h ad
n o m in d lef t f or t act ics an d wi t h a bu g led
roar I h eard t h e last piece of m y plan
sl ide in t o place.
Th e cen t au rs lost in t h ei r h at ef u l pu sh
f orward n eg lect ed t h e sou n d of wh at I ’d
h eard. W an t in g t o see I f orcef u l ly swu n g
u p t o st an d on t h e back of a cen t au r
al ready dead an d h u n g u prig h t u pon a
driven in st ak e.
My van t ag e poin t t ook in t h e st ag g ered
l in e of wh at I cou ld on ly at t est t o as
h eavy caval ry at i t s f in est . Jaf in a’ s deer
of y est erday ’ s h eroics led t h e ch arg e ou t
in f ron t wi t h a f u l l rack of g l i st en in g
an t lers lowered t o t h e f ield as beside
h im ran at f u l l speed a col lect ion of
h orn ed rh in oceroses, cat t le, an d ot h er
larg e deer l ik e species. Each on e
represen t ed t h e last m em bers of t h ei r
k in ds t h at h ad al l pract ical ly been wiped
ou t du e t o t h e overh u n t in g an d obscen e
sex u al appet i t es of t h e cen t au rs.
Now t h ey cam e t og et h er in a lon g
sou g h t ou t act of reven g e as t h e close
pack ed cen t au rs cou ld n ot m ove t o cu t
ou t t h ei r vict im ’ s leg s as t h ey h ad of t en
don e bef ore. Pack ed t ig h t t h e rear m ost
m em bers cou ld on ly g asp wi t h f rig h t an d
st ru g g le t o be f ree of t h e con f l ict as t h e
l in e of h eavy t h u n derin g beast s
con verg ed on t h e rear of t h e h eavy
pressed cen t au r colu m n .
Th e scat t ered l in e of larg e prey
an im al s h i t wi t h cru sh in g f orce an d
cen t au rs wen t f ly in g even as f rom t h e
im pact m ore of t h em were f orcibly
im paled on t h e st ak es t h at we h ad
posi t ion ed bef ore u s an d t h ose we
wielded by h an d. Th e cen t au r m orale
com plet ely sh at t ered an d wi t h squ eal s of
f rig h t t h ey clam bered f or an escape, bu t
t h e opt ion s were f ew, even so, som e
m an ag ed t o sl ip t h rou g h an d st reak f or
t h e h oriz on .
Th e h oriz on f orm erly em pt y su dden ly
bri st led wi t h m ovem en t an d I g roan ed
wi t h worry t h at an ot h er con t in g en t of
cen t au rs h ad arrived t o t ak e part in t h e
f ig h t . I relax ed t h ou g h as I real iz ed
su dden ly wh at I saw weren ’t h y brids bu t
were real h orses an d t h ey were ru n n in g
al l st ret ch ed ou t side t o side in perf ect
lock st ep f orm at ion t h at an y g en eral
wou ld’ve been prou d of .
W i t h a wi l l t h e l in e of h orses plowed
in t o t h ose wh o were of h y brid f orm .
Cen t au rs were f leein g t h e scen e every
wh ich way t h at t h ey cou ld an d i t was a
won der t h at an y m an ag ed t o su rvive t h e
on slau g h t of t h e h orses wh o were by f ar
t h e qu ick er .
Th ey brou g h t t h e cen t au rs down wi t h
swi f t wel l -placed k ick s or bowled over
t op of t h em wi t h t h ei r g reat er m ass an d
desi re of spi ri t . Th e rou t in g cen t au rs
were decim at ed an d i t was f ewer st i l l
t h at m ade i t t h rou g h t h e on slau g h t of
h orses wi t h a g ru dg e f or a past abu se of
rape an d t h e wi l l f u l m an ipu lat ion of
t h ei r k in d t o f ou l f or an y t o speak of
l ig h t ly .
Th e savag ery of t h e h orses aside, t h ey
did n ot pu rsu e t h e f ew t h at m ade i t
t h rou g h , even t h ou g h t h ey cou ld h ave
easi ly don e so. Th at seem ed odd t o m e
an d weari ly st u m bl in g t h rou g h t h e pi led
u p bodies of h y brid ref u se, I m ade m y
way ou t t o t h e savan n a u n l i t t ered by t h e
bodies of t h e f al len even as t h e last
vest ig es of ou r in ju red f oes were pu t ou t
of t h ei r m i sery wi t h swi f t ju st ice.
I t h ad been a bloody day t o be su re,
bu t I h ad t h e f eel in g i t wasn ’t over . Th e
h orses were com in g an d t h e big black
on e t h at I h ad spok en t o was ou t at t h e
f ron t of t h em as I k n ew t h at h e wou ld be.
He was m ajest ic in every essen ce of
t h e word an d h u m bled, I rem ain ed wh ere
I was as wi t h a sh ower of du st t h e last
su rvivin g h orses of h ig h order bi rt h
cam e t o a g rou n d sh ak in g h al t bef ore t h e
plain l i t t ered wi t h t h e dead of ou r sh ared
n em esi s. Th e st al l ion cam e f orward
blowin g h ard, bu t h i s words were
m easu red even as t h ey were weig h t y ,
“W el l don e y ou n g warrior , bu t t h i s bat t le
i s n ot over! Al l t h at h as been don e t h i s
day m ay y et be u n don e. Y ou r arm y m u st
g o n ow as f ast as y ou can t o t h e n ort h
wh ere t h ere i s abu n dan t wat er! May be
t h en som e wi l l y et rem ain an d t h e f ig h t
can con t in u e t o see an ot h er day ! ”
“I don ’t u n derst an d.” I said sh ak in g
m y h ead bef ore ask in g , “I s an ot h er arm y
com in g ?”
“W orse t h an t h at I ’m af raid. Fi re i s an
aven g er t h at on ce st art ed k n ows n o
m ast er , save on e. T el l m e son of t h e
Roalain Plain s, are y ou brave?”
St arin g in t o t h e savag e ey es of a
st al l ion t h at I cou ld see f eared n ot h in g in
l i f e, I af f i rm ed, “I am com m i t t ed t o t h e
t ask of doin g t h e Creat or ’ s wi l l . I t i s Hi s
st ren g t h t h at su st ain s m e an d t o t h at en d I
am wi l l in g , t o t h e deat h , t o accom pl i sh
al l t h at i s n eeded t o preserve t h e t ru t h of
Hi s words in t h e h eart s of m an .”
Th e st al l ion st am ped t h e g rou n d
im perat ively , “V ery wel l t h en ! I t wi l l be
y ou an d I , t og et h er t o f ace t h e f lam es, bu t
t h e ot h ers sh ou ld g o an d g o n ow! ! ! ”
T u rn in g on f ai t h t h at t h e st al l ion was
t o be t ru st ed I cal led ou t t o bot h m an an d
beast t h at h ad g at h ered abou t , “Go, do as
t h e st al l ion com m an ds, f lee t o t h e n ort h !
Th ose of y ou wh o are able t o h elp t h ose
wou n ded please do so. W arn t h e f orest
creat u res t h at y ou com e across as y ou
g o. Go! Go n ow! ”
Th e m ig h t y deer wh o h ad led t h e
ch arg e at t h e en d swiveled h i s
bloodsoak ed an t lers as h e swu n g t o t h e
n ort h an d bu g led ou t a st en t orian cry t h at
st art ed t h e bal l rol l in g as a h arem of
seven st alwart look in g does f ol lowed in
lock st ep f orm at ion af t er t h e last m ale of
t h ei r k in d wh o t ru ly was a leader am on g
al l beast s. Hi s pace pick ed u p an d h e
did n ot dim in i sh i t even as h e g racef u l ly
dipped h i s an t lers down an d pick ed u p a
badly in ju red leopard.
Th e leopard perch ed h ig h in t h e
an t lers h u n g on wi t h t h ree g ood paws as
predat or an d prey work ed t og et h er t h i s
day in a sh ared pu rpose of dest in y .
Raf arg an was coordin at in g t h e m ovin g
of al l t h ose in ju red an d brief ly h e an d I
sh ared a g lan ce an d t h en h e was g on e.
Th e Horses of Z avorra swept past m e
an d h elped t h e wearied h ost alon g .
Jaf in a st ood st i l l a sh ort di st an ce of f
f rom m e as i f st u bborn t o t h e act ion I h ad
com m an ded an d l i f t in g a sword I poin t ed
t o t h e n ort h .
Sh e rem ain ed in place f or on ly a
m om en t bef ore t u rn in g t o do as ordered.
A beau t i f u l sorrel colored m are swept in
beside h er an d in su rpri se Jaf in a t u rn ed
t o h er as sh e spok e som et h in g an d
g racef u l ly k n el t down on on e k n ee.
T im idly Jaf in a st epped f orward an d
swu n g on t o t h e back of a h orse n ever
bef ore ridden on ly t o h old on t h en as t h e
m are swept f orward swi f t ly af t er t h e
di sappearin g h ost .
Al l t h at rem ain ed u pon t h e plain
wh ere t h e bodies of t h e f al len an d t h e
sou n d of t h e win d wh i st l in g t h rou g h t h e
t al l g rass h eads. I t was in t h e win d t h at I
sm el led wh at I y et h adn ’t seen eviden ce
of .
Fi re t ru ly was com in g . Wh o h ad set
i t ?
Th ere y et rem ain ed a siz able f orce of
cen t au rs an d su ch a f i re wou ld decim at e
t h em even as i t wou ld u s. I t u rn ed an d
beh eld m y sole com pan ion lef t wi t h in
sig h t .
Gaz in g in t o t h e st al l ion ’ s ey es I ask ed,
“Wh ere does ou r jou rn ey l ie old on e?”
“Th rou g h f i re an d every sorcery of
dark n ess t h ey m ay ch oose t o t h row
ag ain st u s. Y ou m ay cal l m e by m y n am e.
Feveren , I was n am ed lon g ag o an d so I
rem ain . Bet t er a n am e t h an t o be cal led
old.”
Gaz in g at h im h on est ly I said, “I m ean t
n o di srespect , Feveren . Y ou r wi sdom
an d len g t h of day s i s ou r savin g g race
t h i s day . How did y ou k n ow t h at f i re
wou ld be u sed?”
“I t i s t h e way of a desperat e f oe t o
wipe ou t t h at wh ich h e can n ot con t rol or
bin d t o h i s wi l l an y lon g er . Y ou , T arik ,
are a rare g em in t h e world of m en . I
h ave l ived lon g an d t ru ly I h ave n ever
seen y ou r equ al .”
Sh ak in g m y h ead I said, “I ’m ju st a
boy , n ow seen as a m an . I com e of
n ot h in g , bu t t h at wh ich was pu t u pon m e
t o do.”
“I k n ow T arik . I k n ow an d y et i t
rem ain s as I ’ve said. Sh al l we f ace t h e
road ah ead n ow or do y ou wi sh t o t ak e
an ot h er rou t e?”
I bl in k ed as t h e real i t y t h at su dden ly
t h i s m ajest ic leader of h i s special k in d
h ad abdicat ed au t h ori t y over h i s own
act ion s t o wh at ever I m ig h t wi l l in t h e
m om en t . I f ou n d t h e m om en t cru sh in g
an d t u rn in g f rom h im , I f aced t h e open
savan n a an d in t h e di st an ce I saw t h e
h oriz on st art t o g low. Th e f i re was
com in g .
Th e savan n a, an d l ik ely t h e f orest
wi t h al l of i t s an cien t m em ory , wou ld be
bu rn t u p in su ch a provok ed blaz e. Gon e
wou ld be t h e last san ct u ary k n own t o
m an or beast f rom t h e pressu rin g h ordes
of t h e en em ies bey on d t h i s lan d t h at h ad
al ready con su m ed al l t h e ot h er lan ds.
Every t h in g I h ad f ou g h t f or t h ese past
f ew m on t h s wou ld be at an en d, i f
som et h in g wasn ’t don e. Som eh ow t h e
f i re m u st be st opped, bu t i t ran deeper
t h an t h at .
I f el t an elect ric qu al i t y t o t h e
atm osph ere t h at t old m e t h at al l was n ot
wh at i t appeared t o be. Feel in g
overwh elm ed by t h e con f l ict in g wh i rl
wi t h in m y em ot ion s t h at t h reat en ed t o
spin m e t o t h e g rou n d I g ri t t ed ou t ,
“En ou g h ! ! ! ”
Th e wh i rl in g con t in u ed an d rag e
swept t h rou g h m e. Jam m in g m y sword
poin t s in t o t h e g rou n d I f el l t o m y k n ees
as t h e real i t y of m y f ocu s spu n as i f I
was a spin n in g t op set t o ru n i t s cou rse
alon g t h e t op of a t able cau g h t in a
su dden eart h qu ak e. L eavin g t h e h an dles
of m y swords t o sway in t h e breez e t h at
brou g h t m ore an d m ore t h e sm el l of
em in en t dem i se I clasped m y h an ds
t og et h er an d pray ed alou d, “Y ou did n ot
cal l m e t o t h i s road t o prot ect y ou r
people Eloah , f or m e t o g ive u p n ow. My
act ion s t h i s day are ordered of Y ou an d I
f u l ly su bm i t t o Y ou r wi l l f or m y l i f e t h i s
day an d n ow I wai t u pon Y ou , m y
Eloh im , t o sh ow m e t h e way f orward
an d wh at I m u st do t o f u l f i l l Y ou r perf ect
wi l l ! I wai t on Y ou Mast er , even as I
h ave been cal led t o serve in t h e Nam e of
Y ou r Son , so let Y ou r wi l l be don e in
m e. Th i s day I resi st evi l an d al l t h at h as
been set ag ain st m e, in t h e n am e of
Y esh u a! ”
Ey es closed wi t h m y world st i l l a
wh i rl I rem ain ed on m y k n ees con t en t t o
bu rn i f n eed be even as I was con f iden t
t h at I wou ld receive an an swer . T ru ly
wh at was t h e sen se in l ivin g l i f e i f on e
cou ld n ot t ak e f ai t h t h at t h ere wou ld be
an an swer wh en on e n eeded on e t h e
m ost . A l i f e wi t h ou t f ai t h was an
ex pan se of n ot h in g propped u p by a
prom i se n ever bel ieved in , bu t f or t h ose
wh o bel ieve t h ere i s n o f ai lu re t o t h rive
an d t h e real i t y i s t h at pat ien ce i s n eeded
alon g wi t h t ru st .
I h ad seen m y Eloah work . I h ad been
in Hi s presen ce an d even t h ou g h
ph y sical ly overwh elm ed in t h i s m om en t
as I was, I k n ew wh at I k n ew an d so I
wou ld st ay , even so bel ievin g t o t h e en d.
My l ips m oved in prai se f or t h e bat t le
al ready won t h i s day an d in g rat i t u de f or
t h e sm al l loss in n u m bers f or ou r side, I
t h an k ed m y Eloh im an d as I of f ered u p
prai se t h e wh i rl in g f ocu s of m y em ot ion s
st i l led. I open ed m y ey es an d I saw t h e
presen ce of f i re m ovin g ou t in f ron t of
m e in a pat h across t h e g rass, on ly t h e
f lam e did n ot bu rn t h e g rass.
Th e breez e blew f orcef u l ly at m y back
an d wi t h in m y spi ri t I h eard t h e voice of
t h e Fi re Spi ri t sof t ly say , “Com e .”
Ri sin g u p abru pt ly I reach ed f or m y
swords, bu t t h e Fi re Spi ri t breat h ed ou t
even as t h e f lam es in t h e g rass rippled,
“Le ave th e m .”
I alm ost lost i t t h en as i t f el t l ik e I
st epped in t o t h e m ig h t y cu rren t of a river
past com preh en sion of power . Th e f i re
u pon t h e g rass swi rled arou n d m e an d in
awe I saw t h e f lam es l ick over t h e sk in
of m y h an ds, bu t I was n ot bu rn ed. Th e
Fi re Spi ri t spok e on ce m ore, “Com e
ch i l d for e ve n as you h ave b e l i e ve d so
i t sh al l b e accom p l i sh e d .”
I t u rn ed an d beh eld t h e st al l ion as
m ore power t h an I h ad ever possessed
swi rled arou n d m e in a com f ort in g balm ,
as i t served as an en abler of m y spi ri t t o
do big g er an d bet t er t h in g s f or t h e
Kin g dom of Eloah . W i t h ou t h esi t at ion
Feveren st epped f orward an d pressed
h i s m u z z le in t o t h e f lam es t h at scorch ed
over m y h an d an d y et lef t n o h eat in i t s
wak e.
Th e f i re ablaz e u pon m y palm dan ced
u p h i s m u z z le u n t i l t h e wh ole of h im was
ablaz e even as I was. Speak in g t h en as
t h e in spi rat ion t o say wh at I did cam e
f rom ou t side m y own k n owledg e I said,
“T ak e m e t o t h e h eart of t h e f orest .”
Feveren ben din g down on on e k n ee
said wi t h solem n i t y , “I wi l l do al l t h at
y ou ask T arik , f or n ow I see wh at m y
ey es h ave n ever seen . A f i re proph et
f rom of old h as on ce m ore been g i f t ed so
as t o be a l ig h t t o t h e world of t h e love
of t h e Creat or f or al l Hi s creat ion . Even
so I t h an k t h e Son , I prai se t h e Fat h er ,
an d I ex al t in t h e presen ce of t h e Fi re
Spi ri t , as al l t h at was prom i sed even
n ow i s com in g t o pass. I am at t h e ready
f or y ou Mast er .”
W i t h ou t a f u rt h er word spok en I
swu n g aboard t h e m assive st al l ion wh o
lu n g ed f orward wi t h a wi l l t owards t h e
t owerin g colu m n s of f lam e in t h e
di st an ce. Ch u n k s of sod t ore f ree t o f ly
u p in t o t h e ai r beh in d u s in a cascade of
ch u rn ed u p di rt as divin ely appoin t ed
dest in y lef t a t rai l bef ore u s t o f ol low.
I lean ed f orward an d g ripped a h old
of t h e f ree-f lowin g m an e of black h ai r as
Feveren ou t ran in speed an y h orse I h ad
ever wi t n essed in l i f e. Wh at t h e h eart of
t h e f orest was I did n ot k n ow, bu t t h e
Spi ri t of Eloah wi t h in m e was u rg in g
an d I was wi l l in g even as Feveren was
bein g obedien t t o h i s dest in y so t oo did I
seek t o do m y Mast er ’ s wi l l .
Th ose m om en t s of walk in g on t op of
t h e world cam e back t o m e wi t h a
f u l ln ess n ow t h at I h adn ’t ex perien ced in
m on t h s. Th e im ag ery of h eaven ju st
above obscu red by a m y riad of colors so
brig h t as t o bu rn t h e ey es I cou ld in t h i s
in st an ce t h in k of n ot h in g I cou ld lose in
t h i s l i f e t h at wou ld be t h e equ al of
g ain in g an et ern al presen ce in t h at
h eaven ly cou rt on e day .
Th e joy of ex perien cin g n o f ear , save
f or t h at wh ich I h ad in reveren ce f or m y
Creat or cou rsed t h rou g h m e l ik e an
en abl in g brook of powered u p st orm
su rg e. I u rg ed Feveren on f ast er an d wi t h
g reat h eaves f or breat h h e did so u n t i l i t
seem ed t h at we f lew across t h e g rou n d.
I m oved in easy sy n ch ron i st ic m ot ion
wi t h t h e g reat est beast of h i s k in d an d
t og et h er we ch arg ed h eadlon g in t o t h e
u pswept colu m n of f i re an d sm ok e
rag in g across t h e savan n a t owards u s.
Th e f i re didn ’t t ou ch u s an d t h e sm ok e
did n ot det er u s.
W e brok e t h rou g h t h e f lam es t h at
evaporat ed away f rom u s as i f f rom a
f i re of m u ch g reat er st ren g t h t o on ce
m ore su rg e f ort h on t o t h e bl ack en ed
plain t h at ref lect ed on ly t h e deat h an d
sol i t u de of t ot al dest ru ct ion . On Feveren
raced t i relessly as i f h e h ad been wai t in g
al l t h e lon g y ears of h i s l i f e f or t h i s
m om en t on ly t o n ow u n leash t h e f u l l f u ry
of h i s pen t -u p rag e in a m om en t of t im e.
I t was a son g t h at cal led t o m e an d I
cried alou d wi t h a sh ou t of war as t h e
cin ders an d bu rn in g em bers g ave way
bef ore u s t o bade u s en t ran ce t o a f orest
f u l ly ablaz e as an an cien t realm t ast ed
t h e h u n g ry dest ru ct ion of f i re f or t h e f i rst
t im e. Ru les h ad been brok en an d n ow al l
arou n d m e t h e f orest scream ed in
an g u i sh .
I cou ld h ear t h e t rees an d cal l in g ou t I
ask ed f or h elp f or t h em alon g wi t h al l
t h ose I h eld dear even as bu rn in g em bers
sh een ed down u pon u s in a f iery
wat erf al l of u n m at ch ed viciou sn ess of
color an d bu rden som e dest ru ct ion . St i l l
t h e h eat of t h e f lam es was h eld back
f rom u s as i f a f orce of som e in vi sible
qu al i t y did so or n o dou bt we wou ld
h ave in st an t ly com bu st ed as every t h in g
el se was.
“My Eloah sen d y ou r rain ! I ask in t h e
n am e of Y ou r Son so t h at a h eri t ag e of
t h i s place Y ou on ce m ade special wi l l
rem ain ! ” I cried ou t above t h e blaz e of
an an cien t place cast in t o m i sery .
Th e sm ok e black en ed sk ies overh ead
dark en ed dram at ical ly an d t h e su n raced
across t h e sk y as i f h e rode on a h orse
t h e equ al of t h e on e I road i f n ot g reat er .
W i t h t h e absen ce of l ig h t dark n ess f el l
on ly t o si lh ou et t e t h e f iery blaz e al l
arou n d u s as t h e pi t ch black n ess of n ig h t
f el l h al f a day soon er t h an i t sh ou ld
h ave.
W i t h t h e dark n ess cam e an open in g in
t h e sk ies above, on ly i t wasn ’t rain t h at
f el l , bu t t h e sk y ocean ’ s t h em selves. Th e
h eavy vapor m i st san k down n ot on ly
u pon t h e en t i ret y of t h e savan n a, wh ich i t
h ad n ot don e in several h u n dred y ears
bu t i t al so dou sed over t h e f orest as wel l
an d wi t h a g reat h i ssin g of ex t in g u i sh ed
f lam e we were h eralded f rom beh in d as
t h e ocean m i st s su rg ed t h rou g h t h e f orest
corridors leavin g n o f lam e u n qu en ch ed.
W i t h t h e ocean m i st s cam e t h e t ides of
l i f e t h at cal led i t h om e an d look in g back
I u rg ed Feveren f ast er as a wh ale cam e
u p f ast beh in d u s. I n eedn ’t h ave worried
f or bef ore we were con t act ed by h i s
g reat bu lk h e spu n t o t h e side an d t h e
m om en t u m of h i s act ion sen t t h e vapor
m i st splash in g ah ead of u s ex t in g u i sh in g
every f lam e in sig h t .
For a m om en t i t was h ard t o breat h e
bu t t h en we were f ree of bot h ocean m i st
an d f lam e al ik e as Feveren ’ s h ooves du g
in t o a st eep in cl in e t h at h e lu n g ed
u pward wi t h a ven g ean ce. On t h i s
u pri sin g pin n acle wi t h in t h e f orest t h e
t rees were n ot bu rn t an d im m ediat ely
t h ey f el t loat h som e t o m e even as I f el t
t h e ey es of a t h ou san d an d m ore m y t h ical
creat u res of f ol ly st are back at m e f rom
t h e si len t ran k s of dark t rees t h at st u dded
t h i s u pward slopin g cau seway t h at we
n ow t raveled u pon , wh ich I cou ld see
h ad on ce been a road.
Th e pu t rid sen se of bein g viewed by
evi l on parade in vaded al l m y sen ses,
bu t Feveren did n ot back down an d
n ei t h er did I . U p ah ead of m e on a rock y
corn er of t h e t rai l lay an old t ree t h at h ad
al l bu t f al len t o t h e f orest f loor .
Hardly a leaf rem ain ed u pon i t an d
t h ou g h t o som e al l t h ey m ig h t see was a
t ree, a lon g t im e in t h e dy in g , I saw an
en t i t y t h at h ad been dai ly t ort u red f or a
very lon g t im e. I bid Feveren t o st op an d
h e did wi t h a h al f rear of im pat ien ce t o
be lock ed in m ort al com bat , bu t won
over t o be pat ien t past h i s passion by h i s
pledg e of loy al t y t o m e.
I sl id of f h i s back an d slowly
approach ed t h e old t ree t h at clu n g on t o
l i f e som eh ow as i t was m ost ly
swal lowed u p by t h e dark pu sh in g wrat h
of t h ose t rees arou n d u s t h at h ad n o son g
of l i f e wi t h in t h em . As I walk ed u pon t h e
cu rsed g rou n d of t h i s place m y voice
ran g f ort h as I beg an t o sin g deeply in a
lan g u ag e u n k n own t o m e, bu t t h at i ssu ed
f ort h ou t of t h e Fi re Spi ri t t h at was
wi t h in m e, t h at wi t h every spok en
sy l lable g ave di rect h om ag e t o t h e
Creat or of every t h in g .
I san g t h e words g iven t o m e f rom on
h ig h an d m arveled at t h e deep rich n ess
of t h em t h at vibrat ed t h rou g h t h e ai r wi t h
a power u n seen an d y et f el t . Not an y
power of m in e, bu t Hi s wh o h ad sen t m e
h ere t o t h i s place on ce blessed, bu t
cu rsed worst of al l rig h t n ow.
Th e cu rsed en ch an tm en t s of t h i s place
did n ot m at t er as t h e Spi ri t of Eloh im
wi t h in m e was a f orce n ever t o be
den ied vict ory . Th e very rock s ben eat h
m e vibrat ed wi t h a k een k n ock in g
t og et h er of sou n d as i f awak en in g t o t h e
rem em bered f ear f or wh o h ad creat ed
t h em an d in deed i t was so.
Rest orat ion was t o st art h ere an d
pu t t in g m y h an ds t o t h e g reat bu lk of a
t ree t h at eig h t m en cou ldn ’t h ave reach ed
arou n d I beg an t o pu sh . Th ere was n o
n eed t o pu sh as i f u t i l iz in g al l m y
ph y sical m ig h t , wh ich wou ld h ave
proved u seless, rat h er t h e Spi ri t of t h e
Creat or was m ore t h an en ou g h t o
accom pl i sh an y t ask .
Th e g reat rot t in g bu lk g roan ed an d
beg an t o ri se u p t o wh ere i t h ad on ce
dom in at ed t h e f orest can opy above f or ,
perh aps, sin ce t h e creat ion of t h e world.
I pressed on ward al l t h e wh i le sin g in g
deeply al l t h at t h e Fi re Spi ri t wou ld
h ave m e say an d t h e t ree rose in t o t h e ai r
st eadi ly .
A bou lder f al len in t o t h e cavi t y of
wh ere t h e t rees g reat root s h ad on ce
been wel l en t ren ch ed bef ore i t h ad
t ipped over , m oved ou t of t h e way , as al l
t h e t rees arou n d sh ook in f ear t h at a day
h ad com e t h at wou ld see t h ei r t reach ery
rewarded. W i t h a lou d g roan in g t h u n k
t h e g reat sn apped of f an d sn arled t ru n k
of a t ree t h at rem ain ed bu t peri lou sly
al ive by t h e f ewest of bran ch es cam e t o
rest ag ain in i t s old su rrou n ds.
I pu sh ed n o lon g er bu t con t in u ed t o
sin g as t h e Fi re Spi ri t g ave m e u t t eran ce
as I k n owin g ly pray ed f or h eal in g an d
rest orat ion si len t ly wi t h in t h e lan g u ag e I
did n ot k n ow even as t h e Spi ri t of Eloah
spok e di rect ly t o t h e Fat h er . Th ere was a
sn appin g m ot ion an d I open ed m y ey es t o
g lan ce down on ly t o see n ew resu rg en t
root s i ssu in g ou t f rom t h e rot t en n ess of a
t ree lon g t h ou g h t h opelessly u n resu rrect able an d t orm en t ed al l t h e m ore
f or i t .
Th e rock s arou n d m e sh ook f or g lee
as t h ey ’d h ad n o part in t h e sh am es of
t h i s place an d I sm i led as t h e joy of t h ei r
em ot ion s t ou ch ed m y h eart . I g lan ced u p
an d wi t n essed two g reat old ey es st arin g
down at m e even as on e t in y l i t t le bran ch
wi t h bu t t h ree leaves m oved back an d
f ort h wi t h t h e rh y t h m of m y son g pou rin g
ou t in t h e Spi ri t t o m y Creat or . I st art ed
t o draw down in voice, bu t t h e old ey es
f rown ed an d wi t h a n eg at ive sh ak e t h e
t reebeast said in a deep voice, “Deeper!
Press deeper y ou n g warrior! Sin g ! ”
Closin g m y ey es I h eeded h i s advice
an d despi t e t h e wearin ess t h at assai led
m e as i f plag u ed in st ren g t h by an u n seen
f oe, I san g lou der an d m ore boi st erou s
t h an ever bef ore. Bl in dly I t u rn ed f rom
t h e old t ree an d f aced t h e g rown -u p
f orest t h at did n ot belon g h ere an d I let
m y h eart sin g ou t ag ain st i t .
How lon g I san g I do n ot k n ow, bu t as
m y voice drew t o an en d of u sabi l i t y so
did t h e passion of t h e Creat or ’ s Spi ri t
wi t h in m e an d I k n ew i t was t im e t o
st op. I ’d set t led down t o m y k n ees at
som e poin t an d n ow as I open ed m y ey es
f or t h e f i rst t im e sin ce m y pleaded love
son g t o Eloah h ad beg u n I was st u n n ed t o
see t h at a vast ch an g e h ad occu rred al l
arou n d m e.
Th e t rees t h at h ad resi st ed t h e l ig h t
wi t h in m e were al l g on e. Th ey h ad
sim ply passed as i f in t o n on ex i st en ce
an d al l arou n d m e lay t h e g reen slopes of
an u pward slopin g m ou n d of a h i l l t h at I
was n early t o t h e t op of .
I g ot u p an d t u rn ed on ly t o beh old, in
won der , a t ree as g ran d as su rely as i t
h ad ever been in t h e z est of l i f e an d y et
st i l l on e possesin g t h e ag e of bot h i t s
g ood t im es an d t h e t rial s of i t s last y ears.
“A beau t i f u l son g m y L ieg e. T ru ly , i t
h as been m y pleasu re t o h ear t h e voice
of al l t h e Kin g s of An g art a, bu t n on e h as
ever su n g as y ou h ave an d y et , let t h e
Spi ri t of t h e Creat or be t h an k ed above
f or He h as rai sed u p in y ou a work m an
su i t able f or t h e t ask an d on e m ade
wort h y t h rou g h t rial by f i re t o be
wielded as a f in e blade in t h e Hi s h an ds.
Now look beh in d m e T arik an d t el l m e
wh at y ou see.”
I st epped t o t h e side of t h e t reebeast ’ s
g reat resu rg en t bu lk an d saw a cast le
poi sed on t h e h i l l above t h at su rely on a
clear day , even as i t n ow was, on e cou ld
see al l of An g art a.
“I see a cast le. I see t h e h eart of t h e
f orest .”
“A y e, y ou do, m an , wh ose n am e
m ean s, ‘I h ave a st ory ’. Y ou h ave n o
m em ory of i t , bu t on ce t h ere ru led h ere a
g reat l in e of k in g s wh o were t h e g reat est
in power an d wi sdom in al l t h e seven
lan ds. Th ey were g iven au t h ori t y f rom
on h ig h t o ru le over al l t h i s realm of
An g art a an d even lan ds bey on d an d as
t h e st ory of m an g oes, t h ey beg an t o lose
sig h t of wh at m ade t h em g reat , u n t i l al l
f reedom was lost an d t h ese lan ds were
t ak en f rom t h em . I was appoin t ed t o be a
wat ch t ree an d so I h ave rem ain ed
k n owin g t h i s day wou ld com e. I t el l y ou
t ru ly , T arik , t h at t h e y ears t h at rem ain of
t h i s world are l im i t ed in n u m ber even as
t h e proph ecy t h at on e day t h e k in g sh ip of
An g art a wou ld be rest ored h ave n ow
been f u l f i l led in y ou , lad. A y e, t ak e
every t h in g I say t o h eart f or t h e t ru t h i s
wh at i t i s. No on e k n ows h ow m u ch t im e
rem ain s, bu t u n t i l t h at day com es we
f ig h t even as y ou h ave t h i s day . No bat t le
h ave y ou f aced su ch as wh at y ou soon
wi l l , bu t be of g ood cou rag e f or t h e
ou t com e of al l et ern i t y t o com e h as
al ready been wri t t en an d t o pu t i t brief ly ,
we win ! ”
Th e old t ree ch u ck led t h en an d I was
f orced t o sm i le even t h ou g h I f el t f roz en
t o t h e awaren ess of al l t h at was bein g
revealed t o m e. I was of a k in g ly l in e?
W as I t ru ly t o ru le h ere?
“T arik .”
I g lan ced u p t o t h e wat ch t ree’ s old
k n owin g ey es locat ed f ar above. “I k n ow
y ou h ave m an y qu est ion s an d I wi l l do
m y best t o f i l l y ou in on al l t h at I k n ow,
bu t as of y et t h e h eart of t h e f orest st i l l
l ies wi t h in t h e con t rol of t h e on e wh o
bu rn ed y ou wi t h f i re. Y ou m u st t ak e back
y ou r dom in ion over t h i s lan d as i t i s
y ou rs by rig h t . Go an d k n ow t h at as y ou
f ace dark n ess, h ead on , al l i t can see i s
t h e L ig h t i t on ce k n ew bu t f orsook t o
becom e som et h in g less t h an wh at i t on ce
was. Be of g ood cou rag e y ou n g Kin g , f or
beh old y ou are n ot alon e in t h i s qu est t o
f u l f i l l t h e W ords of t h e Creat or .”
I t u rn ed t o look at m y back . Th ere was
Feveren reg al ly st an din g at ease, bu t
bey on d h im st ood a vast t roop
n u m berin g past cou n t of warriors g reat er
t h an t h ose wh o wou ld ever walk u pon
t h e lan d as t h ey were n ot of t h e lan d, bu t
of h eaven .
From wi t h in m y spi ri t breat h ed t h e
words of m y Creat or , “Com m an d th e m
son . T r u l y i t i s I th at h as m ad e you
gr e at an d i t i s I th at se ts th e b attl e
b e for e you , e ve n as i t i s I th at
r e ce i ve s th e gl or y fr om th e fai th fu l
acti on s of a l oyal son wh o wou l d
sacr i fi ce al l e ve n l i fe i tse l f i n or d e r to
se e th at My Wi l l b e d on e . Eve n so i t i s
wi th th i s gr e at l ove th at you l ove Me
wi th th at you can n ow atte st to th e
l ove th at I l ove d you wi th fi r st b e for e
e ve r th e fi r st m an was cr e ate d ! Mou n t
u p n ow son an d r i d e for th i n to th e
d e sti n y th at I h ave p r e d e sti n e d for
you th i s d ay as to b e b u t a fu l fi l lm e n t
of My Wi l l !”
Sh ak in g an d y et driven wi t h power t o
accom pl i sh t h e W i l l of t h e Fat h er , I ran
f or Feveren an d did as com m an ded. I n a
voice f ar lou der t h an t h e st i l l qu iet n ess
of t h e Most Hig h ’ s Spi ri t wi t h in t h e
corridors of t h e t em ple of m y body a
voice f rom on h ig h t h u n dered f ort h f rom
t h e sk y even as a win dow of h eaven
open ed u p t o pou r ou t even m ore of a
h ost prepared f or war , “Ri d e !!!”
Feveren leaped f orward wi t h a rag ed
squ eal u p t h e pat h t oward t h e Ci t adel
t h at bri st led wi t h al l t h e rem n an t s of a
f orest ’ s f orm er corru pt ed en ch an tm en t . I
g lan ced over m y sh ou lder on ly t o see t h e
an g el ic h ost rig h t beh in d m e as t h ey ran
as swi f t ly as t h e f ast est h orse al ive,
wh i le h oldin g drawn swords alof t .
A t h ri l l of u n im ag in able sig n i f ican ce
swept t h rou g h m e an d I cried ou t in
prai se t o m y Creat or , “Blessed be Y ou r
Nam e in t h e h ig h est , m y Eloh im . T o Y ou r
Glory ! ”
Th en as a t h u n derou s ech o t h at
cou rsed over t h e g rou n d bot h t o t h e
f orward of u s, an d as a qu ak e of
radiat in g ou tward f orce t h e an g el ic h ost
t o m y rear , repeat ed m y words as did
t h ose f al l in g down t h rou g h t h e ai r wi t h
swords al ready drawn . A g reat wai l
arose f rom t h e creat u res an d f al len on es
wi t h in t h e k eep at t h e breast of t h e h i l l
an d y et t h rou g h al l t h e cacoph on y of
sou n d I cou ld h ear t h e t h u n derou s ech oes
of t h e wat ch t ree’ s joy ou s lau g h t er in t h e
di st an t back g rou n d.
Th e barred en t ry way of t h e Cast le
ru n down in appearan ce, bu t t h at h ad n o
lack f or g ran deu r , loom ed ah ead of m e
an d I ch arg ed h eadlon g f or i t t ru st in g t h at
a way f orward wou ld be m ade. I n deed
t h e rock y g rou n d ah ead of m e bu rst f ort h
as g reat bou lders h overed in m idai r wi t h
a vibrat in g in t en si t y so f orcef u l i t h u rt
t h e sen ses an d wi t h a wave of m y h an d I
g est u red i t t o t h e g at e an d at t h e speed of
l ig h t n in g t h e bou lders crash ed f orward
wi t h eag ern ess as i f each was t ry in g t o
ou t do t h e ot h ers as t h ey sm ash ed in t o t h e
g at e an d t h e wal l of t h e cast le i t sel f .
Th e g at e was en t i rely blown of f i t s
h in g es an d across t h e squ are t h at lay
wi t h in . W e t h u n dered t h rou g h an d som e
of t h ose of t h e el i t e f orce of im m ort al i t y
t h at h ad been g ran t ed m e t h i s day t o
accom pan y m e in t h i s bat t le ran t h rou g h
t h e sm ash ed open port al beh in d m e bu t
t h e m ajori t y of t h em sim ply ran st raig h t
u p t h e cast le wal l s or t h rou g h t h em even
as m ore of t h ei r h eaven ly n u m ber rain ed
down f rom above al l over t h e cast le
g rou n ds. Absolu t ely n o qu art er was
g iven .
W i t h n o sword in m y h an d m u ch less
seem in g ly t h e n eed f or on e I let Feveren
f in d t h e way f orward t h at h e seem ed t o
k n ow by h eart . Hi s g reat h ooves
t h u n dered as h e ag g ressively bu ck
ju m ped u p a h ig h series of st on e st ai rs
t h at led u pward t o an im pressive
bu i ldin g .
No creat u res dared t o st op u s as al l
were f leein g f or cover f rom t h e aven g in g
h ost t h at h ad f al len u pon t h e place f rom
on h ig h , bu t t h at in i t sel f was an act of
poin t lessn ess person i f ied as wh ere
cou ld on e h ide f rom t h e ey es of t h e
Creat or t h at h ad set f ort h t h e decree f or
t ot al dest ru ct ion . A st on e cou rt y ard
open ed u p t o u s at t h e t op of t h e st ai rs
an d wi t h a clat t er of h ooves Feveren
su rg ed across i t h eaded di rect ly f or
an ot h er series of st eps t h at led u p t o two
g reat wooden doors.
Feveren cl im bed t h e st ai rs an d t h en
ri sin g u p wi t h an earspl i t t in g cry of a
st al l ion at war h e crash ed down ward.
Bot h f ron t h ooves crash ed in t o t h e ag ed
wood of t h e doors an d wi t h spl in t erin g
aban don t h ey brok e apart in ward t o
reveal a dark ly l i t Great Hal l t h at boded
on ly t h e presen ce of g reat evi l .
Feveren m ade t o m ove f orward, bu t I
said, “No.”
He st opped an d I sl id of f h i s back . He
m ade n o m ove t o leave t h e sh at t ered
doorway t h at cast m u ch -n eeded l ig h t in t o
t h e Great Hal l , bu t h e did n ot en t er
ei t h er .
Movin g f orward I st rode across t h e
m arbled f loor h eaded f or t h e dai s an d
t h ron e at t h e f ar en d of t h e Hal l . Th e
f ig u re t h at sat u pon t h e t h ron e was t h e
sam e as h e wh o h ad bu rn ed m e as a
ch i ld wi t h bu t t h e t ou ch of h i s h an d af t er
h e h ad m el t ed m y f at h er ’ s sword.
He t ossed h i s h ead wi t h arrog an ce,
“So, y ou ’ve com e t o reclaim t h e t h ron e.
T ru ly , a pat h et ic rem n an t as i t were, as
y ou h aven ’t don e on e t h in g in t h e f orced
seiz u re of i t y ou rsel f .”
Oh , I was abou t t o, I ack n owledg ed
wi t h g rim poin t of f ocu s as I m ou n t ed u p
t h e st ai rs wi t h n o h esi t at ion . He st ood u p
h u rriedly as t h e con t em pt ible h at e t h at h e
h ad f or m e spi l led ou t past t h e reserve of
h i s earl ier st at em en t .
Arrog an t ly h e reach ed ou t t o seiz e a
h old of m e, bu t I seiz ed ah old of h im
f i rst , in t h e sam e way t h at h e h ad on ce
don e t o m e. I g ripped down on a f orm
creat ed apart f rom m y h u m an i t y t o
alway s be im m ort al an d y et h e was
powerless ag ain st t h e f orce of t h e Fi re
Spi ri t t h at was h ou sed wi t h in m y m ort al
f lesh .
Hi s blaz in g ey es widen ed as I pu l led
h im in close t o m y own ey es an d
speak in g so closely t h at spi t f rom t h e
f orce of m y st at em en t lan ded on h i s f ace
t h at was al ready sh i f t in g ou t of ph ase
f rom t h e im ag e of t h e m an t h at h e
ou twardly m an i f est ed t o t h e im ag ery of
t h e dark drag on t h at t h at h e was, “I t ’ s
t im e f or y ou t o g et ou t of m y h ou se! ! ! ”
Th at said I proceeded t o drag h im ,
scales, t alon s, h ot f iery breat h an d al l ,
across t h e len g t h of t h e h al l t o t h e brok en
doors wi t h t h e sam e det erm in at ion of
f ocu s t h at h ad m oved m e t o pu sh u prig h t
t h e bu lk of a t ree t h at t h ree g ian t s
wou ld’ve st ru g g led t o l i f t . Th ere was n o
t ask t oo g reat f or m y Eloh im t o h an dle.
My Eloh im was g reat er an d I k n ew i t
an d in t h i s m om en t I walk ed in t h e f u l l
bel ief of i t . Gain in g t h e st ai rway t o t h e
ou t side of t h e Great Hal l I spu n an d t h e
Drag on of g reat en ch an tm en t s an d
di sg race t u m bled h al f way down t h e
st ai rs bef ore cat ch in g h im sel f wi t h du g
in t alon s.
Hi s h ead l i f t ed as h i s ey es f ocu sed in
on m e wi t h a savag ery g reat er t h an I h ad
ever seen u pon t h e cou n t en an ce of an y
creat u re u n der t h e su n an d in a t on g u e
f l ick erin g sibi lan t roar h e said, “Y ou
m ay h ave won t h i s day boy k in g , bu t
k n ow t h at I wi l l ret u rn . Men are bu t ever
weak creat u res an d y ou h ave
weak n esses ju st as al l t h e ot h ers bef ore
y ou did! ”
He t ook f l ig h t t h en even as g reat
n u m bers of t h e f orm er ran k s t h at h e h ad
on ce been h om e t o st ood by in rig h t eou s
f ervor t o do wh at ever was ask ed of
t h em , as t h ey g az ed m i st ru st f u l ly u pon
t h e drag on ’ s every act ion . I wat ch ed h im
f ly away f rom t h e Ci t adel wi t h
m i sg ivin g . I f i t h ad been perm i t t ed m e I
wou ld h ave g ladly at t em pt ed t o slay h im ,
bu t t h at was n ot m y dest in y an d in deed
t h e Drag on ’ s f at e was a sealed dest in y of
an im m ort al i t y of su f f erin g t h e l ik es of
wh ich I cou ld n ever equ al in an y
reven g ef u l act .
W at ch in g as h e di sappeared over t h e
h oriz on I said g rim ly , “I wi l l be wai t in g
f or y ou . Eloh im h ave m ercy an d g ive m e
st ren g t h t o st an d as a m an af t er Y ou r own
h eart con t in u al ly , so t h at wh at
weak n esses I h ave are bu t an aven u e f or
Y ou r divin e st ren g t h an d g race t o be
m an i f est ed t h rou g h . I n t h e n am e of Y ou r
Son Y esh u a, in wh om al l g race i s
f ou n ded, I beg t h i s of Y ou Heaven ly
Fat h er .”
I n ot iced t h e an g el st an din g closest t o
m e n od h i s h ead af f i rm at ively an d
g lan cin g at h im I recog n iz ed h im as t h e
on e wh o’d carried m e f rom t h e wat er as
a boy an d del ivered m e saf ely f rom h arm
in t h e in t erm ediary realm t h at lay above
t h e clou ds. I t wou ld seem t h at h e was
st i l l posi t ion ed by m y side rat h er
closely .
He sm i led warm ly an d wi t h a sl ig h t
n od f orward of h i s h ead h e ask ed, “Wh at
are y ou r orders f or u s, T arik ?”
Hu m bled bey on d words I ask ed,
“W ou ld y ou an d t h e ot h ers act as
em i ssaries f or m e? W ou ld y ou g o ou t
in t o al l t h e ot h er lan ds an d wh erever
t h ere are t h ose wh o y et bel ieve in t h e
Creat or as I do wou ld y ou t el l t h em t h at
h ere in An g art a we are wi l l in g t o f ig h t
an d die i f n eed be in order t o serve
Eloah an d k eep Hi s way s. T el l t h em h ow
com m i t t ed we are t o Th e W ay of Y esh u a.
I f t h ey ch oose t o com e h ere wou ld y ou
t h en al so h elp t h em alon g t h e way ?”
“W e wou ld, T arik .” He said, t h en as I
wat ch ed t h e h ost t h at h ad won t h i s place
wi t h relat ive ease di sappeared in t o t h in
ai r , u n t i l I an d Feveren were lef t alon e.
Glan cin g t o Feveren I ask ed, “W ou ld
y ou m in d let t in g t h e ot h ers k n ow abou t
h ow t h in g s h ave work ed ou t ?”
Feveren n odded h i s h ead an d t rot t ed
away down t h e st ai rs in h op sk ips an d
soon I was en t i rely alon e ex cept f or t h e
big old sen t in el t ree posi t ion ed alon g t h e
pat h way t o t h e cast le. A part of m e
wan t ed t o ven t u re ou t an d t alk wi t h h im
bu t I n eeded t o st ay wh ere I was f or
n ow.
I f el t su re of t h at even as t h e t h in g I
k n ew t o do rig h t n ow was t o pray . Pray
f or h elp. Pray f or g u idan ce. Eloah h ad
m ade m e a Kin g . Wh at did t h at real ly
m ean ?
How wou ld I be able t o accom pl i sh
every t h in g ? Th e big g est qu est ion of al l
t h ose in m y pray ers t h ou g h was wh en
cou ld I ex pect t h e at t ack t h at I k n ew
wou ld be com in g in f orce soon en ou g h .
Even n ow I k n ew t h at t h e sam e arm ies
an d m ay be m ore bey on d t h ose arm ies
t h at h ad dest roy ed m y h om elan d an d
decim at ed m y people t o t h e poin t of
an n ih i lat ion wou ld be f ocu sed wi t h an
i ron wi l l t o com e t o t h i s f orest an d k i l l
every last on e of u s. How wou ld su ch a
g reat arm y be def eat ed wh en m y own
people g reat er in n u m ber an d st ron g in
f ai t h h ad n ot been able t o st an d ag ain st
t h em ?
Wh y wou ld pray er be an swered n ow
wh en i t h adn ’t been f rom of f t h e l ips of
m y paren t s? I did n ot k n ow t h e an swer ,
bu t on e t h in g I did k n ow, t h ou g h , was
t h at Eloah alway s h ad a plan an d t h e on e
t h in g I sh ou ldn ’t do abou t an y of t h i s
was, worry . I n st ead sin k in g down t o m y
k n ees I pray ed f or Eloah ’ s wi l l t o be
don e.
I bask ed in t h e peace of t h e
k n owledg e t h at t h e bat t le f or t h e f orest
h ad been won t h i s day . Th at was a lot t o
be t h an k f u l f or .
Chapter Ni ne
On the Mountain
Th ey cam e f rom al l over , slowly at
f i rst an d t h en in g reat er n u m ber . People
f rom al l walk s of l i f e an d et h n ici t y .
Th e f orest an d al l t h at dwel t t h erein
welcom ed t h em an d wi t h in week s sm al l
t h rivin g com m u n i t ies h ad been
est abl i sh ed bot h in t h e f orest an d ou t
u pon t h e reg ion s of t h e savan n a wh ere
t h e sk y ocean s did n ot reach . Nig h t an d
day t h ey cam e an d a place was m ade f or
each of t h em .
Th ere were ru les. Non e of t h e t alk in g
beast s were f or t h e u se of f ood
pu rposes. Non e of t h e t reebeast s t h at h ad
been on ou r side were t o h ave an y
lu m ber h arvest ed f rom t h em . Ot h er t h an
t h at , I ex act ed n o ot h er st rict u res ex cept
on e an d t h at I h eld above al l ot h ers.
No ot h er God wou ld be worsh iped
wi t h in t h e realm s of An g art a ot h er t h an
t h e Creat or , Eloah , Th e Most Hig h . Th e
pen al t y was ex pu l sion f rom t h e f orest i f
repen t an ce was n ot m ade. I n t h e last n in e
week s, of t h e t h ou san ds t h at h ad com e t o
t h e f orest on ly f ou r h ad been cast ou t so
f ar .
Th e people reg arded m e wi t h
respect f u l cau t ion t h at bordered on
ou t rig h t f ear . I h ad don e n ot h in g t o h u rt
or h arm an y of t h em an d y et f or lack of a
bet t er way of pu t t in g i t , t h e f orest an d al l
i t s creat u res viewed m e as t h ei r m ast er .
Every in f ract ion or m i sdeed t h at was
m ade by m an k in d was report ed on by t h e
t rees. I n addi t ion t h e an im al s t h at t alk ed
did l ik ewi se.
People seem ed t o f in d t h at u n n ervin g
an d were seldom at ease arou n d m e an d
I did n ot h in g t o overly bridg e t h e g ap of
separat ion t h at h ad arose becau se of i t .
I n deed m ost of m y day s I spen t in
i solat ion f or t h e m ost part f rom t h e
opin ion s of ot h ers as I wen t abou t seein g
t o t h e care of n ewcom ers an d t h e
g rievan ces t h at did ari se.
I t k ept m e bu sy , bu t alway s in t h e back
of m y m in d was t h e ex pect at ion of t h e
in evi t able. Soon er or lat er n ews of an
in vasion in t o t h e f orest wou ld com e. T o
t h at en d I requ i red t h at every on e t h at
was able-bodied en ou g h t o f ig h t was t o
pract ice on a dai ly basi s.
My con sort iu m of f el low ch i ldren
t u rn ed in t o m en an d wom en were t h e
prin cipal in st ru ct ors as f or wh at ever
reason Eloah h ad en dowed u s wi t h an
u n can n y abi l i t y in t h e art s of war . Over
al l t h e people an d t h e t rain in g of t h em I
set in ch arg e m y g rou p of seven an d i t
was t h em m ore t h an an y on e el se wh o
h elped m e by deal in g wi t h m at t ers t h at
arose, wh ich real ly didn ’t n eed m y
in sig h t . Th ey t oo, were viewed wi t h
respect f u l cau t ion an d t og et h er we
rem ain ed close as a g rou p even t h ou g h
we were spl i t u p in di f f eren t part s of t h e
f orest in order t o oversee t h e people
properly .
I look ed ou t over t h e cast le parapet
t h at I st rode u pon an d t h e clearn ess of
t h e day let m y ey es see over t h e t reet ops
of t h e f orest below t o t h e in lan d savan n a
bey on d. Jaf in a was ou t t h ere.
Sh e h ad st at ion ed h ersel f wi t h t h ose
set t l in g in t o t h e savan n a. Sh e h ad an
u n bridled love f or t h e f reedom of ridin g
t h e m are, Soran y a, wh o h ad in t u rn
accept ed h er as h er m ast er .
Nei t h er I , n or Jaf in a, were h appy wi t h
bein g apart , bu t f or n ow i t was f or t h e
best . Th e day h ad st i l l n ot com e wh erein
i t wou ld be saf e f or u s t o st ep away f rom
t h e dem an ds placed u pon bot h of u s in
order t o f ocu s on ou rselves an d in a way
i t was easier f or u s t o l ive dai ly apart
t h an t o see each ot h er dai ly an d be
t orm en t ed by wh at we wan t ed t og et h er
as a wh ole.
Th e dai ly peace we ex perien ced in
t h e af t erm at h of t h e h eart of t h e f orest
bein g won back over was decept ive. At
h eart we al l k n ew i t cou ldn ’t last . I n a
way we were al l h al f l i st en in g f or t h e
bu l lh orn s of t h e Au ran t o leg ion s t o
h erald t h e approach of a g reat arm y ben t
on dest roy in g u s.
As ex pect an t as we were f or t h at
real i t y t o com e t o pass in a way I h ad
becom e qu i t e en cou rag ed as very f ew I
h ad m et wi t h wh o h ad com e seek in g
san ct u ary in t h e f orest h ad don e so n ot
ex pect in g t o h ave t o st an d u p an d f ig h t
f or t h e f reedom t h at we cu rren t ly
en joy ed. Th e drive t o com e h ere h ad
seem ed t o be f ou n ded m ore ou t of t h e
wi l l in g n ess of an in n er n eed t o g at h er
t og et h er wi t h ot h er l ik e-m in ded
in dividu al s an d t o t h at en d, i f n eed be,
we wou ld die t og et h er . W i t h t h at in m in d
every on e t rain ed wi t h eag ern ess an d a
wi l l of det erm in at ion t o do wh at was
n eeded in order t o st ay in depen den t f rom
t h e rest of t h e world f or as lon g as we
cou ld.
I g az ed down t o a lower g rassed
parapet of t h e cast le were Feveren idly
g raz ed in t h e even in g g low of t h e su n .
He h ad ch osen t o st ay wi t h m e an d I was
in t en sely g rat ef u l f or t h at .
Bey on d t h e sh eer joy I h ad at t ravel in g
at h ig h rat es of speed over t h e savan n a
an d t h rou g h t h e f orest t h ere was t h e
added bon u s of h im bein g avai lable t o
t alk t o on a dai ly basi s an d som et im es in
t h e n ig h t . I n t h e absen ce of Jaf in a I f ou n d
m y sel f t alk in g abou t m y closest
con f iden ces wi t h h im m ore t h an an y on e
el se.
He didn ’t seem t o m in d an d in g en eral
h e wasn ’t sh y abou t g ivin g h i s opin ion s
on wh at ever t h e m at t er m ay be. He h ad
g iven over t h e care of t h e ot h er h orses t o
several st al l ion of f sprin g of h i s an d t h ey
seem ed t o be doin g wel l u n der t h e added
respon sibi l i t y , bu t st i l l I cou ld t el l t h at i t
h ad been h ard f or h im t o st ep away f rom
t h e f ree ran g in g l i f est y le h e h ad alway s
possessed an d y et h e said n ot h in g of i t t o
m e.
He was alway s ready f or wh en I
m ig h t n eed h im n ex t . I n a word we h ad
becom e t h e best of f rien ds.
I h ad an ot h er f rien d. I t u rn ed back t o
t h e view t h at t h e cast le wal l s af f orded
m e an d t ook in t h e robu st ly g rowin g t ree
t h at sat en t ren ch ed alon g t h e road t o t h e
cast le.
V i rt rol ian Pi t h y m as was h i s n am e, bu t
h e wen t by Pi t h f or sh ort t o t h ose h e
cal led f rien d. From h im I h ad learn ed a
g reat deal an d l ik e m ost of t h e ot h er
t reebeast s h e was a weal t h of
in f orm at ion wh en i t cam e t o of f erin g
solu t ion s t o problem s or su g g est ion s f or
im provem en t .
I f ou n d Pi t h less dram a con sciou s t h en
m an y of t h e ot h er t reebeast s t h ou g h , bu t I
en deavored t o spen d t im e equ al ly wi t h
t h e lon g est l ivin g m em bers of m y reig n
an d t o a on e t h ey en joy ed t h e at t en t ion .
Th ey , perh aps m ore t h an an y on e, k n ew
h ow sh ort t h i s era of t ran qu i l i t y an d
rest orat ion m ig h t be, bu t t h ey al so
bol st ered m y f ai t h by bein g con st an t
rem in ders of wh at Eloah h ad don e in t h e
past an d h ow even t h e presen t was bu t
proph ecy bein g f u l f i l led.
I t ook al l t h ei r words an d serm on s t o
h eart an d pon dered on m u ch of wh at t h ey
h ad said wel l in t o t h e n ig h t som et im es.
Su dden ly , ou t of t h e corn er of m y ey e I
saw Feveren ’ s h ead g o u p an d h i s ears
prick f orward.
Th ere were m an y n oi ses abou t t h e
cast le as i t was bein g work ed on an d
repai red f rom an eon of n eg lect , an d t o
m y own percept ion n ot a n oi se was ou t
of place wi t h in t h e dai ly h u bbu b of t h e
rest orat ion work . I n addi t ion t o t h at I f el t
n o evi l presen ce an d t h e wh i spers of t h e
t rees h eld n o alarm wi t h in t h e ru st l in g of
t h ei r en dlessly g ossipin g leaves.
Feveren ’ s g az e t u rn ed t oward t h e
h oriz on an d I t u rn ed m y g az e t o f ocu s
t h ere l ik ewi se. Th e brig h t n ess of t h e lat e
af t ern oon su n m ade i t di f f icu l t t o see,
an d f or a m om en t I saw n ot h in g .
Gradu al ly t h en I saw f ly in g sh apes
em erg e ou t of t h e brig h t n ess of t h e su n l i t
back drop of t h e sk y . My h an ds f el l t o m y
sword h an dles, bu t at Feveren ’ s sn ort I
h eld of f f rom i ssu in g an alarm .
I g lan ced on ce m ore t o h im an d h e
t ossed h i s h ead n eg at ively in in dicat ion
t h at m y alarm was u n warran t ed.
U n easi ly I let m y h an ds f al l f ree of m y
sword h an dles as I let t h e scen e play ou t .
Th e sh apes in t h e sk y g rew big g er an d
big g er . Th ey didn ’t h ave t h e bu lk of
drag on s, bu t wh at ever t h ey were t h ey
were h u g e an d t h ere were close t o a
h u n dred of t h em .
Pi t h cal led ou t in an old lan g u ag e
u n k n own t o m e, bu t in a st at em en t t h at I
recog n iz ed as a g reet in g of sort s. I n
an swer t h ere cam e a sh riek in g cry t h at
spl i t t h rou g h t h e ai r as i f i t was a
l ig h t n in g st rik e.
Th e f ly in g object s were eag les.
Massive eag les.
Th ese m u st be t h e eag les of t h e L ost
Mou n t ain s, f or n owh ere el se h ad I ever
h eard of su ch bi rds as t h ese ex i st in g .
Th e leg en d wen t t h at t h ey on ly l ived in
t h e h ig h est peak s of t h e m ou n t ain s t h at
were com plet ely in accessible t o by m an ,
becau se m an h ad lost t h e abi l i t y t o speak
t o t h em .
Th e qu est ion of t h e m om en t t h ou g h
was, wh y h ad t h ey com e?
Th ey soared in close t o t h e cast le
n ow, bu t in t h e di st an ce I saw m ore of
t h em st i l l com in g . How m an y of t h em , i t
was h ard t o say , bu t a t h ou san d wou ldn ’t
h ave been t oo larg e a n u m ber .
Th ey weren ’t al l as big as t h i s
van g u ard of eag les t h ou g h , wh ich led m e
t o bel ieve t h ey were of a m u l t i t u de of
di f f eren t species of bi rds of prey . Ag ain
wh y h ad t h ey com e h ere?
I n m y h eart I f el t t h at I al ready k n ew
wh y , bu t I wan t ed t o h ear i t wi t h m y own
ears. W i t h a f lu t t er of t h ei r m assive t en
f oot wide win g span t o ei t h er side of
t h ei r bodies t h e f orward con sort of t h e
win g ed bat t al ion s cam e t o set t le down
u pon t h e bat t lem en t s of t h e cast le. On e
eag le in part icu lar lan ded in a g ran d
di splay of aeron au t ical m ig h t bef ore
Feveren on t h e g rass plat eau t h at h e
st ood u pon .
Au t h ori t y l ived in t h e st ru t t in g m an n er
of t h e win g ed creat u re t h at st ood as t al l
as I was. Feel in g a bi t of t repidat ion at
t h e com in g m eet in g I m ade m y way
down t h e bat t lem en t s in t h e di rect ion of
Feveren an d t h i s leader am on g al l bi rds.
As I wen t I passed u n der t h e vi sag e of
g reat eag le af t er eag le t h at sat perch ed
alon g t h e wal l t op. Th e siz e of t h ei r
t alon s t h at g ripped down on t h e widt h of
t h e wal l t op was bot h a t h in g of awe an d
a dau n t in g t h in g t o con sider i f ever on e
h ad t o f ace t h em in bat t le.
I walk ed u p t o Feveren an d h e an d t h e
apparen t leader of t h i s win g ed
con sort iu m seem ed t o break of f f rom a
si len t con versat ion t h ey h ad been h avin g
in order t o f ace m e. I respect f u l ly bowed
t o t h e win g ed creat u re t h at I desperat ely
h oped wou ld be an al ly an d n ever t h at of
a f oe.
I st raig h t en ed u p an d t h e t h ree of u s
st ood si len t f or a lon g m om en t . Th e
lordly k in g of bi rds bl in k ed h i s m assive
g old h u ed ey es t h at possessed t h e
f iercen ess of Feveren ’ s in f u l l bat t le
m ode as i f i t was a perm an en t st at e of
bein g , wh ich I didn ’t dou bt in t h e least
as bein g ex act ly t h e t ru t h in reg ards t o
t h i s creat u re.
Th e eag le’ s st are was u n n ervin g an d I
did m y best t o m eet i t u n f l in ch in g ly .
Gest u rin g wide I said, “I welcom e y ou ,
f rien d of Feveren . Soar ou r sk ies at wi l l
an d t h e f orest i s y ou rs i f ever y ou r k in d
sh ou ld wi sh a n est in g si t e am on g t h e
t rees.”
Th e eag le bl in k ed h i s g reat ey es an d
n odded slowly in accept an ce of al l t h at I
h ad ju st of f ered. He t u rn ed t h en an d
st ru t t ed t o t h e wal l t op t h at overlook ed
t h e st eepest g org e of t h e h i l l t h at t h e
cast le was con st ru ct ed u pon .
L ook in g back h e g ave m e a
com eh i t h er look an d g raciou sly I
com pl ied by m ovin g closer . I cam e u p t o
t h e wal l an d st ood beside h im an d
st arin g at m e specu lat ively t h rou g h h i s
g reat ey es, t h e eag le g est u red wi t h h i s
beak down t o t h e g org e below in a way I
read on ly t oo wel l .
Th e eag le wan t ed m e t o ju m p!
I st ared at h im si len t ly qu ery in g in t h e
spi ri t as t o wh at I sh ou ld do. No an swer
cam e t o m e ot h er t h an t h e f eel in g t h at I
was in t h e presen ce of a f rien d.
“Si r , sh ou ld we m an t o qu art ers?”
Ask ed a warrior wh o h ad h esi t an t ly
approach ed f rom of f t o t h e side.
I waved m y h an d di sm i ssively an d
said, “No, st an d down . I ’l l be back .”
“Si r?” He ask ed bef ore cry in g ou t in
alarm as I swu n g u p on t o t h e wal l
bat t lem en t an d dove over t h e side of i t .
‘Th i s was craz y ! ’ W as m y sel f prof essed diag n osi s as I cu t t h rou g h t h e
ai r t o wh at su rely wou ld be m y deat h . I
h eld m y arm s ou t t o t h e side as i f t o
ward of f t h e f ast approach in g g rou n d.
I n rel ief I f el t t h e g en t le, bu t secu re
clasp of t h e m assive t alon s t h at cou ld
g ore m e in h al f f ast en abou t m y u pper
arm s secu rely . Th e t ran si t ion f rom
f reef al l t o l i f t in g u p so t h at m y boot s
sk ipped of f t h e t al lest of t h e t rees was
g radu al ly don e as t h e g reat win g s beat
powerf u l ly an d m et h odical ly above m e.
W e g ain ed al t i t u de an d look in g abou t I
was t reat ed t o an eag le’ s view of
An g art a. St eadi ly t h e eag le f lew t o t h e
east .
Ou t over t h e f orest we wen t . A
jou rn ey t h at wou ld’ve t ak en m e two day s
at a ru n seem ed t o pass by in t h e span of
an h ou r .
Bef ore lon g t h e f orest perim et ers of
An g art a appeared an d bey on d lay t h e
beg in n in g of t h e lan ds of t h e ou t er
realm s f rom wh ich so m an y h ad f led
f rom t o u s. Abru pt ly t h e eag le h eaded
n ort h as a win d cu rren t cau g h t a h old of
u s an d n ort h ward we wen t at g reat
speed.
I passed over lan ds I h ad n ot seen
bef ore, u n t i l wi t h t h e su n s f adin g l ig h t
we were wi t h in reach of a series of
m ou n t ain s t h at I did n ot k n ow t h e n am e
of . Wh at was t h e pu rpose of t h i s f l ig h t
in t o t h e u n k n own ?
I did n ot k n ow, bu t I was eag er t o
on ce m ore f eel m y f eet u pon t h e g rou n d
ag ain an d as i f sen sin g t h at t h e eag le
g radu al ly lost al t i t u de an d we lef t t h e
f ast -m ovin g cu rren t of ai r beh in d. Th e
peak s of t h e m ou n t ain s g rew close an d
m y st om ach rose u p in m y t h roat as we
soared by rock y u pt h ru st s on ly t o
plu m m et down ward in t o a h ig h m ou n t ain
val ley .
Th e sh adows h ad al ready g rown dark
in t h i s h ig h wal led val ley . W i t h a g reat
ru f f le of i t s win g s t h e eag le lan ded m e
down g racef u l ly u pon t h e g rou n d, on ly t o
t h en g ain al t i t u de an d leave m e beh in d.
I n credu lou sly I saw i t g ain in
elevat ion as i t sai led away f rom m e an d
ou t of t h e val ley wi t h n o by e, n or leave,
as t o wh y h e h ad brou g h t m e h ere.
Every t h in g was si len t abou t m e, as i f
h eld in su spen se as t o wh at wou ld
h appen n ex t .
Swal lowin g down n ervou s
an t icipat ion of wh at ever m ay be lu rk in g
in t h e h eavy t in t ed sh adows t h at were
g ain in g g rou n d by t h e m om en t , I wai t ed.
Su dden ly di sg u st ed wi t h m y sel f I
wi t h drew m y h an ds f rom m y sword
h an dles an d wiped at t h e cold sweat on
m y f ace.
My t ru st in g abi l i t y of Eloah ’ s g reat er
plan was real ly lack in g rig h t n ow. I m ay
n ot k n ow an y t h in g abou t wh ere or wh y I
was wh ere I was, bu t I cou ld t ru st t h i s
was Eloah ’ s divin e pu rpose an d i f so I
wan t ed t o learn wh at ever i t was He
wi sh ed t o sh ow or t each m e.
Spreadin g m y h an ds wide wi t h palm s
u p in su rren der as I bowed m y h ead I
said, “I ’m h ere m y Eloah . I……. I ’m
eag er t o learn an y t h in g …….. every t h in g
y ou wou ld care t o sh are wi t h m e.”
St i l ln ess reig n ed wi t h in t h e val ley t h at
h ad g rown very dark . Pat ien t ly I wai t ed.
Ou t of t h e si len ce im posed u pon m y
em ot ion s a voice spok e, “Si n g to Me
ch i l d .”
T ears f el l down m y f ace as t h e f orce
of t h e presen ce of Eloah becam e f u l ly
real t o m e. Not darin g t o look arou n d I
wh i spered, “Please h elp m e, Spi ri t of
t h e Most Hig h .”
“Always.” Breat h ed t h e Fi re Spi ri t ’ s
reassu ran ce in t o m y sou l in a t in g l in g
balm l ik e wave of com f ort as t o ren der
m e on ly desi rou s of m ore.
Sof t ly t h en I let m y l ips f al l open an d I
beg an t o sin g a son g . I didn ’t k n ow wh at
t o sin g t ru ly an d so m y m in d l i st en ed t o
an d ag reed wi t h every t h in g t h at pou red
f ort h ou t of m y spi ri t ,
“Befor e t ime began Y ou knew me.
How can I doubt thi s day when I
know Y ou br ought me her e to Y ou.
Eloah, Y ou alone ar e my God!
I’l l serve no other , but Y ou always.
Though I don’ t see my way as I wi sh,
I know that I have a place wi th Y ou, so
why should I be af raid.
Y ou ar e enough for me.
I’ve seen how Y ou work.
I know that Y ou ar e good.
Y ou ar e kind and I know wi th al l my
heart that Y ou have a plan for my l i fe.
Oh, Eloah, take my l i fe and unfold i t
befor e Y ou as a story that prai ses Y ou!
Y ou ar e worthy!
Y ou ar e wonderful !
Y ou ar e glorious and al l Y our ways
ar e past f inding out and knowing thi s I
only want to be in Y our pr esence mor e
so that I might know Y ou!
T o know Y our ways!
T o be l ike Y ou!
T o serve Y ou!
A nd above al l I wi sh to please Y ou!
Cr eator of my heart I ador e Y ou!
I’ve seen the beauty of Y our
handiwork and I want to know Y ou l ike
Y ou know me.
Not that I could ever be worthy , but I
love Y ou.
I love Y ou my Elohim and I earnest ly
need Y ou!
Please never leave my heart !
Please never for get Y our pr omi se to
save me f r om al l my enemies!
Not only my l i fe do I beg of Y ou!
I fal l to my knees now befor e Y ou the
Most High as I beg of Y ou mer cy for al l
those who desi r e to l ive in Y our perfect
ways even so I beg of Y our lenience.
I beg Y ou for Y our intervent ion and
the peace that only Y ou can bring.
I need Y ou!
Y our people need Y ou too!
So many have been lost , but I know
that i f Y ou wi l l i t ther e wi l l be a f inal
harvest unl ike any other ever told of .
Humbly I ask of Y ou for Y our mer cy .
May Y our wi l l be done in me and may
Y our Kingdom come!
Her e my prayer oh A ncient of Days.
Ther e i s no one el se I pray to!
Bless Y our Name, I bless Y our Name!
Though I lose al l that I have, I wi l l
bless Y ou who gave me my br eath.
T o the last br eath I prai se Y ou oh
Most High Elohim.
Eloah, Y ou ar e my everything and I
sing to Y ou wi th al l my heart and now I
wai t upon Y our Spi ri t to move me in the
ways that please Y ou.
May I always please Y ou, Elohim,
Most High.”
My voice t rai led of f as words lef t m e
t o ex press an y t h in g f u rt h er an d qu iet ly I
k n el t f ace down in t h e dark as I bot h
sh ook an d f el t in awe at t h e presen ce of
m y Eloah t h at h ad descen ded u pon t h i s
seclu ded val ley in a ran g e of m ou n t ain s I
h ad n ever h eard of .
“Com e to Me , T ar i k. Ri se m y son
an d com e .”
I g lan ced u p sh ak in g an d wat ch ed f i re
t h at did n ot bu rn t h e g rass t h at i t l ick ed
across as i t blaz ed a t rai l ou t ah ead of
m e on ly t o spl i t an d t h en t rai l u p over a
carved arch way of a t u n n el si t u at ed in
t h e side of t h e m ou n t ain . Th e h ig h l ig h t in g
f i re g lowed brig h t ly as i t l i t u p t h e
sy m bol s wri t t en in st on e t h at adorn ed al l
abou t t h e doorway set in t o t h e side of t h e
m ou n t ain .
Com pel led of spi ri t I rose u p an d
m oved f orward t o beh old t h e sy m bol s
f or wh at t h ey were. Th ey were t h e
W ords of Eloah an d t h e power of t h em
seem ed t o ech o ou t at m e as i f t h e
m ou n t ain vibrat ed wi t h t h e l i f e of wh at
was in scribed u pon i t .
“Com e . Th e way i s op e n b e for e
you . I d e si r e to sp e ak wi th you m or e
cl e ar l y , as m u ch as you ar e ab l e to
b e ar . Do n ot fe ar for I l ove you wi th a
l ove th at you d o n ot com p r e h e n d .”
St u m bl in g f orward t h rou g h t h e
arch way I beh eld a st ai rcase t h at
spi raled u pward an d u pward as f ar as
t h e ey e cou ld see. As I look ed f ig u res I
recog n iz ed as an g el s descen ded an d
ascen ded t h e st ai rs set in a dim en sion al
aspect apart f rom m y own , bu t on e
wh ich f or t h e m om en t was bein g
perm i t t ed f or m e t o see.
“Com e ch i l d .” Cam e t h e reassu rin g
voice of m y Mak er an d I m oved f orward
f eel in g com plet ely u n wort h y of t h e h on or
of bein g in t h i s place t h at I t ook t o be a
g at eway t o Eloah , Him sel f .
As I st epped on t o t h e f i rst st ai r t h e
t read l i t u p wi t h a f iery g low an d t h ere
bef ore m e was y et m ore of t h e W ords of
Eloah ou t l in ed f or m e t o see an d bel ieve
f or t h e t ru t h t h at t h ey t ru ly were t h e
bu i ldin g block s of al l creat ion . Th ose
al ready u pon t h e st ai rs st opped as a
deeply reson at in g voice beg an t o h u m a
deep m elody t h at was so perf ect t h at m y
ears h ad n ever k n own an y t h in g bet t er as
i t was im possible t o im prove on t h e
perf ect ion t h at I h eard.
As on e t h e an g el ic h ost m oved t o t h e
side of t h e st ai rs t h ey st ood u pon an d
look ed u pward in won der as t h e
h u m m in g caden ce t h at f i l led t h i s
spi ral in g void in t h e m ou n t ain t u rn ed
in t o words. W ords spok en by t h e Mast er
of every t h in g , wh o by Hi s words on ce
spok e every t h in g t h at i s in t o ex i st en ce.
Havin g n o st art of ex i st en ce Him sel f , bu t
rat h er on e of n ever-en din g et ern i t y .
Th e Mast er of T im e was sin g in g ! T o
m e of al l people!
Break in g down I f el l in a sobbin g bal l
as t h e words of m y Creat or ech oed
down t o m e, m y sel f bein g bu t a recen t ly
m ade work of di rt an d wat er wi t h t h e
et ern al breat h of t h e Alm ig h t y breat h ed
in t o m e t h at en dowed m e wi t h a spi ri t
t h at alon e of al l t h at was m e was et ern al .
“Before t ime, I was.
I made t ime to begin.
I made al l of creat ion for My desi re
i s to create a perfect harmony and I
did.
My plan has alway s been that those
born to women should know Me and
by knowing Me and keeping My way s
they wi l l go bey ond t ime and t ime wi l l
be no more in the ful lness of the hour
that i s coming upon al l mankind.
Those way s of old lost wi thin the
scope of t ime shal l be reborn ev en
bet ter than before and thi s t ime i t
shal l not end.
It i s left for those of My handiwork,
in whom I blessed wi th eternal soul s,
to bel iev e in My Son whom I sent to
die for y ou so v ery long ago.
So long ago and now so many hav e
forgot ten that I lov e them.
How can they know My lov e for
them when they are bl ind and only see
the things of thi s present t ime.
I made al l of My creat ion, ev en y ou
T arik, to go bey ond t ime, for al l of
eterni ty , but what do I see.
Only a few remain who seek My
way s.
Thi s was not My plan.
I hav e a plan and y ou hav e alway s
been in My mind and now I am
mov ing!
I am at work and know that My wi l l
shal l be done!
There wi l l be rain and many shal l
come to remember Me and t ruly I tel l
y ou that My harv est i s great !
I AM that I AM and there are none
before Me and none after Me!
I AM that I AM has spoken!
Now come, y oung man, for I see
how y ou are kni t together and I am
pleased for y ou are a work of honor by
which I wi l l fashion to My ev erlast ing
Glory .
W el l pleased am I that y ou’v e
chosen Me.
Y ou are blessed son.
Come and see more than y ou ev er
knew could be and know that I am
near to those who cal l upon Me.
I hear al l .
I know al l .
I lov e y ou, ev en though My only
begot ten Son had to die for y ou.
Come see what y ou hav e bel iev ed.
Come and see how I lov e y ou.
Come and see what I am doing.
I wai t for y ou My son.
I adore y our way s as they are right
before Me.
T o y our last breath, son, know that I
am able to do al l that I hav e promi sed.
Y ou wi l l see mi racles and wonders
as darkness fal l s to the Light of My
Presence enabl ing y ou to do al l of My
Wi l l that I hav e purposed since before
t ime to occur before the end of t ime
can come.
Come to Me now chi ld!”
Al l alon g t h e son g t h at cam e
resou n din g ly al l arou n d m e I h ad been
crawl in g u p t h e st ai rs. Now, at t h e
im perat ive com m an d f rom on h ig h , I was
driven u p t o m y f eet t o ascen d u p t h e
st ai rs at h ig h -speed as i f com pel led t o
do so by som e u n seen f orce.
Th en su dden ly t h ey were n o m ore
st ai rs. Slowly m ovin g f orward I st epped
ou t t h rou g h a f i ssu re in t h e side of t h e
m ou n t ain .
Fi re ou t l in ed t h e way bef ore m e an d I
st epped ou t over t h e level t errain t h at
seem ed t o be locat ed on t h e very peak of
t h e m ou n t ain an d y et I did n ot f eel cold.
I n f act I won dered i f I was dream in g , bu t
h ow cou ld t h at be? St i l l n ot h in g of t h e
h ere an d n ow was ex plain ed by previou s
l i f e ex perien ces.
A g reat pan oram a of ex pan se was
viewable, bu t as i t was n ig h t , al l I cou ld
see was t h e ou t l in e of t h e n earby
m ou n t ain s. Every t h in g el se was cast in
sh adow.
“No, son . Look n ow .”
I bl in k ed an d t h en in ast on i sh m en t I
was look in g t h rou g h t h e m ou n t ain s.
Wh et h er wh at I saw was in real -t im e or
t h e im ag ery of a previou s m om en t I did
n ot k n ow, bu t t h e su n was sh in in g in i t .
My ey es t ook in t h e sig h t of a g reat
du st y plain t h at h ad du st bi l lowin g u p t o
t h e sk y . Wh at m y st ery was bey on d t h i s
du st ?
A breez e blew an d t h e du st van i sh ed
away an d sh ock ed m y ey es t ook in t h e
pressed rows of an en em y h ost t o m an y
t o n u m ber . Th ei r colu m n s st ret ch ed ou t
as f ar as t h e ey e cou ld see in t h i s closed
of f view t h rou g h dim en sion al t im e an d
space.
Breat h in g ou t I wh i spered in t h e
an g u i sh of spi ri t t h at I f el t , “Wh en wi l l
t h ey reach t h e f orest ?”
“Th r e e d ays, wh i ch wi l l gi ve you th e
tim e n e e d e d to ge t cl e ar of th e
for e st.”
Dry m ou t h ed I croak ed ou t st i l l
t ran sf ix ed by t h e im ag ery of t h e epic
scaled arm y on t h e m arch , “Wh ere i s
t h ere lef t t o f lee t o, m y Eloah ?”
“Wh o sai d an yth i n g ab ou t fl e e i n g
son of m an ? No, son , you wi l l jou r n e y
for th an d m e e t th e m on th e way! Am I
n ot th e God of Battl e s?”
“Y ou are! ” I wh i spered earn est ly even
as in an g u i sh brou g h t abou t by g reat f ear
I wai t ed t o be st ru ck dead. Th ere was n o
dou bt in g t h e presen ce of t h e g reat I AM
an d ju st as assu redly t h e g reat n ess of t h e
arm y t h at lay bef ore m e was n o m at ch
an d y et I h ad look ed u pon t h e arm y an d
dou bt ed in m y h eart t h at su ch a f oe cou ld
be overcom e. Wh at a wret ch ed m an I
was t o dou bt t h e power of t h e Most Hig h
t h at was al l abou t m e!
“Son , al l th at you se e i n th e
d i stan ce m ar ch i n g vai n l y i n al l th e i r
fal l e n gl or y i s n oth i n g, b u t so th at you
wi l l kn ow My fu l l p owe r I am goi n g to
u se you to ove r com e th i s u p star t of a
fool ’ s d i l e m m a so th at i t wi l l b e sai d b y
al l th at h e ar of th i s e ve n t th at th e r e i s
i n d e e d a God i n He ave n an d th at I
AM th at I AM i s He wh o n ow sp e aks
to you .”
“Wh y m e?” I wh i spered.
“Wh y n ot? As a m an you ar e we ak
l i ke an y oth e r an d ye t you ’ve
e m b r ace d My Sp i r i t an d h ave al l owe d
Me to wor k th r ou gh you m or e th an
you cou l d ’ve e ve r d on e b y fl e sh l y
str e n gth al on e . T r u l y My str e n gth h as
b e e n m ad e m an i fe st th r ou gh you an d
i t h as b e e n b e cau se you h ave ch ose n
to al l ow Me to d o so. Y ou ar e a ch ose n
ve sse l b y wh i ch I wi l l gai n a gr e at
m an y an d ye t i n th e e ye s of th ose wh o
op p ose Me wh at I d o se e m s as
fool i sh n e ss b e cau se I h ave h i d d e n
tr u th fr om th e wi se an d r e ve al e d i t
u n to ch i l d r e n .”
Hu m bled bey on d words I f el t t h e
cert ain t y of al l Eloah h ad spok en even as
I react ed in su rpri se t h at sim ple ch oices
cou ld h ave su ch u n ex pect ed g ran d
ou t com es. I con t in u ed t o st are ou t at t h e
g reat h ost t h at con t in u ed t o m ove past m y
f ield of vi sion af f orded m e in t h i s very
special place.
T im e passed an d y et i t on ly f el t as a
sh ort m om en t an d t h en I f el t m y l ips
m ove an d u t t er f ort h , “Wh at are y ou r
orders?”
Th e g rou n d sh ook ben eat h m e as a
g reat ru m bl in g sou n d m oved t h e en t i re
m ou n t ain . Sh ak en I crou ch ed down on ly
t o real iz e t h at wh at I h eard was lau g h t er .
“Oh son , h ow you p l e ase Me ! On e
m om e n t d own tu r n e d of fai th an d ye t
i n th e n e xt wi l l i n g to sh ake m ou n tai n s
at My r e q u e st. Stan d u p !”
I did st i l l f eel in g sh ak en as t h e
m ort al i t y of m y f orm in t h e f ace of t h e
presen ce of an al l -powerf u l Eloh im
becam e on ly t oo real t o m e in t h e h ere
an d n ow. I wai t ed in ex pect at ion of wh at
I did n ot k n ow as t h e cold win ds of t h e
m ou n t ain s blew u pon m e.
A blast of ai r h al f t u rn ed m e abou t an d
g lan cin g t h at way I saw a crack in t h e
rock .
“Go.” U rg ed t h e Fi re Spi ri t in an easy
com m an d an d I did so qu ick ly .
I cl im bed in t o t h e crack in t h e
m ou n t ain ’ s peak on ly t o wi t n ess an even
g reat er sh ak in g of t h e m ou n t ain t h an
bef ore on ly t h i s t im e i t was n ot f rom
lau g h t er . Th e very rock abou t m e
vibrat ed as i f i t cou ldn ’t con t ain i t sel f
even as l ig h t n in g st reak ed al l arou n d as
a clou d of h eavy dark n ess, dark er t h an
t h e n ig h t set t led down u pon t h e t op of t h e
m ou n t ain .
I g ripped a h old of t h e rock
desperat ely as l ig h t so brig h t f lash ed al l
abou t m e t h at i t lef t n ot h in g u n t ou ch ed.
T ru ly , t h ere was n o place su ch a l ig h t
cou ld n ot reach wh et h er i t was t o see
in t o a m an ’ s sou l or t h e deepest reach es
of h el l .
Drawn t o i t f rom wi t h in I t u rn ed m y
h ead an d st art ed t o look ou t of t h e
f i ssu re in t h e m ou n t ain t h at I was h idden
in , bu t t h e voice of m y Mak er st opped
m e as He said, “No son , for you to l ook
u p on Me as I ap p e ar i n for m wou l d b e
too m u ch for you to b e ar i n you r u n gl or i fi e d state . On e d ay , on e d ay
th ou gh , you wi l l b e ab l e to an d i n th at
d ay I wi l l h i d e n oth i n g fr om you th at I
h ave p r e p ar e d for th ose wh o se r ve
Me th r ou gh th e b e l i e f th e y p l ace i n
My Son Y e sh u a. I n d e e d i t i s My
p l e asu r e to gi ve th ose wh o ove r com e
i n th i s l i fe th e r e i gn of al l e te r n i ty .
Now , son of a fi r e war r i or , e ve n as a
com m an d e r i ssu e s for th a p l an of
attack kn ow th at i t i s to b e ob e ye d at
al l costs. Mar ch ou t of th e for e st you
an d you r b r e th r e n an d take n on e wi th
you to offe r su p p or t save for th e ki n d
th at b r ou gh t you h e r e . Th e r e i s
n oth i n g i n th i s b attl e to com e th at i s
wi th h ol d e n fr om you to d o for b e h ol d
My Sp i r i t i s u p on you . I h ave b r ou gh t
ab ou t th i s b attl e to occu r an d e ve n so
i t wi l l take p l ace so th at My Gl or y wi l l
b e e stab l i sh e d fi r m l y n ot on l y i n th e
h e ar ts of My sai n ts, b u t al so i n al l
th ose wh o d o n ot b e l i e ve th at I e xi st
b e cau se of th e m an y l i e s th at th e y
h ave b e e n tol d . Th e str e n gth th e
e n e m y p osse sse s was gi ve n to th e m b y
Me so th at My p e op l e m i gh t b e p r ove d
an d ye t My ad ve r sar i e s sou gh t to
m ake an e n d of My p e op l e , b u t e ve n
as I h ave sp oke n th e r e i s ye t a
r e m n an t of th ose wh o b e l i e ve an d
tr u l y I h ave se t you i n l e ad e r sh i p ove r
m y p e op l e to act as a gu i d e to th e m
an d a te ach e r of My ways. Eve n so
te ach th e m e i th e r b y fi r e or swor d an d
sh ow th e m wh o you se e Me to b e , th at
n on e of th e m b e l e ft wi th d ou b t i n
th e i r h e ar ts e ve n as I n ow p u r ge i t
fr om you r own h e ar t. T r u l y , I am a
God th at save s an d ju st as su r e l y
kn ow th at th e d ay an d h ou r com e th
th at I wi l l b e wor sh i p e d i n sp i r i t an d i n
tr u th for th e gl or y of wh o I am e ve n as
I p u r p ose d fr om th e b e gi n n i n g of
cr e ati on an d th e r e i s n on e th at i s
r ai se d u p agai n st Me , cap ab l e of
stop p i n g Me ! Do you ye t d ou b t T ar i k?
I d e m an d an an swe r !”
Spu t t erin g ou t ag ain st t h e rock bef ore
m y f ace I ex claim ed, “No, m y Eloh im !
Not on e! ”
Th e f u ry of t h e brig h t n ess abou t m e
beg an t o dim in i sh t h en an d I was lef t
on ce m ore in t h e dark n ess of t h e n ig h t
an d y et t h e rock ag ain st m y ch eek
con t in u ed t o t rem ble. I did n ot k n ow
wh at was ex pect ed of m e an d in t h e
an g st of t h e f ear of di spleasin g m y
Creat or I wai t ed si len t ly in t h e dark n ess.
Th e Fi re Spi ri t ’ s voice f rom wi t h in
t h e very t em ple of m y body wh i spered in
a soot h in g balm across t h e len g t h an d
breadt h of m y bein g , “Op e n you r e ye s.”
I did so an d wi t h a g asp I f ou n d
m y sel f st an din g on t h e bat t lem en t s of m y
own cast le on ce m ore. I t was dark an d
on ly Feveren rem ain ed presen t an d y et
t o m y ast on i sh m en t h e g lan ced away
f rom m e.
Th en I saw t h e reason f or i t . Holdin g
a h an d u p in t h e dark I saw t h at I was
g lowin g !
“Feveren .” I wh i spered, as I g az ed
down u pon m y sel f sh ak en as a f u l l
m em ory of every t h in g I h ad ex perien ced
in t h e presen ce of Eloah cam e back t o
m e.
“Y es, Mast er?” He said an d t o m y
ast on i sh m en t I det ect ed a h in t of f ear
wi t h in h i s voice. W ere m y f rien ds n ow
af raid of m e t oo?
“Go, ou t in t o t h e n ig h t an d assem ble
al l of m y k in d wh o’ve com e t o t h ese
lan ds. Do n ot rest u n t i l i t i s
accom pl i sh ed. En l i st as m an y as y ou
h ave n eed of t o spread t h e word an d t el l
t h em t o com e t o t h e edg e of t h e savan n a
by t h e way t h at leads t o t h e ot h er lan ds
of W alen t h y an a.”
“Y es Mast er! ” Feveren deeply in t on ed
as h e st art ed t o t u rn away t o race of f in t o
t h e n ig h t .
“On ly t h e h u m an s are t o be su m m on ed
Feveren . Th e beast s of t h e f orest an d
plain are set t o en joy rest in t h e bat t le t o
com e an d t h at in clu des y ou t oo m y
f rien d.”
Feveren n odded h i s h ead in
accept an ce of t h e f act of t h at an d t h en h e
was of f in t h e n ig h t . He squ ealed ou t
lou dly in t h e n ig h t an d h i s cry was
pick ed u p by several of h i s k in d wi t h in
t h e cast le an d on ce g at h ered t o h im t h ey
st reak ed f or t h e g at e of t h e cast le t h at
was sh u t an d barred f or t h e n ig h t .
Th e level of f ai t h t h ese creat u res
possessed as beast s was u n im ag in able
an d y et I rejoiced in i t as I pray ed f or t h e
equ al of i t t o be m ade m an i f est wi t h in
t h e h eart s of t h ose I h ad been placed
over as a caret ak er of . Feveren leaped,
f ol lowed by t h e ot h ers an d passed
t h rou g h t h e sol id m at erial of t h e g at e t o
pou n d down u pon t h e pat h bey on d t h e
wal l as t h ey wen t al l ou t pay in g h eavy
creden ce t o seein g t h at m y words were
f u l f i l led.
T ru ly wh ere t h ere i s f ai t h in Eloah t h e
abi l i t y t o do absolu t ely an y t h in g ex i st s. I
st epped t o t h e wal l an d wat ch ed as t h e
Horses of Z avorra st reak ed ou t in every
di rect ion .
Ever m in df u l of t h e sl ig h t est of
ch an g es, Pi t h , observan t as u su al , beg an
t o dru m f ort h a st accat o beat by t h u m pin g
h i s h eavy bran ch es ag ain st t h e bu lk of
h i s t ru n k . I sm i led even as t h e g arri son
of t h e cast le cam e al ive wi t h alarm .
W arriors ru sh ed t o t h ei r post s an d I
was abru pt ly n ot iced. How cou ld I n ot
be as I st ood g lowin g in t h e dark n ess of
t h e n ig h t , al t h ou g h i t seem ed t h at I
al ready g lowed less t h an I h ad at f i rst .
I t u rn ed t o t h e g at h ered h ost of
warriors on ly t o see t h em on t h ei r k n ees
wi t h ey es af f ix ed t o t h e g rou n d as a
h eavy f ear f el l u pon al l of t h em becau se
of m y appearan ce. I did n ot wi sh f or
su ch an ef f ect u pon t h em , bu t I cou ld n ot
u n do t h e work in g s of t h e Most Hig h an d
so I sim ply said, “Every m an an d wom an
wh o i s able t o f ig h t an d h as a spi ri t t h at
i s set t o serve Eloah prepare t o leave
t h i s cast le wh en t h e su n ri ses an d m arch
in t o t h e dest in y t h at Eloah h as f or ou r
people.”
Th ey scat t ered l ik e sh eep an d n ot on e
sou l k n ew a m in u t e’ s sleep t h e rest of t h e
n ig h t as provi sion s were m ade t o set
f ort h in t h e m orn in g .
Chapter T en
Winged Savagery
I t wasn ’t a larg e arm y , bu t t h en i t
didn ’t h ave t o be. Al l t h ose able t o f ig h t
st ood g at h ered bef ore m e on t h e savan n a
as I sat ast ride of Feveren .
I road f orward alon g t h e ran k s an d
cal led ou t , “Wh oever doesn ’t wan t t o
part icipat e in t h e f ig h t t o com e f al l ou t of
l in e an d leave n ow.”
W i t h f u rt ive g lan ces cast abou t
u pwards of a h u n dred people f led f rom
t h e ran k s of t h e arm y .
“Good, I appreciat e y ou r h on est y , bu t
k n ow t h i s, y ou are n o lon g er welcom e
h ere. I f y ou won ’t f ig h t f or y ou r f reedom
t h en y ou h ave n o part in bein g h ere t o
en joy t h e peace set u pon t h i s lan d t o
en joy . I g ive y ou two day s t o be g on e
f rom t h i s lan d alon g wi t h y ou r f am i l ies,
af t er t h at I g ive ch arg e over y ou t o be
en f orced t o t h e deat h by t h e creat u res of
t h e f orest .”
U t t erly crest f al len , f aces n ow st eeped
wi t h bot h t h e em barrassm en t an d h ard
real i t y t h at cam e wi t h t h ei r act of
cowardice t h ose wh o h ad f al len ou t of
t h e ran k s qu ick ly h u rried of f st i l l eag er
t o save t h ei r l ives t h at t h ey h ad
sacri f iced a g ood h om e f or alon g wi t h
t h ei r h on or .
“Th e rest of t h i s arm y m oves ou t n ow.
I n two day s’ t im e I ex pect u s t o reach t h e
ou t sk i rt s of t h e f orest t o t h e East . Th e
t rees are doin g t h ei r best t o open u p a
road f or u s, bu t t h e way wi l l st i l l be f u l l
of obst acles an d I ex pect y ou t o h an dle
t h ose obst acles wel l wh en en cou n t ered
an d bef i t y ou rselves as t h e m en an d
wom en of cou rag e t h at I k n ow y ou al l t o
be. Now I am n ot a com m an der of
h arsh n ess over y ou t h at i s devoid of
k n owin g h ow af raid so m an y of y ou are
as t o wh at y ou perceive t h e ou t com e of
an y en g ag em en t wi t h t h e su perior
n u m bers an d in som e cases su perior
t rain in g an d abi l i t ies t h at ou r en em ies
possess. No on e i s t el l in g y ou t h at i t ’ s
wron g t o be af raid. Th e real i t y , t h ou g h ,
i s f or u s wh o bel ieve in Eloah an d
ref u se t o serve an y ot h er , t h ere i s sim ply
n owh ere el se f or u s t o ru n t o. Th i s i s i t .
Th i s i s ou r last st an d. I f i t was u p t o m e I
wou ld wai t f or t h e en em y t o reach u s
h ere an d f ig h t on f rien dly g rou n d wi t h
t h e ben ef i t of a f orest of al l ies arou n d u s
t o g ive u s aid, bu t t h an k f u l ly I ’m a
servan t of t h e Most Hig h an d I don ’t
h ave t o rely on wh at I t h in k wou ld be
best , becau se as a h u m an I ’m pron e t o
m i st ak es an d errors ju st l ik e al l of y ou
are. Y ou al l accept m y leadersh ip h ere
n ot becau se I h ave dem an ded i t of y ou ,
bu t rat h er becau se t h e Creat or h as
placed m e in a posi t ion of wat ch f u l
h eadsh ip over y ou an d Hi s Fi re Spi ri t
h as g on e ou t ah ead of an y act ion of m in e
an d veri f ied i t wi t h in y ou r spi ri t s an d so
y ou l i st en t o m e an d h ave f ai t h f u l ly al l
g at h ered h ere at m y requ est . I appreciat e
y ou r loy al t y t o t h e Fi re Spi ri t ’ s u rg in g ,
m ore t h an y ou k n ow, an d even as y ou see
t h e Creat or ’ s Spi ri t at work in m e an d
respect m y leadersh ip over y ou becau se
of i t t h en al so respect t h at I h ave been
t old t o do by Him ju st as I am
com m an din g n ow. Ou r Eloh im i s a
jealou s God. He does n ot wan t a people
wh o prai se Him on ly wi t h t h ei r m ou t h s,
bu t in order t o please Him He requ i res
an aspect of f ai t h f rom each of u s. Th i s
i s wh at we al l h ave t o do n ow. W e h ave
t o t ak e f ai t h in t h at ou r Creat or h as a
plan . He h as alway s k n own t h at t h i s day
was com in g an d i f we st an d u n i t ed in t h e
f ai t h of Hi s del iveran ce of u s an d do as
He ask s of u s t h en I t el l y ou t h at t h ere i s
n ot h in g t h at wi l l be h eld back f rom u s!
Ou r Eloh im desi res, n o, i s wort h y of , a
people wi l l in g t o do al l t h at i s ask ed of
t h em . I h ave been ask ed t o lead y ou an d I
h ave an swered t h at cal l an d wi t h t h e
Fi re Spi ri t ’ s en abl in g I wi l l lead y ou
wel l , bu t each of y ou n eeds t o look
wi t h in an d seek t h e Creat or ’ s en abl in g
f i re f or y ou rselves! My absolu t e bel ief
in Eloah i s n ot en ou g h f or al l of y ou . I
am bu t on e m an on a jou rn ey t o please
m y Creat or an d so sh ou ld y ou be as wh at
h ig h er cal l in g in l i f e cou ld an y of u s
h ave ot h er t h an t o f ol low t h e biddin g of
t h e On e wh o m ade y ou an d m ade i t so
t h at y ou cou ld t ast e t h e ch oice of t ru e
f reedom . I n t h e t y ran n y t h at i s m arch in g
ag ain st u s n ow t h ere i s n o f reedom an d
y et we l ive dai ly wi t h t h e f reedom t o
ch oose as each on e wi l l s t o an d I n ow
plead wi t h y ou f or t h e ben ef i t of y ou r
im m ort al sou l s t o t ak e u p al l y ou r
dou bt s, f ears, an d an x iet ies an d cast
t h em at t h e f eet of t h e Savior Y esh u a an d
leave t h em t h ere, even as y ou pu t on t h e
f u l l arm or of Eloah an d t ak e u p t h e
sh ield of f ai t h t h at t h rou g h bel ief in
Y esh u a h as been au t h ored in u s, even as
we by ch oice wield t h e sword of t h e
Spi ri t of Eloh im wh ich are t h e very
W ords of Eloah , Him sel f . W e can n ot f ai l
in an y bat t le we f ace i f su ch i s ou r
dedicat ion of pu rpose. Th ou g h we al l
die an d t h e last spark of f reedom am on g
m an k in d be lost , we h ave n ot f ai led! W e
can n ever f ai l i f ou r h ope i s in Eloh im
f or i f we g ain Him over al l t h i s world
h as t o of f er we h ave received t h e bet t er
priz e wh et h er in deat h or in l i f e f or t h i s
presen t t im e we l ive in i s bu t a vapor of
t em porary m om en t s. I m port an t m om en t s
t h ou g h , t h at h ave t h e pot en t ial t o af f ect
al l of et ern i t y . Now i s su ch a m om en t ! I
ask t h i s day t h at y ou t ak e f ai t h in t h e
Most Hig h Eloh im wh o m ade y ou an d
m arch f orward in t o t h e blessed dest in y
reserved f or t h ose wh o pu t t h ei r f ai t h in
t h e An cien t of Day s! ”
Th e arm y bef ore m e t h at did n ot f in d i t
st ren g t h in n u m bers t h at i t cou ld f ield,
bu t rat h er in t h e Spi ri t of t h e Creat or
t h ey possessed wi t h in t h em pract ical ly
g rowled back at m e wi t h im pat ien ce t o
al ready be g on e, “Y es, Si r! ! ! ”
Ju st l ik e t h at t h ey were on t h e m ove
an d I cou ld ask f or n o bet t er g rou p of
warriors. As on e t h ey beg an t o sin g as
t h e f ear wi t h in t h ei r h eart s of cert ain
deat h was replaced in st ead wi t h f i re
f rom on h ig h .
My h eart rose wi t h ex al t at ion at
h earin g so m an y open ly prai sin g Eloah
in bot h son g an d act ion . My at t en t ion
was drawn f rom t h e qu ick m arch in g
f orce of abou t 5000 sou l s t o Raf arg an
wh o h ad sau n t ered u p bef ore Feveren
an d n ow sat respect f u l ly wai t in g f or m e
t o n ot ice h im .
Gaz in g in t o t h e ey es of a f rien d I said,
“Y ou ’re in ch arg e in m y absen ce
Raf arg an . See as y ou are able t h at n o
h arm com es t o t h e ch i ldren or elderly .”
He n odded solem n ly . I k n ew m ore
t h an an y t h in g t h at h e wi sh ed t o
accom pan y m e, bu t m y orders h ad been
clear , on ly t h e eag les an d ot h er bi rds of
prey f rom t h e n ort h ern m ou n t ain s were
t o be of aid t o u s in t h e f ig h t t o com e.
Slowly Raf arg an spok e, “I awai t y ou r
ret u rn wi t h eag ern ess m y l ieg e. T ru ly , i f
t h ere was ever a son of m an born t o ru le
in ju st ice an d peaceablen ess of f ai t h
over m y Creat or ’ s h an diwork i t i s y ou .
W i t h y ou g oes al l t h e h eart f el t wi sh es of
y ou r f rien ds an d in deed t h e f orest i t sel f
t o t h e su ccessf u l accom pl i sh m en t of al l
t h at Eloah h as decreed m u st h appen . T o
t h i s en d m ay Eloh im Most Hig h sm i t e al l
y ou r en em ies bef ore y ou , T arik .”
I n odded em ot ion al ly an d eased
Feveren away af t er t h e arm y t h at h ad
di sappeared in t o t h e f orest . Th ou g h t h ey
h ad di sappeared f rom sig h t t h ey cou ld
st i l l be h eard.
I ’d h eard n o bet t er sou n d in l i f e u p t i l l
n ow save f or t h e voice of Eloah ,
Him sel f , of wh ich I wou ld n ever f org et
an d t h at was a con st an t aid t o t ak e f ai t h
in as t h e divin e in ju n ct ion of t h e plan s
g iven t o m e f or u s t o f ace t h e en em y
bey on d t h e sh el t er of t h e f orest t h at h ad
becom e h om e t o u s al l laid h eavi ly u pon
m e.
Ridin g u p t o t h e rear of t h e colu m n I
was join ed by Jaf in a ridin g u pon
Soran y a. Sh e wore a sm i le on h er f ace
an d as we rode I ask ed cu riou sly as sh e
con t in u ed t o st are at m e, “Wh at ?”
“Not h in g m y L ieg e.”
“Don ’t l ie. Wh at i s i t ?”
“I was ju st t h in k in g t o m y sel f wh at a
won derf u l f at h er y ou ’re g oin g t o m ak e
on e day .” Sh e rode ah ead t h en wi t h a
broad sm i le an d bl in k in g in t h e wak e of
t h at st at em en t I idled beh in d.
Feveren m ade an odd ch ok ed
sou n din g n oi se an d I real iz ed t h at h e was
lau g h in g at m e. I blu sh ed sl ig h t ly as t h e
im ag ery of wh at h avin g ch i ldren m ean t
m u st h appen f i rst an d wi t h a draw t o h i s
voice Feveren com m en t ed, “Th ou g h i t i s
u su al f or t h e act of procreat ion t o be
sou g h t ou t by t h e st al l ion , as i t m ay be, I
h ave k n own t h e odd f i l ly h ere an d t h ere
t o select h er own m at e wi t h n ei t h er a
by e, n or leave, t o an y on e. I h ave f ou n d
t h at t o be a g ood t h in g in t h e past , as I
appreciat e t h e f in e m in d eviden ced in
su ch a on e as t h at as a su re sig n t h at h er
of f sprin g wi l l be of a st u rdy bu i ld an d f i t
f or t h e t est s of l i f e. Y ou wou ld do wel l
t o be h er m at e, Mast er .”
Gaz in g at Feveren i rri t ably I said,
“Perh aps we cou ld t alk abou t t h i s som e
ot h er t im e.”
“I rat h er f an cy t h e h ere an d n ow. I can
t el l t h at y ou h ave l i t t le g oin g f or y ou in
t erm s of ex perien ce wh en i t com es t o
f em ales. Gran t ed t h ou g h sh e n ot be of m y
k in d, I see m u ch t h at i s sim i lar wi t h in t h e
m ak eu p of t h e m in d an d em ot ion t h at
ru les t h e f em ale in g en eral . I f ever y ou
sh ou ld requ i re f rom m y f ar m ore vast
array of ex perien ce t o g lean som e in sig h t
in reg ards t o al l t h at i s f em ale, y ou h ave
bu t t o ask .”
“Big of y ou Feveren , bu t t el l m e al l
t h i s in t erest in secu rin g m e a m at e
cou ldn ’t h ave som et h in g t o do wi t h
Soran y a cou ld i t ? Sh e h as adopt ed Jaf in a
as h er m ast er an d sh ou ld I be wi t h Jaf in a
wel l t h en t h at wou ld pu t Soran y a an d
y ou in rat h er close prox im i t y f or y ears t o
com e n ow wou ldn ’t i t . Sh e i s a f in e
look in g f i l ly t o be su re.”
Feveren ch u ck led g ood-n at u redly an d
h u f f ed, “I h ave been f ou n d ou t i t wou ld
seem . St i l l m y of f er rem ain s open .”
“Th an k y ou Feveren , bu t I real ly can ’t
t h in k of t h at k in d of a f u t u re rig h t n ow.
Not wi t h al l of wh at l ies ah ead of u s t o
be accom pl i sh ed.”
Feveren idly com m en t ed, “Som et im es
pon derin g on su ch t h in g s i s ex act ly wh at
on e n eeds wh en in t h e m idst of a g reat
t u rm oi l . A way of seein g som et h in g
posi t ive in t h e f u t u re in a m om en t t h at
on ly seem s bleak in t h e h ere an d n ow.”
W ry ly , I ack n owledg ed t h at h e h ad a
g ood poin t . W e t ook of f wi t h g reat er
speed an d bef ore lon g we were cau g h t
u p wi t h t h e colu m n an d Jaf in a ridin g
u pon Soran y a lay ju st ah ead of u s.
Feveren spok e, “Sh e i s qu i t e beau t i f u l
i sn ’t sh e.
Noddin g m y h ead I said, “Y es.”
Bl in k in g m y ey es I t ook m y g az e f rom
of f h ow wel l Jaf in a’ s bot t om f i l led a
saddle t o g lan ce at Feveren . W i t h a
ch u ck le I said, “I don ’t t h in k we’re
t alk in g abou t t h e sam e f em ale.”
“No, decidedly n ot .” Feveren
com m en t ed in a low t on e.
I pat t ed h i s n eck an d t og et h er we rode
past t h e object s of bot h of ou r af f ect ion s
an d g ain ed g rou n d t i l l we were at t h e
h ead of t h e colu m n . Th e f u t u re did seem
brig h t er wi t h t h e h ope of som et h in g f in e
occu rrin g sh ou ld t h e bat t le be won .
* * * * * * *
T wo Days Late r
W e h ad pressed t h rou g h t h e f orest at a
h ig h rat e of speed even as t h e f orest h ad
don e i t s best t o open u p a way bef ore u s.
I t was early m orn in g of t h e t h i rd day
wh en we reach ed t h e East ern area of f lat
lan ds t h at lay bey on d An g art a.
I t was wi t h an odd relu ct an ce t h at I
lef t t h e f orest I h ad on ce f eared beh in d
m e. T o m e t h ere was l i t t le lef t t o f ear in
t h e f orest an d wh at was of con cern was
m an ag eable.
St eppin g ou t on f oot I look ed back an d
cau g h t sig h t of Feveren ’ s g lossy
black n ess set ag ain st t h e g reen ery of t h e
f orest edg e. I l i f t ed a h an d an d h e t ossed
h i s h ead.
I t h ad been h ard f or h im t o st ay
beh in d, bu t h e f eared t h e Creat or as did I
an d m y di rect ion s h ad been speci f ic. W e
were perm i t t ed n o al l ies save f or t h e
eag les of wh ich I h ad seen n ot h in g of .
Over h al f of t h e arm y I cou ld h ave
f ielded was bein g lef t beh in d m e in t h e
f orest an d y et in st ead of qu est ion in g i t I
accept ed t h e f act t h at Eloah apparen t ly
in t en ded t o do m ore wi t h less. L ook in g
f orward on ce m ore I wh i spered ou t as
t h e colu m n m oved past , “Th y wi l l be
don e Fat h er .”
“So i t sh al l b e .” Cam e a wh i sper on a
su dden breez e t h at warm ed m y h eart .
Th e breez e brou g h t som et h in g el se
t h ou g h alon g wi t h i t , t h e sou n d of dru m s.
L ook in g ah ead I saw on a ri se of t h e
rol l in g t errain a g rou p of riders sk y l in ed
ag ain st t h e h oriz on wh o appeared t o be
t alk in g in an ex ci t ed f ash ion am on g
t h em selves.
Th ey di sappeared f rom view. T im e
passed an d we m oved st eadi ly f art h er
ou t in t o t h e g rassed h i l l s bey on d t h e
f orest .
Abru pt ly , t h en in t h e di st an ce t h e
sou n d of dru m s pick ed u p t o a f ever
pi t ch . Th e word was ou t an d soon t h ere
wou ld be bat t le.
Th e sk y was beh avin g st ran g ely
overh ead. On t h e on e en d i t f eat u red a
brig h t clou dless blu e g oin g on t h at
radiat ed ou t f rom An g art a an d t h en t o t h e
ot h er h oriz on we m arch ed t oward
sh owed t h e eviden ce of a st orm f ast
approach in g . W as i t a st orm of n at u re or
som et h in g el se t h ou g h ?
Th ere was an elect ric f eel in t h e ai r
an d n ot m ovin g a st ep f art h er I m ade t h e
sig n al t o st op. An u n easy si len ce set t led
u pon t h e colu m n as t h e dru m sou n ds
g rew closer , bu t m ore t h reat en in g st i l l
wh ere t h e st orm clou ds in vadin g in t o t h e
blu e of ou r sk y .
Th ere ju st wasn ’t som et h in g rig h t
abou t t h ese clou ds. Every part of m y
bein g vibrat ed wi t h an in t en si t y at
som et h in g g oin g on u n seen in f ron t of m y
ey es.
My g rou p of seven h ad com e t o st an d
beh in d m e an d t h ey , l ik e m e, wat ch ed in
si len ce as t h e in vadin g st orm f ron t cam e
ever closer as even t h e f ron t l in es of t h e
en em y arm y becam e vi sible in t h e
di st an ce. Closin g m y ey es I st ret ch ed ou t
a h an d t owards t h e t rou bled sk y bef ore
u s an d pray ed, “My Eloah , I ask t h at Y ou
wou ld reveal wh at i s h idden f rom ou r
ey es. I ask in Y esh u a’ s Nam e, by wh ich I
h ave au t h ori t y , t o com m an d over al l t h e
powers of dark n ess.”
Th ose beh in d m e ech oed in l ik ewi se
f ash ion an d as on e we saw
t ran sf orm at ion t ak e place overh ead an d
wi t h a g en eral ou t cry of alarm t h e arm y
at m y back cried ou t as t h e f ou l an d
despicable im ag ery of in carn at e
dem on ic en t i t ies ran back an d f ort h
overh ead in wh at look ed l ik e ch ariot s
wreat h ed in black f i re. Dart ed arrows of
t h e spi ri t seem in g ly apart f rom t h e
ph y sicaln ess of ou r perceived ex i st en ce
were rain in g down on u s f rom above,
t h ey plu n g ed u n errin g ly rig h t in t o t h ose
wi t h in t h e ran k s wh o seem ed t o be
af f l ict ed t h e m ost by dou bt as t o wh y we
h ad com e h ere t o en g ag e in war t h i s day .
I t u rn ed an d saw con st ern at ion u pon
even t h e f aces of t h e seven wh o h ad
f ol lowed m e f rom t h e beg in n in g . Jaf in a’ s
worried g az e f ou n d m in e an d sh e
f l in ch ed as som et h in g wi t h in m y g az e
was in sh arp reproof of t h e dou bt I saw
wi t h in h er .
Sh e seem ed t o sen se m y di spleasu re
an d I saw h er st art t o dig down f or
reserve t o cover u p h er m om en t ary lack
of f ai t h , bu t I l i f t ed a h an d t o si len ce
an y t h in g sh e or an y of t h e ot h ers wh o
al so n ow appeared t o be ash am ed were
abou t t o say . Th ey k n ew above al l ot h ers
h ow l i t t le t h ere was t o f ear an d y et t h e
sig h t of t h e dem on h ost in h ig h places,
h ad f or a m om en t , overwh elm ed t h em as
t ru ly i t wou ld h ave f or m e t oo, bu t I h ad
seen som et h in g g reat er , an d n ow t h e
g reat n ess of Eloh im lay al l abou t m e as a
secu ri t y t h at I did n ot qu est ion even in
t h e m idst of al l h el l rain in g down u pon
u s.
Sof t ly I spok e t o Jaf in a as t h e Fi re
Spi ri t g ave m e leave t o do, “Do n ot be
af raid f or wh at y ou see can n ot st an d in
t h e f ace of Eloah ’ s W i l l . Jaf in a, y ou are
a warrior of g reat st an din g , bu t in on e
t h in g y ou are lack in g . Th at said i t i s t h e
Glory of Eloah t o u se t h ose l ik e m e an d
y ou wh o are n ot perf ect , bu t wi l l in g t o
ch oose t o bel ieve in Eloah an d t h u s
t h rou g h t h em accom pl i sh g reat an d
m ig h t y t h in g s f ar bey on d ou r own
abi l i t ies.”
As I spok e I saw con f iden ce reen t er
in t o h er ey es as f ai t h rem em bered sh in ed
ou t wi t h a det erm in at ion t h at accept ed
t h e reproof of t h e Fi re Spi ri t an d was
wi l l in g t o t ry ag ain as a loy al dau g h t er
of t h e Most Hig h . I h ad n ever loved h er
m ore t h an I did in t h i s m om en t .
W ipin g at t h e t ears on h er f ace as sh e
reg ain ed h er com posu re sh e st raig h t en ed
an d spok e in a h u sk y t on e t h at said sh e
was ready t o t ry t o t h e accom pl i sh m en t
of an y t h in g , “Wh at are y ou r orders,
Si r?”
Noddin g in accept an ce of h er leap
back in t o f ai t h I said, “Th i s arm y can n ot
m arch f orward an y f art h er wi t h ou t f ai t h
so i t sh al l n ot m ove at al l . I n st ead I g ive
over com m an d of t h e arm y t o y ou an d I
ask t h at as m u ch as i t i s able f or y ou an d
t h e ot h ers t o do t h at y ou st an d rig h t h ere
an d n ot be m oved. T ru ly , t h i s i s a bat t le
t h at m u st be won in t h e spi ri t bef ore ever
i t i s won in t h e f lesh .”
Jaf in a’ s ey es widen ed wi t h alarm as
f resh t ears t h reat en ed an d sof t ly sh e
beg g ed in qu est ion , “Wh ere are y ou
g oin g ?”
“Wh erever t h e Fi re Spi ri t leads m e.
T ak e com m an d of t h e arm y n ow an d
serve y ou r Creat or wel l ! ”
Pu l l in g in a m easu re of reserve t h at
look ed l ik e i t wren ch ed h er sou l apart t o
do so, sh e salu t ed an d said, “Y es Si r! ”
An d t u rn in g sh e cried ou t t o t h e arm y t o
f orm a ci rcle f orm at ion .
At t h e qu est ion in g look s of m y ot h er
six f rien ds wh o sh owed t h e sam e alarm
as Jaf in a h ad t h at I soon wou ldn ’t be
h ere I said wi t h au t h ori t y , “Serve h er
n ow in m y absen ce! Go! ! ! ”
“Y es Si r! ” Th ey al l qu ick ly assen t ed
an d lef t t o do wh at t h ey cou ld t o
m obi l iz e an arm y st i f f en ed in f ear by t h e
awf u ln ess of al l t h at lay arou n d an d
above u s.
I st ared u pward at t h e h ost of dark n ess
t h at dan ced overh ead of u s wi t h in t h e
st orm clou d m asses, even as dart s of
dark spi ri t u al sorcery an d spi ri t u al
en m i t y con t in u ed t o rain down u pon t h e
arm y sh ak i ly ref orm in g arou n d m e in
ou tward f acin g ci rcle f orm at ion wi t h m e
at t h e cen t er . W rat h st eadi ly bu bbled ou t
of m e u n t i l i t becam e a f lood f rom m y
sou l as t h e jabberin g squ eal s of dark n ess
overh ead reg i st ered an d t h e sou n ds of an
en g u l f in g arm y on t h e m ove over a
t h ou san d t im es ou r n u m ber swept arou n d
u s l ik e an en ci rcl in g rin g of h el l .
I t ook m y g az e of f of t h e t u m u l t above
u s t h at sh owered down dart s of despai r
an d f ear in ever-g rowin g n u m bers t o
beh old t h e h ost s of al l t h e arm ies of
dark n ess t h at t h e en em y cou ld m u st er
t h at n ow en ci rcled abou t u s u pon t h i s
sh adow cast g rasslan d of et ern al
con sequ en ces. Gian t s t h at st ood f ort y
f eet at t h e sh ou lder roared ou t wi t h t h e
m ag n i t u de of a h u n dred bu l l s en rag ed t o
t h e f u l lest even as t h e ai r was f i l led wi t h
t h e h owl s of t h e wol f m en an d every
ot h er twi st ed creat u re of dark n ess t h at
h ad been art i f icial ly h on ed of f of t h e
orig in al g oodn ess of creat ion even as t h e
ran k s of t h e en em y were f i l led ou t by t h e
m an y t h ou san ds by t h e ordin ary h u m an s
wh o h ad accept ed dark n ess’ s reig n an d
h ad in vi t ed i t wi t h in t h ei r sou l s t o t h ei r
et ern al dem i se an d dest ru ct ion f or t h e
sat i sf act ion prom i sed t o t h em in t h e day
of t h i s m om en t ary ex i st en ce.
St i l l , worse t h an al l t h at I saw of t h e
en em y was t h e u t t er look s of despai r
u pon t h e g at h ered ran k s of m y arm y t h at
h ad f ol lowed m e h ere t o t h i s m om en t of
f ai t h t est ed t o t h e ex t rem e. T ru ly , as I
n ow g az ed u pon t h em I saw t h at t h ey
were al l sh eep set f or t h e slau g h t er .
I wan t ed t o y el l at t h em t o som eh ow
m ak e t h em rem em ber t h e f ai t h t h at t h ey
h ad set ou t u pon t h i s qu est wi t h t h at n o
arm y u n der h eaven cou ld h ave
van qu i sh ed, bu t t h e Spi ri t of t h e Most
Hig h bid m e t o si len ce. I closed m y ey es
an d in si len ce I real iz ed t h at I t oo h ad
m y own m om en t of dou bt as wh y el se
wou ld I be t h reat en ed by t h e k n owledg e
t h at I seem in g ly was alon e in bel ievin g
t h at vict ory was possible.
Did I n eed an arm y t o bel ieve in t h e
dest in y of f ai t h t h at I h ad ou t l in ed in
order t o be vict oriou s or was vict ory t o
be f ou n d in t h at I bel ieved t h at vict ory
h ad been prom i sed t h i s day by Eloah ,
Him sel f ? I k n ew t h e an swer an d
ex cept in g i t I was im m ediat ely set f ree
f rom t h e cloy in g an x iet ies an d spi ri t of
f ear t h at h ad com e t o press in al l abou t
m e.
Sof t ly t h en I f el t t h e f i re of t h e Most
Hig h ’ s Spi ri t breat h e f ort h , “Le ad th e m .
Sh ow th e m . F i gh t for th e m . I n te r ce d e
for th e m . Sh ow My p owe r to th e m .
I n d e e d , b r e ath e ou t My fi r e u p on
th e m .”
“As y ou en able m e so I wi l l do
Eloah ! ” I said in accept an ce of m y
orders.
I open ed m y ey es an d t u rn in g abou t I
cal led ou t in a voice t h at carried abou t
t h e g at h ered ran k s, despi t e t h e cl am orin g
din of t h e h ost en croach in g u pon u s f rom
al l corn ers, “Th i s day m y f rien ds y ou r
f ai t h wi l l be perf ect ed! Kn eel al l of
y ou ! ”
Th e arm y pract ical ly f el l t o t h ei r f aces
in t h ei r h ast e t o obey an d I real iz ed f or
t h e f i rst t im e t h at I was en g u l f ed in
f lam es. T u rn in g abou t I g est u red t o t h em
al l an d san g ou t in a voice t h at cau sed
crack s of l ig h t t o st ream t h rou g h t h e dark
swi rl in g en em y laden clou ds overh ead,
“An cien t of Day s, we y ou r servan t s are
set bef ore Y ou t h i s day , n ot on ly t o do
bat t le, bu t t o win ag ain st ou r en em y . Not
by m ig h t ! Not by power , bu t by t h e Spi ri t
of t h e l ivin g Eloh im , do we overcom e
t h i s day ! Even so as Y ou prom i sed t o
del iver u s wh en we cal l u pon Y ou
t h rou g h bel ief in t h e Nam e of Y ou r Son
Y esh u a, I n ow claim Y ou r peace t h at
passes al l u n derst an din g t o be at h om e in
ou r spi ri t s! I claim st ren g t h f or ou r
h eart s t o ach ieve wh at Y ou h ave
pu rposed t o occu r! I claim vict ory over
t h e en em y even as Y ou h ave pu rposed
t h i s bat t le t o occu r so sh al l vict ory be
f ou n d f or al l t h ose wh o place t h ei r t ru st
in Y ou as we do rig h t n ow in t h e n am e of
Y esh u a, t h e ri sen Savior , t h e Kin g of
Kin g s, an d t h e Redeem er of u s al l ! ”
A si len t h u sh f i l led m om en t as i t
seem ed, passed by in t h e ran k s of
An g art a an d t h en open in g m y ey es I
roared ou t wi t h , as an u rg e f rom wi t h in
m e bade m e t o, even as I k n ew t h at t h e
h ost of m y arm y was n ot y et con vin ced
in f ai t h t h at t h ey cou ld in deed overcom e,
“Wh ere are m y f i re warriors?”
A deep voice f rom n earby spok e u p
even as t h e speak er an d six ot h er
cloak ed m en rose u p t o t h ei r f eet an d
t h rew back t h ei r h oods, “Rig h t h ere m y
son ! ”
I n am az em en t I beh eld t h e scarred
f ace of m y f at h er alon g wi t h six ot h er
warriors of m y people t h at h ad been
am on g t h e g reat est an d n ow t h ey were
n ever m ore so t h an rig h t n ow. Flam es
cascaded of f t h ei r robes as each drew
h i s sword as t h ei r f aces ref lect ed a
com plet e lack of f ear f or an y t h in g on
di splay arou n d u s.
I wan t ed t o ask so m an y qu est ion s an d
m ore y et st i l l ju st ru n in t o t h e arm s of m y
f at h er wh om I h ad t h ou g h t was dead, bu t
n ow was n ot t h e t im e. Drawin g m y own
f lam e k i ssed swords I said in t h e voice
of a warrior even as I was t h e son of
on e, “T o war! ”
I t u rn ed an d st art ed walk in g as t h e
m en of m y ch i ldh ood f ol lowed alon g
beh in d. My g az e was f ocu sed on t h e h ost
above t h at h ad g rown si len t .
Jaf in a g lan ced f rom m e t o t h e sk y
overh ead an d ask ed, “How can y ou f ig h t
t h em ? Y ou ’re bu t a m an ! ”
I st opped an d reach in g ou t I laid m y
h an d on h er sh ou lder an d said, “On ly
h ave f ai t h an d n ot h in g sh al l be
im possible f or y ou Jaf in a. Hold t h e l in e.
I wi l l ret u rn . Hold! ”
Jaf in a n odded an d I let g o of h er
sh ou lder an d beg an t o ru n . Th e arm y
ran k s bef ore m e st art ed t o pu l l back in
f ear of bein g scorch ed by t h e f i re t h at lay
u pon m e, bu t st opped as a st ai rcase
wreat h ed in f lam es bu rst f ort h in t o
ex i st en ce bef ore m e t h at led st raig h t u p
in t o t h e h eaven s.
I n ju bi lat ion of spi ri t I ch arg ed
u pward alon g wi t h t h e old g u ard of el i t e
warriors I h ad t h ou g h t al l lon g dead, bu t
t h at som eh ow Eloh im h ad preserved.
Preserved f or t h i s day , t h i s m om en t ,
wh en f ai t h was bein g t est ed t h e m ost I
h ad t h e privi leg e t o be in t h e presen ce of
m en g reat er in deeds an d in h on or t h en I
was.
U pwards we ch arg ed even as t h e
st ai rcase of f i re di ssipat ed beh in d u s,
bu t t h e im ag ery of eig h t warriors set
ablaz e, bu t n ot on f i re, by t h e Spi ri t of
t h e Most Hig h com plet ely g alvan iz ed t h e
arm y st an din g below t h at g az ed u pon u s
in st u pef ied am az em en t as t h ey
wi t n essed t h at t ru ly Eloah was in t h i s
m om en t su prem e an d t h at t h ey were
su pposed t o be h ere an d en g ag e in t h i s
bat t le of t h e spi ri t play ed ou t in t o t h e
f lesh ly ex i st en ces of m an k in d.
Overwh elm in g ly , pu l sed in spi ri t by
wh at sh e h ad ju st seen Jaf in a raced
f orward t o cry ou t at t h e ran k -an d-f i le of
t h e arm y , “Wh o am on g u s can dou bt n ow
t h e su prem acy of ou r Eloh im ! Men an d
wom en of t h e Most Hig h , f ace t h e
en em y ! ”
As sh e cried ou t t h e Fi re Spi ri t ’ s
presen ce brok e ou t u pon h er as He h ad
u pon t h e f ig u re of h er beloved an d as
on e t h e arm y g iven over t o h er com m an d
wi t h a g reat sh ou t t u rn ed an d f aced t h e
en em y t h at was ch arg in g in on t h em f rom
al l corn ers. Sh ields were braced an d
spears l i f t ed. An elect rical bal l of
f lam in g en erg y en ci rcled t h e pressed
wal l of sh ields an d em bolden ed t h e
h eart s of t h ose wh o h eld t h em on ly
f u rt h er .
L ik e a cascadin g wave of dark f i l t h
t h e f ron t l in e of a h ost on ly m easu red by
t h e h u n dreds of t h ou san ds sm ash ed in t o
t h e sh ield wal l of t h e arm y of t h e last
f ree lan d of An g art a. Th e braced f eet of
t h ose m an n in g t h e sh ields sl id back ward
across t h e g rass, bu t t h e wal l did n ot
f ai l .
Cry in g ou t wi t h a g reat sh ou t Jaf in a
an d h er six g en eral s cried ou t , “Hold, in
t h e Nam e of Eloah ! ”
Th e in -pressin g sl ide of f eet st opped
as each m an an d wom an braced ag ain st
t h e back of t h e soldier in f ron t of t h em
an d t h en wi t h a st ren g t h , on ly ex plain ed
as su pern at u ral , t h ose h oldin g t h e sh ields
on t h e ou tward perim et er slam m ed t h em
f orward ag ain st t h e press of t h e en em y
an d t h e f ron t l in e of assau l t was sen t
reel in g back ward on t o t h e weapon s of
t h ei r f el low h ost m em bers. W i t h a cry of
rag e t h e f orces bey on d t h e sh ield wal l
su rg ed back over t h e bodies of t h ose
cru sh ed or k n ock ed u n con sciou s, bu t t h e
sh ield wal l was set an d t h e prot ru din g
spears sh ot f ort h in blood spu rt in g jabs
as a h ost u n i f ied in f ai t h , f ou g h t f ort h
wi t h a f ervor u n m at ch ed by t h e
em bolden ed h orde of a f oe su rely t oo
n u m erou s t o f ai l in win n in g su ch a
lopsided bat t le.
Arrows beg an rain in g in al l arou n d
an d l ik e an g ry h orn et s t h ey wh iz z ed
abou t Jaf in a an d wi t h a g reat er sk i l l t h an
sh e h ad ever bef ore m an i f est ed, sh e
pick ed t h e arrows on t arg et ou t of t h e ai r
wi t h t h e blade of h er sword al l t h e wh i le
cal l in g ou t com m an ds t o wh ere t h e l in e
n eeded st ren g t h en in g t h e m ost . From h er
van t ag e poin t in t h e cen t er sh e saw t h e
n ewest t h reat t o em erg e in t h e f orm of
g reat win g ed bi rds t h at were part bi rd
an d som et h in g el se.
Th ey cam e win g in g in f rom above
on ly t o dive down u pon t h e ci rcle of t h e
arm y f rom wi t h in . W arriors were t orn
away f rom t h e g rou n d an d l i f t ed alof t as
t h e f ly in g m on st ers beat t h e ai r wi t h t h ei r
win g s in t en din g on f leein g away on ly t o
drop t h ose clu t ch ed in t h ei r t alon s down
in t o t h e pressed m asses of t h e en em y
h ost wh ere t h ey wou ld soon be h ack ed
t o pieces. I t n ever h appen ed.
Ou t of t h e n ort h swept a sh riek in g
clou d of aven g in g f u ry t h at dove
down ward f rom a g reat h eig h t at
break n eck speed t o crash , t alon s f i rst ,
in t o t h e h y brid m on st ers abou t t o release
t h ei r capt ives t o be devou red below.
Th e m on st ers did release t h ei r capt ives,
in t h ei r sh ock of bein g at t ack ed f rom
above, bu t as t h e warriors f el l t h ey were
swept u p by t h e eag les an d ot h er g reat
bi rds t h at h ad com e f rom t h e n ort h ern
m ou n t ain s.
Th e eag les wi t h u n m at ch ed savag ery
t ore in t o t h e u n h oly of f sprin g of evi l ’ s
con cept ion an d t h e beast s f el l h eavi ly
wi t h in t h e h ost of t h ei r own side
cru sh in g m an y in t h e process even as
ot h er h eavi ly laden eag les f lu t t ered
down t o lan d warriors back u pon t h e
g rou n d at t h e cen t er of t h e t ig h t pressed
jabbin g wal l of sh ields t h at claim ed
m ore an d m ore of t h e en em y as t h ey
were pu sh ed f orward t o be im paled
u pon t h e rig h t eou s driven f ervor of an
arm y t h at wou ld n ot be overwh elm ed.
Th e m i ssi les f rom t h e h ost of dem on ic
orig in in t h e dark clou ds of war
overh ead h ad lon g sin ce ceased an d in
won der Jaf in a look ed u pward as t h e
bat t le rag ed al l arou n d h er . Th e colu m n
of eag les spi raled arou n d in a t ig h t
vort ex above t h e arm y of An g art a even
as a g reat er n u m ber of h awk s an d
f alcon s m ore n im ble in siz e, swerved
an d derved abou t in a daz z l in g di splay
of aeron au t ical won der as t h ey seiz ed
ah old of in bou n d arrows t h at m ig h t ’ve
k i l led a warrior below. I t didn ’t st op
t h ere t h ou g h . I f t h ey cou ldn ’t cat ch t h e
arrow t h en t h ey ou t di st an ced i t at t h e last
m om en t an d dash ed in t o place t o t ak e t h e
k i l l in g st rok e m ean t f or a warrior u pon
t h em selves.
Overcom e by t h e em ot ion of t h e
sacri f ice al l arou n d h er , Jaf in a reach ed
h er h an d u p t o t h e sk y an d pray ed, “Oh
m y , Eloh im h elp t h em ! Help u s t o
overcom e bef ore al l are lost ! ”
Th e scen es of a vi sion cau g h t h er wi t h
a violen ce t h en t h at lef t h er am az ed. Th e
im ag ery of ch i ldren play in g an d lau g h in g
assai led h er wi t h su ch a m om en t of
peace as t o be t h e essen ce of com f ort
i t sel f an d wi t h an in -pressed sob sh e
sm i led becau se t h e ch i ldren sh e saw
were al l h ers. A l i t t le boy ran u p t o h er
h oldin g a bou qu et of f resh pick ed
f lowers an d sm i l in g down at h im sh e
accept ed t h em as sh e t ook in ju st h ow
l ik e h i s f at h er h e look ed. W i t h t h e peace
of t h at real iz at ion f i rm ly seiz ed u pon
wi t h in h er h eart t h e vi sion f aded an d
on ce m ore al l arou n d h er was war an d
deat h brou g h t on by i t .
An arrow sh e h adn ’t been look in g f or
was sn at ch ed ou t of h er f ace by a sm al l
f alcon t h at seem ed t o g rin at h er as i f
every t h in g g oin g on was bu t a g am e. A
g am e of war an d as Jaf in a look ed
ou tward sh e saw t h at t h e en em y in
im pat ien ce h ad g iven u p on t h e slow
approach t o vict ory f or t h ey h ad
u n leash ed t h e h eavi ly arm ored bat t le
g ian t s an d cave t rol l s t h at were
n u m bered wi t h in t h e ran k s of an u n h oly
arm y f i t on ly f or t h e work in g s of h el l .
Berserk wi t h dem on ic rag e, t h e g ian t s
an d t rol l s t ram pled over t h ei r own
con t in g en t as t h ey scream ed absu rdi t ies
in t h ei r m ad dash across t h e bat t lef ield
t o f east u pon t h e f lesh of rig h t eou s
people. Jaf in a poi sed wi t h con f iden ce
g lan ced t o t h e ot h er six of h er bret h ren
t ask ed wi t h leadersh ip on ly t o see t h e
look of despai r t h ey h ad as t o h ow t h i s
n ew t h reat was t o be deal t wi t h .
Seem in g ly drawn m ag n et ical ly t h ey
al l g lan ced t o h er an d Jaf in a sm i led.
W i t h au t h ori t y of spi ri t Jaf in a cal led ou t
t o a g rou p of warriors h eld in reserve,
“Sh ields u p! ” an d abru pt ly st art ed
ru n n in g rig h t at t h em .
Som eh ow driven t o do by a g u idin g
f orce f rom wi t h in , t h e n earest t o Jaf in a
k n el t t o place h i s sh ield above h i s h ead
f acin g sk y ward even as t h e n ex t several
warriors f orm ed a l in e an d repl icat ed in
st ai rst ep f orm at ion wi t h sh ields h eld
alof t . Jaf in a leapt u p on t o t h e f i rst sh ield
an d t h en t h e n ex t as t h e warriors below
braced h ard in u n i t y t o t h e divin e
di rect ion bein g g iven t h em t o play t h ei r
part in t h e g reat er scen e abou t t o u n f old.
Jaf in a sh riek ed ou t a cry t h at seem ed
rig h t t o let loose wi t h as h er f eet g raced
t h e last u pt u rn ed sh ield an d pu sh in g of f
sh e leaped u pward. Alm ost in ech o t o
h er own cry t h ere was an an swerin g
sh riek f rom t h e en ci rcl in g t orn ado of
f eat h ers h overin g above t h e An g art en
h ost an d an eag le of g reat siz e an d
m ajest y dived ou t of t h e spi ral in g
m ael st rom of t alon s t h at k ept al l t h e
win g ed m on st ers of t h e en em y at bay .
Jaf in a som ersau l t ed t h rou g h t h e ai r
an d drove h er f eet u pward t owards t h e
sk y . W i t h a sh riek in g cry of joy ou s
savag ery t h e k in g of t h e eag les lat ch ed
abou t h er an k les wi t h h i s g reat t alon s in
a secu re bu t h arm less g rip of bot h of h er
leg s.
Jaf in a h u n g u pside down an d wi t h
bot h h an ds g ripped ah old of h er sword
as h er lon g h ai r f lew ou t beh in d h er as
t h e eag le swooped ou t over t h e h ost of
t h e t ig h t pack ed en em y . U p ah ead of
t h em su rg ed a g ian t u n m in df u l ly t h rou g h
t h e ran k s of h i s own f orces t roddin g
t h em u n derf oot wi t h h i s h ast e t o sm ash
t h rou g h t h e sh ield wal l of An g art a.
He saw Jaf in a an d wi t h an en rag ed
squ eal t h at seem ed t o i ssu e f ort h f rom
t h e bowel s of h el l h e swu n g u p h i s
sword t h at was t h e len g t h of two adu l t
m en an d wi t h m u scles rippl in g h e sl iced
i t t h rou g h t h e ai r at t h em . Th e eag le
sl iced sideway s an d t h e blade swept
down past t h e eag le an d Jaf in a by a
h ai r ’ s breadt h on ly t o cleave t h rou g h t h e
bodies of h al f a doz en h y st erical ly
scream in g m en below wh o were in m ore
f ear of bein g squ ash ed by t h e g ian t t h an
of an y t h in g el se in t h e m om en t .
W i t h a savag e cry t h e eag le swerved
in t owards t h e g ian t ’ s h ead an d wi t h a
savag e cry of h er own , Jaf in a, wh i le
st arin g f u l l in t o t h e cat sl i t t ed ey es of t h e
g ian t t h at were t h e siz e of h er own h ead,
plu n g ed h er sword in deep an d h eld on t o
i t wi t h bot h h an ds as t h e eag le spi raled
down arou n d t h e g ian t ’ s im m en se f orm at
break n eck speed. Jaf in a’ s blade h ad an
elect ric l ik e qu al i t y t o i t as f lam es
k i ssed t h e ai r as t h e blade dru g t h rou g h
arm or , bon e, an d f lesh al ik e as i f sh e
was carvin g a h ot k n i f e t h rou g h bu t t er .
A spi ral in g cascade of blood
sh owered down u pon t h e sh ock ed en em y
at t h e g ian t ’ s f eet an d m om en t s bef ore
Jaf in a wou ld’ve sm ash ed h eadf i rst in t o
t h em h er blade lef t t h e f lesh of t h e
g ian t ’ s leg an d t h e eag le l i f t ed
powerf u l ly in t o t h e ai r even as t h e
st u n n ed g ian t con t in u ed t o spu rt blood
u pon t h ose below. Th e spi ral in g cu t h ad
been deep an d al ready t h e dam ag e don e
was t o m assive as t o be recovered f rom
by even h i s im m en se reg en erat ive
powers an d wi t h a cry of rem orse t h at
did m ore t o dem oral iz e t h e ou t siz ed h ost
below t h e g ian t t oppled over t o h i s deat h
squ ash in g u pwards of a h u n dred m ore of
t h e en em y f orces.
Al l t h rou g h t h e at t ack of Jaf in a’ s
m om en t of win g ed savag ery h er six
con t em poraries h ad st ared in
am az em en t , bu t n ow wi t h on e cry t h ey
ru sh ed t owards t h e u prai sed sh ields st i l l
f acin g t h e sk y an d m ade t h ei r own ed
leaps of f ai t h as m ore of t h e m ost darin g
of t h e eag les swept down an d sn at ch ed
t h em u p t o t h en swoop ou t over t h e
bat t lef ield t h at rag ed on al l sides. From
on e g ian t t o t h e n ex t wi t h t rol l s in
between t h e g en eral s of t h e An g art en
h ost led by ex am ple an d f el led each an d
every last on e of t h e g reat est of t h e
en em y ’ s f orces bef ore even on e cou ld
reach t h e sh ield wal l t h at h eld t ru e
ag ain st t h e pressu re of t h ou san ds as t h ey
were em bolden ed wi t h a savag e z eal
brou g h t on by u n i t y wi t h in t h e Fi re Spi ri t
in t h ei r bel ief t h at Eloh im h ad pu rposed
t h i s day t o be on e of vict ory . Even so
t h ey f ou g h t al l t h e h arder an d t h e l in e
h eld as t h ey wai t ed ou t t h ei r ex pect at ion
of del iveran ce t o break f ort h f rom t h e
h eaven s above as ex t rem e f ai t h becam e
a con cept real iz ed in t h e m om en t s of
t h ei r g reat est t rial an d y et t h ei r g reat est
m om en t s al ive.
Chapter El ev en
A Father ’ s Blessing
Dim en sion s f lash ed an d I an d m y
warrior bret h ren wi t h m e ascen ded t o a
h ig h er plain above t h e world of m en as
we were born e alof t by t h e Spi ri t of ou r
Creat or wh o ru les across al l
dim en sion s. I st art ed f orward wi t h
f lam in g f ervor t o dest roy t h e g at h ered
h ost t h at st ret ch ed ou t as lon g as t h e ey e
cou ld see u pon t h i s in t erdim en sion al
plain of ex i st en ce.
Th ey st ared at u s wi t h cu riosi t y as i f
wi t n essin g som et h in g u n seen bef ore t o
t h em , bu t t h ey h ad n o f ear of u s, f or t ru ly ,
t h ey possessed g reat power an d t h e
arrog an ce of i t bade on e of t h e ch ief
m ost dem on s t o u t t er f orce wi t h , “Y ou
h ave desert ed t h e bat t le below bu t t o
com e u p an d f ace u s? Wh at do y ou h ope
t o do, pu n y h u m an m ade of f lesh , ag ain st
t h e powers of t h i s world? Ou r m ast er
alon e ru les t h ese reg ion s ben eat h h eaven
an d h ow dare y ou t o presu m e t o ach ieve
ot h erwi se as i t i s n ot y et ou r t im e! ”
A g reat u proar f ol lowed am on g st t h e
st at em en t as t h ose dem on s closest pat t ed
t h e speak ers back . Sh ak in g m y h ead I
st opped advan cin g an d spok e ou t as m y
f at h er an d t h e ot h ers cam e abreast of m e,
“W e are n ot of t h e world, f or t h e Spi ri t
of t h e Creat or we possess wi t h in t h e
t em ple of ou r bodies, i s h ei r t o t h e
world t h at i s t o com e. Even so ou r
spi ri t s are h eld by t h e Fat h er in
ex pect at ion of t h at et ern al f u t u re of g lory
y et t o com e. T ru ly , we wh o bel ieve by
f ai t h in t h e Nam e of Y esh u a, t h e Nam e
placed above al l n am es, in wh om even
y ou f ear an d t rem ble at t h e m en t ion of ,
are n ever alon e.”
Th e sou n d of an even g reat er h ost t h an
was bef ore u s m ade n oi se in readin ess
f or divin ely appoin t ed con f l ict as t h e
ran k s u pon ran k s of h eaven ’ s el i t e an g el s
drew swords at ou r back s in an
u n brok en l in e of m in i st ers of t h e Gospel
wreat h ed in f i re, m ade clear t h ei r in t en t
t o st an d wi t h u s ag ain st al l en em ies of
Th e T ru t h an d t h ose wh o wou ld pol lu t e
Th e W ay . L i f t in g m y swords, I cal led ou t
u pon t h e n ow despi t ef u l ly crin g in g h ost
bef ore u s, “Th i s day we do bat t le so t h at
t h e W ords of Eloh im Most Hig h wi l l be
f u l f i l led in t h at t h e L ig h t of Hi s W ord
wi l l n ot f ai l f rom t h e m ou t h of t h e
rig h t eou s u n t i l t h e appoin t ed t im e of t h e
en d of t h e world com es. Th i s day i s n ot
t h at day , bu t t h e day of al l t h ose wh o
oppose u s t o l ive in t h e L ig h t of t h e Most
Hig h h as com e! An g art a i s a lan d ru led
over by t h e Most Hig h an d t h i s day we
def en d t h e l ives of al l t h ose wh o cal l i t
h om e an d wi l l cal l i t h om e f or h owever
m u ch t im e i s y et t o com e, even as ou r
Eloah en ables u s, even so we f ig h t in t h e
n am e of ou r Savior wh o m ak es vict ory
t h i s day possible! Y esh u a i s Hi s n am e
an d vict ory in Hi s n am e we n ow
claim ! ! ! ”
Th e sou n d of ram ’ s h orn s brok e f ort h
ou t across al l t h e len g t h of t h i s
dim en sion above t h e ph y sical realm
below an d t h e h ost bef ore u s vi sibly
sh ook in pet ri f ied h orror at wh at was
com in g abou t t h i s day . From wi t h in m y
orders cam e, “Se i z e th e d ay i n My
Nam e , T ar i k!”
Rai sin g m y swords h ig h I y el led,
“Y esh u a! ”, an d ch arg ed even as t h e
power of u l t im at e au t h ori t y g ran t ed t o
t h e Son by t h e Fat h er swept ou t across
t h e plain bef ore m e an d did t h e work t o
be don e.
I n an ech oin g reverb of u n m at ch ed
m ag n i t u de t h e an g el s spok e alon g wi t h
t h e voices of m y f at h er an d t h e ot h ers in
con t in u at ion of m y words, “Th e Nam e
above al l n am es! ”
W i t h on e accord we ch arg ed an d t h e
en em y ran bef ore u s as t h ey cou ld n ot
st an d in t h e f ace of t h e au t h ori t y of Him
wh o i s g reat er t h an al l .
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Splat t ered wi t h t h e blood of g ian t s
an d f oes of al l k in ds, Jaf in a look ed u p
wi t h won der , as did every on e el se as t h e
sou n d of deeply blown h orn s cam e
rin g in g down ou t of t h e h eaven s above.
A wave of l ig h t crash ed f ort h f rom t h e
on e en d of t h e h oriz on t o t h e ot h er an d
t h e sou n ds of warf are f rom above cou ld
be h eard an d al l t h e h ost of t h e en em y
g at h ered abou t t h e An g art en h ost
t rem bled as t h e sk ies twi st ed an d bu rst
f ort h wi t h l ig h t f rom overh ead.
Th e clou ds part ed over t h e An g art en
f orce an d l ig h t cascaded of f of t h e
swi rl in g eag les above t h e bat t le l in es
even as t h e sk y abru pt ly dark en ed over
al l t h e st ret ch ed ou t h ost of t h e en em y .
Th en t h e rain of f i re beg an .
Ch u n k s of bu rn in g rock sh ot down ou t
of t h e clou ds wi t h f iery bloom s of sm ok e
t rai l in g ou t beh in d t h em even as l ig h t n in g
bol t s crash ed t h rou g h t h e ai r wi t h
pressed savag ery . Al l t h at g az ed u pward
of t h e en em y sh riek ed ou t as ju dg m en t
f el l f rom on h ig h , even as t h ei r ju dg m en t
was t h e eviden ce of del iveran ce t h at
t h ose wh o h ad f ou g h t by f ai t h n ow saw
t h e eviden ce of t h ei r h ope bein g
ach ieved.
I n st u n n ed awe Jaf in a wat ch ed a bal l
of f i re n ot t h at of a rock , bu t of t h e f orm
of a m an descen d down even as t h e f i rst
bom bs of brim st on e let down u pon t h e
en em y h ost wi t h in t h e f iery deat h
wrack in g di splay t h at st ret ch ed f or as f ar
as t h e ey e cou ld see of t h e en em y h ost .
Her ey es t raced t h e descen t of t h e m an
on f i re wh o was bu t on e of several
ot h ers al so rain in g down u pon t h e
bat t lef ield an d h er h eart swel led even as
joy swept over h er wom b as t h e prom i se
of wh at was t o com e becam e al l t h e
m ore real t o h er f or t h e real i t y of t h e
blessin g t h at i t was t o be wh o sh e was.
Cry in g sh e blessed t h e Nam e of h er
Savior Y esh u a, even as sh e wat ch ed t h e
f iery f orm of t h e m an wh o wou ld soon
be h er lover an d t h e k eeper of h er h eart
lan d down wi t h a f orce t h at k n ock ed
down t h e close pack ed en em y arou n d
h im . Hi s swords f lash ed u pward t o t h e
sk y an d f i re f el l down in two wh ip l ik e
elect ric arcs of en erg y t o pu l se in t o t h e
t ips of each of h i s swords.
He m oved an d t h e arcin g len g t h of
f lam e n ow i ssu in g f ort h f rom t h e swords
f lash ed ou t l ik e wh ips of l ivin g f lam e t o
carve t h rou g h al l t h e h ost arou n d h im
even as m ore an d m ore f i rebal l s of
brim st on e rain ed down ou t of t h e sk y
an d y et n ot on e f el l on t h e f orces of
An g art a t h at h ad seiz ed t h i s day by f ai t h .
L i f t in g h er sword h ig h Jaf in a cried
ou t , “T o vict ory m y brot h ers! T o vict ory
m y si st ers! ”
W i t h an an swerin g cry of overcom in g
z eal t h at st ret ch ed t h em bey on d al l
con cept of f at ig u e an d in ju ry , t h e
bat t ered wal l of sh ields was t h rown
down an d every An g art en drew f ort h
t h ei r swords an d raced ou tward in t o t h e
f leein g m asses of t h e en em y t h at
st u m bled t o an d f ro at a lack f or
di rect ion of an y k in d as t h ey were u t t erly
dest roy ed by t h e t h ou san ds wi t h each
passin g m om en t . Ju dg m en t f or t h em h ad
com e even as a g reat er real iz at ion of
f ai t h h ad com e t o t h ose wh o h ad seiz ed a
h old of i t an d n ot set t led f or t h e
com placen cy of f ear .
Joy at t h e f reedom t h at was t h ei rs
drove t h e An g art en s ou t af t er t h e en em y
an d t owards t h e m en , wh o by in vi t at ion
of t h e Creat or ’ s Spi ri t , h ad won a
vict ory in t h e spi ri t t h at was n ow bein g
com plet ed in t h e f lesh . Th e h eaven s
above y et f lash ed ag ain wi t h t h e
m ovem en t s of a g reat h ost on ly t h i s t im e
i t was in t h ei r f avor as a spi ri t of
deri sion was cast down u pon al l t h e
pan ick in g m asses of t h e en em y t o t h e
poin t t h at t h ey cou ld n ot l i f t a weapon t o
def en d t h em selves.
Th ey f el l l ik e overladen wh eat sh ock s
bef ore t h e scy t h e an d t ru ly t h e bat t lef ield
was bu rn ed clear of t h em u n t i l t h e bal l s
of f lam e f al l in g f rom t h e sk y were al l
t h at pu rsu ed t h ose st rag g lers n ot y et slain
t h at ran f or a place of peace t h at t h ey
wou ld n ever reach even as h el l open ed
wide t o receive t h e sou l s of t h ou san ds
wh o were sel f -appoin t ed by ch oice t o
et ern al t orm en t an d t h e an g u i sh t o be
f orever separat ed f rom t h e L ig h t of
Eloah .
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R y n t al ran f or al l h e was wort h . Th ere
was n o sen se t o t h i s day !
How h ad t h e t ables t u rn ed so
su dden ly ? Th ey h ad brou g h t al l t h e lan ds
u n der su bject ion wi t h t h e ex cept ion of
An g art a t h at t h ey h ad by passed f or t h e
m om en t on ly t o see i t becom e a sort of
prom i se lan d f or al l t h e bi t t er di ssen t ers
of t h e New W orld Order t o f lee t o.
I t h ad t o be cru sh ed an d m ade an
ex am ple of an d so an arm y over t en
t im es t h at wh ich was n eeded h ad been
assem bled. Now wh ere were t h ey ?
Ash es!
How cou ld i t be? Th e war g ian t s al l
slain ! Th ree leg ion s of wol f m en ! Al l t h e
t rol l s f rom t h e Seg u n dy Mou n t ain s g on e!
Hu m an reg u lars t h e vict ors of a doz en
con qu est s, al l slain !
Cou ld t h e God of t h ese escaped
people of f ai t h real ly be preem in en t in
power an d i f so wh y h ad h e pledg ed h i s
al leg ian ce t o an ot h er g od t h at h ad
prom i sed h im vict ory on ly t o n ow be
brou g h t low in def eat ? Al l was l ies!
“R y n t al ! ” Ran g ou t a voice f rom
beh in d h im .
Sh ak in g so badly t h at h e peed h im sel f ,
R y n t al look ed back t o see on e of t h e f i re
warriors t h at h ad descen ded ou t of t h e
sk y . Al l t h e leg en ds of old h ad been t ru e.
No g reat er warriors ex i st ed t h an t h ese
an d R y n t al ru ed t h e day t h at h e h ad ever
laid a cam paig n ag ain st t h e last h oldou t
of a cu l t u re t h at su ch m en ex i st ed in .
He t h ou g h t h e h ad wiped t h em ou t , bu t
a rem n an t of t h em h ad rem ain ed. A
rem n an t t h at h ad dest roy ed t h em t h i s
day !
W i t h ou t t h e soldiers t h at h ad g on e on
t h i s cam paig n t h e Em pi re of t h e Dolerian
Au ran t o wou ld f al t er , i f n ot f ai l
al t og et h er , as in su rrect ion s f lared u p an d
loy al t ies were t est ed. No t h i s bat t le h ad
been t h e en d of t h e qu est f or world
dom in at ion f or t h e m om en t an d i f t h e
el i t e sh ou ld ever lay h an ds on h im h e did
n ot dou bt wi t h wh at savag ery t h ey wou ld
ex act u pon h im f or f ai l in g t h em .
Th at g rim real i t y t h ou g h , paled in
com pari son t o t h e h ere an d n ow t h ou g h ,
as h e was f aced wi t h a warrior wreat h ed
in f lam es an d y et al l t h e m ore f am i l iar
f or i t . Su dden ly t h en h e real iz ed wh o t h e
m an was an d h i s h eart t ook f l ig h t al l t h e
m ore.
I n t error h e t u rn ed t o ru n al l t h e
h arder , bu t wi t h a twi st in g sn ap a m ol t en
cord of f i re clam ped abou t h i s wai st . I n
scorch ed ag on y R y n t al t ried t o break
f ree of t h e en ci rcl in g ban d of f i re t h at
was pu t t in g h im en t i rely ablaz e.
Scream in g h e f el l , bu t t h ere was n o
escape f rom t h e t orm en t of t h e f lam es
an d t h en t h e g rou n d ben eat h h im f el l
away an d wi t h a scream of t error h e f el l
on ly t o be brou g h t u p sh ort by t h e cord
of l ivin g f i re wrapped arou n d h im t h at
seared h im t o t h e h eart . Flam es leapt u p
at h im f rom t h e h el l i sh port al below
open in g u p t o receive h im , of wh ich t h e
very sou n d of t h reat en ed t o st op h i s
h eart .
I n m in d n u m bin g t error h e g lan ced u p
t o t h e world above t o h ear t h e m an t h at
h e h ad on ce bu rn ed al ive say t o h im
even as h e n ow bu rn ed, “For m y wi f e
an d m y people. Y ou r deeds R y n t al are
don e an d y ou r l i f e i s over . Now h el l
open s u p t o receive y ou r sou l an d y ou
sh al l wi sh a t h ou san d t im es over t h at y ou
h ad ch osen ot h erwi se in l i f e t h en y ou
h ave.”
“No! ! ! Please don ’t let g o! ! ! Have
m ercy ! ! ! ! ! ”
Say u l sh ook h i s h ead n o an d wi t h an
awf u l f in al i t y said, “Y ou r t im e i s u p n ow
en joy t h e reward t h at y ou r act ion s in l i f e
h ave brou g h t y ou f or al l of et ern i t y t o
com e.”
Th e en ci rcl in g ban d of f i re released
an d elect rical ly sh ran k back u p t o
di ssipat e in t o Say u l ’ s sword even as
arm s f lai l in g t h rou g h space an d t im e
R y n t al f el l down ward t h rou g h rock an d
st on e t oward an et ern al aby ss of f i re an d
t orm en t .
Th e sh ock of al l t h at was t o com e was
t oo m u ch an d bu g ey ed st i l l st arin g u p at
t h e f ig u re u pon t h e rim so f ar above h im
n ow R y n t al ’ s h eart st opped an d h e died.
Th e m om en t of deat h was m ark ed by n o
joy ou s passag e t o h eaven in t h e com pan y
of an g el s, bu t in t h at m om en t h i s sou l
wh ich cou ld f eel an d sen se pain , n ow
f reed of i t s m ort al body , was set u pon by
dem on ic spi ri t s t h at lau g h ed an d
ch ort led as t h ey dru g t h e on ly t h in g
et ern al abou t al l m en down in t o t h e
crim son awf u l l ig h t of h el l .
R y n t al ’ s t orm en t h ad ju st beg u n alon g
wi t h t h e t h ou san ds of m en t h at h e h ad led
t o t h ei r deat h s becau se of t h e
in t erven t ion of a h ig h er power t h at n ow
h e on ly t o t ru ly k n ew ex i st ed, bu t was
f orever h eld apart f rom in bu rn in g
an g u i sh .
An eart h qu ak e sh ook t h e su rf ace of t h e
world as t h e f lam es of h el l an d t h e
t orm en t s of t h e dem on s an d f al len an g el s
t rapped t h ere pu l sed wi t h t h e ex pan sion
of sou l s t o f eed u pon . I n deed t h e
bou n daries of h el l i t sel f ex pan ded t o t h e
t u n e of t h e h ig h -pi t ch ed sh riek s of
t orm en t ex pressed by al l t h ose f orever
bou n d t h ere. I t was wi t h rel ief f or Say u l
wh en t h e ch asm t o t h e lower m ost part s
of W alen t h y an a were closed u p an d h e
n o lon g er h ad t h e look u pon t h e t orm en t
of t h ose wh o did n ot k n ow h i s Savior ,
Y esh u a, as t h ei r Redeem er .
Say u l look ed abou t over t h e f ield of
war t h at h ad been won in t h e spi ri t
bef ore i t h ad been won in t h e f lesh an d
said, “Th an k y ou , m y Eloah , f or
al lowin g m e t o l ive t o see t h i s day . I
con f ess I did n ot t h in k i t possible t o ever
see rest i t u t ion su ch as t h i s u pon seein g
t h e dest ru ct ion of m y people, bu t Y ou r
W ord, t ru ly , wi l l alway s be f u l f i l led an d
t h i s warrior , f or wh at l i t t le con sequ en ce
t h at I m ig h t be, prai ses Y ou ! ” Say u l said
at t h e last wi t h a g reat sh ou t .
A breez e blew an d wi t h i t Say u l ’ s
g az e was di rect ed t o a prom on t ory of
st on e t h at overlook ed t h e bat t lef ield in
wh ich lay t h e ash ed rem ain s of an
in n u m erable en em y t h at Eloah h ad slain
t h i s day . U pon t h e rock s look in g ou t over
t h e val ley of deat h st ood h i s son .
T ears spran g t o h i s ey es an d cou rsed
down t h e bu rn t ravag es of h i s f ace. Hi s
son !
So st ron g an d t al l . A m an f u l ly g rown
in f lesh an d m at u ri t y of spi ri t t o h ave
don e an d been u sed by t h e Most Hig h as
h e h ad been t h i s day . Th e k n owledg e t h at
t h i s leader am on g m en h ad com e f ort h
f rom h i s loin s was t h e u l t im at e in
h u m bl in g g rat i t u de t o t h in k t h at h e h ad
h elped an d n u rt u red su ch a on e in t o t h e
world so t h at t h i s day cou ld h appen .
Say u l san k t o h i s k n ees st i l l cry in g in
prof ou n d g rat i t u de of h i s h eaven ly
Mast er as t o h ave been so blessed by
h avin g su ch a son as h e h ad, wh o n ot
on ly h ad f ol lowed h im in ex am ple, bu t
h ad ecl ipsed h im in every way
im ag in able. I t was al l a f at h er cou ld ask
f or an d Say u l cried ou t open ly t o h i s
Creat or wi t h t h e joy of h i s g rat i t u de f or
bein g al lowed t o l ive an d t ak e part in
t h i s day as h e h ad been perm i t t ed t o.
Th e breez e blew ag ain an d Say u l ’ s
t ears st i l led as t h e Fi re Spi ri t ’ s presen ce
blew arou n d h im in a com f ort in g cu rren t
of love an d power . Say u l closed h i s ey es
an d rest ed in t h e m om en t an d wh en h e
did h e saw in wh at h e k n ew was a
vi sion of t h e f u t u re t h e im ag e of h i s son
as h e was n ow f u l ly g rown u p walk in g
t owards h im carry in g som et h in g wi t h in
h i s arm s. I t was a n ewborn baby .
A baby t h at h i s son caref u l ly laid in t o
h i s bu rn scarred arm s st i l l st ron g en ou g h
f or war , bu t t h at n ow f el t in adequ at e t o
h old t h e sl ig h t weig h t of a baby t h at
rest ed com f ort ably ag ain st h im as i f in
com f ort wi t h in h i s presen ce. L ook in g u p
in t o t h e sm i l in g f ace of h i s son h e h eard
h im say , “W i l l you help me teach him to
be a Godly man even as you wer e
fai thful to do wi th me?”
Su bcon sciou sly Say u l ’ s arm s secu red
g en t ly bu t f i rm ly abou t t h e baby even as
h e af f i rm ed, “I wi l l , my son.”
Th e vi sion dri f t ed away an d wi t h a
wet ey ed g az e Say u l g lan ced on ce m ore
t oward t h e st on e prom on t ory h i s son
st ood u pon on ly t o see t h at h e was n o
lon g er alon e. A wom an st ood several
paces beh in d h im y et u n seen by h i s son .
Say u l lean ed f orward t o place h i s
h an d u pon t h e g rou n d an d in h i s deep
voice h e spok e ou t even as t h e g rou n d
rippled at t h e u t t eran ce of a m an of
f ai t h ’ s blessin g , “I bless t h e n am e of sh e
wh o bore y ou in t o t h e world, m y
dau g h t er , even as I g ive y ou m y blessin g
f or y ou t o be m y son ’ s wi f e. May y ou r
day s t og et h er be lon g an d peacef u l an d
f i l led wi t h t oo m u ch joy t o ever st ore
away , even as I ask t h at Eloah open y ou r
wom b t o m y son ’ s seed in order t o brin g
f ort h ch i ldren t h at wi l l be reared in t h e
L ig h t of Th e W ay of Eloah so t h at t h i s
world wi l l be con qu ered by t h e power
of t h e Nam e of t h e Son of Eloah f or by
Hi s g reat redem pt ive love we h ave al l
been g iven t h e ch an ce t o do g reat an d
n oble deeds f or t h e Kin g dom of t h e Most
Hig h . May t h e An cien t of Day s sm i le
u pon y ou bot h even as I do in joy t h at
wh at was brok en h as n ow been f u l ly
rest ored by t h e h an ds of t h e Great I
AM.”
Chapter T wel v e
The W ay of Eloah
I st ared ou t over a f ield of bu rn t ash es
al ready beg in n in g t o blow away . How
m an y of t h em h ad I slain t oday ?
So m an y lost t o h el l an d y et perh aps
t oday wou ld serve t o m ak e t h e world at
larg e wak e u p t o t h e real iz at ion t h at
Eloah was st i l l on h ig h as t h e su prem e
ru ler of al l . Reg ret t ably I h ad dou bt s
wi t h in m y spi ri t of t h at occu rrin g .
Th e Fi re Spi ri t spok e, “Now i s n ot
th e tim e to d r e am an d p l an for fu tu r e
war s, for war s wi l l com e an d tim e s wi l l
gr ow h ar d for th ose wh o h ave take n
fai th i n th e W or d s of th e Most Hi gh ,
as you h ave . Th ose d ays wi l l b e
fu l fi l l e d , b u t n ot i n th i s d ay . Th i s d ay
m ar ks an e r a of p e ace . A gi ft fr om th e
F ath e r for al l wh o h ad b e e n l oyal to
Him th r ou gh gr e at ad ve r si ty . Re tu r n
to th e for e st an d r u l e you r ki n gsh i p
ove r i t we l l .”
Sof t ly I said, “On ly i f y ou h elp m e,
Spi ri t of t h e Most Hig h , can I h ope t o be
a leader f i t f or t h e role of doin g wh at
n eeds don e.”
“I ’m n ot goi n g an ywh e r e , T ar i k. I ’l l
always b e r i gh t h e r e wi th you e ve r y
ste p of th e way . Y ou r h u m i l i ty i s wh at
m ake s you a gr e at K i n g, so m ay you
always b e a m an i n l ove wi th th e ways
of th e Most Hi gh .”
Th e Fi re Spi ri t ’ s voice h ad st opped,
bu t n ot Hi s u rg in g . Feel in g com pel led I
t u rn ed an d saw Jaf in a st an din g t h ere.
T en t at ively sh e reach ed ou t a h an d as
i f u n su re i f sh e was al lowed t o t ou ch m e.
Th e t im e f or su ch reserve as t h at was
over!
St eppin g f orward I st art led h er by
seiz in g h er f ace wi t h bot h m y h an ds an d
t h en bef ore sh e cou ld speak I k i ssed h er
wi t h al l t h e passion I h ad f or h er an d in
t u rn sh e k i ssed m e wi t h al l t h e passion
of h er h eart . Her leg s l i f t ed t o set t le
arou n d m y wai st even as h er arm s
h u g g ed abou t m y n eck as a k i ss t h at
prom i sed t o n ever en d wen t on an d on as
I let m y h an ds lovin g ly roam over an d
su pport a t reasu re t h at h ad been wel l
wort h t h e wai t i t h ad t ak en t o reach t h i s
m om en t of pressed down divin e f avor
u pon ou r l ives.
A sn ick erin g sn u f f le reg i st ered wi t h in
m y m in d, Jaf in a’ s as wel l an d ou r
h eavi ly passion at e k i ss en ded as we
t u rn ed t o view t h e sou rce of t h e sou n d.
Feveren an d Soran y a st ood t h ere wi t h
h u m or plain t o be seen u pon t h ei r f aces
as wel l as som et h in g el se. L ove, love
was in t h ei r ey es f or t h e two h u m an s
t h ey h ad adopt ed as m ast ers over t h em .
I t was h u m bl in g t o h ave su ch m ajest ic
creat u res as t h ese in di rect abey an ce t o
on e. W ords were di f f icu l t an d I st ru g g led
t o com e u p wi t h an y t h in g t o say ot h er
t h an bein g g lad t o be al ive t o see t h em .
Al l t h at said I wi sh ed t h at t h ey wou ld g o
away so t h at we cou ld g o back t o wh at
we h ad been doin g .
I t was Soran y a t h at spok e f i rst t h ou g h ,
“Mast er , I t h in k wh at h as n eeded t o be
accom pl i sh ed h as been don e h ere t h i s
day . Th e eag les are carry in g t h e
wou n ded back alon g wi t h ot h er m em bers
of m y k in d. I n t u rn t h e arm y i s carry in g
t h e wou n ded eag les back an d we are
h ere t o carry y ou back …… back t o y ou r
h om e. Ou r h om e, lon g m ay i t f orever
be.”
I n odded m y h ead as I becam e a l i t t le
m ore f am i l iar wi t h m y su rrou n din g s.
Feveren t h en added, “Mig h t I add t h at I
t h in k i t wou ld be best f or t h e two of y ou
t o be t og et h er , sh al l we say , som ewh ere
m ore f i t t in g t h an t h i s place.”
Jaf in a blu sh ed an d Soran y a bu m ped
Feveren on t h e sh ou lder in def en se of
h er m i st ress’ s sen sibi l i t ies, bu t I
lau g h ed.
“Th at sou n ds l ik e a plan , m y f rien d.”
Movin g f orward I set t led Jaf in a
ast ride of Soran y a. L ook in g u p at h er I
said, “W e’l l h ave t o con t in u e t h i s
m om en t in a bi t m y love.”
Jaf in a arch ed h er ey ebrow play f u l ly
an d ret ort ed, “On ly i f y ou can cat ch m e,
m y L ord.”
Soran y a t ook t h at f or t h e ch al len g e i t
was an d wi t h a squ eal bol t ed f orward as
swi f t as an y h orse t h at h ad ever been
creat ed cou ld be. Feveren an d I wat ch ed
t h em g o f or a m om en t an d t h en g lan ced
at each ot h er k n owin g ly . Wh at m ale
doesn ’t love a g ood pu rsu i t ?
Sm oot h ly I m ou n t ed u p an d clam ped
on as Feveren t ore of f in a pu rsu i t of t h e
ot h er two t h at cau sed t h e g rou n d t o
sh ak e. Th ey didn ’t st an d a ch an ce an d
t h ey bot h k n ew i t .
Bef ore lon g t h e t h u n derin g h ooves of
ou r m ou n t s sh ook t h e f orest f loor as t h e
play f u l ch ase con t in u ed u n abat ed.
Feveren h ad st eadi ly been g ain in g
g rou n d an d n ow I cou ld h ear Jaf in a’ s
lau g h t er ech oin g back t o m e.
Her lau g h t er seem ed t o be al l t h e
f orest arou n d u s n eeded t o sprin g f ort h
in t o bloom . Flower pet al s rain ed down
u pon u s in a di splay of sh im m erin g
beau t y on ly bef i t t in g t h e earl iest day s of
creat ion .
A t ran qu i l lag oon appeared in t h e
m idst of a su dden bloom in g paradi se as
al l t h e f orest rejoiced arou n d u s at a
bat t le t ru ly won even as Eloah ’ s blessin g
f u l ly on ce m ore set t led u pon t h e f orest as
i t h ad in t h e day s of old. At t h e last
m om en t Soran y a swu n g t o t h e side an d
Jaf in a wen t f ly in g in t o t h e wat er wi t h a
squ eal .
I n a way I k n ew wh at t o ex pect bef ore
i t h appen ed an d I wi l l in g ly let m y sel f
sl ide f ree of Feveren ’ s back as h e
perf orm ed t h e sam e m an eu ver t h at
Soran y a h ad don e t o h er m i st ress. Th e
wat er was cool an d y et very ref resh in g
af t er t h e g ru el in g h eat of a bat t le su ch as
h ad been f ou g h t t h i s day .
W i t h a splu t t er f or ai r I rose u p t o m y
f eet on ly t o see t h e two t rai t ors
sn ick erin g wi t h each ot h er as t h ey
h eaded of f t og et h er wi t h ou t an ot h er
word spok en t o u s. Fon dly I wat ch ed
t h em g o. I loved t h i s f orest of t alk in g
t rees an d an im al s wi t h savan n as t h at
g lowed at n ig h t an d becam e g reat big
f i sh bowl s.
I wou ldn ’t l ive an y wh ere el se in t h e
world. I t u rn ed t o Jaf in a on ly t o n ot ice
im m ediat ely t h e sig h t of h er bare
sh ou lders st ick in g above t h e wat er .
W i t h a sm i le t h at en t iced, sh e du ck ed
h er h ead ben eat h t h e wat er an d bu si ly
wash ed h er lon g h ai r . Th at don e sh e
st raig h t en ed an d wiped t h e wat er away
f rom h er daz z l in g ey es.
Every t h in g abou t h er u t t erly en t h ral led
m e an d wi t h a di st ract ed at t en t ion of
f ocu s I dim ly h eard h er say , “Th ere
t h at ’ s bet t er . Th in g s were a bi t bloody .”
Dawn in g real iz at ion t ook h old of m e
t h en , “Y ou t old Soran y a t o du m p y ou in t o
t h e wat er! ”
Jaf in a sh ru g g ed h er bare sh ou lders
an d wi t h a sm i le said, “Got t o love m e.”
I n deed I did. Sh e cam e close. V ery
close.
Her f in g ers beg an t o work at m y
arm or as sh e said wi t h a wry t on e,
“Y ou ’re a bi t bloody y ou rsel f , m y L ord.”
Th at I was, bu t m om en t s lat er I was
f ree of al l t h e residu e of war an d
wash ed clean by t h e pu ri t y of a sprin g
t h at was on ly a ph y sical ech o of a
spi ri t u al real i t y t h at I possessed f rom on
h ig h . W e st ood in t h e wat er st arin g at
each ot h er su dden ly as sh y as st ran g ers
n ot k n owin g wh at t o do n ex t .
Som et h in g m ade m e g lan ce t o t h e
sh ore of t h e lag oon an d I did a dou ble
t ak e as t h e im ag e of a m an I h ad seen
bef ore st ood t h ere. Jaf in a g ave a squ eal
an d du ck ed lower in t h e wat er , bu t
t ak in g h er h an d I sh ook m y h ead
n eg at ively f or h er n ot t o be af raid even
as t h e warm voice of t h e st ran g er said t o
h er , “Dau gh te r , I m e an you n o h ar m .”
He g est u red wi t h a h an d in open n ess
of g est u re an d wi t h a g asp Jaf in a saw t h e
scar t h at was t h ere an d look ed t o m e an d
I n odded af f i rm at ively . Bot h sh ak en we
look ed t o t h e m an wh o’d on ce died so
t h at we cou ld k n ow l i f e an d t h e h ope of
et ern i t y spen t wi t h t h e Fat h er , even as
He was t h e Son of Eloah , wh o h ad
ch osen t o com e an d walk a m ort al l i f e in
t h e f lesh an d peri sh so t h at we cou ld
k n ow f org iven ess becau se n o m an h ad
ever l ived a perf ect l i f e, save f or t h i s
m an , an d so by Hi s sin less deat h He
m ade a way f or t h e ju dg m en t of Eloah t o
pass over ou r h eads even as He h ad
t ak en ou r sin s u pon Him sel f . Ou r sin s
were dead an d bu ried, bu t He was al ive
becau se deat h cou ldn ’t con qu er Him an d
even as we walk ed in bel ief of wh at He
h ad don e f or u s so alway s wou ld we be
wi t h Him an d t h e Fat h er f or al l of
et ern i t y t o com e.
“Com e ch i l d r e n .” Y esh u a said.
Jaf in a h esi t at ed f or a m om en t , bu t
wi t h a g en t le sh ak e of Hi s h ead an d a
k n owin g l ig h t in h i s ey es of l ivin g f i re
He said, “Th e r e i s n o sh am e Jafi n a i n
th i s for al l i s i n th i s m om e n t as th e
Cr e ator fi r st m ad e i t to b e . Man an d
wom an toge th e r i n a gar d e n of d e l i gh t
an d b e h ol d i t was ve r y good .”
Jaf in a an d I bot h st i l l h oldin g h an ds
walk ed u p ou t of t h e wat er an d cam e t o
st an d an d t h en k n eel down bef ore ou r
Savior . A si lk en f eel in g of t h e presen ce
of t h e Most Hig h i ssu ed f ort h t h rou g h t h e
Fi re Spi ri t t o en ci rcle ou r clasped
t og et h er h an ds in a t h reef old bon d.
Y esh u a spok e, “Th i s d ay you wi l l
b e com e on e , e ve n as i n Sp i r i t I am on e
wi th th e F ath e r . I sp e ak a m yste r y an d
ye t th e b on d of l ove you h ol d for e ach
oth e r th i s d ay on l y te sti fi e s to th e l ove
th at My F ath e r an d I h ave for th e
b oth of you . Th i s d ay i s b l e sse d e ve n
as th e F ath e r for e -d e sti n e d for i t to
b e . F or th ose He for e kn e w , He
p r e d e sti n e d , an d n ow toge th e r h e l p i n g
on e an oth e r I com m i ssi on you to b e
on e i n h e ar t, m i n d , an d b od y to d o al l
th at th e F ath e r com m an d s. Y ou ar e
n ow m an an d wi fe . Be on e , ch i l d r e n .
Th i s m om e n t i s a joy n ot on l y for th e
b oth of you , b u t al so al l of He ave n .
On e d ay I too sh al l h ave a b r i d e , b u t
th at d ay i s h i d d e n fr om Me b y th e
F ath e r ju st as th e r e al i ty of th i s
m om e n t so l on ge d for b y th e b oth of
you i s n ow a r e al i ty e ve n so sh al l i t b e
on e d ay wh e n I r e tu r n for a b r i d e
wi l l i n g an d h e l d i n watch fu l r e ad i n e ss
to b e m y wi fe . I l e ave you n ow , b u t th e
e ye s of th e F ath e r ar e always on th e
ways of th e r i gh te ou s an d e ve n so as
He an d I ar e on e so I am n e ar to you
always.”
As we con t in u ed t o g az e u pon ou r
Savior He di sappeared f rom view. T ears
on bot h of ou r f aces we g lan ced at each
ot h er com plet ely overcom e.
“I love y ou .” W e bot h wh i spered at
t h e sam e t im e.
W e lau g h ed an d t h en I k i ssed h er . Th e
pet al s con t in u ed t o rain down u pon u s
an d t h e g ossipin g leaves of t h e t rees
were si len t as t o al l t h at t ran spi red u pon
t h e pet al st rewn f orest f loor .
A n ew era h ad beg u n . On e f ai t h f u l t o
Th e W ay of Eloah an d al l of creat ion
rejoiced!
A n o t e f r o m t h e A u t h o r
A little bit about what went into influencing
the story.
- I ’ v e alw ays stayed aw ay from aspects of the
‘ magical’ realism to be found in some Christian
fiction. I ’ m a fan of Donita K. Paul’ s earlier
series and yet I nev er pictured myself w riting
anything that fantastical and in a w ay I still
hav en’ t, but for me I got out of the box a lot
more in terms of expressing the grow ing
consciousness that I hav e of the surroundings
of our env ironment (God’ s creation) being
much more aw are of ‘ being’ than I ev er
prev iously imagined it to be. A s humans w e can
say w e’ re the height of God’ s creation, but it is
clear from Scripture that other entities exist
for if no one w ill cry out w ith praise at Jesus’ s
return then the rocks themselv es w ill. I f rocks
can cry out w ith praise it’ s safe to say then that
there is a lot that w e simply do not see or
comprehend of the gov erning natures of the
elements of creation on display all around us. I t
is this richer more three dimensional picture of
a creation that is aw ake to the know ing of its
Maker that I am w ishing to portray in this
series and just maybe one day a tree w ill open
its eyes and carry on a conv ersation w ith me.
I t’ s not about magic or sorcery or any of that
garbage. T he more I w alk w ith God the more I
realize of the intense layering of the supreme
structure of His incalculable creativ ity and
intenseness of character as to hav e done so
much beyond w hat can first be seen on the
surface of things. T ruly to lov e God is to know
more, because the more you lov e Him the
more He rev eals and to know the truth for me
is to desire to share it w ith all those w illing to
read it and so read on and I w ill do my best to
be a w illing v essel of the Most High to w rite
w hat He w ants to be know n.
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G uy S. Stanton, I I I
A few important things to know about
me
I love my family and I love my God.
W ithout Him and His Son, Y eshua, I would
have nothing.
Because of that I continually wish to give Him
everything.
He’ s blessed me to write some amazing
stories, but truly the best thing in life is that a
loving experience with one’ s Cr eator doesn’ t
have to only last for the length of the story
within the pages of a book, but that it can
exist written acr oss the plains of your heart
each and every day of your life. I t’ s this story
I hope you’ll experience fully for yourself, as
ther e is no better story than being in the
pr esence of the Father and seeing what He’ll
do next. The best part of this fantastical
r elationship is that it’ s a story that will never
end and only gr ows sweeter as it flows on
thr ough eternity.
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